o.O

my last post of the day..
todae i did nth except for blogging.
aw damn.
after this post i go sleep and tmr i SWEAR i wake up BY 7am and do hw..
(:

sianzsx.
there's always 1 thing like etched in my heart and mind.
that i havent been like thinking of it for 2 days..
but on friday..
the class just dug it up again and made me feel like yelling into their ears.
can u PLEASE shut up?!
damn.
this should be some kind of my PERSONAL VIEWS.
dont get offended or what.
u can slap in 2e on monday if u want.

just becuz of that damn PESA thing.
is there a need to make 2e have this CLASS CRISIS ?
=.=
it looks like the class was like being damn biased against kaisong
well,you can say that you aint.
but it looks like everyone is just against him.
the thing is that.
since kaisong wanna go for it..
why not let him go?
just give him a chance or what?
yes.
its UNFAIR for us not to vote and mdm choo choosing the candidates.
but have u ever thought that ..
she asked us to volunteer and what happened?
some shyt cropped up and waste our time like hell.
then in the end she needs to call index number for us to go and present the speech.
is it even wrong for her to choose the best among those who presented?

it's true that alvin,zhengzhang got that same potential too ..
not that i saying any one of them are not good.
all are good lah..
that's what i think.
and i hope everyone think the same way.. o.O

we all like alvin yes.
then kaisong,he's more so called antisocial..
yup.. o.O
then the results are damn obvious lah.
a voting system cant help much actually..
after that talk with mdm choo on thursday..
i still cant relli get what she was trying to say.
but she was beating around the bush that the 2 candidates are the same.
and she said sth about popularity things..
blah blah blah.
i was like looking at Terence trying to find out what was happening.
this was sth i didnt relli wanna care about until I saw JF's and HanYu's PMs.
I SMS-ed and asked about that thing..
and he was damn damn pissed about that.
and he was like damn damn matured and sincere about this issue..
like the old JF i knew was gone.. he was like an adult ..
telling me what is the problem..
HanYu was damn pissed too.
can tell from their msn PMs.
seriously.
they think we KIDS are being TOO BIAS.
including me.
we all need some BRAIN WASHING.
its like.
just a little chance and hope for kaisong.
and now we are assuming that kaisong dont have that potential and thinks he aint good.
this is PURE bias-ness.
we shouldnt have yelled infront of him all that hurtful stuff.
cant we just shut up?
and at least save some respect for him?
asking politely like our respected ex-treasurer is nice..
well...

about who is a better speaker and all that thing put aside first la.
its like we can never accept kaisong?
can we even like TRY to understand and WANT to understand him like what JF said.
any one of us even TRIED HARD ENUF to talk to him and get what he wants?
my dear table partner BESIDE me just like to pour sarcastic remarks on him..
blah blah blah.
aww damn.

the majority..
should be at the other side..
i dont know what this side is thinking about seriously.
pure biasness?
OR
doing things the RIGHT way?
fair voting?
i dont know.
complicated.
i dont know.
i cant make inferences too.
i dont know if this class is just biased against him..
no idea.
and i dont know what to say.

contradicting.
2 points of view.
or even more.
damn damn damn.
just like there are 2 sides keep pouring things on you.
hot then cold.
cold then hot.
keep repeating that process..
making u think right and left,left and right.
very irritating you know.
now i dont even know where the hell is my stand.
why not just dont dig it up again.
since its almost over,why not just leave it?
but its IMPOSSIBLE.
i dare to say.
Terence said that there was impromptu.
but i havent heard anything about that alr.
isit that there isnt such a thing or he dont wanna tell me that.
i think there's some communication problem btw me and Terence.
seriously.
we aint CLOSE frens since last year.
and i once hated him for quarreling with laoma.
damn.
what the hell is the problem with me again?
=.=
class crisis needs to be reported again.
next wednesday.
alot alot alot to say.
damn.
i think 2e needs some brain wash.
every single person.
i dont think i know what i need to do and what i should do.
since that day onwards i dint inform the class about anything.
can say i dint even wanna care anymore.
hopeless.

before that.
my stand was
pure-bias-ness.
now.
no where.
god damn it.
what the hell was i even trying to say in this post?

i think mr keith should spend some time talking to us about this.
and spare us from those crap shyt CHAMPS lesson.
that RV thinks can make us into champions.
oh hell shyt.
yang lao shi said that the ministers.. none are from RV.
=.=
lameeee shyt.
not tat i looking down on RV.
its a fact though.
no offence and dont sue me for cyber bullying.
i dont care what u think of me now.
are there any reasons i cant do wrong things?
are there any restrictions to what i wanna do?
u change ur point of view .. thats even better
at least i am not that same old wanyi in ur eyes.
i change too.

conclusion?
none drew from this.
all i wanted was that we forget about it.
let water wash away all those unnecessary thoughts at first.
look at this final scene.
isnt it still the same as before?
wasnt all those things we came up with unnecessary?
i wished we havent got that..
is it my responsibility too?
its our fault for not telling the class the results.
can say is i m not even aware of the results.
what kind of cp am i?
i am asking myself.
should i be the one digging HIM for info. of this class ?
when he made the decisions and hadnt tell me?
yes.
answer,i should.
shyt.
crap..

jokers?
childish-ness?
crappers?

HA.
very very funny.
i dont know what the hell is the problem seriously.
why are people so ~~~~ about this.
i dont know wad word to describe.
can we be more sociable?
i mean WE.
WE.
WE.
WE.
not YOU.

i havent been talking to JennShyang for days too.
high time i go kajiao him.
to eat.
and not JUST TELLING keith teo.
THAT "I" ASKED HIM TO EAT..
like someone else..
damn.
i dont wanna talk about him la.
is there EVEN A NEED to tell him THAT?
boot licker can i call that?
damn.
forget it lah.

just let it pass by cant we ?
there are things that we must let go off
at least there are SOME.
let go.
and get back what was there in the beginning.
isnt that better?

so whose fault is it?
mdm choo?
2e?
both?
none?

question mark.