:D

YO PEEPS :D
yesterday night was like freaking funny xD
hehe,

after almost all the guys went off right,
zhenghan vin and me left only ma,
then zh said wanted to do last parade in MAPLE :D
OMG ITS SO COOL xDD
and then we started typing out all the commands and do drills,
IN MAPLE!!!
OMG ITS REALLY VEH VEH VEH FUNNY,
and i was laughing like shyt last night,
AHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
then vin said he was diao-ing x.x...
sadded lor,
but dont care :P
AND OUR COMMANDS AINT YALAM LANGUAGE!!! F5
then we did yang tinggi drill but forget command halfway,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH
omg omg omg,
its so so so funny!! xD
and veh veh veh fun!
HAHAHAHAHA
and zhenghan veh cute lor!
can think of doing drills in maple de xD
wahahhahahhaha,
it was really veh veh veh veh fun last night,
especially the bersurai part,
timer blurr :X
hehe,
i was the timer,
BLURRR T.T
omg,
hehe,
:D
and man!
i miss ncc :D
next time before we log outta maple,
LETS DO LAST PARADE!!!
hee,
at most only..
3 ppl will do ba (:
zh,ken and me :D
hehe,
OMG NCC ROCKS :D
heh,
BD

anyways,
i go le horrrr :)
byeeeeee

<3

.___.

sorry peeps,
nowadays,
i think,
really got nothing to blog about,
no school,
no cca,
nothing,
stay at home eat sleep shyt =.=
play com,
watch tv,
no life de,
as in seriously,
i got no life,
=.=

getting pretty moody these few days,
i'm sorry kay?
my fault,
my bad,
maybe it's cause my good friend gonna visit me soon or whatever,
but,
i just wanna do something,
like,
swimming,
running,
maybe there's hellish cca activity also can,
just make me sweat,
now i feel so tired even after doing 10 pumpings,
and that really suck,
to think we're gonna pump like 200+ again?
maybe even more?

sadded T.T
i wanna go out,
but,
i think my mom doesnt like me to go out so often,
stay at home also nothing to do =.=
play com till midnight..
i know it's my fault la,
but have friends ma,
its not like after graduation from p6,
i dont even meet up with my friends le,
dint even game,
this time when they're still with me,
i should treasure my time with them,

it's so boring to stay at home,
watch tv watch till sian le,
play com.. still okay lor,

okay,
maybe you can say,
"you can go and run or swim alone ma!",
yes,
why dont you come pei me run?
swim also can,
cycle also can,
you come pei me la!

dec is near,
holiday homework havent start,
and i aint gonna start them,
not so soon,

i miss 2e,
alot alot alot alot,
if i could step into the same classroom again,
and have lessons together again,
that'll be great,
having recess together,
having fun together,

next year..
i dont know,

nah dowan blog le,
look at lyrics,
_____________________________________

这，
是给你的歌，
:)

光良 - 勇气

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你
______________________________________

那是我想说的，
仔细听吧，



爱，
是什么？
有口无心的爱是可耻的。
有心无口的爱是可怜的。

爱，
是懂得去爱，
及被人爱。

hello

okay,
todae i aint gonna crap so much,
cause i am tired,
even thou i dint really do anything todae =.=

started off with an Aran class maple character todae :D
haha,
with the 2e guys too,
zh,bert,ken,zee,ter :D
heh,
i neh zsqy hor xD
yepps :D
vin wont be playing till sat ba (:
not bad sia,
i neh play other characters before,
other than mages T.T
i've got a ice/lightning mage,
got a flame wiz,
all mages T.T
aran class like warrior like that,
have a new feel cause,
NO MORE LOW HP!!
xD
dont need to worry about MG on or not :D
just take that sword and own the monsters' @$$! :D
heh xD
so cool lor xD
but now level 15 only,
just now dc-ed twice so i dowan play le..
maybe tmr morning 7am wake up play lo :D
haha (:

ohya,
just now went to watch 2012 with my bro,
veh nice sia!
2.5hrs de disaster film lai de,
wahseh,
veh veh veh veh exciting,
my heart was like pounding like siao when the volcano erupt and when the earth splits,
and siao de lor!
omg veh veh veh scary leh!
the whole piece of land sinking into magma T.T
omg,
scaryyyyy x.x
and the tsunami part was like,
HOLY!
the water just like swallowed everything up,
and the tsunami on the sea de,
it really really swallowed up the whole ship!
its like OMG! O.O..
the movie have alot alot alot alot of climax de lor!
really nice but scary,
haha,
cant imagine one day the earth splits right before my eyes,
T.T
and there's this crazy guy lor,
go see the end of the world de,
stand on the mountain then not scared of the volcano eruption de,
i think he's kinda mad or something,
maybe...
its like he's thinking..
"everyone's gonna die anyways, why dont i just be someone special who aint afraid?"
then he go see the end of the whole world and still veh happy like that o.o
maybe hor,
that's what i think la :D
haha,
but i kinda like him i dont know why..
maybe cause he's mad? o.O
hee..
ohya,
and there's this "president" of US,
he looks like Obama o.o
heh,
i think,
he's really a great president,
yeah,
really really great :D
haha,
and i love that geologist,
that guy who is like sort of the main character of the movie,
the guy whose father got swallowed up by the tsunami de,
he's like so wei da lor!
save the people and he really rock :D

and i hate my hair now cause its irritating =.=

okayyyy,
back to 2012..
hmm..
well,
i learnt quite alot from this movie,
it reminds me of Titanic you know?
when the tsunami comes..
i thought of Titanic..
its like so disastrous de..
D:
Titanic is really really sad,
and same for 2012,
feel really sorry for those who died,
in vain,
but its a disaster film ma,
no people die then not disaster liao :X
i still remember that time mdm choo taught us about the reading sense de passage,
on disaster films de,
hahahhaa,
yeah,
its thrilling,
but veh sad leh!
D:
aww...
its like suddenly hor,
you driving on the highway,
then the earth splits and there you go,
into the magma T.T
omg..
or maybe you're sleeping then suddenly the ceiling collapse on you T.T
sadded T.T
then the most sad thing is,
you lose your loved ones,
D:
awww..
i see the geologist (or however you spell it) and his dad de convo. thru the phone,
then i was like "awwww... so sad" D:
veh sad lor!
the dad say he veh veh veh xing fu cause he had such a great son like him,
man!
so touching lor...
and that time i told myself,
"i am also veh veh veh veh veh veh xing fu now" (:
then,
this movie sorta tell me like,
"life's short,just do what you can and what you want,enjoy it,you dont have forever to live"
isnt it?
am i right?
life's short,
just enjoy it :D
but..
what's the definition of enjoying life leh?
o.O
i dont know,
maybe..
when we get to study,
we should just enjoy it and love homework :D
heh,
life's like that,
maybe...
when we get separated,
just think of getting together again and keeping in touch and that's enjoying life :D
maybe...
yeah,
:D
and most importantly,
love those who you can love now,
cause you never know when you're gonna lose them,
be it family or friends (:
the geologist veh sad lor!
he lost his friend and father both in tsunami leh! D:
awww...
and i still cant forget the earth spliting part,
its like so scary...
T.T
like you're running like siao,
then the earth cracks behind you and fall into the crust T.T
omg,
i think only zai kias like my budd can survive lor!
run so fast de!! T.T
omg omg omg,
i'll die x.x
man,
run fast have alot of advantage de lor .____.

hmm..
oh,
this morning went to market with my mom,
and ate breakfast too,
i think there's really sth wrong with my stomach since i ate that laksa last time =.=
really,
my stomach really screw liao T.T
there's something wrong,
but i dont know what's wrong,
my stomach just feels weird,
T.T
thanks to the laksa =.=
argh!
F5!

tmr i am going out again,
so.. i dont think i'll be blogging,
cause..
my bro got third in class this year,
not too bad lor,
i got first in p2 and p4 :P
blehhhhh xD
hahahahha,
p2 that time is lucky de lor,
cause p2 that time i was in a noob class =.=
p4 that time not bad la,
cause is the third best de,
get first then go 5E :D
ehh,
5E is zai de hor!
just kidding :X
but its really zai de :D
hahahhaha,
i was a noob last time :P
seriously =.=
i still remember p1 that time,
first time exam ma!
kindergarten who the hell knows what exams are about can?! =.=...
then got this chinese paper,
left a veh veh veh veh deep impression on me de,
or however you phrase that impression thingie,
it just makes me remember it from p1 till now,
i still remember that the first question is an elephant question,
then ask me to fill in hypy de,
i dont know ma,
so i ask teacher how to do O.O
LOL,
then he tell me how to do lor,
i aint really sure if he told me the answer..
but i just asked my teacher like,
"lao shi, zhe ti zen me yang zuo?"
hahahhaha,
so funny lor T.T
first time exam ask teacher how to do :D
hehe,
ohya,
went off topic le :X
hehe,

my bro got third in class,
got medal lor!
=.=
wth man,
primary school have honours day cause you got first second or third or best progress,
sec school leh?
NOTHING =.=
damn .___.
its only the whole level best then have de,
WTH LOR,
UNFAIR!!!!
T.T
the watch i got when i was p2 that time for honours day hor,
now spoil liao,
the hand stop moving le...
but its veh veh veh veh nice de watch,
cause its leather de :D
heh,
then the clock there have print "west grove primary school class 2F first"
or something la :D
hahahhahaha,
aiya p2 that time is like so noob can? =.=
but get first i veh happy,
cause from p4 onwards hor,
nothing le,
in 5E and 6G..
i am just like,
.___.
average lor =.=
neh top class in anything,
cause angela leong too zai liao T.T
and i used to go for maths remedial class T.T.....
ohya,
p4 that time..
hahaha,
i also dont know why lor,
its like my maths first time get 99 marks :D
FIRST TIMEEEE OMG :D
its like so unexpected,
that last 1 mark is careless de,
then ms ho,
my p4 teacher go put the sotong chop there =.=
you know my maths sucks de right?
THAT YEAR I GOT 99!! xD
WAHHAHAHAHHAHA
my maths is like =.=...
wth? .___.
omg i am so proud of my primary school maths results lor :D
cause now noob le ma!
sighs,
my maths sucks,
and my physics sucks,
T.T
AND MATHS USED TO BE ONE OF MY STRONGEST SUBJECTS T.T
sadded,
last time my chinese also not bad de hor! :D
hahahhahaha,
just maths and chinese not bad,
science still okay okay...
english,
HAHA =.=
can forget about it,
my english totally sucks can? =.=
last time till now also the same,
my english is CMI de :D
hahahahaha,
really,
last time sucks,
now still sucks :D
but now have improve alot le :D
cause peeps around me speak alot alot alot of english,
then chim peeps like my budd hor,
improve my vocab like siao :D
heh,
and have peeps spam english into my ears and then need to listen clearly hor,
need train de leh!
hahahhahahahhaha xD
WHY LAST TIME NO GEOG AND HIST T.T
just kidding :D
now humanities..
are my strongest subjects,
and of course my chinese still not bad de (:
english... CMI =.=
science... physics CMI =.=
maths... next year i am gonna die cause have double maths =.=
OMGGGGGG
physics... =.=
bio still okay ba i think.. :D
chemistry.. not that bad..
i only know last year i got a 70% for chem,
this year got an A1 (:
cause,
MDM ONG ROCKS! :D
hahahhahahhahahaha xD
pretty worried about maths and physics T.T
english,
dont need worry cause,
since i was a kid,
i know,
my english is CMI de :D
from p1 worry till sec 2 liao,
so dont need to worry anymore,
just do it can le :D
TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS :D
or is it something like that? o.O
OMG I WENT OFF TOPIC AGAIN =.=

ohya,
my bro got third,
then have honours day ma,
SEE HIM GET PRIZE LOR!
last time i get prize that time he still baby sia =.=
p2 is 8 years old ma,
he 5 years younger than me leh,
3 years old =.=
wth lor!
5 years old when i p4 that time,
NEH SEE ME GET PRIZE!
rawr!!
neh mind,
next time i go NCC course win medal back for him to see,
:P
hehe,
ohya,
later tell you about shooting competition :D
then..
prize presentation from 9-12 de,
but i need go out after that,
then maybe till evening reach home,
then.. play maple till midnight..
then.. go sleep then no time blog le o.o
yeah,
that's it,

now now,
GUESS WHAT?
WE GOT FIFTH FOR SHOOTING COMPETITION!!!
OMGGG xDD
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
bravo girls got fifth for shooting competition 2009!
GOT MEDAL ALSO,
on the medal will print third la :D
cause it's bronze prize ma (:
haha,
last year we got fourth then medal also print third :D
so cool sia!
last year i reserve neh shoot,
get medal,
feel so unreal,
this year have shoot then get medal de feeling is totally different de!
hahahhahahhahahahhahha xDD
OMGGGG
fifth in singapore not bad le hor!
really!
its like the whole singapore have so many fifth de meh?
:P
i know first is the best,
but,
we did our best and we got fifth veh good le lor!
BETTER THAN NOTHING RIGHT??
and we lucky lor!
fifth also have medal,
sports fifth no medal de,
only have first second third,
but,
fifth among all,
is veh veh veh veh veh zai le!
:D
hahahahahaha,
OMG I GOT MEDAL AGAIN :D
for shooting xD
last year de medal is like,
not i shoot de,
then get medal for free T.T
now its different le!
really! :D
hahahahhahha :D
and,
the marksman badge,
is veh nice :D
last time see waneu go put on his "number 3",
its like OMG!
cause you see the rank there have this gold gold thing,
have two rifles de,
round round de,
OMGGG SO COOL LOR!
will shine summore de,
that time i also dont know why waneu go put la,
but its really veh nice,
:D
ahahhahahhaah,
you know what,
now,
our number 3 is empty de,
other than the rank there,
we dont have any badges,
and we neh put any badge on our number 3 before,
other than our nametag T.T
UNLIKE THE BRAVO GUYS,
PUT MARKSMANSHIP BADGE SUMMORE!
OMG!!!
badges are so cool :D
cause when you march,
you'll hear the badges cling cling cling,
when you have alot will cling cling cling cling cling cling cling cling cling cling! xD
wahseh,
so zai :D
if next year my NAPFA neh get gold then my NAPFA badge for last year and this year dont need liao,
next year so hard to get gold lor!
especially for standing board jump =.=
its like so easy for the guys,
but i just cant jump T.T
other stations still okay ba..
shuttle run is another problem T.T
i cant sprint and i cant jump,
pulls ups still can :D
cause,
NCC DE LEH!
pull ups cannot meh? :D
hahahhaha,
sit and reach is like the easiest? :P
not for the guys xD
hahahahha,
sit ups,
OMG I NEED TRAIN LIAO :D
at most i can do 30+ T.T
some guys spam till 50+ lor,
siao de,
i dont care la,
30++ is like my max le T.T
cause i no 6 packs la!
stomach muscles dont have so much T.T
i think i veh zai lor,
todae blog so much =.=
and its like 12.12am liao,

then tmr still need early early wake up see my bro get prize sia,
hahahahhaah,

ohya,
if you have anything unhappy about this post please dont spam my tagbox,
maybe you not happy i talk about my primary school results or whatever lor =.=
BUT..
i neh offend you right? :D
as in seriously PLEASEEEEE dont spam my tagbox,
you not happy come talk to me :D
DONT SPAM MY TAGBOX,
thank you veh much :D

hahahhaa,
everytime i think about my 99 marks for maths in p4,
i will feel so proud and so ashamed of myself =.=
as in like,
"waaa p4 that time get 99 marks leh! NOW LEH? got one time almost fail maths hor? =.="
wahhh sadded,
my maths hor..
T.T
sighsss..

aiya,
veh late liao,
and i go sleep le hor!

haha,
i feel like talking about how much i changed de,
but think think think,
dont need le la,
:D
hahahhahaha,
i go sleep liao :D
bye!
:D

T.T

cheer up peoples! :D

man,
i dont know what to do now T.T

when you look up to the sky,
the sun will always be there,
shining and smiling to you :D
sometimes you dont see it cause the clouds cover it (:
when the clouds float away,
you'll see it again!
yayeeee ;D

i know i am a veh veh veh bad umm..
you call it a counsellor or whatever-console-person T.T
but,
you know i dont wanna see you like that D:
this is really scary T.T

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
T.T

:D

okayyy,
todae aint gonna work,
cause the flyers aint ready..
so..
it'll be on wednesday if i dont have anything on ba (:

i got nothing to do T.T
i dowan to read cause i want to leave it for another day,
gunz is screwed,
maple is sian,
OMG WHAT CAN I DO? T.T
sometimes i really wish i could go out every single day or sth =.=
even if i can go swimming alone also can T.T..
holidays are boring,

DONT TELL ME TO DO HOMEWORK =.=
for goodness sake,
no way!
ohya,
have HCL and lang arts homework =.=...
then have maths asg too,
wah shyt T.T..
i think i forget everything about maths i learnt this year le T.T
OMGGGG
T.T
feel so empty without school,
and i miss school D:
i wanna sit in the classroom with 2e :D
and listen to classes,
doesnt matter if we doze off or what :D
hehe..
then recess we eat together :D
man,
i really miss school T.T...

argh!
facebook is boring when you've nothing to do =.=
like you just stare at the screen for 15mins and press the horn,
boring =.=
compared to playing gunz or maple and horn once in a while T.T
sob sob sob
i am so bored now D:
sighs..
.___.

=.=

oh crap,
you know what,
yesterday night was totally =.=..
shyt my gunz,
both my bro's com and my dad's laptop cant enter the room,
press enter le will hang there and nothing happens T.T
wahhh sadded,
shyt my gunz!
T.T

well,
last time maple used to dc like hell de,
then my bro was playing maple and telling me this,
"jie, now maple veh good leh, neh dc at all, last time dc like siao de lor!"
and that time when maple used to dc like shyt,
gunz was perfectly fine,
so now maple wont dc then gunz cannot enter room liao la!
OMG T.T
sob sob sob,

ohya,
i just ate nasi lemak for lunchbreakfast,
cause i woke up at 12pm todae :D
cool eh?
too bad la,
yesterday was freaking tired i dont know why,
maybe cause i spent too much energy trying to enter gunz le =.=
at 11++ i wenta sleep,
then slept till 12pm todae lo (:
haha,
i sleep alot,
and i think i cant do without sleep,
cause when i dont get enough sleep i will get freaking emo T.T
and sleep can make me grow taller!
but i dont want to x.x
tall enough le ah! :D
hehe,
and i think i should go on a diet or sth =.=
omg i am growing fat T.T
yeah,
planning to go to the stadium and run with my bro later,
cause,
he also need to jian fei too! :D
heh.. BD

oh,
tmr going to work,
for 2 hours only =.=
at admiralty(or is it spelt like that?) distributing flyers,
$14 for standing there giving out flyers..
well..
not bad la,
have weely with me also!
xD yayee!! xD
ahahhahahahaha xD
yeah..
so tmr will be out in the afternoon till evening..
then will be home at around 730 ba..
cause should be 6pm end de..
then from there travel to boon lay..
1.5 hours should be okay,
yeah,
then can on com le lor,

ohya,
IF GUNZ DONT FREAKING WORK TODAE,
I AM GOING TO MAPLE LIAO =.=..
as in seriously,
banana gunz! :P
well,
banana aint a bad word :P
O.O...
hehe..
neh mind,
like i said,
i am myself,
and i know what i am doing,
and i know what i do,
can le,
that's it,
say no more :D
wanyi is wanyi (:
yay!
lols,
i sound so stupid but,
ITS TRUE OKAY?
i control my life (:
maybe there're things i think its okay,
and you think it aint,
BUT WHO CARES,
i know i aint doing something wrong =.=...

banana mousehunt too,
look at this =.=..
__________________________________________________
11:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Ghost mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

10:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Bat mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off. Additionally, the fiend pillaged 1,090 gold from me!

9:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Lycan mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off. The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 1,456 points.

8:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared my Radioactive Blue cheese had failed to attract a mouse. I replaced my bait since it seemed to be stale.

7:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Lycan mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

6:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Mummy mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

5:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Mummy mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.
__________________________________________________

OMG T.T...
my rb cheese all fly away leeee D:
and now left 13 more cheese =.=
later need go lab hunt for rb pots liao,
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH T.T
sadded...
OMG
stupid mice steal my cheese =.=...
sighs..
these two days aint my mh days lo,
last time used to catch alot of mice de D:
but neh mind la!
there're ups and downs in life ma! :D
haha,
isnt it? :D

my mh log used to be 60k++ de leh!
now only 52k T.T..
wah sadded! D:
_______________________________________

1:38pm
I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Bat mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap. Additionally, the fiend pillaged 980 gold from me!

1:00pm
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Zombie mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off. The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 1,249 points.
________________________________________

tio pillaged again! T.T
omg,
zee you want to be the mouse sure become millionaire liao x.x..
wahh,
now i left 11 rb cheese D:
wahh saddddd D:
sighs,
todae aint my mh day too D:
T_T..

separation,
is cruel D:

2:36pm
I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Mummy mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap. The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 468 points.

2:06pm
I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my Radioactive Blue cheese failed to attract a mouse. I replaced my bait since it seemed to be stale.

2:00pm
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Ravenous Zombie mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

1:51pm
I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Lycan mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap. The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 1,280 points.

1:35pm
I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Ghost mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap. The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 768 points.
____________________________________

=.=
this was my log for today,

the below is for yesterday,
____________________________________

5:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Bat mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

4:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Bat mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off. Additionally, the fiend pillaged 958 gold from me!

3:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Giant Snail mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.

2:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared my Radioactive Blue cheese had failed to attract a mouse. I replaced my bait since it seemed to be stale.

1:00am
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared my Radioactive Blue cheese had failed to attract a mouse. I replaced my bait since it seemed to be stale.

12:00am yesterday
I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Mummy mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.
____________________________________

wahhh,
stupid mice! D<

T.T

i've got nothing to do,
and so i'm here blogging,
next time,
i am gonna share one bar of chocolate with you (:

Hershey's white chocolate with chocolate chip :D
niceeeeee x33
hehe :D

okay okay,
i am gonna read,
and i realise that i took a storybook outta the library,
without borrowing it x.x
yeah,
dumb scanner,
i neh borrow the book and it neh sound de =.=
forget it,
will borrow it next week,
so i can read it longer :P
hehe..
and this book called "Stand Tall" by Joan Bauer,
is veh veh veh nice too :D
it's much better than the previous book i borrowed can?!
the "semi-perfect" de is all about a girl having depression,
and then she go kiss her boyfriend infront of her classmates =.=
yeah,
this book is veh veh humorous and i bet it's sort of..
inspirational,
yeah,
i just started reading it,
so yeah..
dont really know what happens next,
will tell ya more when i finish it kay?
i got a feeling that it's a nice book :D
and i got it from the bookshelf randomly cause the title is nice O.O
then the summary at the back there not bad :D
heh..

well,
it's 2pm now,
and i aint gonna game,
cause,
i think i should be serious in the day,
and game at night,
that's it,
i should really go swimming :D
long time neh swim liao,
then no cca even worse,
neh get screwed neh sweat sure grow fat de,
and still eat chocolates!
omg x.x
nah,
i veh long neh eat chocolates le,
so..
todae ate 1/4 of that bar of chocolate :X
haha xD

okay,
i go le hor..
i dont know why,
it seems like..
i dont have much to blog nowadays,

"shhh... it's a secret,"

13 nov friday

i guess i cant stop myself from blogging todae..
cause todae's a really special day,
yeah (:

it's friday the 13th,
and alot of things happened todae,
well,
they're all happy things :D
haha,

will talk about shooting competition after i finish my story,
and it was good anyways,
told ya that things will go fine if i dont really care (:
heh..

okay,
i am gonna tell you all a story about weely and her friend :D
they were totally crazy and a lil ridiculous todae,
as in seriously,
mad and insane and crazy x.x
her friend wanted to go to pasir ris to buy $1 wu-gui toys,
yes,
all the way to pasir ris,
=.=
just for toys o.O
all the way to pasir ris eh,
siao de lor!
hahaha,
it was after they left the camp at khatib,
and after breakfast at KFC at sembawang with the girls (:
hehe..

I KNOW MY COMPO SUCKS =.=
and i know this story will sound veh veh veh weird,
cause it's written by me T.T..
BUT NEH MIND LA,
know the story line can le :D

this is the list of their journey to pasir ris and back home:

MRT:sembawang - bishan,
MRT:bishan - serangoon,
bus 81:serangoon - pasir ris,
walk: some random bus stop quite far from downtown east to ehub,
bus 354/8: back to pasir ris interchange
bus 58: pasir ris - bishan
MRT: bishan - woodlands/JE

they took the red line,
the circle line,
and took bus from serangoon to pasir ris,
and walked all the way to ehub,
and i dont know how much they spent on travelling T.T...

ohya!
they were like so lucky xD
missed the bus stop at pasir ris and walked all the way to ehub,
by randoming walking between some market and HDB flats o.O
SO COOL SIA,
and when they reach the place,
the toys were gone T.T..

after the disappointment of the toys going missing T.T
they went subway to eat and drink cause too tired liao x.x..

BUT..

after randomly walking around,

they found another machine with the toys :D

hehe..

so lucky eh?

okay!

weely's friend is me!

expected de lor x.x

i was the one who went mad and said i wanted to go pasir ris,

TO BUY TOYS T.T

then weely pei me crazy go pasir ris too!

OMGOMGOMGOMG

WEELYYY!!!

omg i really really really really love weely x3333

and yeah,

reached cheers and the toy machine was gone,

and we're like freaking disappointed,

went there after such a long time then that machine GONE! T.T

OMG..

its like WTH?! we travelled so long and so far,

then now it's GONEEEEEEEEE T.T...

yeah,we went subway to drink and eat cookies! xD

then we went walking around then saw the wugui machine again,

then i was like,

"OMG WEELY OMG WEELY OMG WEELY!!!!"

HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA

was freaking freaking happy and then go turn some wugui out :D

hehe,

TODAE WANYI WENT MAD,

AND WANYI LOVES WEELY!!!!! xDDDD

T.T

and i really really miss pasir ris like mad D:

awww..

omg lor,

weely really pei me go all the way to pasir ris,

take MRT take bus walk and go crazy with me T.T

OMG LORRRRR T.T..

from sembawang to bishan to serangoon to pasir ris,

all the way.. T.T

omg lor!!!!

and she neh say anything leh,

just say "neh mind" T.T..

man,

i feel so bad now,

she could have gone home in 6 mins from sembawang!

and she go mad with me and go home 4 hours later D:

OMG OMG OMGGGGG..

i want to marry weely!!!

awww..

cause i really really really love her xDDDD

man,

dont ask me why i want to go pasir ris out of a sudden,

it's just that sudden urge to go there,

to do something,

to get something,

yes,

that urge,

to do something crazy like going to pasir ris for a veh simple reason,

but i aint gonna tell you what is it,

it's just that,

after getting the toys,

we got onto bus 58 and slept all the way to bishan (:

so shuang lor!

slept for one hour O.O

go bishan junction 8 walk walk,

and it's so fun la xDD

omg omg the shops there are so cool lor!

but no money buy stuff only x.x..

haha,

after that we trained back home le..

then it was raining..

haha,

had a veh veh veh fun and tiring journey todae,

yeah...

and i really really want to thank weely for pei-ing me thruout,

THANK YOU WEELY! xDD

XIE XIE NI!

i love you~~~ x333

hehe,

*hugs weely*

:D:D:D:D:D:D

okay for shooting competition todae,

everything's fine,

except for my finger =.=

cause i cock the rifle too hard x.x

then the charging handle kiap the side of my finger to the gun there,

i dint even know i was bleeding =.=

cause i just know it's painful and i still continue shooting,

like nothing happen like that T.T

then i see my finger why so pain de ah?

i saw brown colour..

then i first thought its rust on the rifle,

after that i see liquid so sure blood le lor O.O

haha,

doesnt really matter,

then got a sir made a big fuss about it,

and he go tell the other shooting de cadets =.=..

he said "you all dont put your finger into the chamber! where's the girl just now? is your finger okay?"

then i was like =.=..

and shouted something like "yes sir! my finger is okay sir!"

then he said "what did you do just now?"

"i cock the charging handle too hard sir!"

then he was like "errhhh??" then continue crapping,

ITS JUST MY FINGER T.T

then he go tell other cadets T.T

omg so diu lian! x.x

but neh mind la!

haha,

so gl lor the sir x.x...

haha,

here is my score,

17/20 :D

hehe..

canadian bull grouping: 18.3cm (this sucks)

prone with support static fig 12 - 4/4 shots

prone w/o support static fig 12 - 3/4 shots

prone with support snap shot - 5/6 shots

prone w/o support snap shot - 5/6 shots

total missed - 3 shots :D

hehe

xDD

ohya,

total score we lost the guys by 1 point only lor!

and jingfei wasnt there T.T

sadded..

you know,

i actually didnt have the mood to shoot de..

then i thought of all these,

my budd's jiayou,

jingfei's good luck,

my girls' jiayou,

zee's jiayou,

my mom's face O.O...

yeah,

so i dint want to disappoint all of them,

so yeah,

i go back gunz le :D

byeeee

o.O

omg,
i cant believe what i just did..
but,
i really hope i wont regret it (:
yepps o.o

was a nice day out todae xD
hehe,

okay,
I LEARNT HOW TO ZYQS LIAO xDD
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
OMGGGG
xD
hehe,
okay,
now..
nobody can play gunz with me..
and i am bored D:
so i came to blog o.O

omg tmr shooting competition =.=
shyt lor i like dont care like that..
but neh mind,
i will do better if i dont really care :P
heh..
but dont know if i will be reserve again lor =.=..
one good thing is if i wont screw up,
bad thing is,
i am going to waste my time there,
AND WE CANT BRING PHONES INSIDE THERE =.=..
as in like seriously will be bored like shyt x.x...
i dont think this year so lucky le lor,
can go shoot the advanced targets like last year..
T.T..
and last year i was the only reserve who went to shoot lor O.O
WAHAHAHHAHA
so lucky right??? xD
heh..

man,
i wan play gunz D:
someone play with me pleaseeeee? *sparkling eyes*~~ :X
hehe..

okay la,
i go le,
tmr must wake up at 430 =.=
ALL THANKS TO SHOOTING COMPETITION =.=
645 reach khatib =.=...
WTH LA,
if i reserve again and i freaking waste my time there,
i think i will go siao again le T.T..
AWWW MAN,
i dowan go competition liao =.=..

okay la,
byebye,
when's profi test?
i havent study IFC =.=
freak IFC,
NCC ALSO NEED THEORY DE T.T
sob sob sob,

I GO LE AH xD
byeeee~

:D

okayy,
i shall stop being zsqy T.T
man,
my stomach is really really screwed up =.=

okay okay..
yesterday i went to eat breakfast with my mom and aunt,
and we went to Giant to shop for the ingredients for shephard's pie,
yeah,
cause we're making it =.=

then we saw alot alot alot of aunties =.=..
and one of them said this to me,
"wah... wanyi you look darker and slimer le, last time more white and plump de"
then i was like,
"err.. thanks? =.="
WTH LOR PLEASE LA,
dont remind me of my past can?! =.=
then she asked,
"you have boyfriend ma?"
then my mom replied for me,
"study la! what boyfriend de?"

then..
i was like..
"o.O..."

okay lor,
study lor :P
well,
i guess i surely can do both at the same time (:
and i seriously hate,
people..
like ERHEM,
bugging me and commenting on me =.=
like her daughter have a boyfriend like that,
i know her daughter slim la,
so what lor?
slim and white so what la?
TELL ME =.=
banana,
i love black people =.=
erm,
i mean dark :D
piss me off like siao lor yesterday =.=
then when we were making the pie right,
my mom was like talking about it too,
she asked,
"why she always go around asking people if got boyfriend or not ah?
her daughter have boyfriend isit?"
i also dont know lor!
HER PROBLEM MA =.=
aunties =.=...
F5F5F5F5

zhong se qing you,
i have that bad meh?! T.T
sadded,
dont care le,
i be myself can le,
as long as i know what i do,
and i know what i am doing,
everything will be fine,
cause i know i've got this thing called,
friends (:
and buddies! xD
woohoo!
yeah,
i know i forget about some of them sometimes,
but..
i swear i am gonna remember them always always always from now on :D

oh man,
i love weely~ xD
omg omg omg,
if i were a guy,
i'll want to be her boyfriend!
WAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHA
and i can marry her too xD
hehe..

todae i woke up freaking early for i dont know what reason,
yeah..
and i only slept for 7hrs,
just now went to bathe and i dint even have the energy to dry my hair,
and sometimes i really hate my hair,
cover my eyes and i cant see anything =.=
and i think i should clip up my fringe cause,
it's really irritating =.=
okay okay okay,
later i'm going out le,
so..
i shall play for awhile..

OHYAA,
i am at moz now,
for mousehunt!
tio pillaged like siao,
AND WHY THE MICE LIKE TO STEAL MY GOLD?
its like one time pillage me off 1k plus gold,
THINK THEY FUNNY AH? =.=
omg..
my gold~~ T.T
sadded..
okay i go play le (:
byeee~~

laksa =.=

freak,
todae morning i ate laksa and i had stomachache =.=
wth lor,
early in the morning eat laksa then have stomachache for whole day T.T
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKK that bowl of laksa,
nonono,
banana my stomach,
it's spicy to my stomach but not to me =.=
blame myself for eating laksa with an empty stomach,
OMG~~~
stupid laksa =.=
and i wont eat laksa early in the morning next time liao =.=
ARGH!!!
and my stupid stomach is still rumbling like siao,
damn damn damn! =.=
but..
i still love laksa! xD
hehe..
since that day i shared the bowl of laksa with weely~ x33
i fell in love with laksa~
oh,
that day was the army open house bravo company outing :D
hahaha,
:D

and seriously,
banana my stomach! =.=...

and..
yeah,
before i really start on my journey,
i should really ask what actually happened,
i dont want to kid myself,
(:

i know it aint going to be easy...
if..
it really really starts..

well,
sometimes when i look at myself in the mirror,
i will ask,
"who is this?",
i think i changed really much,
inside and outside,
really alot alot alot,
at least to myself,
i think i changed alot,
sometimes i dont really recognise myself,
i changed,
be it for someone,
or for myself,
or for something which happened to me,
i changed,
when i look at the wanyi whom i used to be last time,
i think she's really hopeless,
well,
that's in my POV,
did i change for the better?
did i?

man,
i think i need some motivation,

maybe...
i dont get screwed up too much during cca helps eh?
and maybe...
when i clear my doubts about it,
i wont be like that,

oh wanyi,
just ask :D
it wont hurt (:
it wont,
cause you've been thru worse isnt it?

yes.
i've been thru worse,
so..
what am i afraid of?
yeah,
what am i afraid of?
ha.ha.

when i say that i am a noob,
i dont mean it inside,
cause there's this part of me,
which tells me,
i aint a noob,
cause i know i aint!
hahahaha,
not funny =.=
but..
yeah,
i'll never admit defeat,
even if you win,
i'll try again,
even if you win again,
(:

i feel cold now,
and my stomach is crazy =.=
banana...
i dont care man,
i am gonna eat laksa till i dont get stomachaches =.=
ZzZZzzz..

shooting competition is on friday..
well,
if i am the reserve again,
it doesnt really matter..
cause i dont wanna screw up,
cause i know,
i aint the best,
but i know i can shoot,
if i want to shoot,

and bravo rocks :D
we own la!
monday de shooting training bravo company own! xD
hahahahhahaa,
we're like so freaking zai,
both guys and girls!
love bravo x33

next year,
we're gonna be charlie..
see..
how time flies,
bravo so fast over le..
and i still remember this year's march camp..
how horrible it was..
how our tears can almost flood the bunk x.x..
but..
it was a great experience,
at least,
when i get yelled at right smack infront of my face,
i know i've been thru that before,
and,
next year's march camp,
will be worse,
i know my girls will be there for me,
even if i'm alone,
cause i'll be there for them too (:

then...
another year goes by..
with the spec course,
and maybe senior spec course..
then we take over after ROD..
we're specialists..
then..
we move on to delta..
another march camp when we do the job as respective part ICs..
OICs.. PC... APC... RP...
all that..
yeah,
then..
another half a year goes by..
ROD will be here..
it's time for us to step down.. D:
and i think i'll cry like mad that day T.T..
man,
i wont wanna leave NCC,
i am gonna be a CLT xD
hahahaha :D

RV changed my life.
NCC changed my life.

I changed my life.

;D

i...
got alot alot alot to say,
since that day,
(:

but i just dont want to type them out here,
cause,
you shouldnt know that,

"shhh, it's a secret",
hahaha,
you know jay chou de "secret" movie,
the girl always does that de,
hehe,

should write out a nice plan (:
haha xD

<33

happy (:

since the last day of school,
the happiest days of this year,
came to me one by one,
for one whole week (:
and todae..
considered an exception ba,
cause i have an internal struggle inside,

todae's cca wasnt extremely bad,
it was...
quite bad D:
dont want to talk about it anyways (:

ohya,
thanks weely for staying by me all these days :D
hehe,
love ya~ x33

class chalet was fantastic! xD
wahahhahahahaha xD
love it like siao,
and i wished it lasted longer..
dont care if the whole chalet really turn into a rubbish dump,
haha,
just kidding :P
first day went there after cca i think..
yeah,
went there with the guys,
zee,vin,ter,zh (:
okay la,
the journey wasnt really long actually cause..
um..
hehe..
dont want tell you :D

then reach chalet blah blah blah,
you know?
i wished i could remember every single bit of thing which happened at the chalet,
and i wished i'll never never never never forget the days i had at class chalet,
and now,
i am freaking missing 2e.. D:
sighs..
but i really treasure the time we had at class chalet :D
hehe,
yeah.. (:

and walking in the park at night..
is freaking scary T.T..
especially when alvin is around T.T..
yeah,

and..
haha,
you :D
yes you! o.o

thank you for everything (:
really,
and i mean it,
<3

class chalet

okay,
tmr's class chalet,
(:
hee...
still havent prepare..
so..
later i go make some stuff lor,

and tmr have cca...
so sian lor D;
forget it,
4 hours of cca,
4 hours of hell,
veh fast over de,
just need think of class chalet can le (:
hehe,

todae's malay test,
and it's a freaking freaking funny experience,
everyone was like laughing after the test,
LOL,
thanks to our dear terence acting like a bushman,
and saying "saya tak tahu" so loudly,
LOL,
so funny sia,
xD
everyone was like laughing and laughing,
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
aiya,
the test dont care le lor,
just enjoy being with 2e can le xD
wo0ts!

okay okay..
after that went to eat lunch and crap abit,
yeah..
then we took train from marina bay all the way thru the NS line,
so zai lor,
jingfei,zee,huiwen,jennshyang and me on the train stone and sleep,
LOL,
quite boring la,
but quite fun too o.O
contradicts but..
yeah,
you know we might not have the chance to crap like that le lor D:
aww..

then at woodlands huiwen zao,
cck jennshyang zao,
gombak jingfei zao,
yeah..

the rest,
:P
you dont want to know,
haha,

i am veh tired,
and i got headache after being in the rain,
and then in some really cold air con place =.=
wahh tmr have cca,
hope i dont faint man :X
hehe,

jiayous wanyi!
tmr night will be at class chalet (:
haha,
bye my loves :D

:/

its a busy week ahead,
and i am feeling really,
really vexed,
for many reasons,

class chalet for 5 days,
4 days of cca,
subject combi selection,

well,
tell me,
tell me what else can i do?
after cca immediately chiong to pasir ris from commonwealth everyday?
and then travel from pasir ris to home at night,
then go for cca the next day?
haha,
not funny,
you think i wonderwoman?
no i aint,

i aint the one going for both cca and class chalet on the same day,
why should cca be on the days when we're supposed to have fun?
....

forget it,
the only solution to this,
a win-win solution,
go for class chalet after getting pumped and stink like shyt after cca (:

i know i sound really sarcastic,
but,
i am really really really vexed =.=
i'm sorry :/
_____________________________

sometimes,
i wonder if everything i had now,
and everything i am going thru now,
is a dream,

if its really a dream,
i'd wish i'll never never wake up,

the greater the expectation,
the greater the disappointment,
i never disagreed with this statement,
at least,
never once since i started learning english (:

i dont know what to say now,
it's just complicated and i dont know how to explain it,
perhaps,
it's cause i dont want to type it down here,
cause,
i know,
this blog,
aint private,
(:

i suddenly realised that,
we never made that effort to understand each other before this,

o.o aint weird,
it's my style :P
blehhhhh xP

i never knew i had this side of me too,
sometimes i wish,
i were smaller,
as in,
smaller..
physically and psychologically,
does it sound logical? o.O
you get what i mean?
haha,
dont laugh hor! :P