Tuesday, March 31, 2009

=.=

woah.
todae i damn tired.
i haven finish my hw yet.
left with chem and hist.
and i gg to chiong chem in school tmr =D

AND I GOT ON THE BUS THE WRONG TIME TODAE..
awww what happened to my instinct =.=
or do u even call that "instinct"?? lols :X

pe.. was HORRIBLE.
no body listens.
they just treat me like some shytzz asking them to queue up in their index #
some of us just dont give a damn.
its a routine or wadever you call that.
we all know what to do but dont wanna do it.
made me feel like some bit*h todae.
sucks.
pe.. was bad.
but in my whole life,i've never got a 11.7s...
i must run faster on that day.. i freaked out todae ;@
damn.
am i relli TOO like a fren to others?
and why terence call them queue up or whatever they will listen de lor.
D;
AWWWW
okay,terence,you pro lor D;
terence has got his own strengths too..
there are alot of things he can do ALOT better than me..
cuz i am just some stupid cleaner who just shouts "qi li" "xing li" in class and NTH ELSE.
crap.
and from todae's results.
i know that i could only depend on myself to get things done when the others dont care.
like what CSM QiaoWei told us..
we could only trust ourselves,believe in ourselves,and we are the ones who can make the best.
we cant depend on others forever,we must depend on ourselves.
when i dont give a damn.
i drag every single one down.
i know what i should do when they dont do it.
the IT.
i am referring to.
is that IT.
anyways,i love training to be a housewife afterall...

lessons..
ARE BORING..
D;
SOBS
chem seriously just PISSED ME OFF.
i dont know what the hell is going on in chem lesson todae.
and THANKS TO LAO MA FOR EXPLAINING THE WHOLE THING TO ME =D
laoma is the best~~ <3<3 love laoma damn loads =DD
muacks~
then right.
chem is seriously damn LUAN
ms foo just say sth then ask us to do activity..
wadda =.='''
cheryl seems to get it .. but i dont D;
she explain to me .. makes sense but i cant get hold of the equation thing.
mien.
but still thanks to cheryl..
AND I LOVE YOU LAOMA =D
chemistry.. sciences..
isnt what i am born to do..
i am born to be a housewife.
LOLS
;P

other lessons..
like lang arts,i slept in class..
HCL also..
cant stand it lehh.
SIANZSX
i slept in class.
surprisingly.
=.='''
sibei tired.

and hist..
ms teo wasnt in school..
so ...
we crapped alot.
and if you think doing hist for 2hrs infront of the tv could help..
why not try it?
=.=''
can u all stop that thought of i am always gonna do well?
i am going to prove u all wrong one day.
and that day.
when you people stare at me and keep asking me what's wrong...
i shant care.
this is called human nature.
there are always ups and downs.
if you think life's always full of ups.
so be it.
its your business =.='''

skip to cca.
best thing was the lesson in class 3I cuz we combined with the guys.
AND LAMEEE SHYTZZ
TODAE STAFF CHUYE MENTIONED WANNA COMBINE DRILL
IN THE END THE GUYS SAY DONT WANT.
THE GIRLS SO SAY DONT WANT.
wadda?
WE ALL GOT POISON IS IT?
what the hell =.=
LAMEE SHYTZZ
if we dont bond as a company now.
we'll have more problems communicating with each other next year..
when there are big things to be done..
OKAY WHATEVER
I JUST LOVE TO COMBINE WITH MY LOVELIEST AND DEAREST PART B GUYS ;D
HMPF
CUZ THEY ARE THE BESTTT =DDD
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
and i found out that waneu is damn cute :X
hahahhahaha
damn funny lor mr wan eu :X
AND ZI XUAN ROCKSSSSS =DD
AHAHHAHAHA ZI XUAN SIMPLY RAWKKK MIENN =DD

and i will end my post here.

AND I AM NOT RELLI SHUANG TODAE CUZ I AM TIRED D;
awww..

yeah,if i ever see him again..
and it's an empty seat.
IT'S GONNA BE SHOW TIME :/
provided i have the courage to do that :X
haha

11.04
i gg to chiong history now...

Monday, March 30, 2009

=D

todae is a damn happy day cuz its the 30th of march =D
AND 30 IS A DAMN DAMN NICE NUMBER~~ xDD

shall keep it short and sweet

#1.saw zhengzhang at je int xDD
#2.runzhong's drawing of manon simply RAWKS =DD
#3.geok,zhimin and laoma tried to rape me and thanks to felicia for helping =DD
#4.cid was crapping with that damn robo thing @.@ but crapped alot alot .. hahahaha
#5.HCL was boring
#6.maths was boring
#7.Lang Arts was boring
#8.ate lunch with laoma,jiahui + zhengzhang,hubert,terence o.O
#9.I ASKED ZIXUAN TO PON CLASS LEADERS' INVESTITURE =DD
#10.I PONNED CLASS LEADERS' INVESTITURE REHEARSAL :P
#11.LAOMA PWNED ME ~~ xDD LOLS!!!

and yeah.
thanks laoma alot alot alot for the damn fun trip going back home.
yeah,you and your toilet paper + mushrooms :P
haha,lao qing wa :P
its damn funny lahh..
laoma was like making me laugh damn hard until i got stomachache and now i got no voice
cuz i kept laughing non-stop cuz of laoma's crapping.
AND SHE PINCHED ME =.='''
ouchhh... =.='''
npcc violence ...
lols.
i am veh tired
and my jianbao haven do finish
tmr i gg ask my darlings how to do maths =D
shytzz man.
todae i go look at laoma's maths book on how she draw graph..
then now i forget le..
shytzz man.
tmr i shall go find help and i will wake up early =D
HOPE I GET TO SEE HIM AGAIN..
todae i was like seriously sibei hyper~~ xDD
HAHAHHAHA
CUZ IT'S A GOOD START OF THE DAY
but i slept at 1 last night .. so yeah.. no mood for lessons except for crapping :X

laoma = laoqingwa
:DD
cool~!
qingwa + shizi =D

i am damn tired.
and hope i still stay as hyper as todae =D
CUZ I AM REALLY HYPER TODAE =D
CUZ I AM NOT BEING STUPID =D
hahahhaha
lameee shytzz =.='''
okay.
that's all i needa do my jianbao now.
D;

will start collecting consent forms tomorrow.. if not will get my darlings into trouble D;
aww..
and yeah.
terence smiles but he just dont want to =.='''
lamee..
wanna smile then SMILE BIG BIG mah.
lols.
damn funny.
and yeah.
i know i am nice =.=

like what ken said.
its better for ppl to say that u're nice than they say you suck.
Lols
HAHHAHAHA

okay
i am going now.
byebye
and i miss the myself todae.
i miss myself.
i miss him.
it hadnt been like that for a long long time..
i miss how happy i could actually be =D

and peeps read my blog and they dont tag :X
lols.
AND YIMING POKED MY HEAD TODAE.
LOLS.
what's wrong with me seeing him with his family in a taxi? o.o
awww mienn YIMING POKED MY HEADDDD
hahhaa
damn funny.
YIMING IS DAMN CUTE~~ ;DDDD

and yeah.
weely walking around the school with me during CID lessons..
is always damn cool ..
esp. when i walk past 2D classroom :P
lols.
so yea~ CID robotics is boring.. so needa have SOME FUN =DD
hahahhahaa

i am happy that i ponned that stupid rehearsal todae =D

byebye.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

沉默是我最后的药...

i think i shouldnt listen to too much of jay chou's songs.
makes me damn emo =.=
lols.
listening to them once in a while .. wont think that much ..
lol,although i love his lyrics..
thanks to fang wen shan :X


look at these lyrics ... chinese de =D
cuz i dont look at english lyrics :X...
xDD

没有如果 - 梁静茹

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过
你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么
还怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道
我...爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉

的那天

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过
你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么
还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果如果如果如果如果
最后变路过我们不能接受
错过错过错过错过错过
我们一定能过
不会一错再错

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天

别怕太快了
别怕失去我
如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过
你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手
Da La ...
快牵起我的手...

&
.
.
.
.

安静了- S.H.E


只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
撒娇的
可爱的
女人的
爱哭的
照片里
曾经的
都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后的药
是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
想中 属於我们的婚礼
安静了
在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局
撒娇的
可爱的
迷人的
爱哭的
照片里
曾经的
都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多
却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔
是因为我太爱你

&
.
.
.
.

郭美美 - 放了爱

你指向远方
爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光
钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动
是泪无法储藏
把美梦锁上
以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份
靠在你的肩膀
放了爱
为了爱
这不是我
该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢
我笑得开朗
你越温柔
我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你
我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福
何必要模仿
心不在何苦
留躯壳在身旁
加满自由
我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱
为了爱
这不是我
该怎么生活
放了爱
会明白
有种拥有
叫做放手
我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱
为了我
这不是我
想要的生活

放了爱
你会明白
有种拥有
叫做放手
放了爱...

that's all =D
放了爱 lyrics relli chim...
o.O
but i always hear people say this "有种拥有,叫做放手"
you wanna have it then you must let go
let go ..
"真的爱我,就放手一搏"
放手一搏 not = 放手
woah,just by adding 2 words makes such a big difference ;@

"沉默是我最后的药"
this is the most outstanding line in the 3 sets of lyrics
=DD

i love chinese lyrics...
especially when they make sense to me
lols
its 2.12..
time to do work..
sighs..

and yeah,i changed my blog songs and pushed back jay chou's songs.. lols :X
okay got to go~!
2.13pm 29 march
tomorrow is 30 march
and 30 is a nice number

Saturday, March 28, 2009

=D

THIS IS FOR

NICOLE~~


hahaha =D
lols and i shall reply my tags =D


weely:
lols,i will cheer up de =DD

guest:
mr ostrich ah? o.O

zhenghan:
LOLS~~
i also expecting yang lao shi put ours lehh ..
:X
but its okay~~
doesnt matter =DD
hahahaha

laoma:
woahh~~
HAHHAHHAAH U TAGGED ME =DD

bernice:
hahaha,that post relli considered short liao :X
some RANDOM guy who sits beside me :x
hahahaha @.@




okay its 7.30 now and i havent started my homework D;

@.@

this week kills
i've never slept before 12am every single day and i am serious @.@
and worse still,on thursday night,i was chionging that damn stupid R&W asg with alvin..
until 2 am..
i bet i could have dozed off while typing if it werent for that cup of coffee
oh my god.
on friday i was dying.
and i stayed in school till 8pm ..
for the year 3 PTM helping weely with class 3K.
it was fun but tiring with so many parents crowding around and wanting to see the teachers.
and 3k has alot alot alot alot of appointments..
if the parents wait too long,they'll get pissed ..
but there are some very very nice parents too =D
haha.

hmm.. realised that SOME SC guys are damn nice people..
and our loveliest and dearest company mate chai wan eu.
lols.
maybe i hadnt know him well enuf.. o.O
but he dont dao people okay?
at least better than ........ @.@
and yeah,yeeyang is dao-ing me =.='''
sobs
cant i even say hi?
sighs... he wasnt am chio-ing anymore D;
aww..

on friday .. during recess time was .. pathetic..
lol,yeah,he was infront of me eating and i said nothing.
i was hopeless.
yeah
i am hopeless...
if there're communication problems,we shant carry on anymore
and actually,i shant carry on anymore.
last year was better than this.
idk what's happening.
i am stupid is all that you can say.
it wasnt the same anymore.
so what has changed?
i aint trying to say something cuz we drifted apart.
alot .. alot ..
as if we are just strangers..
dont tell me silence is louder than words or whatever.
keeping quiet and not saying anything is a stupid thing to do.
we dont have a common topic to talk about now.
so when was the last time we actually said something?
its definitely not in year 2009.
its going to be april.. and yet nothing has changed.
or is it that i am the one being indifferent?
am i the irritating one?
i am trying damn hard not to care so much
so is that what you want?
so am i the one keeping a distance from you?
am i the one who caused all these?
okay,its my fault.
frens - close frens - bgr
now,we're not even frens.
so shall i forget it?
so should i let go?
the thing about me liking you..
i am trying to make it history
trying damn hard but i cant bear to do it
i am not caring too much anymore.
i am not being irritating anymore.
isnt it nice to know that there's someone who likes you?
isnt it nice to know that there's someone who cares for you?
isnt it nic e to know that there's someone who thinks that you're the best?
loving someone is tough.
i dont wanna speak..
not even a hi.
not even a bye.
cuz i am scared of you.
i am scared that you'll be pissed.
i am scared that you will just ignore me for the whole of this year just cuz i said hi
i am just scared that you'll tell me you dont like me .. even a bit.. even as a fren.. for the third time
i am scared that i do things that you dont like..
i am scared that you will freak out and you are going to hurt me once more..
i know you dont like me.
but must you make me stop liking you?
must you do that?
i know you dont like me..
the first time wasnt that bad cuz you were straight forward enuf..
that day,ur fren said sth..
and i wasnt listening at all..
the one giving is always losing.
i lost to you.
its not worth it crying
yea,its relli not worth it...
maybe i should change things if you cant do it.
i will change to be more like a fren to you.
a classmate to you.
but can u stop being so indifferent?
can you.. please..
i will smile to you like what i did last year..
dont frens look at each other?
you dont even wanna care about it.
am i the only one who likes you?
i bet its a no..
should i try to seize every opportunity to talk to you,smile to you and whatever..?
the enthusiasm in me is gone..
cuz i am scared of being hurt.
i am scared.
of you.
so i've been backing out.
i am a coward.
maybe one day.. i would smile at you.. and i will see ..


just some stuff i feel like typing out..
why am i so pathetic?
yeah,i know everything changed.
maybe i should totally change how the way i behave.
i should change to say more things and not just shut up and say nothing.

every single day i feel like sleeping but i couldnt.
i feel like sleeping now but i just drank coffee milk tea with weely just now.
lol.
it was yr 2 PTM just now.
and i reached school at 745am
and we were supposed to meet at 730am
i was the usher at the foyer
and being the usher aint nice @.@
its a kinda boring job and wan eu came to see me at the beginning... then he zao.
lols,he damn funny :X
and yeah... after like around 8 plus plus... the guy named eugene tan rui lie came.
he was like umm.. loitering around the foyer .. and he was o.O
sitting there and looking around,lols,i dont know what he doing nia.
=.='''
he said he aint an usher.. and i dint care about him.. =.='''
lols,damn funny too.. hahhahahahhaa
and yeah,YIMING IS DAMN CUTE~
hahahhahaa,his whole family came lehh.. LOLS!!! in a taxi :D
i was like standing at the foyer then a taxi drove inside..
AND I SAW YIMING IN THE TAXI
he was like um-chio-ing..
and i was smiling damn BIG-LY to him =D
hahahhaa
damn cute :D
yeah,he was the first bravo guy i "received"
and i saw bryan too o.O with his dad..
and zhaoyuan too =D
yeah.. then umm some other peeps came and yeah..
lao ma came .. Lol.
damn funny :X
lols.
well well..
being an usher aint that bad .. when you get to see your frens with their family xD
but its damn boring after the parents all come to school liao..
then no more parents around.. so i went to look for the class ICs.
then was whole lot of blah blah blah ..
dont wanna elaborate.
hubert's mom is damn cute =D
hahaha.
she was speaking english+cantonese with hubert :D
COOL~~
the way hubert speaks cantonese is weird.. like his voice totally changed..~
woahhh.. xDD
cool~~ xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
yeah.. there was this time when i saw hubert's mom keep talking to him..
and hubert was like looking away ..
hahaha damn cute :X
omg... hubert and his mom sibei cute lorrrr :DDDD
and he was the only guy i saw with his parent.
yeahhh i saw jingfei's dad.
COOL~
HAHAHAHHAHA
tall people.. i remember jingfei telling me that his dad is damn tall.
and i saw jingfei's dad today and its true that he's tall..
and jingfei looks like his dad~~
AWWW MIENNN
damn cuteee lorr =D
others was normal normal..
and nicole's dad is damn strict.. o.O
haha.
that's all i can conclude..

my PTM is always lameeee shytzz
mr keith got nothing to say at all..
and he crapped about me being the cp..
AND MY DAD DONT KNOW I AM THE CP.. =.=''
god damn it.. wad the hell man... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
i told my mom and my dad dont know i am a cp.. =.=
and he asked me what's a chairman..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
its like almost 2 whole months and he dont know anything about me =.=
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
OKAY WHATEVER.
can see that my parents dont relli care about my school stuff yeah.. =.='''
they let me do whatever i want :P
and yeahhh ~~ =DD
let's continue..
mr keith said i should make full use of the diary.. and be more firm and not be influenced..
by peer pressure.. i should know what's right and what's wrong.
and i must do thing that benefits my frens for the long run..
i should not close two eyes and pretend i didnt see anything at all..
maybe i should try to relli do my job.
yes,you can hate me like what i did last year.. cuz i am damn n00b last year.. =.='''
i am damn sorry D; cuz i dint understand anything..
you can say that i am a backstabber,a n00b person who always report to teachers..
you can..
but i will know what's right...
3 times maximum that's what yang lao shi told us..
my dad was like asking mr keith damn loads of questions..
and mr keith kept saying no feedback =.=''
wadda?
and yeah,he said i should open up and make lots of frens..
yeah,i am trying to..
but some are just peeps who are totally.. DAO..
=.='''
yeah yeah.
i know i am some people who always keep to myself ..=.=
cuz i am born like that.
another thing about subject combi.
my dad is STRONGLY ENCOURAGING me to take triple science.
its like i am left with no choice,have to study physics.. okay shytzz =.='''
yang lao shi is STRONGLY ENCOURAGING ME to take bicultural studies.
and i have no interest .. in china studies and taking up 10 subjects ..
i am gonna DIE
and...
cuz my chinese is like totally shytzz when you compare with our dear china frens.
=.=''
but my dad says geog is a dead subject and it cant help in my future.
and he says that history is better than geog...
cuz its the way we look at things and the way we look at how people think =D
BUT
let's wait till the end of year exams.
if i get some shytzz grade..
then well done,wayne =D
i can live PEACEFULLY EVER AFTER.. and there'll definitely be less stress..
if u live fighting for the best for 2 whole years..
then.. i think i will die in the middle of the journey
there's a long way to go..
you never know ..
how i will do in the rest of the year.
maybe i just deprove and yeah..

maybe that's all for PTM..
and zhaoyuan... said "hi" to my mom =DD
OMG SO COOL LORRRR
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA =D=D
omg .. nice guys like him ~~ :D

bused to je INT with weely on bus 51..
and i slept for the whole journey..
damn damn tired like some shytzz..
lols,i was like saying "nonononononoo" to weely cuz she wanna take 51..
then weely is IRRESISTABLE.. so i went on 51 ...
went je drink bubble tea..
then zao home.

yeah and here i am blogging.
and i need do my homework.
SOBS
D;

and i needa do sth about it ..
cant continue like that.
i know i am stupid and lame.
and i know i am ignoring you or whatever.
D;
cuz i am scared of you already.
you're like a monster.. who will eat up my heart @.@
mien,if i dont have my heart i will die okay?
=.=''
smile~~
okay,i promise i will smile at you on monday =D
lols

now i shall do my homework cuz i got nth to chat with alvin..
=.=''
ps .. i am a boring person so idk what to talk about =.=

and yea..
i wont be blogging every single day ..
no time.
bai bai

6.51pm

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

=D

here i am
now
lols
blogging again..
shall keep this short and sweet

home econs..
I WILL MISS YOU MRS CHEW =D
ALL THE BEST FOR UR 10 WEEKS AT MOE =D
I WILL MISS YOU AND U ARE GOING TO BE MY BEST HOME ECONS TEACHER =D
GOOD LUCK MRS CHEWWW!!!!! =D

recess..
thanks laoma and nicole for talking to me..
yeah,there're alot of guys in the world..
D;

HCL..
discussed gong han with zhenghan and kaisong..
THANKS ZHENGHAN FOR WRITING THE GONG HAN FOR OUR GROUP =D
I LOVE ZHENGHAN~~~ =D
lols.. :X

Science.. was again.. all blur..
i made quite a number of mistakes in my paper..
and alvin,i am sorry yeah..
its my fault for not checking my work..
i am sorry D;

sexuality education for PDP..
must we be CLOSE FRENS to GO STEADY?
what's the definition of CLOSE?
does it mean that frens cant stead too?
well..
if we cant be close frens,then we shall be not so close then..
that was what mr keith said.
is that true?
i dont think so.
we dont need to be THAT CLOSE like we've known each other since kindergarten..
BLAHH..
whatever.

had some meeting in the library with mr keith,terence and zhangying..
meetings are always boring.
why must we point out who makes the noise in class?
if we're noisy,that means the whole class is noisy.
you point out those peeps.. who you THINK that are always making the noise..
what about the others who talked and yelled?
in my point of view,if one person makes the noise,everyone is responsible for it.
if not,what's called a class?
what's one for all and all for one?
we're noisy,we will all be noisy.
is there a need to even point them out?
well..
that's one thing i've never been happy about meetings.
if we make a mistake,we all are responsible for it.
we all cant blame on one person .. to bear all the things we all caused.
there are things that he dont know..
mr keith asked me this
"you cant say that its the whole class...dont tell me you're noisy,is _____ noisy too?"
that was what he asked.
yea,i know not the WHOLE CLASS is noisy..
but if a tch walks past and we're damn noisy..
would he/she pick out those making the noise?
no..the tch will look at us as a whole..
cuz we're a class..
maybe what i think is just different..
maybe one for all and all for one doesnt apply to this TO YOU..
but TO ME.. one for all,all for one.. is what i believe in okay?

my table partner is getting on my nerves again.
i shant ELABORATE further..
he thinks i am some bloody genius .. who knows everything in the world..
"YOU DONT KNOW MEH?"
and i replied "DO U THINK I KNOW?DO I LOOK LIKE I KNOW?"
that tone was so insulting.

can u all just stop all ur thinking that i would do well?
that i would score good grades?
that i would always always know everything you ask me?
that i would always always know the answers to everything?
I AM JUST LIKE YOU.
you cant expect me to get everything correct.
isnt it normal to make mistakes and learn from them and forever remember them?

very well..
after the meeting,had lunch and then went to chloe's house to do project..
whole thing was screwed up..
and i dint wanna bother anymore..
i dont know what to do..
i dont know how to solve the problem..
cuz i am not always the one who can think of a solution..
well...
after all that crapping and whatever..
its time to go home
listened to hanee talking to her mom/dad thru the phone in korean language~
OMG ITS DAMN COOL OKAY? =D
ahh,hanee is so cute :DD
xDD
AHHAHAHA speaking korean language is so cool xDD
hahahaha..
so later bid goodbye then laoma and i went off =D
took 183 to clementi.. which was so scary.. :X
cuz someone kenna knocked down yesterday.. O.O
DONT TALK ABOUT IT LEHH~~
veryyyyy scaryyy sehhhhh ~~~ :X
then we both crap like siao lor..
but damn tired..
we crap and crap non-stop and then we talked abit about march camp..
lolss..
hahahhahaha
very funn to crap with lao ma =D
hahahahhahaa,she is damn damn hyper nowadays~~ AND I LOVE IT MAN
:D:D:D:D:D HAHAHAHHAHAHA
OMG LAO MA I LOVE YOU~~ <3<3<3<3<3<3
DDDDDDDDD
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
wahahahaa
:DDDDD
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
yeah,when we reach bl,we went MR BEAN to buy the cheeze circle circle thing to eat =D
WAHAHHAHA DAMN NICE~~
laoma last time say its damn ex but now she say worth it,cuz damn nice~~
WAHAHHAHAHAHA
SO COOL YEAHH~~
my recommendation not bad right ?? =D
HAHAHAHAHHA
OMG~~ I LOVE LAOMA LIKE SIAOO OKAY?? =D
=D
then we took 242 home..
damn tired like siaoo.
LOLS~
and i told laoma some secret.. o.O
about po*n..
OMG LAO MA DONT TELL ANYONE :X
lols.
:P
hahahahhaa.
damn funny.
and yeah..later have to bid goodbye le D;
awww..
SOBS

and yeah.
here's my day
I NEEDA CHIONG MY READ AND WRITE ASG..
okay..
todae i am going to sleep at 12 again..
and i am already damn tired..
I NEED SLEEP TO HAVE BETTER MOOD IN THE DAY..
AWWWWW..
okay
bai bai my dears =D

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

tired

i am physically and mentally tired todae.
and i've got no time to blog.

shocked to see zhengzhang boarding 97 o.O
but i am happy thou =D
a happy day with a sleep on the bus + get to see zhengzhang :D
yaye~ xDD

school and lessons were okay..
2e has been damn nice to me and terence =D
thanks my darlings,love you all man :D

pe was 2.4km....
guess what.
my timing is 15.05..
that was simply fantastic..
last year my fastest timing was just 15.17..
w0w
shall continue to work hard..
maybe i could reach a 14 next year ehh =D
but still... my standing board jump is screwed
okay whatever.

science was very blur..
i dint understand anything man,but i think forget it.
science is just.. not one of my best subjects.. so com'on forget it okay ..

history .. i was dozing off.
i was seriously damn tired okay?
then i close my eyes sleep and my head was kinda dangling ..
suddenly my head dont know what happen,got a jerk then i woke up..
sighs

hcl,lang arts,maths..
as usual.
nth much

cca..
was simply emo at first..
cuz CSM QiaoWei talked to us.. about march camp..
those memories..
my throat was stuck and i cant bear to cry again.
staying strong as an individual..
staying bonded as a platoon,a company..
in the end.. you've got to do everything yourself,you must rely on yourself but nobody else
you can only trust yourself,self-independence...
you cant possibly always rely on others,what if they're gone?
bravo.. is a company..
is there a need to split ourselves up into bravo 1 and bravo 2?
i know bravo 2 is good..
doesnt mean that.. our platoons in march camp mean everything right?
yea,i know bravo 2 is good..
bravo 1 is good too..
what's one for all and all for one?
bravo 2 rocks..
what about the whole bravo company?
we live as a company.. we live as bravo.. didnt we?
i wasnt sad cuz of my boy eating with his cca mates ..
just some face i saw.. i wasnt relli pleased.
i am sorry my girls .. D;
i need think thru that,cuz i got not enuf sleep too..
=D
CLP QianHui talked to us too..
about not losing ourselves
we aint supposed to laugh.. or even smile in a file..
what are we doing now?
laughing and laughing when we're not given permission to..
it wasnt like that last year,where did our discipline go?
ncc isnt about laughing and giggling when its time to be serious i remembered ..
what our lovely seniors drilled in us..

ah,i am just too tired to think..

slept on the bus to je.
it was so "omg" when i reached the place outside popular..
it was zhengzhang and hubert with their bubble tea again..
so we decided to talk crap and yeah.. stay there =D
there was jamie,geok,jasmine and me :D
lols.
crapping non-stop and being sick..
haha.
i got no time so shant elaborate..

today..
it started with him and ended with him
it's a pleasure to me but it doesnt seem like one to him..
dint even bother..
well i guess it's just some sort of normal thing to do
to someone who you dont like ..
to someone..
who you stabbed twice in the heart
and it doesnt matter to me =D
as long as i see him..
i am high.
but too tired to even think about this.

staying strong as an individual
dont always beat ourselves down..
i am relli relli tired..

goodbye and i needa do my homework.
and i have no life today.


10.42
no time to blog

Monday, March 23, 2009

no time

TODAE NO TIME TO BLOG
all i could say is LAO MA I LOVE YOU MAN

TODAE IS A DAMN HAPPY DAY WITH LAO MA ;D
hahahaha

AND YEA CAN U GUYS STOP SCARING ME...
AND MAKING MY HEART POP OUT..
omggg..
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN U GUYS ARE RELLI SAD D;
AWWWWW MIENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

hey buddy,dont scare me please,just reply.. D;
sobs..
ahh,what to do when guys are sad?
i've never successfully made a guy happy when they're sad.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay.
no time for crap.

omg,i love you laoma =D
AND WHEN CAN U SEND ME THAT PHOTO ?? =D
lols... i am SERIOUSLY DAMN DESPOOOOOO... ahHHHHHHHHHH...

shytzz..
if what i am doing now is going to get me a third stab in my heart..
then i'd rather die..
am i like a kind of bug that could bite and never let go of you?
if u seriously want me to totally let go,it's almost impossible..
if i am just a normal friend to you..
is there even a need for either one of us to look down to the ground?

OKAY
I SHALL STOP MY CRAP.
i had enuf of that boy.
i am GOING TO DO MY CHEM AND MACBETH HOMEWORK NOW.
shytzz
alvin,mind playing kirby with me todae too? =D


9.57

NO TIME TO BLOG

Sunday, March 22, 2009

no time

no time to blog.
so i shall just reply tags okay?

i needa chiong my la speech out ...
@.@
AND I JUST REMEMBER NEED TO DO ASIAN GEOG..
and just now received zhengzhang's sms to bring some bill list or whatever for tmr's HCL lesson
omg lor..
@.@
sighs
gotta chiong now


bernice:
haha,neh mind :D
=D agree,yeah,friday relli own =D

geok:
lols..
i relli relli relli despo over my phone yeah? =D

hasee:
blah..
hasee you hurt my heart D;
aww..
my posts are long but ez to read :P
hahahaha


okay
byebye peeps...
=D

tmr i am going to sweeten my eyes...
make sure you're in school,boy =D
yeah,it shall be the day i make up my mind too =D
cant let go of him..
yeah right,i am unwanted but who cares ..

:D

WAHAHHAHHAHA
TODAE I AM DEAD
SERIOUSLY DEAD MAN
=.=''
oh mienn
TODAE I GG TO SPAM HOMEWORK~~~

and i tell you this mienn
I HAVENT EVEN START WRITING MY HISTORY!~
I was downloading the latest msn..
then now
I AM BLOGGING
OMG @.@
sighs
yeah,this's me :D
no point chionging homework when its time to have fun yeaa
DOING HOMEWORK IS SUCKIE =.=''
LOLS
I HATE HOMEWORK!!!
at least i added LIFE to my life =.=''
my boring life..
ZzzZzZZ
MY LIFE IS BORING~~
but i am not into that idea that i live to die o.O

yesterday night
I WAS CHATTING WITH HANYU AND THAT DAMN MSN BROKE DOWN
cuz i was installing sth =.=''
OMGGG
SHYTZZ
SORRY HANYU!!!
I AM DAMN DAMN SORRY HANYU D;
SOBS..
and yea..
i asked him THAT question
and he said "no.persevere lor."
hmm..
i got the feeling that whatever hanyu says weigh so much more than what others say..
including MY say..
see,hanyu is respected and loved <3<3
hahaha.
I love you hanyu :D
<3<3<3
so,settled ehh?
IF I GG TO DIE ONE DAY..
HANYU SHALL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR IT :D
LOLSS!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

and yea..
i asked him if we live to die..
he sent me this thing below..
IN CHINESE~~
AND I LOVE IT LIKE HELL MIENN :D:D:D:D

"既然活着,就一定要活的轰轰烈烈,死,到时顺气自然"

so yea..
peeps..
we dont live to die okay?
:D
this is his and my point of view.
since life's so meaningless to some of us..
THEN WHY ARE U STILL LIVING HUH?
=.='''
....
sorry if i've offended you lahh
but right.
we LIVE,not EXIST
why not just AT LEAST DO STH IN UR LIFE
and not just live to die :D
we must live as if there's no tomorrow
but why are some of us still living as if there's damn loads of tomorrows =.=''
oh yea
for your info.
i am just randomly crapping here
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

oh damn it boy.
BUT THERE'S NO CHINESE HOMEWORK :D
but i bet yang lao shi gonna FLOOD US with HOMEWORK after we return to school =.=''
SHYTZZ
YANG LAO SHI!!!!! :D:D:D:D
lols,HE CALLED MY MOM AND SAY DONT WANNA MEET ME AGAIN!!! D;
SOBS.. sure got nth to say then dont wanna meet one lor.. =.=''
FROM p1 till now.
EVERY TIME MEET TEACHERS SESSION..
teachers got nth to say =.=''
then they squeeze out sth like i am attentive in class =.=''
when i slept in class.. umm.. that was in p5 @.@
LOLS..
Mdm Fang :D:D oh miennn,i miss her like hell okay? D;
I MISS MRS CHAK TOO :D:D:D:D:D
yeah yeah,i am a "GOOD" student =.=
whatever.
but they say i am not taking initiative to ask questions and answer questions =.=''
yeah,think this should be the problem bah..
HOW AM I GOING TO ANSWER QUESTIONS WHEN I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER?
lols,sometimes i got it but dont wanna answer :33
that's what all of us do right?
so this's called "ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE"
i just wanna be part of you guys.
nothing else okay? :D
AND YEAHH CRAPP MIENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN =.='''

I NEEDA FINISH ALL THE BELOW BY TODAE =.=''
-history exercise 5 (okay,i dragged this for 4 days alr =.=''')
-LA speech on how sports united people in singapore (oh lols,common topic YOG @.@)

lols.
very little leh o.O
omg..
i've slacking and at the same time doing my homework~!
FANTASTIC =.=''
oh yea

that read and write asg right..
is pass up on friday..
alvin reminded me that de lor..
:D
hahaha
if not i gg to do that damn read and write asg BLINDLY =.=''
okay..
i gg to read thru it todae okay?
then i'll do it when I AM FREE BEFORE FRIDAY :D
that's the way of doing shytzz homework =.=

OH SHYTZZ
MY MOM IS HOME
LATER I BLOG AGAIN =.=''
SHYTZZ
SHE GG SCOLD ME FOR USING COM SO EARLY AGAINN
WAIT WAIT WAIT

TTYL :D

Saturday, March 21, 2009

SHEESH

OMG
MY DAD UNSCREWED MY PHONE
OMG THANKS MY AH PA
HAHAHHAHAHA
SO COOL LOR!!!
:D:D:D:D
AND LETS HOPE MY PHONE DOESNT GET SCREWEDDD AGAIN!!!
WAHAHHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAA

AND I GOT THE MSG FROM FELICIA THAT WE ALL DONT NEED DO MACBETH!!!
WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA :D
NO MACBETH!!! :D
BUT STILL NEED THE ASIAN GEOG THING~~
LOLS NEH MIND NEH MIND
JUST STOP BUGGING ME WITH SHAKESPEARE CAN LIAO LAAA =.='''

OMGGG
DAMN THAT STUPID GOOGLE WEB
JUST NOW I 7++PM GO AND BLOG
THEN CANNOT BLOG
WTF
THEN THEY BLOCK MY ACCESS TO BLOGGER
SAY MY COMPUTER GOT VIRUS =.=''
then right
i go SCAN MY WHOLE COMPUTER
not even a single threat found..
=.='''
zZZzzz
THEN NOW I CAN BLOG FINALLY
WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

OMG PLEASE MY PHONE DONT GET SCREWED PLEASEEEE
HAHHAHA

THANKS ALOT GEOK FOR HELPING ME RECOVER ALL MY NCC CONTACTS~~

I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL GEOK~

I LOVE YOU DAMN DAMN LOADS MY DEAR~~ :D

MUACKSSS~~ LOTS OF LOVE~~~ <3<3<3

YOU'RE LOVED HUIGEOK :D:D:D

MUACKSSS

:3:3:3:3:3:33333

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA :D


hahaha :D
BE HONOURED HUIGEOK~
I LOVE YOU <3<3<3
:D:D:D:D
and hope you love me too ~~ :D
hahahha xDD

then right..
MY MOM MADE ROTI PRATA HOT DOGS
LOLSS
HAHAHHAHAHA
nononoono...
its hot dog wrapped inside roti prata..
then ITS DAMN DAMN NICE LORR
hahhahaha
but she put too much mayonaise..
@.@
then i squeeze all the fat out..
@.@
omg lor... @.@
lucky i look what's inside the prata first..
if not right.. lols..
hahahhahaa
BUT ITS DAMN DAMN NICE~~
ask ur mama try too :D

go buy roti prata and umm..
pan fry it..
then put sausage inside..
buy cheeze sausage DAMN SHIOK :D
then u fry the prata until its golden brown~ :D
then u put the sausage inside and put whatever sauce you want..
then u wrap the sausage + sauce + veggie(if u like them :D) up.
then SERVE WARM :D
WAHHAHAHAH
DAMN SHIOK~
why not try it urself ~~ :D
AFTER MANY FANTASTIC HOME ECONS LESSONS WITH MRS CHEW OR MRS TAN~~:D
HAHAHAHHAHA
LOLS~~
:P
if u havent ~ then u WILL enjoy ALL home econs lessons :D
TRUST ME MAN :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA

OKAY SHYT
i am going to finish up my history =.=
damn lor
todae i wake up at 2..
then go out until 6 then come back home and SLACK.. =.=
until now then do hw..
LOLS
tmr i gg to CHIONG MY LANG ARTS SPEECH AND ASIAN GEOG~~
LOLSS
DIE DIE DIE DIE

and yea..
regarding that thing right..
let me decide after school reopens okay?
my heart tells me not to give up so easily.
but my brain keeps telling me to give it up.
i always follow my heart :D
same goes to last year and this year..
i know what i should do and what i should say.
come on,be a man,do the right thing..
:D
stephanie inspired alot of us in 2e :D
hahaha :D

its 9.44 now
bai bai~ :D

!!!!!!!!!!!!

WALAU !!! MY PHONE IS SCREWED!!
I WAS SMS-ING KEN THEN IT AUTO-SHUT DOWN...
KAOZSX =.='''
STUPID LORRR
WAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY PHONE IS SCREWED!!!! =.=''
but this time NOT MY FAULT OKAY?
IS THAT STUPID PHONE GOT PROBLEM AT THE BEGINNING LIAO DE LOR..
IDIOT PHONE @.@
last time geok's phone also like that... =.='''
what the hell is wrong with phones todae lor..
=.=''
ZzZzZZZZzzzzzZZz...
NOW I CANT EVEN GET MY PHONE TO START!!!! =.=''
SHYTZZ
I GOING TO LOSE ALL MY MESSAGES AND CONTACTS AGAIN!!!!!!!!
SHYTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
okay.. let me think..
i just needa get ken's number.. alvin's number.. yijin's number.. hanee's number..
and hanyu's number,jingfei's number.. runzhong's number... terence's number too...
hubert's number.. zhengzhang's number... others i think i saved it in my memory card..
YEA!! SHYTZZ =.='''
DAMN PHONEE!!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID LA AUTO SHUT DOWN FOR WHATT??!!!! >:(
ARGH!!
WHAT THE HELL IS ITS PROBLEMMMMM LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHYTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
DAMN PHONEEE!!
COME ON BE A MAN AND GET YOURSELF WORKING MAN...
=.='''
actually i knew its gonna be screwed when that damn phone starts to disconnect..
when i am talking through the phone.. with my mom EVERY SINGLE TIME I CALL HER..
eff that phone man
Lols.
now it's off so i cant eff it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STUPID PHONE
MY SCREWED PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW I CANT SMS ANYMOREE!!!!
IF I GOING TO LOSE THOSE PICS IN MY PHONE MEMORY..
I AM GONNA BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL AND DIE ..


LAOMA!!!!!!!!!! SEND ME THE PHOTO AGAIN PLEASE~~ :D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SHYTZZ LOR LAST TIME I NEVER TRANSFER TO MY MEMORY CARD...
LAO MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE,I BEG YOU .. SEND ME THE PICTURE AGAIN
WHEN I GET THAT DAMN PHONE UNSCREWED..
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
you want me terima kasih to you also can.. D;
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CANT LOSE THAT PICTURE!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!
HOLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY PHONE IS SCREWED UP AGAIN
DAMN IT
ELECTRONIC DEVICES NOWADAYS ARE SERIOUSLY DAMN STUPIDDDDDD =.='''
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I GOT MY COM SCREWED FOR 4 TIMES SINCE I STARTED USING IT..
and I LOST ALL MY FILES AND ALL MY PICTURES AND ALL MY PHOTOS
DAMN IT..
=.='''
I SCREWED BOTH MY PHONESSSSS!!!
I CRASHED MY WHITE PHONE ..
AND NOW MY MOM'S BLACK PHONE SHE PASSED TO ME IS SCREWED!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STUPID STUPID STUPIDD!!!
MY PHONE IS SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE MY MESSAGES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

DAMN!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

MY PHONE IS SCREWEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

MY PHONE IS
SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOTIC PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY PHONE IS SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Friday, March 20, 2009

reply tags

HAHA
here i shall reply my tags :D
got the urge of crying just now..
COM'ON DONT MAKE ME CRY..
D;
i will follow my heart this time round :)

samuel:
haha,thanks for the tag and i linked you :D

alvin:
lols,thanks for ur tag :D
hahahaha :D
yea,i suck and i rock @.@
LOLS :P

fake wayne:
ehh,who are you sia .. lols :X

ken:
haha,thanks yea.. :D
i will always cheer up after i get stressed .. LOLS
what crap i talking :P
but still thanks loads :D

bernice:
haha,thanks for your tag :D
i will cheer up de,dont worry :D
hahahhaa
i linked you !! :D
heh heh~~ :D

steph:
:) thanks steph :D
mien mien mien..
D;
thanks loads yea..
i am speechless le lor..
awww...
D;


here..
I NEEDA SLEEP NOW
MY MOM GONNA KILL ME LIAO
sucks man =.=
ZZZZZZZ

BAI BAI LA..
sheesh lor..
yesterday i use com until like after midnight @.@
then todae she angry liao..
LOLS
nehmind nehmind~~:P
HAHHAHAHAHA


okay lah
baibai man


time out: 12.00am HAHHAHA VERY ZHUN RIGHT HAHAHHAHA

:D...

Blahh..
todae is a very very nice day
had lots of fun.. lots of laughter and crapping..
but just things are bugging me..
questions are just wandering in my head.
i cant find any answers to them.
cuz i am the one who can make the decision.
it doesnt matter what others think.. i must find what's the best for me..
cuz it's my life..

"do i really wanna give up my job as a chair?"
"did they chose me cuz i am just a random person they like?"

sighs.
this post may be offensive.
but please dont take it to heart.
i am NOT targetting or insulting anyone here okay?

todae..
like i said.
went je library with ken,alvin,weining and bernice :D
bernice not from 2e :D she's from 2J :D
lols.
just crapped alot alot alot..
then i just stoned.
cuz i dint know what to do ..
i was reading shui pu zhuan and i got no idea what i read..
i think i was just simply reading for the sake of reading..
and yea..
ALVIN ROCK :D
hahahhaha
"alvin,i love you"
O.o
lols,ken forced bernice to say this :P
okay,com'on let's go back ..
umm..
to this moment when alvin came around 1.30++pm..
he was in black.. :D
everything black with a suitcase or whatever case you call it.
he has his laptop and alvin looked damn cool
omg ... O.O
that's ALVIN~~~ hahahhahaaha :D
see lah... my yan guang very good one okay?
alvin wasnt actually talking at first... o.O
and he played spiderman on his phone..
saving people with falling tables..
Lols..
after that ken came down .. then we went to eat.
crapped and talked..
and ken is a damn nice person :D
lol,he go buy tissue paper from the old old auntie ... mienn lor..
sighs.. this type of guy is first time i meet de okay?
but i aint interested :P
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
NO OFFENCE~~ but still ken's a nice guy :D
hahahaha :D
and he just kinda brought up the chairperson thing..
sighs..

blah.
i needa start the discussion now.
here.
and i have been thinking about it.
since the second ken mentioned it to me.
"do i really wanna give up my job as a chair?"
"did they chose me cuz i am just a random person they like?"
"do they still trust me now?"
"do they still like me now?"

giving it up is a choice.
like terence's pm.. since it's so hard to bear,why not just give it?
but the question is .. do i relli wanna give up?
it's march..

i wanna give up.. it's not too late.
just before the investiture.. it's not too late.
if i give it up.
i will have freedom.
and i dont need to worry about so many things.
if the class gets the homework from teachers.
if the class hands up their homework.
if i am tearing the class up into pieces and not bonding them instead.
if i am responsible for anything the class did.
if i am responsible to shout at the class to call them to shut up.
if i am responsible to make them line up in twos and move as a class.
.
.
.
.
.
hmm.. cant think of anything else right now.
but i am sure there're more yea?
i dont need to worry about how others look at me if i give it up.
they will not call me "eh,chairperson"
they will call me by my name.. hanyu will call me "da ma" :)
like how he did last year..
it doesnt feel good for ur frens to call you "chairperson" here and "chairperson" there
so what if you're the chairperson?
then if you're the chairperson,you cant anyhow fool around anymore..
just cuz you're the chairperson,people will always stare at you..
just cuz you're the chairperson,you cant afford to make any mistakes..
just cuz you're the chairperon,you are expected to do everything well...
just cuz you're the chairperson,you are responsible for everything..
just cuz you're the chairperson,you must bear whatever shyt others give you..
.
.
.
just cuz you're the chairperson..
hey,i am complaining okay?
I AM COMPLAINING.
find me a nuisance please.
cuz i am actually complaining when others aint doing the same..
i am a n00b.
i am a fool.
i am just a dumb person.
since i am so stressed cuz i am the chairperson..
why not just give up and be a HAPPY normal person?
since that day,i aint happy at all..
sighs...

i dint even have the time to love someone..
someone i used to look at every single day..
someone i used to say hi and bye to every single day..
someone i used to smile at every single day ..
someone i used to admire every single day..
someone who used to be my eye candy and i would never feel unhappy with him around..
i neglected that feeling of trying to love someone..
who doesnt love like me ..
hanyu said this to me.. "find someone who likes you then :)"
hard.
it's almost impossible...
D;
he likes some other girl and i still acting like a fool..
this are some personal views okay?
i am still who i am.

but looking into that boy's eyes makes me feel so cool :)
i dont even have the time to look at guys..
guys... i always went crazy over them...
that's past tense.
HOLY~!
how can a chair who doesnt love her class be a chair?
what a joke...
i tried to love them but i realise i cant..
how can i love them as a whole when there are grey sheeps.
please infer from the 2 words "grey sheeps"
lols.there aint a thing called sheeps in the world =.='''

sighs
they say i am nice.
just 1 word -nice.
they voted for me @.@
i think i brain washed them or what last year...
i am feeling damn damn guilty okay?
they must have regretted voting for me.

trust me.
most of the peeps regretted it.
com'on just look at their faces then you'll know =.='''
and they dont trust me anymore.
so everything's pointless.
cuz they dont trust you,they dont listen to you.
cuz they just think that u are some shyt shouting like a mad bit*h
sorry for insulting myself.
=.=''
i am being stupid again..

another view is that its a challenge.
why should i give up so easily?
:D

lols.
this is damn positive nia.
resilience shytzz @.@
sighs.
since it's difficult.
why not think of ways to make it easier?
giving up isnt my style of living anyway.
:D
despite all those limits and troubles.
i can try to balance them out and listen to more advice from my frens..
and maybe i can talk to some SENSIBLE people about it too :D
this is sibei positive nia..
lols.
i dont know seriously.
but this side of the whole thing actually has a greater percentage.
i dont relli wanna give it up @.@
awww..
shytzz lor.
am i really complaining too much?
lols.
enduring but complaining isnt a nice thing.. D;
let me think about it more okay?
i am always complaining.
i am acting like a SINGAPOREAN.. =.=''
oh shytzz.
maybe things will get better.. :)
and i will talk MORE to TERENCE...
hopefully he dont act cool and dao me like some shytzz =.='''
okay.. communication HELPS alot okay? :D

LET ME THINK ...
argh.. =.=''
maybe i should act like someone who dont need to bear all the responsibilities.
cuz there's terence around too~! ... @.@
i am being lamee..
okay ... come on let's get back to je library :D
lols

and yea..
after eating.. we went back to the library..
alvin was playing spiderman .. on his phone lols..
then a whole lot of crap happened lor..
got this event or incident or whatever that PeiHao came down to look for Bernice..
then they wenta hide or sth liddat..
lols..
to be true..
the time at the library was RELLI BORING until we started playing games..
alvin asked this "is it fun to do homework?"
the answer is no =.=''
....
tired of doing my stuff so i go throw everything at the side... lols.
Alvin played POKEMON on his laptop :D
wahahhahaha,he said he caught MEW 2 @.@~~~
using a cheat code..
lols.
it sounded like "chikot" then i thought it was some BIRD POKEMON @.@
ZZzZzzZzzZ..
then Ken played Naruto.. which was transformed from little fighter 2... =.='''
Lols.
and Sakura's skills ARE SO COOL...!!!!
hahahahaha :D
then yea.. weining needa go le..
so yea..
then crap more more more...
we talked about more personal stuffs .. lols..
:D
and i was a noob guesser @.@
some rather shocking news~ :D
it's a happy thing okay?
its not VERY SHOCKING in that sense :D
but still~~
i got only 30% suspect there's such a possibility only lor..
hahahahhaa
THAT WAS RELLI COOL OKAY?
hahahaha :D
and Alvin's charger IS SCREWED..
ahhh and alvin gonna cry already...
we crapped damn loads and i was like so hyper ~~ :D
lolss..
hahahha
after finish crapping..
alvin,ken and bernice + me wenta imm to have dinner :D

AND ALVIN IS DAMN COOL .. :D
lols.
and dont you think alvin is damn shuai too?
:D
haha
ALVIN IS ADORABLE~~ :P
adorable is cute + shuai okay? :D
i am praising alvin :P
hahhahaa
be honoured alvin xD
cant bring myself to say "i love you alvin" infront of him @.@
LOLS
i am being damn stupid okay?
=.=''
and i aint as open minded as ken :P
hahhahaha
ken is seriously MAD..
and insane..
Lols~!
he went onto the road and walk on it as if it's his father's road lor.
LOLS!!
and its damn damn funny..
walk walk walk then see car come and immediately fly to the side.
VERY DANGEROUS OKAY?
but its damn damn funny..
the rest of us were like laughing like mad
hahahhahaha
lols
and we chat about the topic we were chatting about.. :D
hahahaha
THAT HAPPY THING~~
chat chat chat then we go imm burger king eat burger..
lols.
and alvin is damn damn cute :D
okay wait man.
i think i am starting to look at guys again~~ :D
and i think ken is shuai okay~ :D
and KEN IS A DAMN NICE PERSON~ :D
bernice also damn nice okay?
hahaha,although i just know her for less than 24 hours.. :D
she's damn damn nice lor :D hahahhahahaha :D
hahaha
THIS MARCH HOLIDAY ROCK EXCEPT FOR BLOODY HOMEWORK :D
HAHAHAHHAHAA
i feel so relaxed without going into class and getting a whole day full of shytzz in my brain :D
you know shytzz is a nice word?
:D
hahahhahaha
i love typing shytzz i dont know why :P
:D:D:D:D:D
feel so happy typing it..
O.o
okay,i am stupid @.@
i am n00b..
whatever~~
shytzz :D
i miss zhengzhang :D
oops.. shh... did anyone see this line?? @.@
hahaha
alvin is damn damn cute ..
mienn..
it was such a long time since i had a good look at alvin :D
his eyes are like x.x
they're cute..
:D
i love hanyu's eyes the most.. cuz it gives you the passion ..
there's hope and there's this never-die feeling in hanyu's eyes :D
COOL!!!
I LOVE HANYU'S EYES~
and of cuz i love hanyu too :D
hahahhaha
sheesh man.
i love alvin too :D
i love ken too :D
i love bernice too :D
and yea.. i love zhengzhang too :D

so yea..
we were eating burger~~:D
and crapped a little..
after that went to daiso ..
ken wanted to buy HONEY la bi xiao xin biscuits~ :P
but in the end he bought candy drops :D
lols!!
what happened after that was SIMPLY CRAZY
!!!!
LOLS!!!
had DAMN DAMN DAMN LOADS OF FUN AND LAUGHING LIKE SIAOOOO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
we went outside..
to the water playground..
LITTLE KIDDIES ARE PLAYING WITH WATER THERE..
and the 4 of us..
went there to mess around with them...
LOLSSS
AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
we're all afraid of getting wet but have the urge to go and play water :D
lolsss..
then ken was like damn damn crazy...
LOLSS!!!
he go take off his slippers and thru it into the water playground with loads of water there.
Lolsss
then he go take rope from his bag.. and tried to get them back @.@
LOLSS!!!
alvin was like laughing until he almost choked.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA
Lols..
bernice was like laughing and laughing non stop..
and i was umm .. @.@ but laughing too @.@
it's damn damn funny lorrr
hahahhahahahhahaa
LOLSS
then got the "water break" time
when all the water stop coming out from the metal pipes..
then ken go walk around the pipes..
later the water suddenly gush out then he run away like o.o
LOLSSS
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
LOL!!!!!
ITS DAMN DAMN FUNNY LIKE SIAO LORRRR
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
we crapped alot at the water playground there doing childish stuff~
yea.. like what ken said.. we're young by heart..
AND HE STOLE ALVIN'S SENTENCE ... LOLS
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA :D
hmm..
we played and played like siao.
LOLS
hahahhaha
had damn damn damn loads of fun :D
then we walked to je station there..
lols.
the 3 other peeps went to joo koon O.O
haha.
then i waved goodbye.. :D

todae..
talked about relli random topics like ERH HEM
hair.. in the toilet..
THAT WAS DAMN SICK OKAY?
LOLS
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA :P
then we talked about personal feelings and all that..
HAHAHHAHHA lols~~
nice one peeps~
love you all like siao :D

the below are my relli relli inner words
i've never imagined that i've got this day to go for such outings :)
i love that man.. :D
and i've never imagined i could ever go for some outings with alvin.. NOT ALONE @.@
lols.
I AM BEING LAMEE LA..
but right..
alvin... :D
i've never ever thought of that..
and i dint screw today up :D
yaye~!
haha
:D

ITS A DAMN FUNNY AND NICE DAY~~~!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
and i am SCREWED cuz my homework not done
shytzz like siao
dammit man.
later I DIE DIE DIE DIE ALSO MUST FINISH MY HISTORY!!!
AND MY 10 CHAPTERS OF SHUI PU ZHUAN!!!
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE~~~
HAHAHHAHAHAHAA
slacking is a nice thing to do
CUZ HOMEWORK SUCKS
:P
shytzz
i dont wanna do my macbeth ws or whatever crap lor..
I DONT KNOW WHAT SHAKESPEARE IS WRITING MIEN..
awww miennn....
SOBS..
English literature is like torturing me with alien language~
lols.
hahahhahahha

alright~!!
:D
THANKS TO THE PEEPS BELOW AGAIN!!! :D:D:D

-ken
-alvin
-bernice
-weining

:D
THANKS TO ALL FOUR
LOVE YOU PEEPS LIKE HELL :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
:D:D:D:D
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

haha.
jingfei is just a random person :D
just a random rumour..
:D
COME ON BE A MAN~
DO THE RIGHT THING :D

i love yesterday.
i love todae..
:D

and yea..
ALVIN ROCK.
ALVIN'S ADORABLE :D:D
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
omg,i love alvin :D
shytzz :D
last time i said "i love you" to Louis... hahaha and he was like tio stunned.
hahahhahaha
damn funny :P
that was a forfeit :P
CUZ I LOST TO LAOMA'S BET
that i will get into fit for life.
okay.
sheesh~~
i must go run 2.4 every single morning from now on mienn..
and do alot alot alot alot of inclinded pull ups..
then must stretch like siao and then must do alot alot alot alot sit ups :D
then must keep jumping jumping jumping like siao..
AHHH!!!!
I WANT A GOLD FOR NAPFA AGAIN THIS YEAR
cuz i wanna show HER that FAT PEOPLE LIKE ME can ALSO GET A GOLD FOR NAPFA.
and i wanna show mr keith that too.. cuz he thought i failed my napfa last year...

YEAAA
YANG LAO SHI CALLED MY MOM IN THE AFTERNOON..
HE SAID HE DIDNT WANNA MEET MY PARENTS AGAIN!!!
AND HE ASKED ME TO TAKE UP BICULTURAL STUDIES..
oh crap..
i think forget it man..
SIGHS..
I DONT WANNA BE IN CLASS 3B...
@.@
sighs.
CHOOSING SUBJ. COMBI. IS LIKE CHOOSING UR HUSBAND =.=''
HAHHAHAHA
what a lameee description @.@

LOLSSSS
HAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAA
GEOK KEEPS SAYING I GOT MOOD SWING~~!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
BUT RIGHT.
THIS IS ME~~
I AM NORMAL DURING THE HOLIDAYS OKAY??
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA :D

i had a damn damn nice day :D
hahahhaha.
and yea.
thanks to ken for calling alvin out.. :D

todae..
i met 2 new frens too :D
weining and bernice! :D
yaye~
i shall go now..

later i chiong my history..
:D

okay..
now i zao le
bai bai :D

:D

lols
:D:D:D:D
some random post
now i am in je lib o.O
with 4 other peepos :D

-ken
-alvin
-weining
-bernice

hmmm...
homework then just forget bout it bahh
SIANZXSSSS
@.@
just some crapping here and there
then ummm..
hmmm
later going dinner? o.O
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

@.@
shui pu zhuan is boring..
sobs sobs sobs
@.@

now what i gg to say
@.@
one question
do i relli wanna be a chairperson??? @.@
let me think bout it okay??
is it fun for me to be a chairperson
who got communication problems
and one person who is only being described by the class with just 1 word - nice
i am just a nice person that peeps like @.@
thats sad ... =.=''

lol
this's ken's computer :P
@.@
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

let me think bout it..
seriously need alot alot alot of thinking
limits
@.@
BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i am going liao
bai bai mienn
shytzz

@.@
no idea wadda do now ..
crapping here ...

miennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
blah

i going le
byebye
:D

124

just cant leave my hands off the com @.@
IT'S GOING TO BE 1AM NOW.. @.@
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

**YAWN**

tmr shall be my second homework session..
HOPE I GET EVERYTHING DONE..

aim for tmr
-history ex 5 done
-history unit 2 ws done
-read SHUI PU ZHUAN until CHAP 7
-finish ALL LANG ARTS worksheets

and when i get back home before evening..

-eat
-on com
-do read and write asg

and i shall leave my LA speech asg till sat and sun
+
geog project
+
geog oral presentation preparation
+
chem oral presentation preparation

Lols.
i hope i can do that.
NOW I AM GOING TO READ SHUI PU ZHUAN

then i zao sleep okay?
baibai :D

Thursday, March 19, 2009

sharks

AHHH DIE DIE DIE!!!
i just posted on my stupid eportfolio @.@
okay.
I WILL FORGET ABOUT THAT STUPID EPORTFOLIO ASG I DINT DO.. =.='''
forget it man..
i will have ALOT more first times in my life
there's no point NOT to make mistakes :D
cuz it's way too boring..~~
BLAHHH
hahhahaha :D

then.. umm..
WAIT
THERE ARE THINGS I DIE DIE DIE ALSO MUST DIE DIE FINISH..
hahhahaha

#1.READ SHUI PU ZHUAN CHAP. 3
#2.COMPLETE MY MATHS ASG 3 with the help of ken :D Lols.thanks for the graphs ~ :X

NOW..
I SHALL GO DO MY HOMEWORK~~
SHYTZZ
alot havent finish
i seriously DISLIKE SCIENCE..
well.. it's not a subject i liked since primary school..
and i dont do extremely well for science thou..
never got umm 100%? =.='''
OKAY I WAS KIDDING.
WHO CAN GET FULL MARKS FOR SCIENCE @.@
I WILL TERIMA KASIH TO YOU =.='''

todae ken was talking about subj combi.
and i DONT KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE =.=
history will be killer in sec 3..
triple science will kill me like shytzz..
geog.. well well.. it's in :D
E Lit. OKAY FORGET ABOUT ENGLISH LIT.
bi-cultural .. no interest.. at all... @.@
SIGHS
i dont wanna take 9 sub.
dont even think of 10 sub.
I WILL RUIN MY LIFE.
=.='''
mugging is a DISLIKED.
lols.
i am trying to be stupid again @.@
maybe.. if i could..
take up whatever i can and drop them when i DISLIKE them :D
well.. science is a MAJOR PROBLEM..
but for the path of engineering.. there's physics..
I AM TRYING HARD TO GET PHYSICS.. for my FUTURE :D ..
but i got no interest in engineering ..
AND I SERIOUSLY DONT LIKE PHYSICS... @.@
perhaps NOT for the sake of myself.. physics will be in..
SOBS.. UNLESS... yea.. :D
If i get into some class without ERH HEM.. THEN I'LL BE VERY SAD D;
for those who know.. then good .. cuz u know me well enuff :D
bio and chem.. well.. for the sake of my FUTURE.. bio is a wise choice..
cuz u need to learn more about human stuffs ehhs? LOLS
can say i dont do things for myself?
=.=''
i dont know what i want.
and i dont know why i wanted what i wanted.
LOLS.
can say that in my studying life..
i do things for the sake of others..
like getting into the same class?? :D hahahhaha.. but it'll be HARD
cuz of my LAMEEEE interests in LAMEEEE subjects..
@.@
haiya.. I DONT KNOW LAH.. =.='''
I WILL DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE ALSO DONT TAKE E LIT.
that's the ONLY confirmed one :P
sighs..
WHY U LEAVE THE CHOICE TO ME?
I got this dont-know-how-to-make-a-choice disease.. @.@

AHHH I AM ANTI-SOCIAL =.='''
who do i confide most to?
it's laoma,geok,weely..
well.. there's a guy actually.. runzhong..
BUT NOW HE'S GONE !!!
ARHHHHH!!
seriously i miss talking to runzhong..
SIGHS
COME AND BE MY TABLE PARTNER RUNZHONG..
the place i am sitting at right now..
is a place of strangers..
people infront of me.. beside me and even BEHIND me..
are people i dont relli know..
I am trying RELLI RELLI HARD to understand and talk to them..
yeah.. but it didnt relli turn out WELL ENUFF..
am i even CLOSE to any guys?
SOBS...
none.. @.@
sad story.
am i anti-social enuff to not be close to any guys?
hanyu.. :)
haha..
i dont know why.. i seem to be the one carrying my frens' worries around... O.o
do i even have any problems to discuss with my frens? o.O
yeah.. there are .. but still MINOR problems..
@.@
those are just PERSONAL COMPLAINTS..
nothing big actually..
o.O
maybe i am always taking things too hardly..
maybe i should just relax a bit.. and then everything'll be fine :D
why i so gan jiong one?
LOLS
hahahha.
iambornlikethat
:P

hahhaha
okay
TIME TO DO WORK..

BAI BAI~~~
:D

love you peeps who reads my blog :33
hugs and kisses <3<3<3
hahahhaa xDD

now i understand how open minded i can be..
i was being too childish last time.. @.@
LOLS
hahahha


Time Out : 11.13pm 19 march 2009 thursday :D

fun day

i guess what i did todae was COOL..
and i am spicing my life up with my dear frens :D
HAHAHHAHA

firstly..
i had a damn damn fun day all thanks to the peeps below :D
-ken
-laoma
-alvin
-hanee
-nicole
-samuel

hmm
this will be a long long post
and i am not going to do my homework
SOBS
I LEFT WITH DAMN LOADS OF HW OKAY??? =.='''
SIGHSSS

todae i woke up at what time..
umm..
9am ++ :D
then i left home at like 10.20..
take bus 193 from some other bus stop then zao to library for fun
cuz i reached boon lay at 10.30 @.@
go library see see then wenta meet ken at jp popular there then after that go kfc :D
buy things eat and started doing hw..
and i did MATHS @.@
omg
i dint understand anything ..
and yeahh..
thanks ken for ur worksheet.
at least i understood sth from your work :D
AND THAT WAS MY FIRST HOMEWORK SESSION .. o.O
with a guy who i dont relli know that well @.@
LOLS
and i forgot when i started to talk to ken :@
lolsss..
but it doesnt matter now :D
did MATHS ...
gradient.. lines and equations.. made me go mad ...
and i was staring at those stupid maths questions @.@
maths kills the brainnn ..
AHHHHHHHH!!!
@.@
then did summore maths and blah blah blah..
laoma came :D
hahahhaa ...
crapped abit then laoma's papa and bro came~~
LOL~!!!
ELTON~ :D:D:D:D:D
hahhahahahaha :D
after that we all go school liao.

and when we go je..
we were talking about alvin ... and WE SAW ALVIN AT THE BUS STOP THERE :D
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA
he was so not hyper~ o.O
then we got on bus 97.
alvin was like sitting at the back of the bus then we called him over..
AND GIN TENG WAS BESIDE ME..
@.@
yea..
dint relli talk much on the bus..
dont know what to talk..
and before we reached je..
we were talking about this guy who sits behind me in class..
and i cant think of any reasons that i like him THEN..
it was like giving an impromptu speech or what @.@
blahhh..
till now i am still thinking about it..
AHHH
who was the one who asked me that question?? =.='''
hahaha.
maybe loving someone doesnt need to have any reasons..
:D
hahahhaha :D
it's the matter of the heart~ :P

and yea..
reached school and we went to the LT1 and listen to talk...
dont wanna elaborate on it anymore..
Alvin was beside me then i'm sorry for not being able to answer ur questions D;
i think todae my ears seriously got some problems lor.
i cant hear what others are saying to me then i keep "huh?"
=.=''
DOTSSSS..
lols..

after that hanee + laoma + me go library talk about science project
:D
VERY FUN LORR
hahahhahaa
and yeaa.. we were crapping too :P
hahahhahaahaha
lols..
then ken and his grp doing speech and drama outside the library.. :D
after we discuss finish.. we went down to look for nicole..
Lols.
then she lost her wallet and we went around searching for it @.@
lolsss.. but in the end she got her wallet back!! :D
hahahhaha

blah blah blah..
wenta outta school then got onto 97 with ken,samuel,laoma.. :D
go boonlay and walked around to have dinner :)
then we ended up in delifrance..
LOLS
My first time eating there o.O
@.@
lolss..
i had alot of first times today~ :D
then we shared 3 meals together... :)
nice nice.
it's relli nice lor :D
hahahhha
then we stacked the plates up then the utensils keep dropping..
lols..
if the 4 of us were caught creating havoc in delifrance ..
then will get onto the papers
"RV students creating havoc @ delifrance"
lollol54321!! :D
crapped alot alot alot :D
then my mom called o.O
lolss..
shant tell you what i said.
i was being dishonest :P
@.@
but its true that i was at jp~~ :D
then right we ate and the cakes came damn late @.@
and i was complaining about it ... =.='''
ERH HEM..
lols.
after that..
i think ken and sam .. they are relli mad..
ken lives in simei..
sam lives in bishan..
from boonlay to those 2 places will take like about an hour plus to reach..
then they pei laoma and i go home on bus 242 O.O
freaky guys...
omg lor.
relli freaky.. O.O
lols.
then got on bus and zao home.
waved byebye :D
haha.
lols.

was a fun day out.
doing homework with a fren isnt a bad thing anyways :D
yea..
hahahahha :D
okay.
shall end my post here..
i am still left with the homework below.. SOBS

AND I PASSED THE DEAD LINE OF THE EPORTFOLIO ASG !!! SHYTZZ
i needa mail mdm ong about that @.@
shytzz lor
sianzxs

-maths asg 3
-history book ex.5
-history unit 2 ws
-LA speech asg
-macbeth ws
-read and write asg
-reading shui pu zhuan

sighs..
shytzz
MY EPORTFOLIO ASGG ~!!! @.@
lamee shytzz =.='''

okay i needa do sth now
baibai

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

omg

lols.
ken relli gave me a big shock.
haha.
omg lor.
no guy or even girl has ever ever done that to me before.
COOL!!
tomorrow is going to be the coolest day of my 14 years of life!!
LOLS!!
:D
w00h00~~
KFC!!! :D
hahahahahaha :D
and mugging time o.O

OKAY NOW..
i am scanning things for our dear fren now..
so yea..
HUBERT IS STILL IN HONGKONG..
LOLSS..
freaky~~
i wanna go to hongkong too!! :D
i am JEALOUSS !!
ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
AND CHLOE IS IN AUSTRALIA!!!!!
SEE KANGAROOS AND KOALA BEARSSS !!! @.@
LOLS.
i am being stupid again =.='''
they are going to be back on monday..
which means they went overseas for the whole of one week..
OMGGGGGGGGGG
ARGHHHHH !!!!
i've never stepped outta SG and Malaysia..
AND THEY FLEW ON A PLANE BEFOREEE..
and last year Felicia went to SPAIN..
omg omg omg.
@.@
I WANNA FLY TOO..
Lols.
maybe on a plane..
with jingfei as the pilot and laoma as the head air stewardess :D
hahahhahahaha

TMR I GG WAKE UP AT 9AM AGAIN!!
OHHH ~~~~
and i gg do whatever i wanna do then i gg to step outta my hse at umm..
10 20..
CUZ I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET TO BOON LAY..
@.@
that stupid SBS bus switched the route of bus 242 lahh..
OMG LOR.
NOW I NEED TO WALK FOR MORE THAN 10MINS TO GO TO A BUS STOP!!
OH FREAKY WASTE MY TIMEEEE!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
=.=''
MY BUS 242~~~
sighs,blame me for always scolding the buses to come so late...
AHHH!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
HOW AM I GOING TO GET HOLD OF THE TIMING OF THE OTHER BUSES???
@.@
NOOO!!!
I DONT WANNA MISS MY DEAR BUS 97 ON THE FIRST DAY OF TERM 2!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
=.=''
shytzz.
lameee lor.
sighs.
who suggested to change the route de ah.
change so much then now ppl dont know how to go to school liao lor.. @.@
neh mind.
a new challenge to take up..

i needa go to sleep now..
i am very very sleepy.
awww..
yawn***
haha :D

let's put it all down :D
bury the hatchet o.O
lols.
UMMM..
tmr..
I AM SO GOING TO DO MY HOMEWORK..
SOBS.
HOMEWORK KILLS...

and yea..
i was playing pokemon just now..
alvin send to me de :D
hahaha
VERY CUTE LOR THE CHARACTER
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
so short and fat :P
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
LOLLOL!!!
i am so lamee.
hahaha.
AND I GOT BULBASAURRR :D:D:D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA
BULBASAUR ROCKKKKSSSSSSSSS xDD
hehh hehh :DDDDD
Lolss.
then i play play play dao sianzsx dont wanna play..
save game then i wanna open again then THE GAME GONE!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
MY PIDGEY FLY AWAY LIAO ..
shytzz =.=''
awww miennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
@.@
sobs..
T_T..

i seriously need some sleep to adjust my brain
cuz i got super hyper todae..
lols~~

and yea..
MORNING ..
I WENT OUT TO DATE WITH LAOMAAA
LOLSS!!!
It's A DAMN DAMN NICE TRIP OKAY?
we went to tiong bahru there eat and then walk walk see see..
and tiong bahru plaza seriously makes me pukes =.=
IT'S SO SMALL LORRRR ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
nth to see de.. =.=
then the tiong bahru market place damn damn cool..
laoma go this stall.. sell pig stuff de..
then got this strange uncle with those clogs..
you know thost wooden clogs the ancient ppl wear one..
he go stick 4 of the clogs ontop of each other and wear it then walk around @.@
omg....
WEIRD UNCLE
then he told us lame jokes..
old cow wanna eat young grass..
and summore one of the grasses is high quality grass lai de..
lol.
aiya,grasses like me eat liao will puke one =.=''
lolss..
crap crap here and there.
we all zao jp there crap crap then go home le..
hahahhaha.
but right..
if this trip got guys... sure more fun de lor..
and YEA..
WHEN WE ALIGHTED FROM THE MRT TRAIN..
I SAW JIAQI FROM 2G.. with another GIRL..
w00~~
LOLS THEY ALSO DOING PROJECT LA =.='''
hahahhahaha.
so lame.
i gg sleep le.
my face damn oily @.@
whole day never wash ... =.='''

okay.
here i zao le
miss me please :D

bai bai~~

Time Out: 11.28pm 18 March 2009 HYPERDAY~

@.@

okay.
hereby.
i.
declare.
that.
i.
got.
no.
more.
time.
to.
crap.

CUZ I NEEDA DO MY DAMN STUPID HOMEWORK OR ELSE I DIEEEEEE =.='''

so yea

omg lor
sianzxs
i woke up so early todae and i slept at 1am last night
READING SHUI PU ZHUAN AGAIN @.@
LATER GOING OUT AGAIN~~
with LAO MA :D
hahahha
LOLS~~~
early in the morning SMS me :/
so dramatic lor :D
WE LONG LONG TIME NEVER SO CUTE LIAO DE OKAY? =.=''
ERH HEM
this is a way of boosting our ego :P
lols.
am i even using the right sentence ? o.O
lols
NEVERMIND LAH @.@
Lolsss..
i think from the starting of this year till now.
I've never been so happy before.
It's the hell of MARCH CAMP made me change.
the main reason for me not smiling is CUZ i am a person who eat onions.
STUPID MIENNN
what the hell lor.
sianzxs.
you have to bear UNNECCESSARY RESPONSIBILITIES.
OKAY LET'S CHANGE TOPIC :D

LOLS~~
I realised that Ken and Alvin are similar type of guys o.O
lols.. VERY COOL OKAY?
and it's Ken from NPCC and Alvin Wong from 2e :D
chim chim guys~
*bows to them
LOLS!!!
the words they use are simply ALIEN LANGUAGE to me @.@
AWWW MIENNN
and they do damn loads of thinking can i say that? :/
o.O
OKAYY
I AM GOING TO EAT BREAKFAST THEN MEET LAO MA ~~~!!! :D

AND LAO MA
U SO GOING TO TEACH ME HOW TO DO CHEM :D
WAHAHHAHAHAHHHHHA
Lols.
so i relli zao le arh..
i relli zao ahh..
MISS ME PLEASEEEE :D

ARHHH
nevermind
i still got about 30 mins to crap here :P
HAHHAHHHAA
ARHHHH SHYT SHYT SHYT

i was like dreaming in my sleep just now.
you know what was that
I DREAMT ABOUT...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
one day,i walked into class and i saw this on the board
"WAYNE IS A NOOB :P"

=.='''
okay that was lameeee
then after that i woke up.. =.=
LOLSSS
not funny okay?? @.@

then todae morning Felicia SMS me say got seminar
i was like o.O
LOLS I DONT KNOW THAT.
aiya,what crap seminar or whatever.
there's only one SOLUTION that is TO PON THOSE CRAP THINGS =.=''
what have i got to do with that lor.
dont pressurize me with my "job" okay?
I AM JUST A CLEANER OF THE CLASS.
for goodness sake.
WHY AM I EVEN THINKING ABOUT THIS AGAIN =.=''
OH SHARKS
COME ON LET'S CHANGE TOPIC

if one of you cries.
i will leave u alone to cry.
cuz i dont think you want people to crowd around you and ask if u are okay..
in my point of view,the more others comfort you,the more you'll cry,the weaker you go.
so i'll leave you there.
yes,i may be HEARTLESS to leave you alone.
but YOU are the ONLY ONE who can save yourself.
you cry cuz you're sad.. you need to think thru things YOURSELF
and think of a SOLUTION YOURSELF.
i can lend you my shoulder,my everything.
but i just wont say anything.
i wont even mouth a word.
there are many types of frens.
they do things for different purposes..

some will cry with you.
some will just leave you to cry.

i'd rather be the one who leave you to cry.
cuz that's what i wanted from every single one of my frens.

you're the one who can only make urself stronger.
not anyone else.
not ur frens.
but yourself.
and you have to trust yourself to do that ehhs?
:D

COME ON SMILE BOY.
LOLS.
i've seen guys cry before ..
mental breakdown.
i know guys cry too luhhs.
but right..they wont cry for anything RELLI RELLI SMALL
like getting an ant bite
LOLSS!!! HAHAHHAHA
UNLESS THAT GUY IS A GAY
=.=''
LOLS
i am being stupid again.
so yea~~

CRYING IS A FORM OF DISTRESS~
it's not wrong to cry.
but please lah,cry at the right time leh
LOLS~~:X
oops.
i needa go now..

and i gg bring my hw there :D
pardon for my n0obness laoma :X
hahahahhaa.

NOW I WILL GO LIAO
i zao le hor
i relli zao le hor

bai bai~
:D

10.39am 18 march 2009

reply tags

this shall be quick aye-kays? ~~ LOLS
dont sue me for violating copyright law zhengzhang :P

WEELY:
haiyo..
anything in this world is possible de mah weely~~
weely ahh~~ :P
lols.hahhahaa.
TOO BAD I CANT SQUEEZE GOAT MILK!!!
stupid lor.they dont even let the goats out when i visited the farm @.@
awww miennn..
can touch the goats' boobs @.@
LOLSS

KEN:
Lol.
cuz go goat farm can touch goats' boobs and squeeze milk @.@
HAHHAHAHAHHAA LOLSSS
goat farm quite fun lahh :P
hahhahahahaha when they let the goats out obviously :D
yea~ :D
thanks for tagginggg :)

GEOK:
lol~
i am trying relli relli hard to be stupid lor ..
sianzsx :P
hahahaha
but still i feel happier in that way :D
W000H000 ~~ HUI GEOK~~ :D
lols..

that's all KIDDIES~
love you all damn damn loads.. for those who reads my blog :D
regardless of whoever you are.
i shall zao now.
bai bai ~~ :D
<3 you all loads :D

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

:D

u judge me by one incident..
i know i am wrong..

LOLSS~~
why am i posting late in the night? @.@
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
just now..
umm..
i MEANT IN THE AFTERNOON :D
wenta GOAT FARM with LaoMa and her dad + her cute cute bro Elton :D
LOLS~~
WE CANNOT SQUEEZE MILK FROM THE GOATSSS ~~~
ARGGHHHHH!!!!
Then we cant even touch them lor
SHYTZZZZZZ ~~
@.@
LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
go there drink goat milk $2 for 200ml only
omg lor.
is LaoMa's papa pay for it de leh.. shytzz :X
THANK YOU LAO MA DE PAPA :D
who is my ah gong o.O
OMG.
okay,erase the ah gong part.
all u have to do is ah gong
hahahhahaha :D
goat milk got add chocolate @.@
then right.. Elton still go and count 1ml worth how much $$ .. lolssss
hahhahahahahhahaa
you know~ with guys around,things are just different
BUT BEAR IN MIND.. only NICE GUYS okay :D
bad guys MAKE A MUCH MORE NEGATIVE INFLUENCE..
in SOME guys' eyes.. there are CHIO BUs and NON-CHIO BUs..
there are NICE GUYS and NON-NICE GUYS to me~~ :D
lols.
of cuz lah..in my eyes... majority are nice guys ~~ ALMOST ALL NICE GUYS LAHH :33
but to SOME guys.. majority is non-chio bu...
sad case.
blah
who wanna care about them :P
all they care is about is on the outside..
LOLS
blehhh :PPP
i feel discriminated again @.@

blah..
i was just thinking about stuff again lor.
very sianzsx leh
just some thinking can make my hyper mode turn to emo mode
LOLSSS
nevermind.
will get hyper after thinking for sure :D
that's what happens last year :D
lol,i got serious problems controlling my emotions :P
oops.. :X

if u think crying infront of everyone else is very cool,so be it.
i dont wanna care.
cuz in my opinion,noone would wanna let others know that we are crying.
if u do that for a purpose.. then so yea..
nah,dont wanna talk about this anymore..
but this got absolutely nth to do with ncc :D
just recalled what i saw someday..
sighs..
forget about it lor.
:P

again.
i am asking this.
what am i in ur eyes?
since that day when u knew i am going to be ur classmate.
what do u take me as?
yea,u got ur own company.
i know u are more used to them.
and i am also used to my own company too.
it's like 34 people = a unit.
then there are companys..
then there are parts..
then there are platoons...
then there are individuals..
that's what i see yea?
:D
i am not trying to imply anything lor.
dont get the wrong idea.
it's like life is like that.
what more do you expect yea?
:D
not that i dont wanna trust you.
cuz i once trusted you before but u prove me wrong.
that in the beginning,i shouldnt have trusted you..
u said u are going to do it.
i trusted you and stopped doing it for just a day..
just one day..
it's a letdown.
sighs.
i wanna do things myself is cuz i dont trust anyone at all?
hmm..
actually is not everyone
there are people who i relli trust alot alot alot.
cuz they are the ones who all of us can trust.
:D
and we all know who are they.
those sensible and matured and not bias peeps ~~ :D
love them loads.
cuz they dont ever discriminate people.
despite whoever you are,whatever shyt u once gave them,they let them go..
:D
i seriously love them :D hahahahha.
so yea..
:D
doing things myself is being selfish.
yea..
why cant i just spread it out?
its a hard decision to make ..
sighs.
cuz they just dont listen..
they just dont do it..
they just dont give a damn..
what can i do?
:D
if u like a special type of group of peeps..
it's not wrong.
100% not wrong.
but what u like isit just on the outside only?
that's what i've been wondering..
if that's the case.. then i think i should just let you peeps go..
*bangs my head on the wall
:X
it's going to 12midnight again..

OKAY COME ON LET'S GET HYPERRRR :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D
LOLSS~~~
what can i say now..
OKAY.
NOW I AM GOING TO READ SHUI PU ZHUAN UNTIL I SLEEP AGAIN~~
:D
wah shytzzz lor.
after hols got this stupid test on shui pu zhuan
@.@
i read the first chapter i wanna puke liao lor.
very LAMEEEEEE like siao okay?
can use fist punch until eyeball drop out =.='''
for goodness sake,i think the xi you ji is better than shui pu zhuan okay? :X
hahahhaha.
but san guo yan yi is still the BEST~~ :D

and yea..
there's one thing i must emphasise again!! :D

hey girl :)
forget about the last game.
it's unfair.
we'll play again.
i'll wait for you to come back.
and i am sure you'll be back :D
come on,be a man..
do the right thing.
we'll play once more.
for real this time.
no slacking ehhs? :D
what's in the past doesnt count anymore.
good luck :)

blah blah blah~~
it's past 12 midnight..
:D
*yawns..
time for reading and sleeping.
it's a good routine afterall.
cuz u forget the last few pages you read before u actually slept.
LOLS
i am being stupid again @.@

to think that you're my fren..
if u cant even give me one more chance..

blah..
i am changing my mood at HIGH SPEED~~
@.@
lols.
for those very very bored peeps...

here's a blog recommendation :D
go to dudynerd.blogspot.com
and watch the video made by our cute fren named tzz :D
lols,it's damn random and damn damn cute~
hahaha,his voice rock okay? xD
so cute :D
hahahhaahahaa
and i also dont know where his STRAWBERRY HL MILK bottle cap fly to :P
cute guys like him are irresistable xD
and in the middle of the video.. i think i heard zhengkang yelling this..
"SHUT UP LAH!"
lols,damn funny :X
hahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahaha
aye-kay~
POOH BEAR~
LOLS!!
oops.that pooh bear part was random :P
"aye-kay,next"
"SHUDDUP LAH"
o.O
LOLSS!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :D
omg.so cool :D
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA :X
:DD
lols,i shall end this crapping here :P

blah,trying to ignore is painful.
why cant i just stay normal?
was what i did last year considered NORMAL?? :P
dao-ing guys aint something i do yea?
and summore he aint some normal people i see :D
argh.
it's painful and boring.
but with someone else around.. just cant stand that umm.. pressure?
JUST ONE PERSON beside him ruins the whole scene.
but still the eye candy ~~ :D
i've been trying to resist it.. but it's relli relli damn painful okay? :D
hmm..
i said i shant care so much,for some of his stuff,i cant care.
cuz it doesnt concern me lah.. for goodness sake =.=''
one example is whoever and whatever and whichever who ERH HEM..
lols..i am trying to be stupid again @.@
i shall just sit and stare~~ :D
omg lor.. i went to read geok's blog just now~ ..
sth about Bella and Edward.. but that doesnt seem to be my case.
Just that my Edward doesnt love me at all D;
SOBS.
OOPS.
omg.. WEELY.. U HAVEN RETURN ME MY TWILIGHT MAN :X
lolsss~~
my bro is bugging me liao @.@
lamee shyt.
when did my brother started to read romance books like me?=.=''
lame lor he..
see his frens read also wanna read.
i bet right.
he read a few pages dont wanna read liao lor.
CUZ MY BRO AINT A ROMANTIC PERSON LIKE ME~~ :33
hahahahhahahhaa
kidding :X
but seriously his pattern cannot be a ROMANTIC person yet :D
so must learn more from me okay?? :D
hahahhahaha
LOLS
i shall end off everything here and READ MY DAMN SHUI PU ZHUAN
ARHHH~~~!!! =.=''
lameee shyt that shui pu zhuan

HANYU
I LOVE YOU :D
for what that you've said to me.
i wont give up and you cant give up too!
all the best for ur studies.
you can do it as long as u have the heart to do it.
hahaha,direct translation but it doesnt matter :D
u're trying ur best,i can see :D so good luck,all the best.
come'on be a man,do the right thing~ :D
quoted from stephanie again~ :D
hahahhahaha,lols.
once again.
I love HanYu :D
<3

Time Out: 12.40am 18 March 2009 AHappyDay~~ :D


anyways.. tmr i going to wake up at 9am...
then meet laoma at 11am under her block and go do that damn stupid geog project.
oh lameee shyt lor.
i just hate projects ..
esp. WHEN THERE ARE NO GUYS IN UR GROUP..
SOBS..
D;
but i dont want any guy in my group when they got ULTERIOR MOTIVE
zhihe told laoma that i got alot of resources.
what crap man =.='' lamee shyt.
whatever lor.
if u think u can gain alot from me .. then you're wrong.
u sit beside me liao u still not satisfied,what more do you want from me?
i am not your vending machine or whatever okay? =.=''
OKOK.
i am CRAPPING TOO MUCH AGAIN..
now i cant even find time to read my SHUI PU ZHUAN
AWW MIENNNNNNN~~~ :P

lamee shyt
bai bai la
=.=