x.x

from tomorrow onwards,
i will stop blogging :D
but will be back on the 12th of october,
12 days without blogger T.T
sadded mans,
:/

OKAY I PROMISE MYSELF,
I SWEAR I WILL STOP BLOGGING UNTIL EOYs END T.T...

yes,
i know i can do it,
cause,
from tmr onwards,
i think i dont really have the time to even come online,
projects and make-up classes =.=
wah sian,
the most stupid thing now is CID,
totally suckish man =.=
CID SUCKS,
ZzzZzZZzZZzzZzzz..
ITS LIKE TOTALLY WTH,
=.=
want us to do project when the exams are just 3 days away,
THINK WE WHAT =.=
damn it,
BANANA LA,
you banana yourself =.=..

okay,
i shall stop blogging and do my work,
i still have the whole of geog paper to do,
and 2 maths revision worksheets =.=
zZzZZzZzZzZz

MATHS PAPER ONE IS ON THURSDAY!
die le T.T
my maths neh get A1 this time round i go jump,
hehe,
jump on my bed =.=
wth la,
i wont go commit suicide cause i got below A1 for maths la,
you know what,
this WHOLE year,
my maths is like so suckish,
every single time get a stupid A2 =.=
ZzzzzZzZZzzZzZZZz..
i doubt will get A1 this time round,
cause my maths CMI de T.T
but neh mind,
JUST LET ME GET AT LEAST A2 CAN LE,
JIAYOU WANYI! :D
haha,

bleh,
count count count,
only have 1 peep say jy to me only,
which is MYSELF!
:D
i love myself,
and i dont love you :P

even if there's this person i really loved,
it's only you.
if you're reading this,
yes,
that's you (:

i shall stop being so ~~~~~,

boys and girls should kiss when we're adults,
which means,
when we go into university :D
that's what mrs yeow said xD
haha,

"i aint looking for just a boyfriend,
i am looking for that person who i can spend the rest of my life with."

love is accepting each other's flaws,
and compromising :D

a soul mate,
a companion,
(:

enough of this,
i got no idea why,
i am freaking pissed off now,
=.=
ZzzZzZzZzZzZzz
forget it man,
there're ups and downs in life,
if i can be emo and dao people,
people can be emo and dao me too,

I TELL YOU THIS,
WO REN!
not the first time liao hor i tell you,
=.=

okay la,
i dao people also not first time liao lor,

WO REN!

see what you can do!
ARGH!

WO REN!

lv dong =.=

=.=

todae's weather sucks,
i am sweating like dont know what for the whole day,
and i stink,
=.=

just went for a shower and feel much much much more better le,
todae i slept till 2pm,
and i still feel so restless,
just finished up the physics papers,
tmr i will start on geography,

i havent started revising a shyt,
=.=
and i dont know what to do =.=

and if you see how beautiful you're to me...

T.T
EOYs is a piece of shyt =.=

ARGH!
its next thursday,
and i cant feel anything,

WANYI!
NEXT THURSDAY IS THE START OF EOYs,
AND TELL ME WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?
people are mugging like mad for that dumb EOYs,
and why am i still blogging?
=.=

anyway,
i dont mug,
and i wont mug,
it'll start on wednesday,
trust me,
i'll start revision on wednesday,

monday used for doing flash,
tuesday used for bio make-up class,
wednesday i shall start revising,

i got no idea why i was so tensed for MYE,
and in the end i scored some shyt,
all thanks to lang arts =.=

and now,
EOYs,
what?
i dont know =.=

this feeling sucks,
and i am freaking stressed up,
but,
i feel so relaxed,
as if nothing's gonna happen,
this is the suckish part,

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like standing on the roof top with someone,
and yell my lungs out,
as if i've never yelled before,
T.T...

i feel so lost suddenly,
but its okay,

lax man,
why am i so tensed up?
EOYs is just a piece of shyt,
=.=

the more relaxed i am,
the better i am gonna do,
lax wanyi :D
jiayou!
i know i can do it,
i know i surely can do it,
for the sake of my mom :D
hehe,

i am going to get good grades for my mom (:
even if i dont,
she'll know i already done my best,
even thou she know that i will try my best,
she want me to get into a good subject combi,
but she doesnt know how stressed i'll be T.T...

it's okay,
i'll JUST DO IT!
and TRY MY BEST!
even if i dont do well,
i'll know i've done something,
and i wont feel sorry for myself,
and i wont feel guilty for not doing enough,

i got no personal goal before this year started,
like marksmanship,
like good grades,
like doing the best for what i wanna do my best in,
haha,

if you have a goal,
you'll do everything to achieve it isnt it?
some people do it to the extent of hurting others,
just for that goal,
and in the end they end up hurting themselves,

it's good to have a goal,
cause you know where you're going,

:/
i got no idea if i am just trying to lie to myself,
or am i trying to console myself,
why am i always talking to myself?
i got so much to say to myself,
and i realise,
my best friend,
is wanyi :D
that's me,

in this world,
there's only one person you can trust,
that's yourself isnt it?
when you have a secret,
you'll tell yourself,
and you'll never tell anyone,
isnt it?

i love myself,
:D
and i dont love you,

陶喆 - 暗恋

陶喆 - 暗恋

Still lonely
still lonely...
昨晚又再见到你
你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说
就傻傻看着你

渴望永远这距离
就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只
是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静
却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心
还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我
我要暗恋你

So lonely...

So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有
希望你能了解
你能够接受

今晚渴望再见你
虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了
一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局
就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意
只要能感动你
我愿意...

So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有
我要为你怎么做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜欢你 (我喜欢你)
我要你 (我要你)
我爱你

So here I am standing all alone(standing all alone)
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有
希望你能了解你能够接受

I'm lonely...
故事就说到这里
就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了
其余是秘密

在那某一个街头
会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌
我多爱你...

nice song (:

:D

todae's a happy day,
CAUSE,
I DINT FAIL PHYSICS,
AND I GOT A B3 FOR IT =.=
...
not bad la,
neh fail i veh happy le,
but 23.5/35 x.x..
haha,
"SEE LA! I NEH REVISE STILL CAN GET B3 LEH!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!"
yesh!
that's the attitude! xD
B3 veh good le lor~
i went for camps and IMT blah blah blah,
STILL CAN GET B3 WITHOUT REVISING!!
SO ZAI RIGHT?
xD
got ppl revise like hell also cant even get a B3 right?
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
i am just trying to console myself~
ignore me :P
haha,
but really la,
B3 really veh good le,
when i got back home,
i yelled,
"MA! I NEH FAIL MY PHYSICS TEST!!"
then my mom was like so freaking happy xD
hahahahaha xD
oh yeah,
my practical test not bad wor :X
hehe,
my trace used to fail and ms lim used to say i freaking slow de lor,
then now my trace got a "good" leh xD
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
see i got improve right?

"Experience is the name everyone gives for their mistakes" :D
haha,

you know my physics theory paper right,
got one page,
i let runzhong see le xD
must feel honoured hor ostrich! :D
whole page have a total of 5/6 zeros xD
SO ZAI RIGHT?
I BROKE MY RECORD OF GETTING THE MOST ZEROS FOR ONE PAGE IN A TEST!
MUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAA
you see the whole page 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 all the way,
so zai right?
xD
believe me kay?
it's so freaking cool! :D
tmr i scan my test paper de that page,
then cut the 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 corner out,
then i post here :D
haha,

and got some ***************************** peep dont believe i got B3,
banana you la,
=.=
B3 B3 la,
what's the big deal?
=.=

banana,

todae's PE quite fun la,
like i said,
i got no idea why,
the two CPs always end up together de,
its either in the same team,
or opposing team,
LOL!
so funny,
todae the two FEMALE CPs play centre,
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
just kidding la :P
was quite cool la,
but,
Terence more zai than me can le,
but,
we scored more goals,
cause jingfei bias :P
HAAAHHAAAAHAAAHAA
so funny la,
anything also stepping, obstruction all that,
hahahaha,
veh fun la,
just that have some stupid fire drill wasted our time only,

the rest of the lessons,
were some freaking boring lessons doing comprehension passages,
and the most screwed one is the HCL one,
its freaking chim like dont know what,
in the end last question neh do,
but neh mind,
its a freaking chim passage that's all =.=

after school stayed back for a while,
wenta eat cause veh veh veh hungry,
and not bad la,
todae only 6 ppl neh sign consent form =.=...
zai lor,
6 out of 34 leh,
not bad le la,
i shant have too high expectations :P
see i so nice right?
hahaha,
just kidding la :x

cause this aint NCC,
i cant expect the same level of discipline in them :D
if not right,
on thursday outside music room,
if it's NCC act.
and if i were a specialist,
i tell you hor,
sure like that de,

"KNOCK IT DOWN! TALK TALK TALK! YOU DARE TO TALK IN A FILE!"
"YOU TALK SOMEMORE I SEAL UP YOUR MOUTH WITH SUPERGLUE!"
"WHAT'S THERE TO TALK? DID I GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO TALK?"
"YOU TALK! YOU TALK! YOU DARE TO TALK! DOWN 50!"

if i did that,
i can tell you that everyone will hate me like dont know what =.=
yepps,

in the end,
i still need to pump 100 cause they were talking and i knocked them 50 x.x...
that's for NCC act. la :D

thanks to this year,
i've trained up my endurance for such shyt,
and this trains me to be stricter with my cadets next time,
cause I CAN 100% GUARANTEE YOU,
THAT MY CADETS WILL BE 999999999999999999999999 ZILLION TIMES BETTER!
I HAVE FAITH IN MY CADETS! :D

but,
if my cadets were to behave like that,
i would have made them go down into guys pumping position,
and let them hang there for freaking long,
and i will scold them like dont know how long,
cause this kind of behaviour is ABSOLUTELY NOT ACCEPTED during NCC activities,

okay,
i think i am talking crap,
dont worry,
i am a nice CP,
sure will be a freaking nice specialist next time de :P
hahaha,
just kidding la,
later people say i veh bu yao lian :X
haha,

i shouldnt compare this with NCC anyways,
it's hell lots of difference,
but,
i am just imagining what'll happen if its really NCC la,
hehe,

oh ya,
GRATS TO OUR VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH ZAI SPECIALISTS!!!
FOR CLINCHING 6 OUT OF 12 AWARDS IN WEST SPECIALIST COURSE PHASE 3!!! xD
WAHHAHAHHAHAHAH
SO ZAI RIGHT?
ITS HALF OF ALL THE THE MEDALS CLINCHED BY RVNCC UNIT!

STILL LOOK DOWN ON UGs?
STILL LOOK DOWN ON US?
YOU THINK YOU BIG AH?
OTHER CCAs HAVE SO MANY AWARDS MEH?!?!?!?!?!
just joking la,
:x
later i kenna thrashed by peeps from other CCAs :P

just stop looking down on UGs,
UGs ROCKS,
ESPECIALLY NCC,
CAUSE WE FREAKING OWN EVERYONE :D
HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAA

if you think joining UGs is a waste of time,
THEN I CAN TELL YOU THAT,
JOINING YOUR CCA IS A WASTE OF TIME TOO!

bleh!!

haha,
then after school went to eat mac with alvin and zhenghan :D
i bought happy meal~
hehe,
so long neh eat le,
miss it so much man :x
after that we got onto 198 (:
crapped alot alot,
on army and jobs all that,
so freaking cool la,
got what navy seal, commando and sniper de,
all these jobs damn damn damn damn zai,
i also want be a commando lor! :D
zai people like them are humans,
but they dont act like humans thats all :P
haha,
I ALSO WANNA BE COMMANDO! xD
sniper need damn zai accuracy,
even thou i marksman,
sure cant 1 shot 1 kill de,
veh obvious right?
the navy seal thing is so freaking CRAZY!
i sure lose to a chimpanzee,
so forget it,
commando :D
HAHAHAHAHA
NOT BAD!
but this is almost impossible :/
how zai must a commando be...
haha,

okay,
i needa do my stuff le,
haha,
bye peeps,
good night :D

:D

okay,
at least,
todae my attitude not that suckish,
just feel so freaking tired todae,
and i got no idea why,
i am so tired,
and hungry like dont know what,
cause i didnt eat for the whole day,

last night slept at 10pm,
woke up at 5am todae morning,
veh tired,


skipped breakfast,recess and lunch,
veh hungry,
obvious la,
but,
not that hungry anyways,
shows that man can live without food (:
haha,

nah,
i dont want blog so much todae,

after school went library again,
with alvin,zhenghan and wanyih,
go there read books,
haha,
this time i found some interesting books,
like the Gamzadori,
SO CUTE LA!
THE POTATO! :D
hehe,
and got two romance books~
*sneaky brows*
haha,
going spam read them,
anyways,
i finished the Gamzadori comic le,
so cute la,
haha,
xD
i will start reading one of the romance books tonight,
probably the smaller book,
cause i want to leave the more interesting one for me to spam after EOYs,
(:


talking about EOYs,
i got no idea why,
i feel so stressed up but i am so relaxed,
its like,
i want to do well in EOYs,
but heck care man,
i aint revising or anything =.=
LOL,
stupid right?
wah sian,
i dont know when i got the discipline to stop blogging and revise instead,
sometimes i wish i were just a normal kiddie,
and i dont have such high expectations of myself,
=.=
oh,
who says i aint a normal kiddie?
haha,
okay i aint making sense but,
you get what i mean?

nah,
i going blog in chinese,
people who dont really like chinese,
erm,
sorry la,
not my fault for loving chinese right?
haha,
just kidding la :D


i going post this story in the GamzaDori book i read todae,
it's so romantic la~ :33
____________________________________

出处：小薯球Dori成长烦恼, 83 页



在这个世界上，
喜欢你的人如果有100个，
那其中一个有我。

在这个世界上，
喜欢你的人如果有2个，
那其中一个也有我。

在这个世界上，
喜欢你的人如果只有1个，
那一定就是我。

在这个世界上，
喜欢你的人如果一个都没有的话，
大概是因为我不在的关系...

喜欢你...
直到生命尽头的那一天...
_____________________________


OMG!
so romantic lor :D
haha,
romantic leh~~
hehe,
ohohoh,
and still have sommore xD
________________________________


出处：小薯球Dori成长烦恼, 94页



在心爱的你面前，连话都说不出口...
每当你经过时，
我都假装没看见，
表现出一脸不在乎的样子...

其实我也好想和你聊天...
跟你一起玩耍...
我是这么的喜欢你，
你怎么都不知道呢?
小傻瓜!
________________________________

so sweet right?
haha :P
the book so cute lor ~
cute cute potato GAMZADORI! :D
have alot of sweet sweet and cute cute stuff inside also,
no energy to type all out le,
haha,
lastly,
i shall present my views :P
in chinese :D
haha,
_______________________________________________________________


你说我们只是好朋友很多次了...
听了都麻木了，
看了都觉得无所谓了，
心也不再痛了。

也许我们之间少了一点东西，
就像磁铁的南北极少了吸引力，
再也不能自然地黏在一起。

我知道，
我也明白，
经过了那么多，
难道我还能假装不在乎吗?

现在的我们，
顶多只是好朋友，
对我来说，
这样比以前好了许多，
从前都不对彼此多说几句话的我们，
变成了夥伴，
也能轻松地对话了，
这样就足够了，
我也不能再要求什么。

i cant expect too much,
really,
maybe,
one day,
...

yes..
that day,
:)

=.=

do i even need to care?
x.x
i just feel so freaking screwed up todae,
:/

there're ups and downs in life,
:D
yepps!

wanyi,
jiayou!
friday please dont get heart attack and die can le x.x
haha,
touchwood la :P

x.x

sadded,
i think my mood swings going start again T.T
cham le la,
later i anyhow fa pi qi again D;

todae right,
after recess i start having headaches liao,
cause yesterday night cant sleep for some reason :/
sian,
then todae i veh veh sian,
headache x.x
sadded,

and i really think i got some attitude =.=
argh,
must change ahhh :x
and i shall stop asking stupid questions,
yeah,
my table partners aint walking dictionaries :/

and yes,
i should learn to run faster,
so that we can catch up with buses and dont need wait so long le,
x.x
sadded :/

sighs,
x.x

todae have lang arts factual recount test,
quite fun leh,
haha,
:D

after school wait alvin finish his compo,
then we zao je library with jingfei,
LOL,
everytime go out with jingfei damn funny de,
cause,
he everything also can crap de lor,
hahahaha,
crap crap crap,
then he kept squeezing alvin,
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAA
:P
veh funny can le :D
hehe,
then todae we went to the children's section read books,
i read till i almost slept,
i think i am only interested in romance books lor,
books about facts x.x
read until sleep de :/
we stayed there for almost an hour i think,
then go look at CDs,

after that zao home le,

okay,
i should improve on my attitude,
and i should talk properly and stop being a noob x.x
and i should stop rolling my eyes at a teacher =.=...
and i should learn to run faster so that we can catch up with buses,
okay,
i should psycho myself with all these,
haha,

kay la,
i dont want blog le,
got headache,
:/
todae i sleeping early,
then tmr i planning to wake up early,
then i go school early run 2.4km,
play suicide window and monkey bars :D

oh,
i love suicide window,
cause,
its freaking easy x.x
but the army open house de suicide window veh tall,
hard but still managed to cross over :D
haha,
so zai right?
hehe,
just kidding la,
:x

nah,
just feel like doing PT,
and sweating like hell,
to release stress :/

BAD DAY

I HAD A BAD DAY!
D;
sob sob sob,
SO SIAN LA,
WTH,
todae i just slack like dont know what,
=.=

OMG I SHOULD START REVISING LE =.=
next thursday start of EOYs le,
cant believe it =.=
ZZzzZzZZzZzzZ

PHYSICS AH PHYSICS =.=
...
9 subject combi, its just additional stress =.=
bio,chem,physics,
i want to take them all,
with bio i can be a doctor,
with physics i can be an engineer,
with chem,
i dont know =.=...

its all for the future,
=.=
i got no idea what to do in the future,
my buddy says,
"bungee jumping",
:D
LOL,
i dont know,
maybe one day i go jump,
then i kenna heart attack =.=
just kidding,
lols,

ARGHHHHHH,
you know what,
i think i am just so freaking numb of studies,
its like,
study all day,
then you take test get nervous like shyt,
then you scared you fail the paper,
sucks la,
=.=
damn it,
study study study,
singapore's educational system have problem lor,
look at other countries right,
they study like so relaxed de,
WHY CANT WE DO MORE SPORTS THAN JUST SIT DOWN AND STUDY?
sucks man,
=.=
i wonder how hwachong and RI people study,
everyday mug like siao =.=
whats the point lor =.=
WTH LA,
i hate mugging,
shows that mugging aint efficient,
i mugged for mid years,
in the end =.=,
...
it just feels so tiring and sian,
you sit down there and mug,
=.=

WTH,
I AM SO FREAKING SCARED NOW,
=.=
damn that physics paper,
=.=
FRIDAY LEH,
CAN TMR GIVE OR NOT?
i'd rather i die earlier =.=
then friday i can go somewhere play =.=
WTH LA,
MUST REVISE LIAO,
just that,
i dont have the discipline to do so,
NEXT YEAR IS A GOOD TIME TO SLACK :D
HAHAHHAHA
just kidding =.=
with a new class,
aint the time to slack,

NEXT YEAR,
I WANT TO BE IN A CLASS WITH AT LEAST 1 2E PEEP,
at least one guy i am close with... :/
think think think..
like only at most 3 guys will choose same subject combi as me x.x
sadded..

NEXT YEAR,
i want to be a subject rep.
probably,
CHINESE REP! :D
hahahahahaha,
or..
SCIENCE REP! :D
see la,
i love science so much that i cant bear to fail physics =.=
WTH,
STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT DUMB PHYSICS PAPER,
some one please convince me that i aint gonna fail =.=
FORGET IT,
even if i convince myself that i aint gonna fail,
and in the end i still fail,
NO USE =.=

COME ON WANYI!
JUST LET IT GO!
there is that thing,
which you let it go already,
ITS JUST A FREAKING DUMB TEST,
WHY CANT YOU JUST DO THE SAME?

life without excitement,
nothing to look at,
nobody to look at,
life's so boring sometimes,
i'd wish i could love someone,
:/
i feel so bored,
or am i too used to having people to talk to me already?

you know todae right,
when i was going back home alone,
i felt so sian,
and i wanna talk to someone,
ITS THE FIRST TIME AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME RIGHT,
I FELT THIS WAY,
strange right?
i like being alone and having nobody to disturb me,
but,
todae shows that things aint working that way,
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
CRAP
AND I FELL ASLEEP ON THE BUS,
as in seriously asleep,
thanks to weely,
cause she SMS-ed me,
then i woke up,
LOL,
i wish i had someone to wake me up,
like in the morning,
i have shuying to wake me up whenever i fall asleep on the bus :D
hahahahhaaha,

its like so freaking long since i hugged someone,
or since i get patted on my shoulder,
just like an encouragement,
i just feel so sick and tired of everything =.=
everything's so freaking sian =.=
ZZZzzZzZzzZzZzzZZz..
exams and exams and exams,
GPA GPA GPA =.=
so RV just wanna teach us about "HOW TO GET A HIGH GPA?" =.=
wth,
SUCKS,
shyt,
THINGS WITHOUT GPA DONT GIVE A DAMN LA?
I CANT STAND THIS KIND OF PEOPLE LOR,
seriously,
GPA GPA GPA is all they care about,
just simply think that overtaking other people is everything,
scoring a good GPA is everything,
BANANA LA PLEASE,
=.=
music CID flash all that doesnt count in GPA dont give a damn,
yes yes yes,
only crazy and stupid people will give a damn about those shyt stuff a week before EOYs,
so if that's what you think,
BANANA YOU LA,
=.=
wth,
so pissed off suddenly i dont know why,

=.=
EH I AINT FLAMING PEOPLE LA,
I AM EXPRESSING MY VIEWS,
DONT SPAM MY TAGBOX LA PLEASE,
MY TAGBOX FOR YOU TO TAG,
NOT FOR YOU TO SPAM A WHOLE LOT OF 5 FULL PAGES OF $&$*%^*^%* DE HOR,
=.=

wah,
suddenly i feel so shuang,
NO IDEA WHY,
thanks budd,
nice idea for asking me to blog :D
hee,

OKAY OKAY OKAY,
i am numb,
numb numb,
JUST NUMB,
there's this thing about guys and girls,
WTH IS WRONG FOR A GIRL TO WALK TOG. WITH A GUY LA?
okay la,
it looks wrong sometimes but,
what if they're just friends? =.=
EAT TOGETHER ALSO CANNOT AH,
WTH =.=
LIKE YOU NEVER EAT WITH A GUY BEFORE LIKE THAT,
=.=
talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk

I AM JUST SO BANANA-ED UP BY PHYSICS,
I LOVE PHYSICS TOO MUCH THAT I CANT BEAR TO FAIL IT,
SERIOUSLY!
=.=
PHYSICS,
i dont want to disappoint ms lim,
i dont want to disappoint myself,
i dont want to disappoint my parents,
with this freaking screwed PHYSICS,
i am going crazy,

LASER IS A SOURCE OF LIGHT AND IT BENDS WHEN IT REACHES THE BOUNDARY,
WTH,
WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THAT?

REFLECTION,
LATERALLY INVERTED,
WHY DIDNT I SEE THAT?

AMBULANCE QUESTION,
THE ANSWER IS PRINTED IN THE NOTES,
WHY DIDNT I SEE THAT?

LUMINOUS AND NON-LUMINOUS IN THE PHYSICS TEXTBOOK,
I WAS LIKE CARRYING IT TO AND FRO SCHOOL,
AND I DIDNT SEE IT,

THAT DUMB FISH QUESTION,
I THOUGHT I WAS RIGHT,
IN THE END =.=...

TELL ME LA,
PISSED OR NOT?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
I LEARNT SO MUCH FROM ALL THOSE MISTAKES I MADE,

"Experience is the name everyone gives for their mistakes."
this is a quote i live with,
JIAYOU WANYI,
JUST DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES IN EOYs CAN LE!
jiayou!
you can do it!
even if you fail,
just take it as a stepping stone to success,
:D
feels better now,
see,
i so zai,
can console myself de XD

the worst thing is,
now i know how it feels like :/
the helplessness within,
where ah?
the heart? o.O

normally they only say,
like,
the sadness within,

then end le,
LOL,
i dont know la,
DONT CARE LIAO LA =.=

okay okay okay okay,
I FEEL SO FREAKING SIAN NOW,
LETS CRAP ABOUT STUFF,
like,
how many strands of hair do you have?
=.=
JUST KIDDING,
I DONT WANT BLOG LIAO LA,
BYE BYE

@.@

369 x.x

this post is just total crap,
just ignore it :D

argh,
i have got this really bad feeling,
that i might just fail that dumb physics paper =.=
its not the first time i failed a test la,
mid years lang arts compre failed once le,
BUT THAT'S LANG ARTS,
DIFFERENT MA =.=
wth,
its SCIENCE leh,
omg,
x.x

todae ms lim was like telling the class,
"there are failures you know? its not normal.."
then i was like T_T..
"this time sure die le"
yepps,
hope i dont fail la,
x.x
i can fail lang arts,
but not science,
=.=
OH CRAP,
I LOVE PHYSICS TOO MUCH TILL I CANT BEAR TO FAIL IT =.=
physics,
and maths,
they're sort of like connected de la,
my maths not veh good,
so my physics aint anywhere better too x.x
ahh,
at least i have an excuse for failing physics =.=

argh,
okay la,
i know you're tired of all this complaints about my dumb physics paper,
but,
i got nobody to talk to and complain about ma,
so i complain here lor,
MY FAULT AH?
=.=

oh shyt,
when i told my mom say have ppl fail physics right,
she was like O.O..
"neh mind la, you havent get back ma..."
if i really fail right,
i cant imagine what my dad will do lor =.=
give me lecture for one whole day,
as in not physics lecture,
say what dont know must ask,
blah blah blah blah x.x...
a whole lot of stuff =.=
wth la,
I ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS LE CAN?
IS I DUMB WHAT =.=
okay i aint dumb :P
is that stupid physics paper dumb la =.=

good thing that my mom doesnt really care about my grades,
if i do well right she will be veh happy,
if i dont do well she will say next time jiayou,
man~
i love my mom :3
hehe,

WTH,
now i know how i feels like to not revise and JUST DO IT :D
if i pass right,
i will feel freaking shuang~
like,
"OMG!! I NEH REVISE STILL CAN PASS LEHH!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH!"
but,
if i fail right,
i will tell myself,
"WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL~? NOT FIRST TIME LIAO MA!"
but i doubt i can do it x.x

ARGH,
I NEED TO SHOUT TO VENT ALL THE FRUSTRATIONS OUT!!!
and i think i will crap about that dumb physics paper in this whole post x.x
dumb physics,
I DONT WANT TO FAIL PHYSICS,
that's the conclusion x.x

when i look at myself right,
i think right,
i only have half the chance to pass physics,
OMG x.x
ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
DUMB PHYSICS =.=

and ms lim intend to teach lenses in half an hour O_o..
so cool la x.x

suay,
i dont know why right,
NCC de camp and IMTs all those crap right,
sure have miss physics lessons de =.=
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
physics physics physics,
i need psycho myself x.x

WTH LA,
I DONT CARE LIAO LA,
FAIL JIU FAIL LOR,
SHEI PA SHEI? =.=
ZZzZZZZzzzZz

but i freaking scared x.x
LOL,
stupid la,

NOT FIRST TIME LIAO WAD,

i just need to find a reason to convince myself x.x

WTH~~
AT MOST RIGHT,
EOYs DO BETTER LOR!!!
RIGHT?
DONT CARE LIAO LA,
=.=

___________________________

i love physics too much =.=...

OKAY!
todae's post will ONLY be on PE :D
cause I LOVE PE :D
hahahahaha,
in conclusion for todae's PE circuit training,
which is like so slack =.=
ZzzZzZzzZzZzzZ
I NEED TO TRAIN UP MY THIGHS AND STOMACH MUSCLES :D
yepps :D
hahahahaha,

i love todae's PE lor,
if it's hiong-er,
like NCC style de PT :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
MAKE ME SWEAT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS,
I WILL LOVE IT MORE :D
HAHAHHAHAHA

i miss jumping jacks,
i miss crunches,
i miss doing table tops while singing NCC song,
i miss pumpings in sets,
i miss yelling and shouting together with my platoon mates during PT (:

i just simply miss the feeling of,
sweating like hell and stink together with my platoon mates,

and it's a good thing that NCC trains us to endure and have thicker skin,
as in really thick skin :D
not thick-skinned,
its different de kay?
hahahaha,
table tops on track so shuang,
can thicken my elbow skin,
:D
hahahahaha,
okay la i sound like a sadist =.=
but,
we should be tougher isnt it?
WE AINT STRAWBERRY KIDS =.=
MUST BE TOUGH AND ROUGH!
hahahahahha,
must show what the guys can do,
girls can do too,
:D
haha

and i think i'll never have 6 packs x.x
that's so,
far far away T.T
i should concentrate on training on doing chin ups :D
hahahahaha,

I WANT TO JOIN NS NEXT TIME!!!
then can shun bian build up muscles and lose weight,
AND CAN SHOOT MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE REAL BULLETS!!
MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!
okay,
one of my plans for the future is,
to serve the army,
(:
CAUSE OF MY GREAT PASSION FOR NCC~
can you feel it?
SURE CAN DE LOR~~ :D
I LOVE NCC TOO MUCH LE!! :D:D:D:D:D
i know NCC is alot alot alot more different from army,
army will be hell lots tougher than NCC,
cause your army specialists will sure anyhow say "wen hou" your mom and dad and relatives de,
thats what yang lao shi always says la,
hahaha,

another thing,
i am sure to be a housewife,
:D
and i want to have kids,
i want to have little boys,
hahaha,
i sexist :P
the best is TWINS :D:D:D:D:D
THEN BOTH GUYS!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
like zhengzhang and zhengkang :D
so cool yeah?
heehee xD
this is a bit far far away la,
who knows?
maybe i wont even get married,
=.=
but,
i want to get married,
of course! :P

next thing,
i feel like being a doctor,
i aint sure if i want to be a doctor,
a doctor,
needs alot alot alot alot of experience,
and it aint easy to be a doctor,
sighs,

my ambition,
a soldier,
a housewife,
a doctor,

okay,
i shall serve NS for 3 years,
and come out strong and fit :D
and maybe i'll get a boyfriend in NS,
then get married when we finish service,
then we'll have kiddies :P
and then after i finish service,
i will go to a U and study if i can,
and continue to be a doctor,
and a housewife at the same time,
of course :P

so complicated right?
its like the road to being a doctor,
is almost impossible if i ever have kiddies,
unless i be a doctor first then have kiddies,
by that time,
i'll be an old hag,
x.x

my ambition,
in primary school eh,
was to be a designer,
cause my art not bad de :D
just that my art aint that kind which can produce cute and abstract pictures,
its just that my art is a bit like,
dont know,
have my own style :D
hehe,
that's what mr chin said when he taught me :P
hahahahhahaha,
then i was like thinking,
since my art not bad then i can be a designer ma,
i still have a collection of clothes i designed last time :P
and i feel like wearing them :D
hahahahaha
but the thing is,
i dont know where the drawings go le,
i think it's under some veh veh veh veh veh big pile of junk in the store room,
sucks man,
i feel like digging them out and take a look at them,
see how pro i was last time,
hahahha,
just kidding :P
and i still remember some of the clothes is i design with god-jie de,
hahahahaha xD
god jie's art is simply,
FANTASTIC,
her artistic talent is like WOW,
admire her lor,
hahahaha xD

haha,
enough about my amibition,
we shall see how it goes,
i'd wish i had an ambition like jingfei,
it's so clear,
a fighter jet pilot,
admire him (:
he's so clear of what's his goal,
:/
and me leh,
dont know what i can do x.x

ohhh,
and special thanks to zhengzhang,
cause todae,
i spammed him with so many crappish questions,
if it werent for him right,
i think i'll like go goong goong about lenses le,
:x
hehe,
THANK YOU ZHENGZHANG! :D
*smiles*
:DD

okay la,
i dont want crap le,

OH SHYT,
MY MOUSEHUNT
FORGET ON! =.=
WTH MAN,
WASTE MY TIMEEE!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
dumb mouse =.=
forget it,
i on now,
todae i veh tired,
should be sleeping early,
bye guys,
i love you :3

:D

OKAY!!!
i am going out now,
well,
time to be serious :P

haha,
weely here i come,
and my restaurant city so screwed la,
i spent 4100 gold to buy some stupid vegetable,
in the end i left ZERO coins,
cant even feed my employees =.=
wah sian,
my mousehunt even worse
WTH,
ZzZZzZzZ
sian ah,
i think i shouldnt play facebook anymore,
haha,
okay la,
i dont want be late,

i go off le,
bye peeps :D
tmr have school again,
damn =.=

o.O

you know what,
i suddenly feel like being a doctor when i grow up,
i want to be a doctor,
sounds,
good?

it'll take a veh long time,
but,
i got no idea why,
i feel like being a doctor when i grow up,
a doctor,
someone,
who saves lives...

:D

to all that once let me go,
here i am going shout into your face,
"I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!"
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
just kidding =.=

haha,
before i go,
i wanna say something,
i love my best table partner ever :D
yesh,
its mr ostrich,
tan run zhong :D
hahahaha,
my BEST BEST BEST BEST table partner ever,
my BEST BEST BEST BEST -.- buddy ever,
hahaha,
okay la :D
i just feel so happy,
that i went to kajiao him :P
bet he gaming halfway,
BUT WHO CARES?
he replied me,
and spammed me with "-.-" faces,
BUT WHO CARES?
at least he replied :D
hahahaha,

you know what,
i am so happy nowadays,
life like that is simply so wonderful,
its just like,
my dreams continue to come true every single day,
that everyday seemed so not true to me,
its just like a dream,
and i'd wish i'll never wake up,
(:
take a look at this world,
its so beautiful :D
EXCEPT THOSE STUPID POLLUTION THINGS =.=
dumb pollution,
sign the montreal and kyoto protocol still pollution,
SHOULD BAN ALL THOSE DUMB SOURCES OF POLLUTION WHAT,
WTH man =.=

if there's a problem with my heart,
i dont know what will happen,
really,
my heart aches for no particular reason o.O
shyt la,
should surf wikipedia liao,
wah sadded :/

hmm..
yes,

if friends are people who walk past you and dont even say hi,
so,
you consider that person as a friend,
wow,

friends,
to close friends,

yes,
but after the stage of close friends,
there's this two-way road for us to choose,
its either go back to only friends or be the best of buddies,
in other words,
best friends or boyfriend or girlfriend la,
LOL
hahaha,

bleh,
there's only one person i have in mind as the best of buddies,
it's since primary 4,
since then,
we parted and get together,
we shared secrets and liked the same guy before,
we did everything we could together before,
we laughed and we cried together,
we sent gifts to each other,
we were just like,
twins,
haha,
but its a pity that i aint that chio,
BUT DOESNT MEAN I NOT CHIO OKAY?
haha,
just kidding :x
it's god-jie :D
she's the only one,
i dont think she'll see what i typed here,
but still,
one day if i die,
and this blog still remains,
and IF,
someone who loved me so much that he/she would read my blog posts,
please tell my god-jie that i wrote this for her,
haha,

okay chiang hui ying,
you must be veh veh veh veh veh touched right?
hahaha :D

god-jie,
i love you,
:3

if one day,
i find a person i really really love,
trust me,
i will put my heart and soul into that relationship,
just take a look at me,
i look like that kind of veh veh 痴情 person right?
haha,
JUST KIDDING LA,
but really,
if i really find that guy,
that guy will be the luckiest and the happiest guy in the world :D
hehe,

i think my brain got problem liao la,
forget what i typed,
i just want a hug,
thats all,

i am jealous of like 3 guys,
cause they're being hugged by some guy,
RAWR!!!
so romantic la,
:/
too bad i aint a guy,
if not,
i also want! :P
hahahahahaha,
if i were a guy,
everything would be different,
but,
i know i will have the same personality as this wanyi,
(:
if i were a guy,
if i have nothing to do with girls,
if i didnt have those screwed emotions of a girl,
if i were a guy,
i would want to be a guy,
who can love a girl wholeheartedly :D
haha,

so i am asking myself now,
what's love?

i love you,
its so easy to say,
but when do we know,
if that person really mean it?

i mean it,
you can trust me,
just dont ask me about stupid stuff,
for example those stuff in lessons =.=
dont expect me to know everything,
but other than that,
you can trust me :D
cause,
other than that stuff right,
there's no right or wrong answer,

you want a definite answer from me,
well,
it's hard,
cause i aint certain about myself,
so i should learn to trust myself,
so what if people put their trust in me,
and in the end i dont trust myself right?

i am going mad,
i need to do some stuff now,

the thing is,
i want to grow up,
but there're so many things i havent experienced before,
is it too early?
yes,
but,
if we dont try,
we'll never know,
but,
what if,
i dont even have the chance to try?

i tried everything i could for that,
i tried all i could,
its just that i didnt go to you,
or even send a text message to you,
and say that three words into your face,
even if i didnt do that,
its pretty obvious right?
you assumed that i carried a torch for you,
yes you're right,
even if its just an assumption,
:D

blehhh,
i am so tired,

tmr going lib. to revise with weely,
(:
hee,
must spam her with questions,
but,
the thing is,
"wanyi, you should not expect weely to know everything!"
haha,
yepps,
thats what i want to remind myself,

if i dont want others to do that to me,
i wont do it to others too :D
haha,
life works that way isnt it?

blah,
i dont want to continue to be a kiddie,
i aint a kiddie,
at least,
i am more matured than some others,
:D
haha,

i dont want to be in lala land,
what if one day,
i just go like that,
i'll never have the time to experience what it feels like,
to be an adult,
:/
it'll be such a pity,

okay,
i go le
bye guys,
i love you :D
hee,
nights and sweet dreams :D

:D

OH SHYT
MY WRIST IS SO SCREWED UP,
cant write and type properly,
cause,
i went to play badminton with my bros just now,
right after sleeping on the floor after writing the first sentence of my dumb HCL compo,
HECK CARE,
IMT OVER LIAO :D
HAHAHHAHA

i still cant forget the feeling of shooting real bullets :D
the happiness within me is so hard to describe,
i am happy not because i got that two golden rifles with the crest,
but its the experience of the shooting,
even if i aint a marksman,
i will still be freaking happy,
CAUSE,
YOU TELL ME,
HOW MANY OF YOU CAN SHOOT LIVE RANGE AT THE AGE OF 14?
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
xD
okay,
i just cant forget the smell of the gunpowder,
and the DAMN COOL RECOIL!
OMG,
and the bullet shells flying like about a metre behind you,
WAHSEH~~
AND THE "POM!" sound,
ITS TOO COOL TO BE TRUE,
from friday till now,
i was telling myself,
"WANYI! YOU SHOT REAL BULLETS WITH THE M16 ASSAULT RIFLE!!!!~"
HAHaHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
ITS M-16!!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHA

GUYS~
EXCLUDING THOSE FROM NCC DE,
YOU MUST ENVY MEE :D:D:D:D:D
HAHAHHAHAHHA
just kidding :x
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
ITS M16 :D
AND REAL AMMO!!!!

FORGET IT
i DONT WANT BLOG LIAO ;D

hahaha,
bye bye

;D

todae i woke up at 3am to do history,
cause i slept at 10pm last night x.x
so zai right?

forget about all the lessons todae,
all so =.=,
except for PE,
and the worst thing for todae is,
the physics paper,

and now i finally know the feeling taking a test without revising =.=
sucks man,
OMG,
MY A1 FOR SCIENCE FLY AWAY LIAO =.=
ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT DE LEH,
last year my chem and physics not good,
only bio not bad,
this year my chem and bio considered good,
THEN PHYSICS ALL SCREWED,
WTH MAN,
=.=
FORGET IT LA,
STUPID CLASS TEST,
REVISE LIAO THEN NEVER TEST,
NEH REVISE DE ALL TEST =.=
WTH,
so freaking pissed man,
=.=
...
FORGET IT LA,
OVER LIAO LA,
BANANA MAN,

okay,
PE time! xD
lols,
this time our class is divided into 4 teams with balance of power,
hahahaha,
means,
like the teams are equally spread out la,
pro de people cant stick together :D
hehe,
veh fun leh,
cause right,
i also dont know why,
just feel veh fun,
and i got no idea why the 2 cp-s always end up in the same group x.x
lols,

OKAY,
FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING OF THE DAY EXCEPT FOR LIVE RANGE SHOOTING,
AND THE TRIP TO THE LIBRARY :D
hehe,

first thing,
LIVE range shooting - M16,
WAH SEH,
DAMN SHUANG LA!!
IT'S LIVE RANGE!!
MEANS ITS REAL FUN REAL BULLET REAL EVERYTHING!!
OMG,
and scroll down and take a look at my wish #103 :DDD
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
OMG THIS 100M LIVE RANGE IS LIKE FREAKING EASY,
IMT de is stimulated M16 shoot,
the target 300m away,
FREAKING SMALL,
this live range 100M ONLY,
WTH MAN,
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
THE TARGET LIKE SO FREAKING BIG LA x.x
HAHAHHAHAHHAAHA
SO COOL!!
AND THE MOST COOL THING IS,
WE GET TO SHOOT REAL BULLETS,
REAL AMMO :D:D:D:D
AND WE SHOOT A REAL TARGET AT A LIVE RANGE!!
OMG,

its like,
you prone down,
then you do all the basic shooting stuff like loading and all that la,
after that you take aim,
then you breathe in fully and let out half of the air you breathe in,
aim properly,
put the middle part of your index finger on the trigger,
feel for double pressure,
then you squeeze off,

THEN,
YOU HEAR "POM!",
then have the bullet shell FLY OUT :D:D:D:D:D
and there will be a damn cool recoil xDDDDD
OMG SO COOL xD
then you continue to squeeze off after you aim at the target,
you'll hear,
"POM!",
bullet shell fly out,
HAVE THAT DAMN COOL RECOIL!!!!! x333
then you "POM!" again,
AND THEN THE WHOLE SHOOTING RANGE WILL KEEP LIKE,
"POM!" "POM!" "POM!" "POM!",
then got alot alot alot alot alot alot of smoke come out from the chamber of the M16 rifle,
WAH SEH SO COOL RIGHT?
ITS LIVE RANGE,
TELL ME,
HOW MANY OF YOU CAN SHOOT A REAL RIFLE WITH REAL BULLETS AT 14 YRS OLD?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
OMG ITS LIVE RANGE!!!
LIVE RANGEE!!
REAL BULLETS XD
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
REAL BULLET XD

when i got the magazine right,
i was like,
"WAH SO DAMN COOL!",
cause this is like the first time when i really looked at REAL bullets,
then i see,
golden colour,
streamline shape,
ITS NORMAL LA,
but IT JUST FEELS FREAKING COOL TO LOOK AT IT,
CAUSE YOU KNOW PEOPLE FROM OTHER CCAs NEVER SEE BEFORE!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
ITS FEELS SO FREAKING COOL JIU CAN LE LA xD
REAL BULLETS!!
REAL RECOIL,
REAL "POM!" SOUND,
REAL TARGET, (not human la of course =.=)
REAL EVERYTHING,
EVERYTHING IS SO COOL!!!
LIKE WE GOING WAR LIKE THAT xD
HAHAHAHAHAHA

and then when we reach there right,
we helped out in setting up the tent with the encik and CLTs,
SO COOL LA,
its like everyone working together to set up the tent,
WHICH IS LIKE SO COOL!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA
we join join join all the poles and connectors,
and then veh fast become a veh veh veh veh COOL TENT LIAO,
SO ZAI LA,
OMG xD

I STILL LOVE THE REAL BULLETS PART,
"POM!", RECOIL + BULLET SHELL FLY OUT,
SO COOL!!

OHHH!!
YAHH!!
GOT THIS SIR,
i see him before de,
somewhere in some camp,
i think its camp FEAST last year,
dont know he who lai de,
i think he's an instructor for high/low elements i think,
OMG HE SO NICE LA,
HAHAHAHAHHAA
i just know i see him before and i know he freaking nice,
but i dont know his name leh,
sadded :/
he wears red specs de,
then he veh veh veh veh veh veh veh nice :D
he like practically help me do everything for the live range leh :/
feel so bad,
then he keep telling me where to aim later,
cause we have zero-ing ma,
with the canadian bull,
i know you all dont understand what i talking about la,
SO PLEASE JOIN NCC TO UNDERSTAND :D
THANK YOU!!
AND YOU GET TO SHOOT REAL BULLETS :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay,
back to the zero-ing thing with canadian bull,

we have 5 magazines,
first 2 magazines of 4 rounds each for zero-ing,
third magazine of 6 rounds for marksmanship live range practice round,
last 2 magazines og 6 rounds each is the real test,

firstly,
zero-ing,
i shoot the canadian bull,
SO ZAI LA,
ITS LIKE THEY ALL LAND SO NEAR TO EACH OTHER LOR!!!
JUST THAT I AIM TOO LOW THEN THE BULLETS LAND BELOW THE BOARD MA,
got one sir right,
not the freaking nice sir,
he some suan me leh,
=.=
he came over and say,
"wah, this one veh pro" in chinese,
LOL,
i know i veh pro la,
JUST THAT I AIM TOO LOW ONLY MA,
THE SHOTS VEH NICE LOR!!!
land so near to each other :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
tell you my canadian bull not veh accurate liao,
but my bullets land near to each other veh good le okay?
haha,
ohh!!
then after zero-ing right,
we must go run 100m to the canadian bull target to see where our shots land,
then i go there see right,
see my shots all land below the target there,
BUT VEH VEH VEH NEAR!!
then the sir was like asking "where did you aim just now? (:",
i pointed to the white part in the middle of the canadian bull,
then he said,
"later you aim higher okay? because your shots land below",
then he help me paste the sticker of the canadian bull target board to cover the holes,
so that the next detail can shoot :D
then right,
the other peeps have to paste themselves,
hahahahahahahahaha,
then he keep smiling de,
OMG SO NICE :D
hahaha,
i really forget where i see him liao,
i think he got talk to me before leh,
its like last year,
OMG!!!
SHYT SHYT SHYT SHYT SHYT!!
I KNOW LIAO,
OMG OMG OMG,
HE IS THE SIR WHO HELPED ME WITH REPELLING DURING CAMP STEEL THIS YEAR,
CAUSE ONLY SEE HIM FOR LIKE 5mins DURING THE TRAIL RUN,
OMG SEE I SO ZAI STILL CAN REMEMBER HIM!!
OMG YES YES YES ITS THAT SIR,
AND HE IS REALLY FREAKING FREAKING NICE :D:D:D:D:D:D
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
OHHHH!!!!
i love that sir man,
in a friendly way :P
haha,
he's really really really veh veh veh veh veh nice,
then for the first round of zero-ing,
before i shoot have IA liao,
WTH MAN,
heng i neh lose any bullets,
CAUSE ITS REAL BULLETS LEH,
DONT WANT WASTE MA :D
then i have IA,
the sir help me do,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
if i do myself i think the whole rifle will explode liao x.x
JUST KIDDING :P

then i shoot shoot shoot,
ALL THE TARGETS I SHOT WENT DOWN~~~
AHHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
except for the first round of fig. 12 i missed,
the next bullet i shot hit the target,
so i continued to aim at same point,
ALL DOWN!
HAHAHHAHAHHAAHAHA
so total score is 11/12,
10 points to get marksman xD
WAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
ITS THAT TWO GOLDEN RIFLESSS!!!!!
WITH THE NCC CREST!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG,
ITS LYING INFRONT OF MY SPEAKER NOW :D
i just love the two rifles,
thats all,
LOL,

I LOVE LIVE RANGE SHOOTING!!!
NEXT YEAR PART C HAVE SAR21,
OMG~~~
SO COOL RIGHT?
SAR21 LEH!!!
NOT JOKING DE OKAY? xD
HAHAHAHAHHAA

then after the shooting and get our badges all that right,
go back school le,
then saw 2e peeps,
blah blah blah,
i go take bus,
97 veh packed,
but still got a seat :D
THEN SO SUAY HAVE SOME STUPID TRAFFIC JAM,
wth,
then i was like thinking,
the guys sure go eat mac again de,
hahaha,
and yes they were,
so we plan to meet up at the lib. :D

okay..
so fast forward,
i alighted at the stop outside je lib,
then wait the guys come,
zhenghan zao home,
alvin,hanyu and i went lib. talk crap for like 1 and a half hours,
so cool la,
its like i go library listen to lectures like that,
OMG SO COOL,
one is english,
one is chinese,
SO COOL RIGHT?
and still have free history lessons,
and alot alot alot alot of cool cool stuff xD
hahahaha,
i was like bombarded with so many things i didnt know,
my brain going explode le,
its not a wrong decision to crap with guys (:
even though its just 1.5 hours :D
means alot yeah?

and i agree to yang lao shi,
"they only bi*tch lai bi*ch qu only ma",
okay la,
you dont need to know who the they refers to,
but some peeps know,
no offence la,
i just stating what i feel only ma :P

in conclusion,
i am a sexist,
JUST KIDDING :P
its true la,
but in a special way :D
hehe,

i am really veh happy these few days,
yeah,
excluding lessons and all those academic stuff,
its just outside school,
like ncc and my buddies,
(:

love them all :D

would you believe me if i say that,
what that happened to me these few days is what i wanted last year?
i wanted all those things to happen,
since last year,
and now,
i've got what i wanted,
it just feels so cool,
like i had my dream come true :D
haha,
especially yesterday,
if you know what i am talking about (:
i am being quite stupid la,
but,
i aint kidding yeah (:

okay,
i need to sleep now,
so tired,
todae shoot live range until too tired le,
oh,
and thanks guys (:
for the wonderful lectures xD

bye my loves,
nights (:

:D

todae right,
is the first time,
i shout,
people dont care,
and i dont feel anything inside,
HAHAHAHHAHA
THAT'S SO COOL :D
shows that i aint weak anymore,
and i swear right,
ONE FINE DAY,
I WILL SHOUT TILL THEY LISTEN TO ME :D

and i think i've totally wasted my time being a cp in the beginning of this year,
i cant imagine what i did at the start of the year lor,
complaining and feeling emo all day cause i am a failure =.=
ZzZZzzzZzZz..
OMG,
NOW EVERYTHING IS ENDING,
i'd better do my job as good i can do :D
last time le!
AND AFTER TODAE'S CP MEETING WITH THE LEVEL COMM TEACHERS,
i felt so,
MOTIVATED :D
OMG,
WTH MAN,
I SHOULD HAVE PONNED NCC TO GO FOR THE CP MEETING IN APRIL THIS YEAR!!
OMG,
i should have gone for the meeting,
then i wont be wasting my time complaining for the next 5 months,
cant believe how stupid i was =.=
OKAY,
from todae onwards,
i am going to do my best best best for everyone,
cause,
i got no idea why,
i am so motivated todae,
:D

okay okay,
i dont want blog le,
2A chairperson,
the male de,
i want to be like you,
LOL,
hahahaha,
choon hian la,
so damn zai,
admire him lor,
LAST TIME P6 TUITION THAT TIME WE DONT EVEN TALK LA,
now say hello and wave,
he neh smile de,
sadded man,
need so cool de meh?
hahahhaha,
JUST KIDDING~

and 2A,
the teachers say they veh guai de lor,
when teachers not around veh veh quiet de,
OMG LA,
if i had that too :/
wahseh~
and the chairperson,
zai wor..
haha,

yeah,
then i told my mom how zai choon hian is,
my mom was like "wah, jun xian hen li hai hor,"
then i told my mom that when i shout no ppl listen,
she laughed at me leh,
WTH LA,
so paiseh =.=
ZzZZZzZzZ,
WTH MAN,
I SWEAR I AM GOING TO MAKE 2E SEAL UP THEIR MOUTHS ONE DAY,
RAWRRR!!!

I DONT WANT TO LOSE OUT TO A GUY!!
RAWRRRR
just kidding,
i just admire that 2A guy la,
haha,

BYE!
my loves :D

chinese philosophy

(:
it had been such a long time since i read philosophy..
credits to hanyu for introducing me the websites :D

some veh veh veh cool stuff (:

#1.
暗恋最伟大的行为，是成全。
你不爱我，但是我成全你。
真正的暗恋，是一生的事业，不因他远离你而放弃。
没有这种情操，不要轻言暗恋。

暗恋真的很伟大，
只是有些人，
他们始终不明白我们的苦心。

#2.
世上最遥远的距离,不是生与死的距离,不是天各一方,
而是我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你。

你又是那么的近，
即那么的遥远。

#3.
失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待所以才会失望。
因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。

就只因为我们有所期待，
事情总是比我们想象中的糟糕。

#4.
开始的时侯，我们就知道，总会有终结。

事实总是残酷的。
始终都会有一个能让我们伤痕累累的结局。

#5.
有些人注定是等待别人的，有些人是注定被人等的。

我是注定等待别人的。
当我等到他了之后， 我一定会好好的珍惜他的。
辛辛苦苦才等到的，
不好好珍惜要干什么呢?

#6.
你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

我说过了，
因为我不曾被爱过。
若有一个爱我的人在身边，
我会好好珍惜他的。
那些只懂得被爱的人，
你们懂什么叫等待吗?

#7.
经过了沮丧和失望，我们才学会珍惜。

我们总是失去后才懂得珍惜，
有什么用呢？

#8.
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

我并没有想把你完全忘记，
因为那些美好的回忆太多了 ，
所以舍不得。

#9.
爱情，这不是一颗心去敲打另一颗心，而是两颗心共同撞击的火花.

爱是懂得去爱别人，
和懂得被别人爱。

#10.
爱一个人不一定要和他在一起，他快乐所以我快乐！

爱他，
就得懂得放手。

i am so glad that i am the one waiting,
i'd rather be the one waiting,
than the one sitting down there,
with so many people fighting to be with you.

i'd rather use my own ability to get what i want,
and not just sit down there doing nothing,
and you get a whole long queue of people lining up infront of you.

i may go through a whole lot of obstacles,
but at least i've experienced the process of trying to love someone,
that's what those people dont have.

i'd wish i could meet someone,
who is also waiting,
then he'll understand,
the pain of waiting,
and then he'll know what i've been through,
then we'll cherish each other more than anything else,
that's the best thing i can think about :D

the ones in purple are my replies (:
to the chinese statements,

so now,
and i am having a serious headache now @.@
okay,
hope you've enjoyed the 10 statements above (:

nights my loves,
i am so tired,

todae,sucks

LOL,
ignore the title of this post,
haha,

todae's a freaking sian day,
and i dozed off during maths,
ms choo was like teaching,
then i was dozing off,
she was saying,
".... right, WANYI!",
then i woke up,
LOL,
damn stupid la,
all thanks to my stupid headache,
AND ALL THANKS TO THE 4 ROUNDS AND PT DURING PE LESSON TODAE =.=

WTH MAN,
todae HAVE SOME BL**DY AIR POLLUTION LA,
WTH MAN =.=
THEN WE RAN 4 ROUNDS,
which was like a total sian thing to do,
CAUSE GUYS RUN FREAKING FAST,
=.=
jennshyang todae run freaking fast,
and he improved my timing for 1.6km by around 45seconds,
cool sia,
AND I WANT TO DIE LIAO LA =.=
siao la,
todae timing for 1.6km was like 8.45mins,
i was like O.O..
and want to die T.T
LAST TIME MY TIMING WAS LIKE 12MINS NEAR 13MINS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!!
and that was my FASTEST TIMING,
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
and this year NAPFA 2.4km right,
which is so much better than last year's,
4th round timing was like over 9.30mins,
OMG LA,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
i can run faster,
OMG I BROKE MY RECORD!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
okay,
i know guys run very fast,
dont need laugh at my noob timing,
thanks (:
OMG OMG OMG :X
hehe,
8.45 LEH!!!
OMG~~
i veh veh veh happy,
but really want to die le :/
haha,
next year 2.4km run,
i will make myself die,
then i can get a 13mins ++ le,
:D
OMG THANK YOU JENNSHYANG :D
xD
next time run with alvin can improve more,
but when finish the 4 rounds i think i already dead le x.x
hahahahaha,
alvin's god-like mode,
can fly on track de,
haha,
:P

OKAY LA,
the rest of the lessons were,
pure crap,
i dont want blog liao,
got headache,
i go msn look at the blinking chatbox also want to faint liao la,
damn,

all thanks to the four rounds todae,
dint even have the mood to play netball,
damn it =.=
ZZzZZzz

I ZAO LE AH!
you peeps ah,
ni gei wo ji zhu,
run so fast,
haha,
JUST KIDDING~

okay,
nights my loves :D
xD

:D

oh my..
i miss co0kiez so much~
:/
but play ice light veh boring le,
@.@
play my purpleco0kiez also veh sian,
want maple coin cannot get @.@..
but i kinda miss maple la,
good thing i aint addicted to it now :P



omg~
this character veh sweet right??
look at the beady eyes~ xD
okay la,
its my restaurant city de character..
haha,
so cute lor,

i think i know why i like to create guy character le,
cause real life right,
dont have such cute guys :P
HAHAHAHAHAHA
JUST KIDDING :x

360

if life is about doing things i've never done before .. (:


life,
and life,
and life,

it's such a big thing to talk about,

tell me,
what's life?


then you'll have alot of answers,
some people will say i dont know,


actually,
i also dont know,


i just want to find a goal in my life,
i want to have something to live with,
and i realise that,
i have those principles which i always followed,
its just that i did even bothered to think about them,

i wonder what i was doing in my past 14 years of living in this world,
i am so,
ignorant,

what do i know?
facts?
and just facts?
sighs,

its not just about them,

:D

first day of term 4,
not bad wor..
haha xD

todae ah,
just feel so cool,
cause i realise that i can solve the questions i got wrong by myself :D
haha,
okay la,
you can say "like who cannot la please?",
OKAY LA,
YOU PRO LA,
I NOOB LA CANNOT AH =.=

yeah,
stayed back after class then did some maths :D
then solved those wrong questions,
haha,
cause ms choo say that time not clear at all la,

okay,
todae i am like so freaking tired,
having headache for whole day,
i think i need some sleep eh :/

oh,
nothing really fun todae actually,
i dozed off during history again T.T
sadded,
then mr mezzanotte was like staring at me o.O
todae he said something really funny,
which i forget what isit about o.o
its just veh funny,
haha xD

and,
todae i got hit twice on my head o.o
one smack,
one hit,
ouch~,
haha,
actually not pain de la,
its too long no ppl hit my head le :P

actually right,
nothing else le,
have to chiong some stupid CID report,

oh yea,
todae CID lesson right,
xiao lao shi yelled at me,
cause my grp neh print the report,
then i said(in a veh loud voice in chinese) "LATER WE GO PRINT!",
after that,
xiao lao shi yelled back at me like in chinese,
"YOU PRINT LATER?! SO TELL ME WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO IN THIS 100MINS?"
i was like,
nothing nothing lor~,
yell at me yell at me la,
haha,
ncc dont know kenna scolded like how many zillions of times le :D
last time right,
if some teacher yell at me like that,
i think i'd cry lor,
HAHAHHAHAHA
JUST KIDDING :P
but seriously la,
now,
people scold me,
i will like,
so what la,
you think you BIG isit?
:x
that doesnt applies to situations when i know that i am really wrong (:
see,
ncc trains me to have a stronger heart :D
but i want a even stronger one,
a heart that aint that emotional (:

you think you BIG isit?
haha,
you BIG,
I BIGGEST AH!
hee :P

okay la,
i veh tired,
later i go do that stupid report and MH (:

hope tmr really no CCA :D
so can rest at home or go out (:

go anywhere also can,
i miss ikea,
miss the $1 hotdogs there,

i just feel like going out (:
to everywhere i'd like to be :D
its better than cooping myself up at home,

i miss westmall's koufu,
last time used to eat noodles there with hanyu,jingfei,runzhong and zhenghan after swimming (:
and we were always joking around and all that :D

and yeah,
i think i've found my meaning of life,
it's mine,
not yours,
so shut up,
and listen,

"just do it,"

:D
my life is full of "just do it"-s,
i never thought of the consequences,
i never thought of the results,
whether i will do badly or be the best,
just do it,
i just do things like i want it to be,
i just do things without any restrictions,
without any plans,
without any other stuff,

take for example,
exams,
i never used to tell myself this,
"I MUST DO WELL",
or i'd say,
i swear i'll never tell myself that,
i just dont understand,
are the results so important?
in a sense,
yes,
but,
in other words,
no,
contradicts eh?

i never thought of going into which subject combi,
so what if its bicultural?
so what if its triple science?
so what if there're only limited spaces for the subject combi?
so what if you're one of the peeps who got into that subject combi with limited spaces?
i never thought of that,

you ask me,
how i do it,
i'll just tell you,
"JUST DO IT",

you'll tell me,
stop kidding,

what if i tell you,
i really did it in the just do it way?

you wouldnt believe me right?
obviously,
who the hell believes me?
but its your choice to believe it or not,

i dont ever think about so much stuff,
exams,
just do it la,
what else can you do?

just do it (:

the more you think about it,
the more you desire to get good results,
the more disappointed you'll get,

i always get freaking fed up after papers i think i'd screwed,
i think (:
cause i'm scared,
too,
i tell myself,
"wah sadded man, this time really die liao,"
then i get really demoralised,
when i get the results back,
i aint that disappointed,
cause it's better than i expected,
i just do it,
and i think i screwed it,
but in fact i didnt :D
that feeling is so cool (:

no idea why people think that way,
i think i should just erase what i heard todae,
it's all just crap,
all crap,
and i hate it,
when it comes to this particular topic,
so what if you get it?
so what?
go around and tell other people eh?
might as well tell the whole world,

you can just forget about this post,
especially the below part,
you'd just think that i am just acting,
i dont know,
what ever you say,
i dont care,
(:

just dont spam my tagbox :D
that's all,
thanks xD

just do it,
i'm afraid it's copyright protected,
LOL,
cause it has got something to do with nike de,
if i aint wrong O.o

i just want to tell you that,
i dont want to be contaminated with alien thoughts,
its just so hard to accept them,

i want to live with my just do it,
i shouldnt be thinking so much,

you contaminate my brain,
i'll clean it up myself,

D;

like i said,
dont prove me wrong so quickly,

okay,
tmr is the first day of term 4,
=.=
sadded,
no more games,
no more SF,
no more MH,
sadded T.T..


okay la,
todae i no mood to blog le,
=.=

blah blah blah,
you're a black sheep =.=

357

yeah,
doing maths now,
and i wanna blog for awhile,

you know,
just now i was browsing thru my yahoo mail inbox,
the one i used during primary school,
then until i entered RV,
i started using hotmail,
but i realised that the yahoo inbox is so much more interesting than the hotmail one,
it was the address i used to mail my primary four table partner,
uncle chew yi ren,
yepps,
and i really miss him man,

i didnt know how lame i was last time la,
mail him like almost everyday when i am free,
but it brings back those memories lor,
like,
it was in primary four,
that was the time i really loved my group,
and my table partners,
and there were four of us,
we were like joking and playing around,
and making so much noise in class,
and getting scolded by ms ho :D
haha,
i think that was the year i really really lived my life properly :D

unlike now,
tablepartners aint like those in primary school anymore,
let alone,
classmates,
schoolmates,
(sounds weird,but i think it's used correctly ba o.O)

primary four was the best year ever in my primary school life,
the one with the most wonders,
the most laughters,

and i remember i cried on the last day of school =.=
and that was really stupid,
and i remember jiahui telling me this,
(the jiahui who was my tablepartner in P4)
she told me,
"you sure cry when you go home de lor!",
and yes,
i did,
LOL,

yesh,
back to the mail thing,
i didnt know i could reveal so much to a guy T.T
was too innocent last time la,
LOL,
but i really treated uncle like my very own buddy,
and i told him like almost everything,
that "everything" right,
it's not about complex stuff like love,life and all those crap things,
it's just about,
who i like, (or rather, my crushes, quite a number of them O.O)
maple,
teachers,
classmates,
school,
and of course,
jokes and scolding each other,
LOL,
it's so fun la,
xD
(he scolded me the B-word and typed "no offence kay?" =.=)
so qian bian la! =.=
but it doesnt happen nowadays right?
ehh,
not the part about scolding B-words,
we just use MSN,
chat chat then close the chat box,
nothing else remains,
unlike the inbox i have,
it's so..
valuable,
or did i use the wrong word?
yeah,
i will never abandon that inbox,
i shall go to my yahoo inbox and laugh at how childish i was last time,
haha,
:D
feels great,
and i feel like mailing yiren again,
:/
miss him man,
my primary school best table partner :D
oh,
i sent a mail to him earlier on,
yeah,
hope he replies eh :D

ohohoh,
YEAH~~
last time when i was walking back from school,
saw him under my block,
haha,
i regretted not asking for his phone number T.T
WTH MAN,
i should have been more umm..
hyper O.O..
ARGH!!

i just dont want to lose my CHILDHOOD playmate,
LOL,
JUST KIDDING~~ :P

maybe it's because of this,
runzhong resembles uncle ba :D
haha,
they're like the same,
kind of character and personality,
haha,
just that runzhong aint that %*$%&$%^$ (:
man,
i love my table partners,
be it,
in primary school or in secondary school,

i love them both,
feel honoured guys :D
haha,
just kidding la (:

man,
i really miss primary school,
now i know how much secondary school *****,
:P
blehhhh~~

secondary school,
the teachers say we make the most friends in secondary school,
yes true,
but how many would stay in contact with us till we grow old?
friends come and go,
only the best friends you have will stick to you forever,
just like god jie (:

crap man,
i miss god jie like siao T.T
it's like..
2 whole years,
since we parted,
and we're in different schools,
then,
we havent changed :D
haha,
that feels so cool la,
this shows that next time when she gets married,
i sure have the invitation letter de xD
WAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,

nah,
i go do maths le,
still have alot,
i need to practice graphs and linear/quadratic equations more,
if not,
my graph question sure get zero again,
=.=
ALL THANKS TO THAT 20MARKS LA,
I DIDNT EVEN DO THAT QUESTION,
=.=
ZzzZzZzzzzZ..
then the teacher put a big zero on my graph paper =.=
WTH MAN...

i go do my homework le la :D
hehe,
bye peeps,

and,
i love you,
LOL,
just kidding,
:O

:D

its 10mins past midnight now,
okay,
i dont really care about the "open house downstairs",
althou its quite freaky T.T
and now,
i am doing music homework and readers' response,
all other homework done except for..

#1. ALL maths worksheets =.=
#2. flash homework 3 and 4 =.=

yeahs,
the ones i hate most leave till the end T.T
sadded man,
todae i did quite alot of work leh,
haha,
feels so good,
and i aint logging into msn anymore :D
even if i log in also appear offline la~~ :P
needa do work le,
no time spare to slack,
yeahs,

:D
oh,
i wasnt pissed off with physics cause you know what?
CAUSE GOT ALOT OF LENS DE QUESTIONS!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHA
then dont need do alot of the questions,
so i was like so happy doing physics :D
BUT
for the questions with non-lens ray diagram de right,
still veh angry,
RAWR!!

oh,
I LOVE MATHS~ =.=
like real,
sian leh,
i love maths too much le~~
T.T

later i finish my RR,
then do music,
aiyo eh,
THE MUSIC HOMEWORK SO CRAP DE LA,
I HATE MUSIC,
lols,
JUST KIDDING,
i only like some parts of music,
like,
being able to play your own songs?
and singing?
and maybe..
composing too? o.O

music research? =.=
no thanks (:

haiya,
i dont know la,
now i cannot type too fast,
lols,
cause,
i think i'm a lil scared now,
NOT CAUSE OF THE OPEN HOUSE LA,
LOL!!
its cause,
later i type too loud right,
my brother de keyboard spoil,
then i have to sacrifice my lovely keyboard le~~
awww..
just kidding =.=
i am just tired la,
todae waste so much brain juice,
and i ate hell lots todae,
cham le lah!!
SUNDAY I WANT TO GO SWIMMING!!
later mrs yeow say i holiday never exercise,
HAVE LOR,
one day 20 pumpings enough or not?
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA :D
i want muscles eh :/
if neh train my muscles will turn floppy o.O
ehh,
last time i listen who say de ah?
O.O..
forget liao leh,
AHHH!!!
i like guys' de muscles la,
so nice de,
their arm muscles damn cool de,
so stiff then the arm shape veh veh nice,
OMG I ALSO WANT!!! :D
but if i have them,
sure look veh weird,
LOL!

nevermind,
i like my arms :D
althou abit fat la,
IS MUSCLES LAI DE LOR!!!!!
xD
i aint kidding lor :D
muscles lai de~~
:D:D:D:D:D
yeah,
if i had smaller bones,
yepps,
my wrist wont look so fat,
then i will have the damn cool shape of the hand le,
OMG~~ :D:D:D:D:D
*smiles widely*
hahaha,

oh ya,
i go do homework le la,
tmr's a busy day,
my brain will KABOOM! cause of maths =.=
and i think flash homework i dont want to do le..
sadded,
so sian la,
flash =.=
flash what man T.T..

i go le,
nights people,
will be posting about 2 hours later :D
when i finish my RR and music homework xD
haha,

sweet dreams my loves,
:D

=.=

do physics until pissed like hell man =.=
NEED DRAW RAY DIAGRAM DRAW ON MY COMPUTER SCREEN MEH?
wth man,
=.=
i dont have the WORKSHEETS,
then i scanned them inside in computer,
NOW PHYSICS PAPER NEED DRAW DIAGRAMS =.=
WTH MAN,
ZzzZzZzzzzZz..
damn pissed leh,
freaking pissed,
=.=
ZZzZzzZZzZzz,
BANANA LA,
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
****** hell,

yes,
this reminds me of the last day of school,
THE DAY RIGHT AFTER CAMP STEEL,
even more pissed off,
find teacher find whole day cannot find,
find ms lim whole day not there,
find mr teo whole day not there,
after CCA still have to borrow WORKSHEETS,
go home scan until midnight =.=
okay the midnight thing MY FAULT LA,
=.=
ZzZZzZzZz..
so pissed leh,
WTH,

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
monday if ms lim say no extras right,
i go print at computer lab,
WASTE MY TIME =.=
BANANA..
ZZzzzzZzZzZzz..
ITS LIKE 4 SETS OF TEST PAPERS LA =.=
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
photocopy waste money =.=
print at home my printer will go KABOOM! =.=
ZzzZzzZZzzZzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
WTH IS WRONG WITH PHYSICS LA =.=
ehh,
not physics de fault,

YALA,
MY FAULT LA,
I WAS THE ONE WHO WENT FOR CAMP RIGHT?
=.=
WTH MAN,
freaking pissed off =.=

ZZzZzZzZzzZZZZzzzZZZzzZz..
this aint the first time le,
last time not so pissed cause in the end i managed to get the worksheets myself,
NOW LEH,
=.=...

one disadvantage of what i have,
yes,
that's the disadvantage =.=

DONT CARE LIAO LA,
LEAVE BLANK FIRST MONDAY GO BORROW FROM PPL THEN DRAW LA =.=
ZzZzZzZzzZzz.
WASTE MY TIME =.=

:D

todae is spamming homework day again,
yepps,

from todae onwards,
i shant follow yang lao shi's questions to do zhou ji,
cause i realise that,
if i follow the questions,
i have nothing to write about,
if i dont,
i have a hell lots of stuff to crap about,
LOL,
the questions are just the limitations to my thinking lor,
so sian de,
now i realise why the zhou ji i didnt do last last week so hard to write, =.=

okay,
later i going to chiong maths and physics,
starting from 3pm to midnight 12am :D
and little bean i am left with one chapter to read :D
which is chapter 25,
LOL,
and guo ji jiao yi suo is so funny! xD

BORED

i am like so freaking bored now,
mousehunt is doing well,
but my homework aint,
WAH SO SIAN LA,
like who loves doing homework =.=
WAH BANANA LA T.T

signing into msn = whole day dont need do homework,
not signing into msn = whole day bored like siao,

OMG I WANT TO SF!!!
=.=
i never kill people i veh bu shuang T.T
sadded man,

IT'S LIKE YOUR PROBLEM RIGHT?
how the hell you expect me to understand lor,
like i am you like that,
=.=
不要把你的问题变成我的问题!!
yang lao shi's 名言,
lols,
i am being very childish =.=
CAUSE I AM BORED,
sadded ..
i am bored T.T

nevermind,
i know how i feels like :/
omg lor,
i feel so guilty now T.T

wah i dont know why,
i miss my best table partner like siao,
one day never bicker with him bu shuang,
AND THEN NOW HE EVERYDAY GAME GAME GAME =.=
msn also neh reply T.T
WAH SAD MAN,
when school reopens right,
RUN ZHONG YOU ARE SO GONNA TALK TO ME :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

oh,
jingfei and runzhong switched CCAs,

AND WE LOST A MARKSMAN TO CHOIR,
BANANA!!!
RUN ZHONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we lost runzhong to choir,
WE LOST OUR MARKSMAN TO CHOIR T.T
sadded,
if runzhong never change CCA right,
WE WILL HAVE TWO MARKSMAN LE LOR!!
if you're a Part A marksman,
Part B sure marksman le :D
it's the same thing,
you have the skills,
you have the badge,

T.T
sadded,
I ALSO WANT BE MARKSMAN DE LOR,
AHHHHH!!!
D;

things aint the same le,
i am getting more and more hot-tempered o.O
influenced de ah?
dont think so leh o.o
i think last time is no-reason-anyhow-be-hot-tempered,
now is,
got-very-good-reason-to-be-hot-tempered,
i am serious,
last time is nothing to do,
then anyhow find topic to gossip about,
now is,
got very very good reason to be angry,
like,
dealing with some ERH HEM which could just KABOOM! your ear drums,
haha,
not obvious enough?
NOISE POLLUTION!!
okay,
noise pollution is not tolerated by my brain :D
i should try to control abit,
:D

wahh i am so boredd D;
I AM SO BORED,
and i still have to finish alot of homework,
a new plan for todae;

1. finish comprehension
2. finish two sets of zhou ji
3. finish up music homework
4. read little bean

geography ws finish le,
compre do halfway,
i will need two hours to do my music homework,
i will need 4 hours to finish my zhou ji,
and another half an hour to finish my compre,

adds up to 6.5 hours,
so todae,
i am going to read little bean at 12 midnight,
T.T
SADDED,
TMR MUST CHIONG PHYSICS AND MATHS IN THE SAME DAY,
T.T
wth,
i can tell you that tmr,
maths sure cannot finish,

AHHHH
I LOVE MATHS, =.=
like real,
ZZzZzZzZzZ
I LOVE MATHS~~
I LOVE MATHS!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MATHSS~~ =.=
JUST KIDDING~
type for fun,
i really detest maths,
LOL,
detest =.=
okay forgive me if i used the wrong word,
if i used it correctly,
SAY GRATS!!
cause i learnt a new english word le XD
HAHAHHAHAHHAAHHA

I LOVE MATHS T.T...

guo ji jiao yi suo

AHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA OMG THIS IS SO FREAKING FUNNY!!!
XD
thanks to yang lao shi,
say watch guo ji jiao yi suo can make doing homework more fun xD
HAAHAHAHAHA
its true lor xD
SO FUNNYY!!!
xD

"lao lian, xiao lian, xi huan chi lao lian,"
LOL!!!
HAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
OMG THE DURIAN PART IS SO FREAKING FUNNY!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA

task for todae

okay,
todae's task;

1. complete LA comprehension
2. finish the 2 sets of zhou ji
3. complete the 2 sets of physics test papers
4. finish up music homework
5. finish up geography homework

then,
task for tmr;

1. complete all maths WS T.T
(this will definitely take up the whole day =.=)

OH!!
I LOVE MATHS =.=
like real T.T

task for the next two days;

1. read little bean
2. do flash homework 3 and 4


TODAE IS A BUSY DAY!!
and yesterday i chionged the two bio papers until 1.30am T.T
then i went to watch guo ji jiao yi suo again,
AND I WAS LAUGHING LIKE SIAO DURING MIDNIGHT!!
LOL!!!
heng my dad playing CS xD
if not sure kenna scolded,
so,
TODAE I AM GOING TO FINISH MY TASK!!
let's start with LA compre,

AND I SHALL MOUSEHUNT FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! xD
hehe,

o.o

okay,
yang lao shi was late for 40mins todae =.=..
waste our time man,
WTH la,
damn pissed off lor,
teacher late for class,
then freaking noisy,
but heng the noise level never exceed that limit,
if not i KABOOM! le ah,
=.=
heng todae i not emo,
hahaha,
JUST KIDDING,
even if i emo the limit will still be the same,
:D
hehe,
fret not xD

freaking noisy leh,
i dont know what's there to say la,
okay okay,
i might just get trashed for the sentence i just typed out,
BUT WHO CARES?
WHAT'S THERE TO SAY LA?
YOU'RE BORN WITH ONE MOUTH AND TWO EARS,
IS FOR YOU TO LISTEN MORE AND TALK LESS =.=
damn it,
see la,
i so guai~
talk so little then keep listening xD
hahaha,
JUST KIDDING~~
omg lor,
i shall stop using just kidding,
it's freaking annoying T.T

and i think i am like really anti-girls le T.T
i dont know why la,
girls just gives me this,
weird feeling like,
"please shoo away from me,",
i sexist o.O
but special kind of sexist,
hahaha,
no idea why,
i just dont like it,
for some reason,
yeah,
weird right?
i get pissed when there're girls o.O
so strange,
is there anything wrong with my brain?
O.O..

oh,
and during lesson we watched the "guo ji jiao yi suo" again,
IT'S THE TWO YOUTUBE VIDEOS I POSTED THIS MORNING!!
omg,
damn cool la,
THEY'RE EXACTLY THE SAME VIDEOS!!!
see i so zai xD
hahahaha,
was freaking funny,
then this morning when i was watching the vids right,
i was laughing like some mad person,
then my dad was sleeping in the room,
LOL!,
cant stand it eh,
damn funny,
then i was laughing laughing halfway my dad walked out of the room,
LOL!
then i still keep laughing,
CAUSE IT'S FREAKIN FUNNY xD
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

okay,
todae's lesson is so boring,
and i want to change table partners,
LOL!
JUST KIDDING :P
if i could choose my table partner every single day xD
heehee~~,
sitting beside alvin veh shuang,
LOL,
only for chinese lessons,
cause right,
during normal chinese lessons when i sit beside runzhong and zhengzhang right,
NOT FUN DE LOR!!
so sian de,
it's my fault la actually :x
then todae's makeup class veh interesting :D
can test my translation skills,
hehe xD
hahahha,
so cool la! xD

then after class went to mac at queensway de,
with alvin, zhenghan, jingfei and hanyu,
so zai right?
then when we reach there like,
about 10 mins or so,
zhengzhang, bert and ken came to join us,
lols,
was like quite funny cause,
ehh,
i dont want to say :P
hahahhaa,
weird people only ate one cup of mcflurry,
LOL,
weirdos~
okay la,
i admit i am weird o.O
hahahhaa,
oh,
thanks hanyu,
yeah,
thanks for that man,
thanks :D

todae fail lor,
so sian de,
i was like trying to say something T.T
in the end fail man,
sadded,
it always happens la,
so doesnt matter at all,

oh,
and i think i should eat slower next time O.O..

in conclusion,
i was damn damn damn glad that the whole table was filled up with guys,
LOL,
so damn cool la xD
HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
guys are just so cool~
that's all i could say xD

oh,
and listening to the guys' talk,
is so much much much more better than listening to girls' gossips,
at least they dont brain wash me lo,
sick stuff will be auto deleted from my brain de xD
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
i am at all ears,
:D
you talk i listen,
you dont talk i also listen,
that's what wanyi's for lo xD
hahahhaa,
but i wonder why my listening comprehension seldom get full marks de o.O
LOL,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
no link but never mind,

TODAE IS SUCH A COOL DAY~~ xD

and then on the bus right,
196,
go clementi de,
jingfei was like yelling and screaming =.=
crazy de lor,
LOL,
but was really veh funny la,
hahahahha,

in conclusion,
todae's a happy day :D
yepps,

HOWEVER~
watch what you say,

yeah yeah,
i knew it long long ago,
BUT,
shut up can or not? =.=
we should consider the feelings of who is listening okay?
sadded,
decrease my morale,
T.T
yeah,
if i could just give you a slap on your face =.=
and use superglue to glue up your mouth =.=
MUAHAHHAHAHA
*evil laughter*

i swear i am going to chiong finish all my science test papers by todae,
if not i am not going to sleep :D

MOUSEHUNT TIME!!
and time to chiong homework,
NO MORE TIME LE!! xD

CHIONG AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

if it's all in a triangle,
i'll be the one to make it into a straight line,
i've no choice but to do so,

it may not make any sense la,
but,
ya..
if you want to know the meaning of it,
just msn me,
it's very lame la,
but,
i just thought of it while walking home from school,
yeah,
from a triangle to a straight line :/
sadded,

:D

OKAY!!
now,
before going to school for chinese makeup class,
I'LL JUST SF FOR HALF AN HOUR!!
just 1 battle!! :D
hehe,
OKAY!!

BYE PEOPLE~~
SF TIME xD

LOL!!!

OMG!! THIS IS SO FREAKING FUNNYYY!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA xD








ohh,
that scotland guy is veh cute eh?
xD
hahahha
OMG THIS IS SO FUNNYYY xD

T.T

YOU KNOW WHAT??
RAWR!!
I HATE MICE!!!!! =.=
just randoming,
okay,
just take a look at this,
GOT THAT FROM MOUSEHUNT =.=


My last 1 day 12 hours of hunting:

Catches:
Town of Gnawnia: 1 Grey
Harbour: 6 White, 5 Brown, 7 Grey, 3 Dwarf, 2 Steel, 1 Pirate, 1 Bionic, 1 Ninja, 1 Diamond

Total catches: 28
Average weight: 4 oz.

Gold and Points:
9,050 gold gained, 414 gold lost
7,458 points gained, 369 points lost
8,636 net gold, 7,089 net points.

Cheese:
Marble:Attracted a mouse 43 times out of 57 hunts.43 were eaten, 1 went stale and 27 were stolen.
My attraction rate was good.

Loot:
None


WTH MAN T.T
banana that mouse,
STEAL 27 OF MY CHEESE!!! T.T
sadded man,
ARGH!!

okay,
i am just wasting my holiday away T.T
the first week of school have test le,
and then got homework havent do o.O
ohya,
still have homework hor =.=
aiya,
i shall experience the thrill of chionging homework in one day soon,
HAHAHAHAHAHA
JUST KIDDING :P

WAHHH I GOT NO MORE TIME!!!
but i really want to SF T.T
OH YA~~
NOW MY RANK SERGEANT LIAO!!
MUAHAHAHAHHAAAHAHHA
but still noob shyt T.T..
one game dont know have how many people call me noob lor,
alamak,
IS I NOT USED TO THAT MAP DONT KNOW WHERE THE BASE IS CAN?

okay la,
i only play bunkerbuster blue team,
then sure win de xD
THAT'S WHY I KEEP PLAYING BUNKERBUSTER,
go other maps i sure die de lor T.T
oh ya,
bunkerbuster red team damn hard to win,
cause defensive position is at advantage there,
for satellite map right,
defensive damn hard to win,
HAHAHHAHAHA
see i can learn these stuff from SF :D
i shall try not to be noob in SF xD
hahaha,

MOUSEHUNT TIME!!! xD

T.T

WHY AM I SOLDIER-FRONTING WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO DO MY HOMEWORK??? T.T

xDD

OKAY!
todae's bravo's FIRST company outing :D
hahahaha,
last time de not counted kay?
cause right,
last time de not even considered a company lor,
LAST YEAR DE STILL OKAY BA O.O..
hahaha,
okay!!
i am feeling quite excited :/
will be better if there're more guys xD
hahaha,
i sexist la,
but not against guys,
WAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

see la,
tell you all liao,
the bravo guys so damn nice de,
you all this year then realise,
haiyo!
tsk tsk tsk,
i feel so cool lor,
cause i can umm,
see guys more clearly o.O
LOL!
sounds sick la,
but it's in the pure way la,
LOL,
hahahaha,
TELL YOU ALL LIAO LOR,
the bravo guys so nice de,
last time is dont know who sexist against guys de lor,
tsk tsk tsk,

i feel so cool now,
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
CAUSE I KNOW BRAVO GUYS ROCKS xDD
WAHAHAHAAAAHAHHAA

oh ya,
i just changed a new phone,
but neh change number o.O
it's sony ericsson,
T.T
pink in colour @.@
wth man,
pink =.=...
doesnt suit me la,
as in,
pink really doesnt suit me,
and i hate pink,
LOL,
but if you ask me why my blog skin is pink in colour,
i got no idea leh,
just cause it looks romantic? o.O
WTH MAN,
IS I CANT FIND BETTER SKINS LA,
LOL!
thats the reason why i dont want change skin,
i use this blog skin for like dont know how long liao la,
o.O
CAUSE I LOVE THIS BLOG SKIN,
BUT I DONT LIKE PINK!!!
OMG T.T

i think i should be more gay,
so i can find a boyfriend,
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAA
JUST KIDDING :P

girls should act like girls,
guys should act like guys,
but why do people act like gays and lesbians?
okay this is totally random,
i need to work out my new phone,

AND,
damn those homework,
i should starting doing them tmr,
T.T

i soldier front until too shuang le,
OH YA!!
TODAE I WENT GAMING,
SOLDIER FRONT!! xD
HAHAHHAHAHAHA

and todae i killed like about 15 people or more,
improve le leh!!
so cool right?
when i master soldier front can go play CS le xD
CS is like so damn hard to play la T.T
i should train up my skills at SF then go CS,
HAHAHHAHA
but people keep calling me noob lor,
banana la,
THEY THINK THEY VERY PRO ISSIT?
WANT FIGHT AH =.=
yala yala,
I NOOB LA,
YOUR PROBLEM ISSIT?
=.=
i noob jiu noob la,
DONT TELL ME YOU WERENT A NOOB BEFORE OKAY?
stupid banana =.=

omg,
todae i spent 5000 SP to repair my damn noob weapon,
it's MG36,
100 rounds,
DAMN NOOB LA =.=
WTH,
people ONE HIT K.O ME,
i dont know need shoot like how many bullets to kill them =.=
OH YA,
must repair weapon CAUSE RIGHT,
THE SCOPE WILL BE SCREWED UP IF YOU DONT REPAIR!!!
that explains my noob accuracy for the last few days of training (:
todae my shooting suddenly improve lor,
CAUSE OF THAT 5000 SP T.T
NOW I NEED WAIT UNTIL STAFF SERGEANT RANK THEN CAN BUY SNIPER RIFLE!!
OMGG T.T
sian man,
now i only like CPL rank T.T
BANANA LA,
=.=
I NO TIME PLAY SF LIAO LA,
I SWEAR I AM GOING TO SPAM SF AFTER EOYs,
IT'S HELL LOTS MORE INTERESTING THAN MAPLE LA!!
I QUIT MAPLE!!!
AHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
maple sucks when you're sian :P
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA
SF veh violent o.O
warfront ma,
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
better than being erm..
i dont know la,
how to describe people playing maple? T.T
i dont know man,
NEVER MIND,
I LOVE VIOLENT GAMES,
LOL!
JUST KIDDING LA x.x

i go check my mousehunt xD
hehe,
later i go sleep liao,
BYE PEEPS!!

TMR BRAVO COMPANY OUTING AT SAF ARMY OPEN HOUSE!!!
WOOTS~~~
GONNA BE VEH VEH FUN!!! xD

BRAVO ALL THE WAYY!!!~~

Seize the day;
Carpe Diem!
xD