T.T

OMG,
I WENT TO PLAY SOLDIER FRONT JUST NOW!!
and guess what,
out of all the battles i fought,
I ONLY KILLED ONE PERSON =.=
i too long neh play le la,
AND SUMMORE MY RANK ONLY CPL T.T
wahsian man,
damn noob la,
soldier front play until like that,
play CS i think i dont need play can go commit suicide le =.=
WTH LA,
I MUST TRAIN UP MY SOLDIER FRONTT!!!!
ARGH!!!

really eh,
i am really damn noob de lor,
T.T
i wonder why now right,
maple seemed so easy to play T.T

playing soldier front,
trains accurary,
fast reaction time,
planning skills,
interpretation skills,
and others la,
LOL,
most important de,
ACCURACY!!
WTH LA,
i think my MG36 sucks lor,
PPL ONE HIT K.O. ME,
I SHOOT LIKE 30 BULLETS THEN KILL THAT PERSON!!!
WTH,
noob player have noob gun,
TELL ME LA,
HOW TO WIN MAN =.=

ARGHHH,
oh!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
MY MOUSEHUNT RIGHT,
I CAUGHT A BURGLAR MOUSE!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH
AND IT DROPPED 7 brie cheese for me,
HAHHAHAHAHA

okay la,
i think i dont want play le :D
bye peeps,

and and and,
YEAH~
my brother told me he saw zhengzhang at JP,
LOL,
hehe,

=.=...

T.T
sadded,
todae i am like so freaking tired,
cause i chiong-ed physics and history till 1am last midnight =.=
and the thing is,
i didnt even finish my history,
and then i fell asleep on the study table :/
then this morning had to chiong like siao at the study corner,
so freakin' tired T.T

and todae's teacher's day celebration,
nothing much,

and i am so tired,
later i going bathe then GAME!!
HAHAHAHHAA
oh and,
i going maple MC later :D
then i going to on facebook-mousehunt and restaurant city!!
xD
hehe,
i am so tired,
then tmr must do ROD again,
sian..

then wednesday have camp,
ehh,
i need to write love letter le,
LOL,
kidding la,
need ask favour again,
o.o..

so so so tired,
veh tired,

and just now,
i was reading little bean on bus 97,
read until i slept on the bus,
as in,
i was totally unconscious,
then right,
i slept thru the whole journey,
and i dint realise that i reach JE le leh,
then suddenly my mp3 blasted some random song,
scare me eh,
then i woke up and realise that i was in JE liao,
LOL,
veh lame la,
but,
thanks to my mp3,
if not i have to stay in the bus park till dont know when le,
haha,
:D

okay,
i go bathe,
later play maple :D

:D

needless to say,
todae is just a really special special day :D
hee,

you must know what day is todae,
cant forget eh xD

HAHAHAHAHA xD

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

ZHENG ZHANG!! xD

yepps :D
happy birthday my right table partner :D
haha,
sounds weird but,
it's a fact la,
left table partner = best table partner = runzhong,
right table partner = zhengzhang,
haha,
okay la,

i need to do history,
and i really hate history now,
CAUSE MS TEO IS GONE!!!
and i really dont like the new history lessons,
totally =.=,
ARGH!,
dont get the points,
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...

teaching needs experience,
but can the school dont let the teachers with experience POOF!,
when we needed them? T.T..

shall stop complaining and try my best,
that's all i could do,

you know,
i may be good at it,
but doesnt mean that,
you ask me for help,
i can 100% help you,
you dont understand,
so you expect me to understand?
no,
that's not the case,

i am just afraid of bringing wrong info,
and then in the end,
when we fail,
you come and blame me,
it's like,
WTH LA,
is you ask me for help de right?
in the end i also fail with you what,
blame me,
MY FAULT AH,
SO PRO YOU DO YOURSELF LA,

"ni you zhong jiu bu yao lai zhao wo bang mang!"
okay,
the above is in HYPY,
but can read la,
dont understand also nevermind,
i need do history le,

oh and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHENGZHANG AND ZHENGKANG!!!
HAHAHHAA
almost forgot the twin :x
hehe,

336

you know,
i was wondering,
if i'd die one day,
i wonder how many of my friends would attend my funeral,
lols,
just a random question T.T

i am so freakin tired,
and my mom keeps saying that i have malnutrition,
i was like =.=,
look at me la,
i have malnutrition then whole world malnutrition liao lo T.T
wah sian,
got ulcer in my mouth,
=.=

oh ya,
just now CID meeting was freaking funny,
ADVANTAGE OF HANGING OUT WITH GUYS :D
HAHAHAHAHHAA,
cause they dont really neglect everyone de xD
i am serious,
xD
hehe,
LOL,
and i realise that ee sheng's chinese not bad wor,
got those chim chim words come out de,
zhihe's chinese,
needless to say,
also veh zai :D
HAHAHAHAHA
and then we were like joking around with the "special thanks part",
DAMN FREAKIN FUNNY!!
LOL!
we were like giggling and laughing in the library,
seriously,
the guys really rocks la xD
LOL!

look at this xD

鸣谢：

1. 萧老师慷慨解囊，大公无私，无微不至的照顾。您灿烂的微笑于善良的心灵把我们当作儿女一样。您温柔的脾气给了我们无比的推动力来完成您所给我们的作业。若没有您那温柔的脾气，我们是无法在规定时间内完成此作业的。

2.电脑与互联网。它使我们不飞人和精力来完成此作业。

LOL!
IT'S SO DAMN FREAKIN FUNNY WHEN WE TYPED IT OUT,
LOL!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
look at the xiao lao shi part,
its really really funny,
xD
actually have more de,
but here dont have,
cause TOO FUNNY liao,
wah seriously cant stand it la xD
HAHAHAHHAHA

OH!!
and i really anticipate the bravo guys' dance on ROD xD
HAHAHAHAA
eesheng told me one SMALL part of it,
then i was like O.O...
i think that dance is gonna ROCK LIKE SIAOOO :D
HAHAHAHA
IT'S RVNCC BRAVO GUYS LEH~~
SURE VEH ZAI DE LOR~~
YOU KNOW MARCH CAMP NIGHT RVNCC BRAVO GUYS OWNED EVERYONE!!
HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
and they sure gonna own everyone on ROD night too! xD
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

okay,
i am really tired,
alot of homework to do,

and yeah,
history,
i am sorry peeps who asked for my help,
cause thanks to my noobness at listening to foreign accent,
i cant help much at all T.T
i need time to work out history,
seriously,
i need time to understand,
:/

o.o

later going library do CID with zhihe and ee sheng,
hmm,
good thing that my dad's laptop dont have CS and DOTA,
if not..
T.T
have maple story,
dont think the guys will play ba,
hehe xD

i think i am a sexist lor,
but too bad,
i aint anti-guys de,
:D
it's the other way round,
LOL,
hahahaha,
and i am seriously damn bias,
LOL,
too bad lor,
my name is wanyi ma :P

BANANA!
YOU KNOW WHAT?
MY KNEE NOT PAIN LE,
FINALLY :D
hahaha,
maybe is i too used to the pain then not pain le or what o.O
LOL,
no la,
it's healing,
but the thing is that,
that stupid wound near my elbow there,
doesnt heal at all,
it's like a bruise,
rub le pain,
but it's like a scar,
will bleed if i scratch it,
WTH LA,
heck care liao,

and yeah,
i asked my mom to dig out 1e's class photos,
and then i look at them,
i felt so,
WEIRD,
it's like,
we grew so much,
i know people grow taller la,
LOL,
obviously,
and the faces change,
then i look at the faces,
i felt so ~~~~~,
WEIRD,
got this weird feeling inside,
then when i look at 6G's photos,
and when i look at 6G now,
i dont really seem to feel that WEIRD,
no idea why,
and it feels really funny,
cause,
the guys damn funny,
LOL,
they changed like O.O..
totally,
except for one or two only,
cause they alr grow up liao ma,
some changed like O.O...
look more shuai liao la,
girls,
ehh look more chio le O.O..

LOL,
haha,
feels really really funny,
hahahha,
okay la,
i going out soon,
bye peeps,

and tmr doing ROD again T.T
sian x.x

:/

i am damn tired now,
and my knee is more screwed up,
cause,
we pumped todae!
FINALLY~
i hear the damn zai sentence,
"KNOCK IT DOWN!",
we damn long never knock le,
like,
for the whole of more than 6 months,
since the day we pumped until we almost died after orienteering as a company,
we never pumped before,
and i hate it,
cause,
NCC needs pumping,
this explains why my hands are trembling cause of no support during yesterday's IMT,
CAUSE,
TOO LONG NEVER PUMP LE,
NO MORE STRENGTH LE,
ARGH!!

so i agree to pumping,
no matter how hellish it is going to be,
i just want bravo to push ourselves and do our best,
even though,
it may not be like,
the specialist MUST have an exact reason to pump us,
we can still pump isnt it?

what we pumped todae,
compared to the 160++ pumpings we pumped with the bravo guys last time,
it's totally,
just,
if i put it in a nicer way,
it's nothing compared to what we pumped last time,
and i think,
the specialists have their reasons for pumping us,

i am sorry,
cause i didnt act as if i cared about you girls,
but,
i dont think that was necessary,
what happened last time,
during march camp and after that,
i learnt a lesson,
specialists aint perfect,
and they have their own reasons,
so i respect them,
it doesnt mean that i am being a sadist here,
acting as if i love pumpings and scoldings,
NO,
i aint that way,
if you're thinking that way,
so be it,
cause,
you dont understand me at all,
you know i aint that kind of person,
its like who want to get pumped and scolded for nothing right?
i just want to endure,
cause the feeling of enduring as a whole platoon,
as a whole company,
feels shiok,
even if our hands and knees are going to bleed,
we know that we have the whole platoon to bleed with us,
we're not alone,
when we endure,
we must know that we have the whole platoon enduring with us too,
isnt it?
one for all and all for one,
that's what i love,

simply one sentence like,
"KNOCK IT DOWN!",
makes me feel shiok,
cause i know,
we're going to go thru this hell,
TOGETHER,
as a platoon,
as bravo girls,
(:

and what we did,
i think it was too hurtful,
cause,
if my cadets were to do that to me,
i think i'd T.T..

i am sorry if i acted as if i didnt care,
i just dont want to add on to anything,
cause,
just one person can influence the whole body,
i just dont want to add on,

or maybe you can say,
i'm sort of like always extra,
so i aint going to be extra,

i am just stating my point of view,
if you read this and feel that i am wrong,
i'm sorry,
cause this is just my point of view,
and i am not trying to target at anyone kay?
i respect your views,
and your thinking,
and i respect what you do,
i thought about it on the bus,
and that's what i need to say,

one day,
we're going to be specialists,
too,
and if our cadets were to do that to us,
i dont know..
i'd feel really hurt inside,

and i am sure,
i wont pamper my cadets,
what's wrong is wrong,
giving too many chances,
just let them be in their own ways,
cause,
sometimes,
we need punishments to wake up,
we need to be scolded to wake up,
just like march camp,
march camp is when,
we all improve like the greatest,
isnt it?
that's what i felt la (:

and that's all for NCC,

AND YEAH~~
NOW EVERYONE KNOWS JINGFEI IS A MARKSMAN!!!
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
OMG OMG~~
JING FEI MARKSMAN LEH~~
HAHAHHAHAHA
jing fei rocks la! xD
hehe,
runzhong is ex-marksman,
LOL!
damn funny la,
HAHAHHAHAHHAA
AND BOTH FROM 2E DE LEH~~
so proud of my bravo guys :D
hehe,

oh yea,
and my score changed le,
it's,
3,
3,
1,
1,
total 8/16 bullets shot,
wah fainted,
JUST PASS ONLY T.T

and yeah,
todae's PE,
ZHENGHAN DAMN ZAI LA!!
OMG~~
hard to block him,
hard to pass the ball with him around,
zai man :D
shows that i am a noob :/
awwww,
HECK CARE LA,
NETBALL NOT MY CCA :P
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
i think right,
play the attack side de more fun lor,
GS and GK veh boring de :/
aww..
that's all for PE,

physics,
was =.=,

recess,
ate with alvin,zhenghan and yijin,
hee,

hcl,
if i aint wrong,
was okay la,
and i was 3 marks away from an A1,
OH BANANA =.=
ALWAYS LIKE THAT DE LOR,
LAST TIME WAS ONE MARK AWAY FROM A1 FOR HCL,
NOW IT'S 3 MARKS ALL THANKS TO MY DAMN ZUO WEN!!!
WAH BANANA MAN =.=
I DONT KNOW WHEN CAN I GET AN A1 FOR CHINESE LA,
SO BANANA LOR :/

geog,
oh was really cool,
cause i fell asleep in the computer lab while watching the video,
HAHAHAHAHA
really damn shuang,
sleep in computer lab,
hehe,
xD

computer lesson,
quite okay la,
just do homework only,
and i think mr wong veh pissed off leh,
dont know why o.O

lang arts,
went thru comprehension passage,
and i think mdm choo really damn funny la,
LOL,
haha,

then after class right,
runzhong,alvin,zhenghan and jingfei,
LOL!,
damn funny eh the guys,
LOL!,
laugh laugh laugh,
LOL!!
HAHAHHAHAHAH
really damn funny la,
xD
hehe,
so hyper de,
brotherhood (:
hehe,

in conclusion,
we need friends,
i will never never never say,
"i dont need friends",
ever in my entire life,
and even if i say it,
for example in a drama o.O,
i dont mean it la,
LOL,
ahahhaaha,
we need friends,
we need buddies,
isnt it?
"i dont need friends",
is a totally retarded and ridiculous sentence,
think you big ah,
dont need friends,
=.=

the feeling of doing everything together :D
haha,
and yepps,
agree to runzhong (:
next year,
i want to get marksmanship,
and i never had such a desire for such things,
GPA and awards,
i dont really desire for them,
but for marksmanship,
i have no idea,
it's just like a dream,
i want to have that dream come true,

just like,
it's my goal to achieve marksmanship,
i have a goal in life (:
i want to be a marksman,
i want to :D

IMT

OH MY GOD!!!
TODAE IS IMT ~~
AND GUESS WHAT,
OUR DEAREST ZHANG JING FEI FROM RVNCC BRAVO GUYS,
GOT MARKSMANSHIP!!!!
OMG!!!
he's new,
AND HE'S A MARKSMAN!!!
OMG~~
he did RVNCC proud man! xD
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
i think he's the one and only marksman in Bravo ba,
WAHSEH~
ZAI RIGHT?
i think i should play more CS to get marksman,

oh yea,
todae IMT right,
my score was,
i passed 2 out of 4 rounds,
which means,
the competition has 4 rounds,
and then for each round,
4 bullets,
and it's bad enough,
if i want marksmanship right,
must pass all the rounds,
cause 16 bullets in total,
and we have to shoot a tiny figure 12,
which is a half man figure,
at 300m away,
and we have to shoot at 16 bullets at the figure,
then,
we need at least 13 bullets being shot on the targets to get marksmanship,
it's damn hard,
T.T
13/16 is crazy!!!
JUST LIKE JING FEI O.O
OMG~~~
16/16 perfect score is totally insane la!

and then for the first 2 rounds right,
we can rest the rifle barrel on a sandbag,
but for the last 2 rounds,
must hold rifle with our hands,
without any support,

stimulated M16 rifle :D
IT'S A REAL RIFLE!!!
it's the real M16,
but just that we dont shoot real bullets only,
:D
hehe

okay,
here goes,
my score was,
3,
3,
2,
1,
total = 9/16 bullets was shot accurately at the figure,
and i was 4 marks away from marksmanship,
T.T
sadded man,
last year i shot the figure without support right,
with the CLTs and SG major+master SG,
cause i reserve nothing to do,
so go shoot all the trials,
i shot this static figure 12 before,
and without support,
i managed to shoot 3/4,
this year,
BANANA!
2/4 bullets,
and the last round,
1/4 bullets,
OMG~~
and you know what,
my hands were trembling like shyt when i dont have the sandbag to support,
SUCKS LA,
omg,
during the first 2 rounds with sandbag,
i was like,
quite steady,
then i looked at my score,
3/4 and 3/4,
then,
i told myself,
next round,
MUST get 4/4 bullets shot on figure 12,
in the end,
i shot 2/4,
and there goes my marksmanship T.T
HOWEVER,
it doesnt matter now,
i know jingfei get marksmanship,
i already damn happy le,
if runzhong were around,
it'll be even better,
CAUSE,
CLASS 2E DE BRAVO GUYS RIGHT,
MARKSMAN LAI DE LEHH~~
HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA xD
runzhong and jingfei damn zai,
this year de shooting competition,
JINGFEI!
JIAYOU AHHHHHHH!!! xD

oh ya,
my knee was freaking painful todae,
for no reason,
and when i wear number 4 right,
wahseh,
damn pain,
T.T

and let's talk about the bravo guys,
:D
hehe,
i think they really veh cute lor,
and todae yiming wore spectacles,
damn cute la,
haha xD
and bon-bon also veh veh cute,
i wonder how come our dearest and loveliest bravo guys so cute one lor,
:D
hehe,
i love them like siao,

OH YA!
TODAE IMT RIGHT,
yeeyang was my assistant,
and i was his assistant! xD
hehe,
quite fun la,
haha,
and weely has zixuan,
wahseh~
hehe,
~~~~ xD

todae's lessons,
not veh interesting,
except for music,
cause,
we watched WALL-E,
OMG~~
it's damn cute la,
HAHAHAHAHA xD
wall-e and eve :D
hehe,
so cute lor~~
xD

okay,
that's all for todae,
and i still want to be a marksman :/
RAWR!!!
I GOING TO TRY HARDER NEXT YEAR,
AND STOP SNAPPING MY TRIGGER =.=
snapping causes huge recoil,
and that causes the bullet to fly dont know where,
and the worst thing is,
the bullet just lands beside the target,
ARGH!!

bye peeps,
i going le,
and lastly,
congratulations jingfei~ xD
see la,
my jiayou helps right?
HHAHAHHAHA
just kidding la :x

T.T

ahhhh,
todae's a great day,

#1.
cause of a reason,
which i aint going to tell you peeps,
PERSONAL de :D
heehee,

todae's CHAMPS,
was really HIGH~~
OMG,
i think last week also like that lor,
sians,
then have trainfire,
missed the CHAMPS T.T
sadded,
it's really damn fun la,
hahaha,
kept laughing like mad,
haha,
and the games,
veh interactive o.O
LOL,
it's better than money tree la,
LOL,
way too obvious le,
hahahaha,
xD

and while playing the clock game right,
really damn funny,
LOL!
hahaha,
but veh veh dangerous,
and that's how i got my knee screwed up,
damn pain eh,
wth la,
it was like after the game,
then go back class then i realise my knee was bleeding @.@
wah fainted,
damn pain eh,
the whole knee numb de lor,
last time pump 160++ at the tennis court also not so pain la,
WTH,
it's like numb numb numb pain pain pain eh,
and then walk also pain,
run even worse T.T
pain ahhh,
aiya,
forget it la,
it's not veh serious,
just pain only T.T

TMR HAVE IMT LEH,
OMG HOW THE BANANA I AM GOING TO WEAR NUMBER 4 PANTS?
@.@
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
oh,
and,

after school,
went to westmall with alvin and zhenghan again :D
hehe,
wenta eat mac and crapped alot,
and i realise that,
mr mezzanotte's lessons are really damn funny and cool,
it's just that i too noob dont know what he talking about,
and i listen alvin and zhenghan talk about the lesson right,
really interesting de leh,
and i dont know why i dozed off in class,
and i was the one who laughed cause i dont know what mr mezzanotte talking about T.T
wah fainted man,
and,
the guys are really damn cute :D
hehe,
and if alvin one day go be teacher right,
he'll be a great teacher xD
really,
i aint kidding lor,
alvin really zai at educating people,
haha ;D

and yeah,
we saw ginteng o.O
zhenghan said look ath his hair and butt will know le,
LOL,
damn funny la,
hahahhaha xD

argh,
i dont know why i dont feel like blogging nowadays,
but i am veh happy todae ;D
hehe,

okay,
tmr's IMT,
good luck and jiayou bravo!

and music video,
flash homework,
havent do yet T.T

screwed

things are getting screwed up,
really,

BRAVO COMPANY HAS CAMP STEEL NEXT WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY,
and the worst thing is,
i dont even know we have physics practical test that week T.T
wah fainted lor,
I NEVER HEAR MA,
=.=
wth,
and guys jiang hua ke yi polite yi dian ma?
dont call girls stupid leh =.=
wth lor,
=.=
i know my fault la,
but dont need like that one right?
=.=

and todae,
was a real crappish day,
and i dozed off during computer lesson,
LOL,
well done :D

and zhengzhang kept spamming "just kidding",
=.=
all thanks to terence lor,
T.T
fainted,

then recess ah,
ate with terence,
talked about the class de,
and i think,
we're gonna be like,
quite dead tmr,
cause people will think that we're threatening them with that damn diary,
seriously la,
it's like 9 whole months,
TELL ME LA,
WHO DO DUTY BEFORE?
WITHOUT BEING ASKED TO DO IT,
EXCEPT for one or two,
AND THEY'RE GUYS EH,
you know who they are la,
cant stand it liao la,
and we never have meeting with mr keith for a long time le,
so we planning to have one soon,
it's time to do duty,
i'd rather we get an F for cleanliness,
and let mr keith screw us up,
then people will start doing duty,

people just dont seem to wake up de lor,
scold le also no use,
look at yang lao shi's case,
it's a great example,

from last year till now,
yang lao shi scold le dont know how many times le lor,
then now alr nearing september le,
T.T
its just like,
i dont know la,
i sort of pity the teachers :/

"they scold you because they think that you have hope,and that you can improve"
yepps,
imagine one day,
the whole class never do homework,
and then yang lao shi dont even bother to collect and dont scold us,
i dont know what will happen la,
this is cause he think we have no cure le,
so,
we must have a cure lor,
LOL,
that was quite random la actually o.O

other lessons were,
just totally crappish,
dont want to blog liao la,
so random =.=

wth la,
i seriously dont want to post le,
=.=

and,
i feel so,
EMO todae,
LOL,
kidding la,
its a mixture of happiness and emo-ness,
sucks la,
it's like some things make me happy,
some things are just so annoying,

it's just the matter of the heart,
isnt it?
i'd rather i not know anything about him and her,
i'd rather i am in the dark,

blah blah blah,
I DONT WANT POST LIAO,
i feel so freaking weird and random todae,
sucks la,
OMG,
THURSDAY HAVE IMT,
AND I WANT A MARKSMANSHIP BADGE!!!!
IT'S GOLDEN IN COLOUR WITH 2 RIFLES!!!!
WTH LA SO ZAI MAN!
I WANT THAT BADGE!!!! xD

:D

todae's considered a happy day,
and i realise that i need shuying in the morning to make me happy :D
hehe,
OMG LA,
SHUYING IS DAMN CUTE~~
hehe,

heng todae no ting xie :D

lessons are crappish todae,
i dozed off during history,
THANKS TO,
ERH HEM,
that weird accent of mr mezzanotte,
T.T
I WANT MS TEO BACK~!!
OMG,
i miss the times we used to get so agitated over one topic,
then ms teo will laugh laugh laugh for no reason,
hee :D
AND,
i MUST STOP DOZING OFF DURING MR MEZZANOTTE'S LESSON!!
RAWR!!

geography,
i was totally,
:O,
and pissed off,
OMG LA,
last time the earth so beautiful de,
THANKS TO,
HUMAN BEINGS,
now Earth is so screwed up,
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the polar bears got no ice to play with..
awww D;
NO MORE REEFS FOR CUTE FISHES TO BREED D;
aww mien..
WTH LA,
STUPID GLOBAL WARMING,
it's just 3 degrees,
oh my T.T
cant imagine what will happen for the next 3 degrees,
i think everyone will die le lor,
sadded,

oh ya,
WE SEPARATED OUR TABLES AGAIN,
OH WTH LA,
THANKS TO,
ERH HEM,
HER,
WTH LA,
WHAT IS THE PROBLEM LOR?
WE JOIN BACK THEN SEPARATE,
MAKE ME FEEL SO SAD,
ACTUALLY I DAMN HAPPY DE LEH!
WTH LA,
T.T
MAKE ME HAVE THE EMO FEELING OF PARTING WITH THE GUYS D;
AWWWW MIENN!!!
RAWR!
"it doesnt make a difference actually,",
quoted from a random person,
i forget who liao la,
IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE OKAY?
REALLY LOR,
it's like a distance of just 10cm and 100cm,
90cm DIFFERENCE LEH,
and somemore sit in btw 2 guys so damn shuang,
ISOLATION SUCKS,
that's all i've got to say,
RAWR!!!

and,
i think i pissed jingfei off or sth :/
i know i am wrong eh,
sorry T.T
but,
neh mind,
....

oh yeah,
HCL todae,
quite okay lor,
like that lor,
nothing much la,

physics,
WAH SEH,
CHIM MAN T.T
fainted la,
"wanyi,do you have problem understanding?",
O.O...
"yes.."
WTH LOR,
physics really makes me go KABOOM! AH!!
WTH WTH WTH =.=
ms lim veh nice eh,
it's just that,
i dont think she likes me,
cause,
she always say "why you so slow ah?",
neh mind ba,
i always that slow de,
WHAT'S THE POINT OF CHIONGING LA PLEASE?
=.=
it's not the end yet ma,
you chiong first right,
later i fly to the finish line ah!
HAHAHHAHAHHA
*evil laughter*
hehe,

recess,
ultra crappish,
and being alone during recess not wrong right?
NOT WRONG RIGHT?
NOBODY PEI ME EAT NOT WRONG RIGHT?
T.T
yala,
i emo la,
sorry,
my fault la,
NOBODY PEI ME EAT MY FAULT MEH?
LOL,
this is just crap la,
hehe,
i dont mind eating alone,
CAUSE,
I HATE EATING WITH PEOPLE CROWDING AROUND AND SPAM TALK,
seriously,
i dont like it,
it's either me alone,
or with one/two buddy to eat with,
it's like eat with so many people,
i have nothing to say,
then ppl think i emo and blah blah,
i dont like crowds thats all la,
haha,
they all like can le,
i can shut up and eat,
THAT'S MY PROBLEM LA,
you all dont need care :D

after school,
crapped with geok,
LOL!
and my journal never do finish T.T
first time ah?
not the first time le lor,
LOL,
really ma,
o.O
hehe,
and thanks geok for crapping,
sorry for pang-seh-ing you D;
aww..

hmm,
do guys kiss each other?
:O
fainted,

oh ya,
tmr's hubert's bdae~~
LET'S WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

i wonder what's that expression on your face,
when you see that cute lil thingie :D
hehe,

eheheheh,
and then after hubert's bdae is yijin's bdae,
then it's zhengzhang's bdae,
WAHSEH~
zai lor,
3 in a row,
i no $$ le eh T.T
sadded,

LET'S CHEER!!
WOOOO!!!
eheheheh,
i shall do the same thing,
like what i did last year :D
hehe,

okay la,
i need do hw liao,
byebye,

AND I GO MOUSEHUNT!!

NCC!

I

LOVE

BRAVO!!!

I

LOVE

NCC!!!

MORE

THAN

ANYTHING

ELSE

IN

THE

WORLD

xD

:/

dont prove me wrong so quickly,
sometimes,
we just need to step out of that small circle we're in,
i think,
even if you think it's not like that,
what if,
if you step out and look at it at a bigger scale,
think about not only us,
but them,
you'll see a difference,

it's just a different POV,
i have mine,
and you have yours,

_____________________


i think i know what's happening,
so,
i will stand firm,

it's just that,
i dont need to be your dog and follow wherever you go,
it's high time,
things have to change eh,

why dont you try it too?

i dont need to have a reason to think in my own way,
because i just have this kind of mindset,
i know you think differently,
but people need to change isnt it?
i aint saying that you must think my way,
that's absolutely wrong eh,
just,
have your stand,
believe in what you really believe in,
this world is just that practical,

if i'd ever say that to your face,
i wonder what's your expression,
hmm.. :/

:D
okay,
i need to do my homework le,
and,
i really dont like doing chinese zhou ji =.=
nothing interesting to write about,
its just those political stuff, and stuff that dont really concern teenagers like us,
really boring,
why cant we write about this article i saw,
about teenagers kissing and hugging under some random HDB block?
haha,
that would be really interesting~!
HAHAHHAHAHAA!!

i am not born a happy person,
like some people o.O
and life's full of ups and downs,
it's just a matter of how often the ups and downs come about,
is there any problem if mine come quite often?
is there anything wrong?
no right?
life's about being happy then emo,
then after you're emo,
you switch back to be happy,
that's what life's about ba,
dont tell me you're always happy,
not even a second of your life you're emo,
that's totally,
bullshyt,
=.=
okay la,
no offence,

i just get tired of being happy,
T.T
it doesnt last long de la,
really,
i'd rather not fake a smile infront of you,
i'd rather be myself,
and that's what i believe in,
i am just like a book,
for you to read,
i need not hide my feelings,
what's the point?
i dont see a point,
it's like,
if you fake a smile,
people wont know if you're happy or you're not happy,
and then,
they'll think that you're always happy,
and they wont know if you're sad or not,
then you just bottle up everything,
isnt that really foolish?

ehh,
wait hor,
dont spam my tagbox =.=
this is just my POV okay?
T.T
fainted,
DONT SPAM MY TAGBOX,
wth la,
people so free dont go do homework go spam tagbox,
really ah,
i dont know what to say =.=

AND,
I DONT HAVE MOODSWING,
i am happy for a reason,
and i am sad for a reason,
I DONT NEED TO SEE A PSYCHOLOGIST OR WHATEVER LA =.=
ZZzZzZzzz..

OKAY!!
I GO DO HW LE AH~
hehe,

i need something to make me happy again,
ON TUESDAY,
I AM GOING TO SHOUT MY LUNGS OUT,
BECAUSE NCC IS MY ANTIDOTE,
hehe,
shouting makes me happy,
being a timer,
AND BEING LOUDER THAN OTHER CCAs MAKE ME HYPER!
BECAUSE I KNOW,
NCC WILL FOREVER BE THE LOUDEST AND THE BEST CCA EVER IN THE WORLD!!

and please la,
if you'll want to pump right,
CAN YOU PLEASE DONT PUMP BESIDE US?
its like,
WE'RE PUMPING THEN YOU ALL COME PUMP BESIDE US,
WANT FIGHT IS IT?
DONT NEED FIGHT RIGHT,
100% WE ALL SURE WIN ONE RIGHT?
WTH LA =.=
seriously,
I CANT STAND IT OKAY?
WTH LA,
YOU ALL DONT KNOW WHAT IS SHOUTING IS IT?
=.=

"i feel like making them cheer to show them what's shouting",
then,
WE CHEERED,
AND I FELT SO PROUD OF BRAVO GIRLS,
HAHAHAHHA!
WE SHOUT,
WE SHOUT LIKE THUNDER!
AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHA!
LOL!
talking about NCC makes me feel so good,
I LOVE NCC,
I LOVE BRAVO :D
NCC is my life,
and i am damn damn damn proud of it,
if you'd ever look down on us,
i dont care who you're,
YOU'RE DEAD MEAT,
MUAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA,
xD

i love bravo,
more than anything else in the world,
i love NCC,
more than anything else in the world,

RVNCC FTW!
WE SURE GONNA OWN YOU.

:D

finally,

EVERYBODY DANCE NOW :D
OKAY!!
TIME FOR MAPLE AND MOUSEHUNT AND RESTAURANT CITY~~

OMG FACE BOOK ROCKS,

dont worry,
my body will auto switch to happy mode after turning to emo mode :D
heehee,

=.=

you can say that it's a fact that,
i am really PMS-ing,
or whatever la,
i am just writing about what i feel,
you dont need to think so much,
because i think too much,
and you dont need to do the same,
yeah,
and you dont need to make assumptions about my post,
because you dont know who i am talking about,
and even if you know,
can you please shut up?
thank you,

todae,
just dont feel like it,
dont feel like smiling or staying happy,
i just feel that i've lost something,

what's supposed to be mine,
will be mine,
i cant possibly take everything i wanted,

it's just the matter of the heart,
like,
you lost your husband to some random "fox-spirit",
or like,
you lost your wife to some random gay,
it's just that sense of loss,
dont know why la,
you know hormones can drive me crazy T.T

i know,
i think i'd know,
what's happening,
and what're you guys thinking about,
because,
it's all that i heard,
all that i saw,
it's just too obvious,
i've seen it with my own eyes,
i've heard it with my own ears,
those hints,
teasing around,
well,
who wont know isnt it?

i just feel hurt inside there,
for some reason,
it's like,
you cared so much for me,
but,
you cared too little for me,
it's two different cases,
i feel so lost,
i dont know what you're thinking,
and i dont know how much do i mean to you,
but,
i know that you mean alot to me,
even if we're just simply friends,
i know you mean alot to me,
just like my other buddies,

what i see,
what i hear,
i know i dont really matter,
its like i aint in your circle of people whom you'd care for,
but when i aint around,
things seemed different,
like what my loves had said,
but,
i wanted to believe myself,
and that's the reality i have to face,
you know,
my loves are just teasing here and there,
to make me feel a little happier perhaps,
i know,
that's fantasy,
but i am really so much happier,
so much more happier inside,
but it's fantasy,
i cant live in that world,
this world we all live in,
is just that practical i think,
reality and fantasy,
i'd rather not lie to myself,
i have to face the truth one day,
and i have to accept the fact that,
you never came to my side,
and you never will,

"Christine, go find your true love,",
that's the lyrics of our song,
and i think i want to be Raoul,

you're so near,
but you're so far away,
my new company mate once told me this,
and it's true,
we are really near,
but far apart,
we never made the effort to understand more,
to know more about each other,
never once,
maybe,
that's the kind of thing which led me in the wrong way,
to the wrong road that leads to a dead end,

yesterday,
i've undergone my chim buddy's talk on life,
very enlightening,
but,
i dont know how to do it,
how to convey the message to you,
maybe it's guys' stuff,
and someone like me,
shouldnt interfere,
so what if you respect my views?
i know you respect other people's views too,
but it doesnt mean that you have to accept them,

it's all so messed up,
the mixed feelings inside,
so messed up,

it had been such a long time,
since i've felt this way,

i'm trying hard,
you people never see,
because you never know,
how it feels like,
to stand alone,
when you just need to endure and do everything,
even when you're through the toughest and darkest times,
you're all alone,
and you can only help yourself,
tell me,
who wont get tired of this life?

i'm like a drifting wood in the middle of the sea,
there're islands for me to rest at,
but,
i'd never stay long,
cause i'm drifting and drifting,
one to another,
or even worse,
some islands have boundaries,
i cant even get to them,
not even a chance,
or you'd say,
never will i get a chance,
they're so,
confined to themselves,

perhaps,
i'm just an outsider,
just a stranger,
not a part of the family,

on the surface,
i may look like one,
but,
deep down inside,
do you regard me as a friend?
no you dont,
i cant feel it,

CPs are hated,
this is one inference i can make,
number 1;
we're like that because of jealousy?
i don know,
feels like it,
like,
there are things that we can do,
but you cant,
so you hate us,

i dont know,
i've experienced it before,
because i've done it before,
just because of our position,
you all expect so much from us,
that you forget that,
we are still at the same level as you,
we're still at the same platform,
you all expect too much from us,
maybe you can say,
you expect us to do better,
cause we have the ability to do so,
or,
you all expect so much from us,
just cause of your own personal gain,
i dont know,
like i said,
it's just an inference,

what we do,
what we say,
it's all infront of you people,
if we made a mistake,
you'd hate us,
or rather,
dislike,
if i put it in a nicer way,
if we said something wrong,
you'd bu shuang us,
and then dislike us,
tell me,
what do you expect from us?

i know,
people change,
but,
some people change for the better,
and,
some people are trying hard to change to be a better person,
but you never see,
cause you never even tried to understand that person a lil more,
just a lil more,

just because of who we are,

"everything is our fault",
because,
it's our responsibility to do more,
it's our job to sacrifice and serve you people,
and if anything goes wrong,
and if there're any mistakes made,
we're responsible for them,
and it's all our fault,

to tell the truth,
i hate to be accused of,
like,
"i didnt do anything wrong,
and why is it my fault?"
too bad,
i must learn to accept that,
it's really my fault,
cause i failed to do my job,
i dont want to admit that i am a failure,
cause i know i aint that bad,
i hope,
everything's my fault,
my bad,
well,
it sounds so,
i dont know,
just,
weird or something,

leaders are servants,
leaders serve you,
to be a leader,
you must learn how to serve,
and that includes,
collecting the shyt from those people who you serve,
isnt it?

it's tough,
you'd never know,
cause you never tried it before,
how it feels like,

what SG Major QiaoWei said to us,
i'll remember,
cause,
i admire her,
and i will make her my role model after Mamm Janice,
"PART As,YOUR HONEYMOON IS OVER!",
the golden sentence from Mamm Janice :D
and SG Major said,
"if they scold you,just take it as they think that you still have hope,you can sill improve,"
yes,
it makes sense,
and i thought of yang lao shi when i heard that sentence,
that made me feel like chionging into yang lao shi's form class and prove them wrong,
to prove them wrong of what they've said to a teacher,
cause they dont understand a single thing,
and they just blurt out hurtful words,
isnt it?

when people scold you,
they think that you can do better,
cause they expect better stuff from you,
cause they know that you're good,
and you have a higher standard,
they scold,
they want you to change and improve,

i will await spec course next year,
maybe i could be one of those,
who will be yelled at right smack in the face by the sirs in NCC HQ,

of being emotionally stronger,
this is really hard,
cause,
i am very emotional,
i cry very easily eh?
and that really sucks,
i can watch some random drama and cry,
and that's really stupid,
i think,
cause,
it's really stupid,
my heart is too weak,
and i should learn to control and make my heart stronger,
maybe i should be yelled at in the face again,
and see if i'd cry,

human beings,
jealousy,
what people have,
and what we dont have,
we'd get jealous,
dont we?
then,
a whole lot of lame and stupid stuff will happen,
well,
it's about how rank-minded/award-minded/GPA-minded/whatever-minded you are,

say,
i go spec course,
and i only got a rank of third SG,
and my other platoon mates got second SG,
then they will be PCs,
but i cant,
there will be this,
sort of jealous feeling inside,
i'll feel bu shuang,
isnt it?

its the same thing,
when someone overtakes you,
you'll feel that thing inside,
but we've got to learn how to accept it,

learning how to lose,
is more important that learning how to win,
yeah?

i realise that i've so much to learn,
about how to live my life,
i love the kind of peaceful life i have now,
i really love it,

i will never want to go back to the kind of life,
i had in the beginning of this year,
its just an hour or so,
i feel like i am injected with viruses,
of the flaws and gossips of other people,
is that what girls always do?
it's always the negative side,

at least,
i know guys will look at things in a more matured way,
some of them do actually,
the way different genders look at things,
critical thinking,

i dont need to learn how to hate people,
i just want to know,
i want to make people learn how to love themselves,
you know,
nice people always get bullied,
they should learn to love themselves and stand up for themselves,
cause,
they dont deserve the kind of shyt they get from their other friends or even buddies,

i want to love myself,
i know i deserve it,
cause,
you deserve it too,

a cute puppy VS wolf
cock-eyed person,
triple sighs,

"MAKE UP YOUR MIND!"
sometimes,
it's good to learn from people with talent,
chimology talent,

but it doesnt change my point of view,
i just want to learn something,
really special now,

and that's all i've got to say,

:D

eh eh~
forgot todae was really happy too,
just that dumb lang arts thing made me pissed off,

umm,
you dont have to read the below la,
only shows that i zhong se qing you,
but anyways,
please la,
i dont really have girlfriends,
so DOESNT MATTER IF I AM CRAZY OVER GUYS~
eheheh,
NCC de hor,
not considered girlfriends hor,
IS BOYFRIENDS OKAY? :D

anyways,
todae,
i witnessed alot of forms of BROTHERHOOD :D
and i love it like hell loads man! xD
haha,
i enjoy brotherhood,
sisterhood?
no thanks :D
in NCC,
brotherhood counts eh?
CAUSE WE VERY MAN MA!
UNLIKE OTHERS ~~~ de :P
hehe,

anyways,
during music lesson,
the 4 heavenly kings were sitting right smack infront of me,
and the 4 big brothers right,
i love them like siao la,
haha,
their style of displaying brotherhood really damn zai,
its like the 4 of them are fated to be together de lor,
aww...
hehe,
they're like covering up each other's flaws,
and then they just go around together,
just like those big big brothers :D
not collect $$ that kind la,
those veh nice de,
haha :D
manly brotherhood i say :D
hehe,
it's just like watching a movie xD

then again,
alvin and zhenghan,
hee,
2 cute guys eh,
cute brotherhood,
they're like umm,
always joking ba,
when i'm there la,
but there're alot that i dont know,
so..
just think that they're cute eh ;D
hee,
they just make people laugh and yeah,
think alot,
alvin's chimology makes my brain cells grow~
haha,

and in class,
hubert and zhengzhang,
LOL!
todae was like so hilarious,
LOL!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
they're like so damn funny,
this can be called cheeky brotherhood,
something like that la,
LOL!!
hubert kept scamming zhengzhang o.O
sort of like scam ba,
and i dont know why guys so violent one lor,
haha,
actually,
its normal for guys to be violent :D
haha,
then zhengzhang's stuff keep going missing cause hubert took them,
and it was really damn funny,
LOL,
HAHAHHAHA,
cheeky guys eh?

guys are just that cool :D
although sometimes they veh qian bian la,
um,
no offence :X
but they're really veh cute and cool :D
its like,
they can mango each other and then smack each other,
and then they get pissed with each other then later patch up le,
there are so much that guys can do and girls cant,
really,
i am serious,
hanging around with guys,
feel so much better than hanging around with girls,
those conflicts and shyt stuff,
doesnt happen so often eh?
really,
i feel so good when i am out of the girls' circle :D
feel damn shuang,
haha,

but still,
i can just watch,
cause,
there's still this gap :/
too bad,
if i could be a guy,

i hate being a girl bah,
you can say,
haha,

and i am so pissed off now,
i didnt on the computer for 2 days le,
just let me play awhile cannot meh?
BANANA LA =.=
*pissed off look*,

i've got temper,
so dont mess with me,
it's like wth la,
nowadays so free to pick on me =.=

:/

the first time i went to Singapore General Hospital,
the first time i visited the Singapore National Eye Centre,
the first time i got my eyeball poked with a needle,
haha,
that was like on tuesday,
when you guys were having CCA,
i got my eyeball poked by an eye specialist with a needle O.O..
scary mans,
XIA SI WO LIAO LA,
he was like saying "dont worry one, not painful de, you wont feel anything..",
then i was like "WTH,NEEDLE IN EYEBALL WONT PAIN DE MEH?"
=.=
then i was sitting there and freaking scared la,
AND IT WAS REALLY NOTHING EH!!
OMG :D:D:D:D
hahaha,
specialist jiu shi specialist,
hehe,
AND YOU KNOW WHAT,
consultation fee = $81,
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG T.T..
fainted,
aiya,
wasnt a pleasant trip anyways,
cause my mom not there :/
and guess what,
after my eyeball got poked by that needle,
EVERYTHING WAS TOTALLY FINE!!!
OMG~~~
EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT!
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA
and then i can go to school on wednesday le :D
hehe,

wednesday,
umm,
was quite crappish la,
history lesson was nice :D
the GUNS~
LOL!
damn funny,
take a hell long of time to reload,
before you can insert the bullet into the chamber,
i think you die le eh?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA xD
okay la,
the rest of the lessons was crap lor,
then at 12pm,
the NCC cadets have to leave for TRAINFIRE~~
and it's jingfei's FIRST TIME at the NCC HQ :D
that was my..
4th time or 3rd time le,
cause jingfei just joined ma,
so his first time lo :D
haha,
can see he really love to STRIP and assemble the M-16 rifle :D
heehee,
actually last year we did the same thing,
this year go trainfire again only revise,
so nothing really interesting,
except for two really cute and funny sirs making us laugh like siao,
LOL!
hahaha,
the NCC sirs veh nice de,
but when they're fierce,
i tell you ah,
YOU DIE AHHHH!!!
RAWRRRRR
hahahaha,
you never try before lor,
JOIN NCC TO ENJOY THE THRILL OF BEING YELLED AT IN THE FACE!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
JUST KIDDING LA =.=
NCC ROCKS LIKE NOTHING ELSE KAY?
and..
MY LOVE FOR NCC WILL NEVER CHANGE~
just like,
MY LOVE FOR MY TWO TABLEPARTNERS WILL NEVER CHANGE :D
hehe,

okay la,
let's talk about todae,
hmm,
nothing really much only leh,
just physics stuff,
really chim,
zhengzhang explain until he almost out of breath le right,
still veh messy eh,
but i can understand abit le :D
hee,
thanks zhengzhang anyways,
you can be a teacher,
just dont teach students like me can le xD
hee,
okay..
will figure it out sooner or later de,
oh ya,
i was freaking emo todae,
for some reason,
i dont know if i am PMS-ing la,
but seriously hor,
i kept telling myself to try not to be pissed or sad,
i sort of did it la,
but during lang arts i cant take it anymore le,

AGAIN,
IF THEY DONT SAY DOESNT MEAN THAT THEY DONT MIND,
PLEASE,
who the hell was the one who said WE were being UNFAIR to HIM,
and NOW,
i saw it with my own eyes,
YOU were being MEAN and UNFAIR to him,
so tell me,
are you just trying to act infront of me last time?
i dont dare to say that you really are,
cause i know you were really pissed off with what we did last time,
but today,
it aint that case,
CAN YOU PLEASE,
AT LEAST RESPECT YOURSELF,
AND SPARE HIM SOME RESPECT,
HE IS YOUR CLASSMATE,
NOT YOUR DOG,
"SIT HERE! SIT THERE!",
YOU THINK WHAT?
YOUR DOG AH?
SIT HERE,
SIT THERE,
I CALL YOU SIT HERE SIT THERE YOU LIKE MEH?
NO RIGHT?
SO?
RESPECT OTHERS,
YOU'RE NOT SUPERIOR TO ANYBODY ELSE,
HE IS YOUR CLASSMATE,
RESPECT HIM,
HE IS A HUMAN TOO,
HE IS YOUR CLASSMATE,
NOT YOUR DOG,
seriously,
THIS AINT THE FIRST TIME,
this is ultra UNFAIR and this is PURE BULLYING,

looks like people just forget mr keith's words,
and treat whatever he said,
and treat whatever we discussed,
like shyt,
and dont even give a damn about it,

the thing is,
can you AT LEAST TRY to co-operate?
IF OTHER PEOPLE CAN DO IT,
WHY CANT YOU?
isnt it?

maybe you can say that i am wrong,
CAUSE EVERYONE'S DIFFERENT,
I AGREE,
but at least try?
try,
if you dont try,
you'll never know,

THAT'S ALL,
thank goodness i am tired todae,
if not this post will be damn long like dont know what,

anyways,
i going le,
do homework time,
sorry if i've offended you

:D

hee,
this post is specially for my right table partner :D
LOL!

THANK YOU ZHENG ZHANG FOR HELPING ME COLLECT HOMEWORK :D
and for homework delivery too o.O
hee,
thanks lots yeah :D
^^
and sorry for the trouble :/

eh..
O.o..
OKAY OKAY OKAY,
i go le,
to prevent further MISUNDERSTANDINGS =.=
zZzZzZzz

maple

okay!

say grats! :D

MY COOKIE LVL 50 LE!! XD

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

its like i took months to train to lvl 50 :D

cool lor,

i used to spend one year to train to level 50 T.T...

OKAYY!!

NOW COOKIE WILL REMAIN AT LVL 50 UNTIL..

i earn enough $$ and MAPLE COINS!!! :D:D:D

HAHAHHAHAHAA xD

okay,

i go le :D

=.=

my eye is still as screwed and i cant go to school again tmr T.T

blind

=.=
banana la,
i am practically half blind now,
and i got a one day MC from the doc,
and if i dont go to school tmr,
terence will have lots of trouble collecting $$ from the class,
and then lots lots lots of problems will come,
ARGH!!!
its like why am i so worried about stuff even when i aint around :/

just now i woke up at around 8,
cause my eye was totally screwed up,
=.=

and my mom brought me to the doc,
and we wasted $74 =.=
WAH BANANA LA,
ITS LIKE SO DAMN EX LA T.T
just because of my stupid eye =.=
that doc covered my whole right eye,
and now i can only see with my left eye,
AND I CANT EVEN WRITE,
CAUSE I CANT ESTIMATE WHERE THE LINE IS,
SO ALL MY WORDS WILL GET SO ~~~~~~~ =.=
BANANA LA,
THIS IS EVEN WORSE THAN HAVING A FEVER!!!!
i have fever at least still can watch tv and do homework,
with JUST ONE BLOODY EYE BLIND,
I EVEN HAVE DIFFICULTY WATCHING TV =.=
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
but with my eye covered right,
at least i wont need to waste tissue to keep wiping those damn tears,
AND PLEASE LA,
I AM NOT CRYING =.=
ZzzzZzzZz..
and i wonder why i cant stop tearing,
oh ya,
the doc say my eyeball have ulcer =.=
WTH LOR,
then he put some dark green cream on my eyeball and covered it,
with some white coloured cloth,
and there goes my eye,
and i am half blind =.=
ARGHHH!!!!
AND THERE GOES THE $74!!!!
RAWR!!!
THEN THIS IS LIKE SO CRAP LA!!!
WTH =.=

and the most screwed thing is,
my left eye is real tired,
and MY RIGHT EYE IS MY MASTER EYE,
AND NOW IT'S SCREWED UP!!
THEN NEXT WEDNESDAY HAVE IMT!!
OMG HOW THE HELL I AM GOING TO SHOOT LA PLEASE!!!
=.=
WTHHHHH
BANANA MAN =.=

argh,
i just hate my eye =.=
ARGH!!!
cant see things clearly,
just now i was writing my zhou ji,
then i just wrote one sentence,
i looked at it,
all the words crooked,
and the words look like some shyt
=.=
WTHHH,
this totally sucks,
its just one bloody eye and i cant even write chinese words,
at least i can type even with my eyes closed :D
heehee,
so dont blame me for any typos cause i am typing with my eyes closed :D
hehe,

okay,
hmm,
and i realise that guys are sadists =.=
not all,
some only lor,
see my eye so screwed then keep LOL and ROFL and HAHAHAHA =.=
WTH LA,
VERY FUNNY MEH?
i should take something to poke their eyeball and then see how they laugh =.=
ZZZzzzzzZzZzZ
ARGHHH!!!

and i am so so so so so so tired now,
my left eye will go blind cause it overworked D;
AND I FEEL LIKE PLUCKING OUT THAT STUPID WHITE CLOTH,
which made me blind since todae 10am D;
AND I CANT GO TO SCHOOL TMR,
although i really want to,
lets look at the advantages and disadvantages of going to school tmr,

advantages;
-terence will have less trouble collecting those $$ :D
-i can attend lessons on my own and get all those homework by myself :D
-i can buy stuffs i need after school :D
-i can look at guys :P even if i am half blind xD

disadvantages;
-sadists will laugh at me for the whole day cause i am half blind
-i cant see things cause i am half blind
-people will keep bugging me cause i am half blind
-the doc will kill me cause i missed my appointment with him
-my left eye will go blind too cause it overworked
-i have to learn ting xie todae with my left eye and fail ting xie tmr

as you can see from the above,
the disadvantages are so much more than the advantages,
so in conclusion,
I AINT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR =.=
OKAY LA,
I NEED TO PLAN MY SCHEDULE TMR =.=
for the homework delivery to school and back home :D
heehee,
sorry ah for those peeps i need to ask favour from :/
later i ask my mom first lor,
if she agree to my plan,
then good :D
hehe,
BUT THE THING IS,
EVEN IF I HAVE THE HOMEWORK,
i cant even do them =.=
unless,
my eye gets well tmr :D
hehe,

the doc say need at least 2/3 days for the eye to recover,
so,
if tmr it gets well,
THEN GOOD LOR,
IN THE AFTERNOON I CAN GO GET HOMEWORK AND DO LE!!
;D
hahahaha,

wahseh,
i dont want type le,
so tired =.=
and yeah,
i hate my bloody eye =.=

o.=

my eye is so screwed up,
and i am tearing from yesterday morning =.=

i went to sleep at 7 last evening,
and my eye is still screwed up =.=
WL,
banana,
and i am not crying can?
=.=
why would i even cry for no reason,

and because of that stupid screwed up eye,
i am going to flunk my HCL test and LA compre =.=
cause i cant even see the words clearly,
BANANA LA,
damn that stupid eye =.=

okay,i dont want to blog liao,
so damn hard to see words,
i wonder how i am going to finish my homework later =.=
damn,

oh,
and happy birthday ken! :D

317

oh my,
am i really dao-ing people or something? T.T
sobs,

and todae i am damn tired,
so i wont blog so much,

MUSIC!
OMG GOOD JOB GUYS :D
hehe,
WE GOT A 15 :D:D:D
OMG OMG OMG,
we're like the one and only group WITHOUT music background and we could get a 15,
OMG :D:D:D
MUST THANK KAISONG FOR THIS MAN :D
esp for the nice nice score~~
hehe,
3
4
4
4
IN CONCLUSION,
I LOVE THE GUYS IN MY GROUP LIKE HELL~
and,
we sang damn loudly la,
SO ZAI :D:D:D:D
HHAHAHAHAHA,
and jingfei's group was really really funny :D
hehe,
jingfei rocks la,
so cute :)
hehe,

okay,
i think that's all for todae,
LOL!
okay la,

i still have AG RR havent do,
so shant blog le lo,
anyways,
todae i so tired also cant think of anything else le,
and tmr have test,
so i needa sleep early todae lo,
okay la,
byebye,
:D

:D

TODAE I AINT GOING TO BLOG,
THANKS TO ALVIN AND ZHENGHAN FOR TALKING TO ME :D
love you guys loads and loads
AND I MISS MAPLE,
MY COOKIE LVL 49 LE!!
SAY GRATS :D

byebye!
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US FROM UG AND SPORTS,
FOR MUSIC TMR!
JIAYOU!!! :D:D:D
THANK YOU KAISONG FOR HELPING US SING THE SONG!!
:D

BYE!

happy~!!! xD

TODAE'S A REALLY HAPPY DAY!!
shant elaborate so much cause,
I NEED TO LEARN MY TING XIE,
AND MR OSTRICH,
I AINT MAPLING ON WEEKDAYS =.=
thank you :D
hehe,

and i think i need to treat guys better,
cause i am just being too rude to guys,
like very often,
oh my,
shyt mans,
i must treat guys better x.x
hee,

happy things todae :D

#1.
it started off with a pissed and emo day,
cause on the bus i talked to eesheng and he never dao me,
i am happy :D
hehe,

#2.
todae,
mrs tan didnt come look for me,
so,
i am happy! :D
hehe,

#3.
hmm.. chinese test was not a killer,
so i am happy! :D

#4.
PE WAS EXTREMELY FUN :D
CAUSE I GET TO SWEAT ALOT AND GET REALLY EXCITED!! :D
AND I AM SO DAMN FREAKIN HAPPY !!! :D:D:D:D:D
and i improved on my 1.6km from p6 till now,
it's a hell lots of difference! :D

#5.
RECESS WITH KAISONG WAS REALLY FUN!! :D
so i am happy! xD

#6.
maths was boring =.=
I GET TO SLEEP IN CLASS!!
so i am happy! :D

#7.
COMPUTER LESSON WAS FUN!!
so i am happy! :D
and the air con too :D
hehe,
nicole and huiwen rocks :D
heehee,

#8.
WE CHANGED LAB PARTNERS :D
AND IT'S A GUY!!!
OMG :D
umm,
YES!
HUBERT IS MY NEWWWW LABBB PARTNERRR!!
wo000~~~!!!!
hahahahaha xD
this shows how stupid i am =.=
aiya,
i just tend to like guys more than girls only ma,
IT'S LIKE SO NORMAL FOR A GIRL TO LIKE GUYS =.=
LOL!!
but hubert really look like a small boy boy :D
haha,
we like so long never work together le lor,
since last year CID maths,
WHICH WAS A REAL COOL EXPERIENCE!! :D
nice working with hubert :D
hehe,
AND BECAUSE I GET A GUY LAB PARTNER!!
I AM SO DAMN HAPPY!! :D:D:D:D

#9.
lang arts,
for my right table partner's "jiayou",
i am happy! :D
cause i didnt make my hands tremble like shyt todae~
I AM HAPPY :D
hehe,
because my best table partner ever didnt dao me todae,
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY!! :D:D:D:D:D

#10.
NCC ROCKS LIKE NOTHING ELSE,
WE HAD PT TODAE,
AND WE ALL SHOUTED OUR LUNGS OUT LIKE SHYT,
THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME,
WE DID PT WITH ONLY 2 PARTS,
I HEAR THE KIND OF LOUD ECHO FROM THE GRANDSTAND,
IT'S LIKE OMG!!!
AND I FOUND MY PASSION BACK FOR SHOUTING LIKE HELL :D
OMG OMG OMG OMG,
NCC OWNS LIKE NOTHING ELSE,
CAUSE I KNOW IN MY HEART,
NCC WILL FOREVER BE THE BEST CCA EVER!!
AND EVER !!!!
AND EVERR!!!!!!
NCC ROCKKSSSSS,
AND I REALLY SHOUTED LIKE SHYT TODAE,
AND I REALLY REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE TO SHOUT,
I WANT TO SHOUT,
I LOVE TO SHOUT,
AND I WANT WANT WANT TO SHOUT LIKE SHYT,
cause of one main reason,
i can just shout all my unhappiness out,
THIS SHOWS HOW BEING IN NCC HELPS~
IT MAKES YOU SO DAMN HAPPY WHEN YOU SHOUT LIKE HELL!!! :D:D:D:D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
I LOVE NCC SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!! :D:D:D:D:D
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE NCC,
I REALLY REALLLYYYY REALLLLLYYYY LOVE NCC!!! :D
shouting is my passion :D
NCC is my way of life :D
BEING IN SUCH A COOL AND ZAI CCA LIKE NCC :D
I FEEL DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN PROUD OF IT :D
FOR EVERY SINGLE LITTLE BIT OF NCC,
I AM JUST SO PROUD OF IT :D
BECAUSE I KNOW NCC IS THE BEST!!!! :D:D:D:D
OMG I LOVE THE ECHOS WE MADE,
I LOVE HOW WE SHOUTED TOGETHER AS ONE,
I LOVE HOW WE CAN SHOUT,
LOUDER THAN ALL OF THE REST,
BECAUSE WE ARE THE NCC,
OVER LAND, ON THE SEA,
AND IN THE AIR,
WE ARE NCC!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
OMG NCC ROCKSSS xD xD xD xD xD
WOOOOO~~~ HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA
I AM GETTING SO HYPER CAUSE OF CCA,
AND THE JOKES THE SPECIALISTS TOLD US,
LOL!
DAMN FUNNY,
LOL!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA,
CANT STOP LAUGHING CAUSE THEY'RE JUST SO DAMN FUNNY xD
OMG AND QIANYING IS SO CUTE AND FUNNY TODAE~~
love her mans,
:D:D:D:D:D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
OMG!! THE YANG TINGGI JOKE xD
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
i think next time if my juniors do that right,
i will immediately knock them like siao lor,
BUT BEFORE THAT,
I WILL BURST OUT LAUGHING LIKE SHYT,
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
LOL!
IT'S REALLY REALLY FUNNY xD
and OMG~~
I LOVE WEELY MANS!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
SHE IS REALLY SO DAMN ZAI :D:D:D:D:D
OMG OMG OMG!!!
WEELY IS SO SERIOUS AND ZAI LA!!!
she expects standard and THAT IS WHY WEELY IS ZAI!!
OMG I LOVE HER MANS,
admire her like siao lor~~
omg,
when we do yang tinggi then she stand beside me right,
i was smiling :D
hehe,
ALTHOUGH I AINT SUPPOSED TO =.=
i've been smiling and laughing during acts nowadays,
CAUSE,
TOO FUNNY LIAO,
LOL!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
and then geok also have stand beside me for the first yang tinggi,
WHEN I STARE INFRONT RIGHT,
I KNOW WHO IS BESIDE ME LEH!!
SO ZAI RIGHT??!!!
THIS SHOWS HOW MUCH BRAVO GIRLS ROCKS!!!
OMG AND I LOVE MY BRAVO GUYS LIKE HELL :D:D:D:D:D
aww,
when i see them pump,
my heart bleeds D;
sob sob sob,
i love how they SHOUT,
I LOVE HOW THEY BANG!
I LOVE HOW THEY CHEER!
THEY ARE OUR BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BRAVO GUYS!!!
OMG I LOVE THEM LIKE SIAO MANS :D:D:D:D:D
BRAVO ALL THE WAY,
WE ARE THE BESTTT!!!
AND I LOVE BRAVO LIKE NOTHING ELSE :D:D:D:D:D
NCC JUST ROCKS SO MUCH THAT I CANT FIND ANYTHING BETTER THAN THAT!!!
NCC IS THE BESTTTT CCA I'VE EVER EVER EVER EVER JOINED :D
OMG AND I REALLY REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE BRAVO!!!
BRAVO ROCKS :D
i mean as a COMPANY,
BRAVO GUYS AND BRAVO GIRLS,
COMBINE WE GET A BRAVO COMPANY!!
AND BRAVO ROCKSS!!!
:D:D:D:D:D
OMG I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT MARCH CAMP,
which is sure to be hell hell hell hell torturous and they make sure you die,
and they make sure you get your butts burnt under the midday sun,
and they make sure you shout till you dont have the voice to even whisper,
and they make sure you just do whatever you can to keep yourself alive,
O.O,
i was just kidding,
but,
if you'd ever attend the march camp,
let me tell you,
it's actually something like what i mentioned above :D
OMGG,
THAT'S NOT THE POINT LA,
THE POINT IS,
NEXT YEAR'S MARCH CAMP,
THERE'S CHARLIE ONE AND CHARLIE TWO!!
OMG IT'S COMBINED GUYS AND GIRLS FOR THREE WHOLE DAYS!!!
AND WE'RE GONNA GO THROUGH HELL TOGETHER!!!
OMG THAT ROCKS MAN!! :D:D:D:D:D
OMG I AM SO HYPER NOW THAT I FORGET TO LEARN MY TING XIE =.=

okay la,
i go learn ting xie,
AND TODAE I AM SO HAPPY!!
ESPECIALLY FOR CCA!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

OMG,
it's going to be 11pm liao,
I GO LEARN TING XIE NOW!!

THERE'RE UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE,
when yesterday is a down,
TODAE,
IT'LL BE AN UP!!
Wo0ts~ :D

My Hands

David Archuleta - My Hands

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and i put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe i'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way i can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, i'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and i
Know i can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And i put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stopI'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way i can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, i'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, i need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and i
Know i can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way i can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, i'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, i need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and i
Know i can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

...

some friends just make use of you to achieve their ultimate goal,
when they achieve their goal,
they'll simply forget you and treat you like shyt,
they treat you like their buddy,
then a total stranger,
or even just a pile of shyt,

forget it,
i shall take back all my words,

i have one hour,
to do 2 reflections,
CID + KT,

what have i done today to make tmr better?
i didnt take a knife and stab myself today,
and then tmr will be better,
because without myself staying alive,
how can i have a tomorrow?

=.=

if you dont give a damn,
and i give the damn,
tell me,
how are things going to work?

it doesnt mean that we never learn before or never try before,
we cant learn right?
so,
tell me,
who was the one who said that ITS OKAY,
AND WE COULD LEARN,
tell me,
in the end,
WHO IS THE ONE REALLY LEARNING?

damn,
this is totally crap,
and there are 2 things that i am so pissed about,
again,
well,
i am a grumpy person,
that's why i always get angry,
i just hate it when people dont give a damn about things,
it concerns them and what is their reason for letting others do the job?

i am not criticising anyone on my blog i have to say it now,
before i get too agitated and start scolding people like some shyt,

yang lao shi showed us what OUR juniors can do,
yes,
the juniors,
they can write a whole page of an A4 sized paper,
of the reflections,
and why we cant do it?
we cant even do 1/4 of what they can do,
even i cant do it,
arent they really really really WOW~,
i was totally speechless,
they're only sec 1s,
and when i look at ourselves,
i dont know what we could do,
maybe just dig a hole big enough for our whole body to fit in?
then bury ourselves in that hole?
i cant find a reason why,
what's wrong with learning chinese,
when we're in a chinese school,
and we're having people who hates chinese,
wow,
that's cool,

i admire my juniors,
of what they can do and what we cant,
since they can do it,
why cant we do the same?
if we put in the effort,
we can,
but why?
is it so hard to write a reflection out?
just 400 words,
you can write an english composition with a thousand words,
but a chinese reflection with just 400 words,
why?
if we put in the same effort,
we can do it cant we?

remember the girl?
her chinese was not really that good,
but she made the effort to at least write,
write as long as she could,
at least,
AT LEAST,
it showed that she really put in the effort to write,
so tell me,
do you have any excuse to say that you have nothing to write,
just because your chinese aint as good,
even our junior can do it,
why cant we?

it doesnt matter if you see me like as if i am acting really pro,
to comment on people,
maybe you can say that i am just a sadist or whatever crap,
it doesnt matter,
i am just trying to express my feelings,
i see the juniors do it,
and i just dont know why,
we cant do it,

they write in an A4 sized book,
one full page,
when i look at ours,
A5 sized exercise book,
1/4 of a page,
w0w,
really,
it's a WOW,
i know i am being really sarcastic,

excuses,
are just excuses,

they're just excuses,
so who do you think you're then?

i am in a real bad mood now,
i'm sorry for whoever who msn or sms me,
cause,
i have mood swings,
or whatever you call that,
if i'm happy for one day,
the next day i will be damn moody,

i just dont want it to happen again,
just because i'm just a little too not over you,
cant you just give me some time?
you think a few months is enough?
you think i am wonderwoman?
no,
i aint,
you think it's so easy to get over one person?
you never tried it before isnt it?

i'd rather ignore you,
that let you ignore me,
i'd rather be the first one do it,
i dont want to get hurt,
i chose to leave,
and i wont turn back,

just let me recall the times,
cant you?
if you want me to forget every single memory which i had with you,
i'm sorry,
i cant do it,
i cant,

so what do you want from me?

310

:D
finally i finished my compre :D
after 2 days T.T
omg lor,
i feel like mapling T.T
but i cant :/
SO I WILL MAPLE TONIGHT!!! :D:D:D
heehee,
now i arranging my files =.=
if not i have to carry the worksheets to school and back home everyday,
i know can train muscles la,
but VEH HEAVY LEH!! x.x

o.O

just now went to play bball with my mom and bros,
lols,
can train for shooting,
but,
failed terribly =.=
sighs sighs sighs,
too bad lor D;
you know i aint that kind of sporty de lor T.T
and i regretted not loving sports in primary school D;
sob sob sob,

omg la,
stupid air pollution,
THANKS TO SUMATRA AGAIN =.=
AIR POLLUTION!!!
the visibility level is like so damn low now la!
banana man =.=
wah sians,
the singapore now is like T.T,
so cloudy D;
sob sob sob,
all thank to those countries which burn and burn and burn all day long =.=
ZzzzzzZzZzz..

OH YA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
hehe,
:D:D:D:D

okay la,
i dont know what to blog le,

i just want to let you know,
dont think too much, (this sentence sounds quoted =.=)
so what if i am like that?
and so what if you're like that?
does it makes any difference?
arent we friends after all?
isnt it?

just finished my dinner,
and i became really pissed,
not because of my dinner,
and not because of anything,
it's just merely cause of that damn earphone,
and =.=,
okay la,
whatever lor,
TODAE I GOING TO OWN ROMBOTS TO VENT MY ANGER!!
RAWR!!

i think i am really really grumpy D;
RAWR!!
i am born like that :D
every person has a character when they're brought to this world,
you have it,
i have it,
we all have it :D
i have this kind of character :D
hehe,

convert anger into happiness,
i can say that it's really damn hard for me :/
sighs sighs,
and now i going to download noteworthy o.O
cause kaisong recommend me de :D
hehe,
and then zhengzhang said he love noteworthy too,
so,
RELIABLE SOURCES :D
hehe,

okay la,
i go le ^^

:D

hey todae is a happy day,
cause,
i am happy,
hehe,

after breakfast,
it's HOMEWORK TIME :D:D:D
hehe,

it's just the matter of the heart,
nobody can explain it,
maybe,
"Time is the great physician.",
you'll never know :D
so,
thank you,

i am off to breakfast,
you dont need to know anything you're not supposed to know :/
well,
i dont need to care so much now,
cause,
i've never found something i really wanted,
even with the cost of my life,

x.x

I HAVE A REASON FOR NOT POSTING YESTERDAY x.x
oh my..
i should have posted yesterday,
cause i fell asleep on my bed at 6PM and i slept till todae morning 11AM T.T
and the good thing is,
i returned all my sleep debts :D
OMG,
i regretted for not posting yesterday T.T
sadded,
but nevermind,
todae's post shall be about yesterday,
cause todae,
i am so freakin pissed off with my brother,
=.=

here goes,
ON THE 7th OF AUGUST 2009,friday
please note that i am posting as if i am posting yesterday,the 7th of aug :D
__________________________________________


"todae is my birthday,"

what can you infer from the above sentence?
(:
if you need an explanation,
here it is;

my actual bdae is on 6 Aug,
but it seemed like my bdae is on the 7th of august 2009,
you get it now?
that was really lame actually,
but todae,
it really felt like my bdae,

and do i look emo todae?
o.O
maybe its cause i am tired ba,
as in,
i played "DONT FORGET THE LYRICS" until midnight yesterday T.T
so this explains why i look like sort of dead =.=

this morning,
took 97 with shuying again as usual lo o.O

when i reach class,
hmm..
yepps,
i saw zhengzhang's present :D
hee (:
nah,
i dont want to talk about it here :P
i'll just keep it inside there ^^
yes,
there :D
anyways,
thank you zhengzhang! xD
hehe,

and then,
"DONT FORGET THE LYRICS",
TERENCE!
WE DID IT :D
YAY!!! :D:D:D:D
"we can do it",
quoted from Terence,
AND WE REALLY DID IT,
we did it TOGETHER :D
omg,
hahahaha,
i really loved that man :D
hahaha,
we did quite a good job lor :D
hehe,
i dont know what the class think about the game ehh..
but,
from what i see todae,
i think quite fun leh :D
at least everyone have participate bah ^^
hehe,

then a whole lot of crap about national day,
SCHOOL OVER!
:D

haha,
then went out with my loves,
weely,geok and zhimin :D
hehe,
we went to lot 1 :D
then we go KFC eat ^^
go to the sky garden eat candy floss,
i think i 2 years never eat liao lor D;
BUT TODAE EAT WITH MY LOVES~
feel so damn sweet ^^
hehe,
after that went to geok's house play badminton and basketball :D
damn fun la :D
hehe,
and weely is seriously damn zai lor! ^^
haha,
after sports then we go slack at geok's house :D
and we almost finished her apple juice :X
oops,
but still thank you geok for the juice :D
^^

listen music :D
and david archuleta really rocks :D
the japanese song,
which weely loves like damn lots,
88,
ROCKS LA! :D
haha,

then later we all zao at around 4pm like that o.O
at around 5 i reach home,
then i go bathe,
then i wenta eat,
when i go on my computer right,
i lay on my bed,
and then i never woke up till the next day,
______________________________

okay,
that's about it,
actually,
if i write about yesterday,
todae right,
i cant really grasp the feeling le D;
sob sob sob
THAT'S WHY I SAID I REGRETTED NOT POSTING YESTERDAY,
i missed out such an important day on my blog D;
sob sob sob,

but i really really loved yesterday :D
because of many many reasons :D

it's the first official one,
from someone special :D
and it's a he xD
it's really cute and creative i say ^^
and,
it's really sweet too (:
really really sweet xD

oh my,
shant continue,
if not people will puke le lor x.x

and,
inner struggles?
just like internal conflict,
i had been thinking all day,
since yesterday,
it's not like what my loves had said,
it's not that case,
definitely not,
it's just in the place of a friend,
and just a friend :D
he'll hope that i understand,
(:
and i will :D

if it's the other way round,
as if it would happen :/
i say,
IF it's the other way,
then,
i dont know,
i will just get so sweetened up till i dont need to eat candies or lollies anymore,
but,
the thing is,
IF..
you know,
the word "if" is really scary,
it's just fantasy,
not reality,

i understand,
:)


David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah,

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh..



徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘著斑驳的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随着时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头
我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱



郭静 - 明白

你说了一万遍的你爱我
你说了什麽我都懂
因为爱很久
所以我都懂

可是我发现没人能永久
就算我们曾勾勾手
还是会寂寞
没有你之後
我才明白的更多

你看着我来
我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合
难免要承受的痛

你看着我来
我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵
我还能听见你呼吸的温柔

就算我会心痛
你的好永远都填满我心中



梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光
我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成
我们的梦想

你总说
时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天
就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上
张扬过哀伤
那是种多么
寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙
让我去流浪
在原地等我
把自己捆绑
你没说
你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动
自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

:)

哪里?
就在我心里,

happy birthday:D

this year's birthday was really,
COOL,
cause,
it's the first year,
i really celebrated my birthday o.O
with my friends actually (:
and alot alot alot of them :D

thank you everyone for all your bdae wishes and for everything :D
thank you (:
that big big big big big card from 2e was really COOL~
love it like siao, :3
i cant stop reading the lines from 2e,
love them too much le~
hehe,
:D

thanks to those peeps who gave me presents,
now economic crisis still go buy so ex de presents x.x
:/
but still thanks :D
ESP TO MY PLATOON MATES~~
heehee~
:D
thanks weely and geok,
love you girls :33
and geok's bdae card was really~
INTERESTING xD
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA xDD~~

and from my experience todae,
i realise that guys are pretty shy o.O
LOL,
really lor,
they mango each other so bold then,
when it comes to SOME stuff,
they become damn shy,
aiyoo..

yepps,
that's enough for my bdae,
school,
nothing else to say,
just one word,
boring..

i feel like sleeping mans D;
so i shant elaborate so much le :/

music was as screwed as before :/
and without alvin,
we cant sing~
ALVIN!!!!!!!!!!
lols,
i sort of like miss him,
FOR MUSIC LESSONS :D
hehe~
okay okay,
i am not that mean :P
okay,
i miss alvin o.O
only a lil bit only la~
LOL,
miss his hot body and shuai face xD

then,
physics,
what the hell,
i hate light rays la,
dont know how they anyhow shoot de,
then i was like so O.O when i saw zhengzhang chionging his worksheet,
wahseh~
zai man,
O.O..
i cant really understand the ray diagram thing,
then zhengzhang already doing the rest of the worksheet liao,
fainted x.x

chinese,
as normal as usual,
o.O
yang lao shi was pretty normal todae? o.O

todae's malay lesson was really interesting~:D
jingfei is really damn funny,
joker lor,
LOL,
he speak malay damn funny de,
HAHAHHA,
but damn cute too! :D
hehe,
then i wonder how he practice C&C next time for,
PROMO TEST NEED DE LEH~
JIAYOU JINGFEI! :D
and since cikgu sara took over,
everyone was really serious like what zhengzhang said,
and i realise that,
runzhong didnt really talk so much todae,
O.o
or was i listening to zhengzhang too much?
NONOONONO,
cannot be,
i gave 1/3 of myself to runzhong,
then the other 1/3 of myself to zhengzhang le,
so have equal share :D
ACTUALLY RIGHT,
IS RUNZHONG DAO ME RIGHT?
RAWR!!!

after malay was english,
hehe,
i was like so lucky todae,
then we all drag the LA presentation for so damn long,
in the end my grp dont need present,
huiwen was like so freakkin happy,
then she said "wo ai si ni le",
LOL,
damn joke o.O

after LA,
maths,
oh crap,
i dont want to talk about it,
really T.T
and my right table partner de marking style really cool lor,

AND I STILL REALISE THAT RUNZHONG DIDNT TALK TO ME TODAE,
WHAT THE HELL!!
=.=
nevermind,
tmr i go kaijiao runzhong then he will talk to me le :D
CANNOT LA,
MY BEST TABLE PARTNER CANNOT DONT TALK TO ME LOR D;
aww..

AMC was purely boring,
and i fell asleep while doing it o.O
LOL,
heng mr keith never notice,
:D
hahahhaha,

later went to JE with geok,
and met some really interesting incident~
geok is such an interesting person :D
*sneaky brows~*
xD

okay,
i am so tired again,
and i still need do that stupid CID reflection,
WL,
BANANA LA =.=
ZZZzZzZZzZzZz..

i am tired,
and,

wanyi,
happy birthday,
all the best and jiayou for everything,
(:

thank you my loves,
:D