369 x.x

this post is just total crap,
just ignore it :D

argh,
i have got this really bad feeling,
that i might just fail that dumb physics paper =.=
its not the first time i failed a test la,
mid years lang arts compre failed once le,
BUT THAT'S LANG ARTS,
DIFFERENT MA =.=
wth,
its SCIENCE leh,
omg,
x.x

todae ms lim was like telling the class,
"there are failures you know? its not normal.."
then i was like T_T..
"this time sure die le"
yepps,
hope i dont fail la,
x.x
i can fail lang arts,
but not science,
=.=
OH CRAP,
I LOVE PHYSICS TOO MUCH TILL I CANT BEAR TO FAIL IT =.=
physics,
and maths,
they're sort of like connected de la,
my maths not veh good,
so my physics aint anywhere better too x.x
ahh,
at least i have an excuse for failing physics =.=

argh,
okay la,
i know you're tired of all this complaints about my dumb physics paper,
but,
i got nobody to talk to and complain about ma,
so i complain here lor,
MY FAULT AH?
=.=

oh shyt,
when i told my mom say have ppl fail physics right,
she was like O.O..
"neh mind la, you havent get back ma..."
if i really fail right,
i cant imagine what my dad will do lor =.=
give me lecture for one whole day,
as in not physics lecture,
say what dont know must ask,
blah blah blah blah x.x...
a whole lot of stuff =.=
wth la,
I ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS LE CAN?
IS I DUMB WHAT =.=
okay i aint dumb :P
is that stupid physics paper dumb la =.=

good thing that my mom doesnt really care about my grades,
if i do well right she will be veh happy,
if i dont do well she will say next time jiayou,
man~
i love my mom :3
hehe,

WTH,
now i know how i feels like to not revise and JUST DO IT :D
if i pass right,
i will feel freaking shuang~
like,
"OMG!! I NEH REVISE STILL CAN PASS LEHH!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH!"
but,
if i fail right,
i will tell myself,
"WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL~? NOT FIRST TIME LIAO MA!"
but i doubt i can do it x.x

ARGH,
I NEED TO SHOUT TO VENT ALL THE FRUSTRATIONS OUT!!!
and i think i will crap about that dumb physics paper in this whole post x.x
dumb physics,
I DONT WANT TO FAIL PHYSICS,
that's the conclusion x.x

when i look at myself right,
i think right,
i only have half the chance to pass physics,
OMG x.x
ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
DUMB PHYSICS =.=

and ms lim intend to teach lenses in half an hour O_o..
so cool la x.x

suay,
i dont know why right,
NCC de camp and IMTs all those crap right,
sure have miss physics lessons de =.=
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
physics physics physics,
i need psycho myself x.x

WTH LA,
I DONT CARE LIAO LA,
FAIL JIU FAIL LOR,
SHEI PA SHEI? =.=
ZZzZZZZzzzZz

but i freaking scared x.x
LOL,
stupid la,

NOT FIRST TIME LIAO WAD,

i just need to find a reason to convince myself x.x

WTH~~
AT MOST RIGHT,
EOYs DO BETTER LOR!!!
RIGHT?
DONT CARE LIAO LA,
=.=

___________________________

i love physics too much =.=...

OKAY!
todae's post will ONLY be on PE :D
cause I LOVE PE :D
hahahahaha,
in conclusion for todae's PE circuit training,
which is like so slack =.=
ZzzZzZzzZzZzzZ
I NEED TO TRAIN UP MY THIGHS AND STOMACH MUSCLES :D
yepps :D
hahahahaha,

i love todae's PE lor,
if it's hiong-er,
like NCC style de PT :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
MAKE ME SWEAT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS,
I WILL LOVE IT MORE :D
HAHAHHAHAHA

i miss jumping jacks,
i miss crunches,
i miss doing table tops while singing NCC song,
i miss pumpings in sets,
i miss yelling and shouting together with my platoon mates during PT (:

i just simply miss the feeling of,
sweating like hell and stink together with my platoon mates,

and it's a good thing that NCC trains us to endure and have thicker skin,
as in really thick skin :D
not thick-skinned,
its different de kay?
hahahaha,
table tops on track so shuang,
can thicken my elbow skin,
:D
hahahahaha,
okay la i sound like a sadist =.=
but,
we should be tougher isnt it?
WE AINT STRAWBERRY KIDS =.=
MUST BE TOUGH AND ROUGH!
hahahahahha,
must show what the guys can do,
girls can do too,
:D
haha

and i think i'll never have 6 packs x.x
that's so,
far far away T.T
i should concentrate on training on doing chin ups :D
hahahahaha,

I WANT TO JOIN NS NEXT TIME!!!
then can shun bian build up muscles and lose weight,
AND CAN SHOOT MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE REAL BULLETS!!
MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!
okay,
one of my plans for the future is,
to serve the army,
(:
CAUSE OF MY GREAT PASSION FOR NCC~
can you feel it?
SURE CAN DE LOR~~ :D
I LOVE NCC TOO MUCH LE!! :D:D:D:D:D
i know NCC is alot alot alot more different from army,
army will be hell lots tougher than NCC,
cause your army specialists will sure anyhow say "wen hou" your mom and dad and relatives de,
thats what yang lao shi always says la,
hahaha,

another thing,
i am sure to be a housewife,
:D
and i want to have kids,
i want to have little boys,
hahaha,
i sexist :P
the best is TWINS :D:D:D:D:D
THEN BOTH GUYS!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
like zhengzhang and zhengkang :D
so cool yeah?
heehee xD
this is a bit far far away la,
who knows?
maybe i wont even get married,
=.=
but,
i want to get married,
of course! :P

next thing,
i feel like being a doctor,
i aint sure if i want to be a doctor,
a doctor,
needs alot alot alot alot of experience,
and it aint easy to be a doctor,
sighs,

my ambition,
a soldier,
a housewife,
a doctor,

okay,
i shall serve NS for 3 years,
and come out strong and fit :D
and maybe i'll get a boyfriend in NS,
then get married when we finish service,
then we'll have kiddies :P
and then after i finish service,
i will go to a U and study if i can,
and continue to be a doctor,
and a housewife at the same time,
of course :P

so complicated right?
its like the road to being a doctor,
is almost impossible if i ever have kiddies,
unless i be a doctor first then have kiddies,
by that time,
i'll be an old hag,
x.x

my ambition,
in primary school eh,
was to be a designer,
cause my art not bad de :D
just that my art aint that kind which can produce cute and abstract pictures,
its just that my art is a bit like,
dont know,
have my own style :D
hehe,
that's what mr chin said when he taught me :P
hahahahhahaha,
then i was like thinking,
since my art not bad then i can be a designer ma,
i still have a collection of clothes i designed last time :P
and i feel like wearing them :D
hahahahaha
but the thing is,
i dont know where the drawings go le,
i think it's under some veh veh veh veh veh big pile of junk in the store room,
sucks man,
i feel like digging them out and take a look at them,
see how pro i was last time,
hahahha,
just kidding :P
and i still remember some of the clothes is i design with god-jie de,
hahahahaha xD
god jie's art is simply,
FANTASTIC,
her artistic talent is like WOW,
admire her lor,
hahahaha xD

haha,
enough about my amibition,
we shall see how it goes,
i'd wish i had an ambition like jingfei,
it's so clear,
a fighter jet pilot,
admire him (:
he's so clear of what's his goal,
:/
and me leh,
dont know what i can do x.x

ohhh,
and special thanks to zhengzhang,
cause todae,
i spammed him with so many crappish questions,
if it werent for him right,
i think i'll like go goong goong about lenses le,
:x
hehe,
THANK YOU ZHENGZHANG! :D
*smiles*
:DD

okay la,
i dont want crap le,

OH SHYT,
MY MOUSEHUNT
FORGET ON! =.=
WTH MAN,
WASTE MY TIMEEE!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
dumb mouse =.=
forget it,
i on now,
todae i veh tired,
should be sleeping early,
bye guys,
i love you :3