tired T.T

just because of who you are,
you have to bear total responsibility,
for every single mistake,
for every single flaw,

this morning was total crappish,
i'd wish i had the courage to blurt this sentence right smack infront of mr keith's face,
"i promise you that this wont happen for the second time,",
i'd wish i could but too bad,
i'm useless is that's all you can say,
i'm just a coward,
too bad,

at least,
this is so much more better than being screamed at right smack in the face,
mr keith was totally pissed off,
can see from his face,
totally pissed,
sighs,
i swear,
we will go down to the track at 7.20 every single morning from next next week onwards,
provided that everything goes right,
and that was what mr keith requested,
no,
not requested,
it's a MUST,

was feeling so horrible in the morning,
really,
i was feeling really really tired,
feel like lying on the floor and sleep,
then my whole body was like floating in the air like that,
first time i tired until like that leh,
damn zai right?
haha,
but too bad,
still have to hang in there,

PE was the first lesson,
didnt play at all,
too tired liao,
then sat there with zhenghan and runzhong,
talk crap abit only la,
then watch the others play,
hubert damn funny,
keep obstructing,
HAHAHHAHA
LOL!
was like so freaking funny,
hahaha,

later was science prac,
i didnt know why leh,
after science prac,
i wasnt feeling so tired le,
oh,
the science prac ah,
i thought i did everything wrongly,
but i hear from the others,
should be correct ba,
dont fail can le :D

recess,
NO TIME TO EAT =.=
then i chiong down eat the biscuit my mom bought,
damn nice de lor,
hahaha,
3 mins,
i chionged back to class,
sleep,
damn tired,

later was chinese,
only like 20 mins lesson,
watch that damn funny TV show,
the "guo ji jiao yi suo",
DAMN FUNNY LA!!!
the "jeep" thing from the hongkong guy!!
LOL!!!!!
i listen le i was like WTH MAN,
then i started laughing,
feels kinda retarded cause the others not laughing,
then after the host explain what it means then people start to laugh,
LOL!
WAS DAMN FUNNY LA!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
cause my family is like,
mixed hakka and cantonese de,
so i can listen to 2 different slangs or whatever you call it,
but sometimes i just cant differentiate between the two slangs or whatever,
cause listen listen listen,
know the meaning,
but cant differentiate,
i also dont know how to speak too T.T
oh!!
BACK TO THE YOUTUBE VIDEO!!
"jeep" is the meaning of "juice/gravy/sauce" in hakka,
then cantonese is "ze-urp",
BANANA MAN,
DAMN FUNNY LA!!
was like laughing like siao,
LOL!
omg,
that video ROCKS LA xD
HAHAHHAHA

later was geog,
sleeping session again,
siao,
bring us to so shuang de room,
obviously will sleep de lor,

later was computer lesson,
ultra crappish,
dont want to talk about it,

after that,
lang arts,
fainted,
i seriously no mood to talk about it,

cause i was freaking pissed off,
for the first time,
i sort of regretted going for camp and ponning school,
=.=
damn it la,
just because of 4 sets of stupid test papers,
i was freaking pissed off,
thank goodness it wasnt some other people,
if not right,
i will straight away KABOOM!,
and the whole class will explode le,
seriously,
thank goodness i was damn tired no more energy to KABOOM!,
if not you die ah!
really freaking pissed leh,

and the most retarded and stupid thing is,
I WENT TO CALL MS LIM FOR LIKE A MILLION TIMES,
SHE WASNT IN THE STAFF ROOM,
BANANA MAN,
during CCA i ask permission from sergeant to look for ms lim THRICE,
AND ALL THREE TIMES WERE JUST WILD GOOSE CHASES,
WHATEVER LA,
WTH MAN =.=
now leh,
i need to slowly scan all the papers i borrowed from jingfei then print out,
WTH MAN,
WASTE MY TIME,
FREAKING PISSED OFF LEH,
LUCKY I TIRED TODAE AH,
if not this post will write until like dont know how long ah,

oh,
thanks jingfei for borrowing me the test papers,
(:

okay,
NCC act,
I DONT WANT TO ELABORATE,
it's just drills and drills T.T
damn tiring,
and yes,
i will do everything i can,
just to show that we are the best,
i want us to be the best among all of you,
cause we're RVNCC,
and i shout until my throat sore le,
IT'S LIKE WE'RE MARCHING RIGHT SMACK INFRONT OF SOME OTHER PEEPS,
THEN IT'S LIKE ONE WHOLE SQUAD VS ONE TIMER,
WTH MAN,
must show that NCC IS THE LOUDEST OF ALL,
then i shouted the timing like at my loudest voice of all,
HENG I NEVER VOICE BREAK AH! xD
then i shout shout shout shout,
you know at the point of time,
i can imagine right,
if my cadets were there,
i would yell at them,
say,
"I ONE PERSON CAN SHOUT LOUDER THAN ALL OF YOU AH!"
wah shuai man xD
that's what our seniors used to say :D
now my voice's screwed,
LET'S HOPE TMR I DONT HAVE SORE THROAT,
I STILL WANT TO SHOUT DE OKAY?
xD

then blah blah blah blah,
now i at home,
AND I STILL NEED TO SCAN THE DAMN PAPERS,
WHICH IS LIKE,
WILL TAKE UP ONE WHOLE HOUR OF MY RESTING TIME,
KAO,
DAMN IT MAN,
=.=

and i need to make out what the hell is the cosine,sine and tangent thing all about,
chim sia,
T.T
i want to go for maths remedial :D
hehe,

OH!!
MS CHOO WROTE THE WRONG COMMENT ON MY PRG REPORT!!
T.T
wah faint man,
she dont know which wanyi i am,
sobs man,
T.T
fainted,
i dont want say le,
i type more i more sad lor,
how can like that one la!
T.T
sob sob sob,

OKAY,
i go do work le,
DAMN IT MAN,
STUPID TEST PAPERS WASTE MY TIME,
FREAKING PISSED LA =.=