(:

well,
the last day of school was yesterday,
and yesterday,
i feel like,
i suddenly grow up le,

2 years of sitting in the same classroom and listening to classes,
2 years of talking and chatting and playing and doing everything together,
2 years of friendship,
2 years of memories,

its like so fast,
over le,
2 years,
it's so fast,
and i was like thinking,
how come it felt like nothing,
and then suddenly,
BOMB!
the last day of school arrive le...
cant really accept the fact,
so i was feeling freaking sad yesterday,
cause,
we aint in the same class anymore,
next year,
we have new classmates,
and maybe,
the people you're really close with wont be in the same class with you anymore..
D:

when you have the choice to do anything you can,
you dont know what to do,
when i know that i can do it for you,
i dont know if i should,

triple science,
geog,

physics chem,
geog,

its just a matter of whether i take bio or not,
or,
i can take physics chem and two AEMs,
but,
i dont know,
its a 9 subject combi,
and my heart tells me that,
if i take triple science,
i will be freaking stressed and i will die =.=..
forget it,
shant think about subject combi so much,

yesterday night..
played gunz again,
aint gonna talk too much about it,
cause there's so much to talk about,
and i dont know what to talk about,
just that,
when you get owned by backstabbers,
you get freaking pissed off,
especially when you're not playing in training =.=...
"people zai not wrong right?",
i said that myself (:
and i think PORK is veh cute :P
haha,
some parts of me,
hates zai kias like him :X
but some parts of me,
love the way he kill,
SO COOL LA!
fly fly fly fly,
slash slash slash,
you die le o.o
AND I LOVE AIR SPRAY!!
but dont do it to me in DM =.=
if not you die! D;
rawrrrrr x.x

i feel so tired now,
and,
i have muscle aches all over,
pain sia..
thanks to the pumpings on the last day of school,

and i love yesterday's NCC act,
ALOT ALOT ALOT!
cause for the FIRST TIME other than march camp,
BRAVO COMPANY COMBINED!
omg~~
feel so cool sia xD
only 6 bravo guys,
out of 20+ of them,
went for ncc act yesterday,
zai lor they all! =.=
only,
zhenghan,jingfei,
clement,jianting,
jionghow,yiming,
went,
not funny lor,
ONLY 6 nia =.=

and then,
it was raining,
so we had some IFC lessons,
yeah,
tio owned,
cause we neh shout,
but,
it feels great,
cause,
WE VEH LONG NEH SHOUT LE!
and i miss that feeling of everyone shouting "YES STAFF!",
or "YES SERGEANT!" together,
and then we OWN EVERY OTHER CCA :P
xD
HAHHAHAHAHHHAA
long time neh shout like that le,
and long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time,
neh kenna pump and shouted at and scolded like shyt le,
that's why,
i love yesterday's act,
cause you can see,
cause you can feel that,
every single one of us,
are trying our best to give standard,
(:
we get pumped cause we neh say how many pumpings we owe for not shouting,
pumped 20,
carried on by another 20,
actually it was quite tiring,
but,
you see your platoon mates and company mates endure with you,
you tell yourself,
"one for all, all for one, i wont give up!",
(:
then you endure,
yeah!
THAT'S THE SPIRIT!
no matter how tough it may be,
thinking of others enduring with you,
you will do the same too,
after we recover from pumping right,
actually wanted to do C&C de..
but..
sighs T.T..
we tio knocked again,
shant say why,
but,
you know..
we actually owed 50 for that something,
(:
in the end only pump 15 cause our timer hear wrongly,
but heng lor!
neh pump 50,
if really pump 50 i going kill people liao,
40+50 is like,
90 in one shot,
T.T
not bad sia x.x
so long neh pump le,
then now pump 20+20+15=55 in one shot,
you tell me how to not get muscle ache lor!
but,
50 pumpings aint really tough last time T.T
too long neh pump le!

i remember last time orienteering that time right,
we pumped as a company (:
last time its like hang there veh long,
pump 50,
then another 20,
then hang again,
then scold scold scold scold,
then pump again,
scold scold scold pump again,
the last time bravo combined to pump as a company,
was freaking SHIOK! xD
cause we're really really really giving in our everything,
just for the specialists to say "recover!",
you dont ask me how i know,
it's just,
you know it cause you can feel that impulse,
you can hear your comrades,
shout till their voice going hoarse and going break le,
then you can even see their face turning red,
yes,
that's it,
and i really miss that time,
when all the specialists,
yelled and shouted at us,
while our hands and knees were on the concrete ground of the tennis court,
in fact,
i miss the 200+ pumpings we pumped each,
that time,
after orienteering...

okay,
back to yesterday's act,
i was feeling really really really agitated that time,
cause,
i know,
jingfei is new,
and he didnt go thru our Part A life,
and he didnt go thru the first march camp of our ncc life last year,
i know this may be an excuse,
cause we are supposed to know how to bang and fall out and all that other stuff,
for a Part B cadet now,
but he joined us for less than half a year,
we cant expect him to know everything we learnt in ncc for 1.5 years,
in just less than half a year,
and somemore,
all the basic and complicated drills like insprak and yang tinggi,
jingfei know le,
he really improve alot le lor!
its like he's freaking zai already,
for a cadet,
in ncc for only less than half a year,
knowing the drills for the cadets like me,
who is in ncc for almost two years is freaking freaking zai,
yeah,
i still remember the first week he joined ncc,
he didnt know how to clench his fists,
now,
he can do the drills with his platoon,
cool isnt it? (:
you get what i mean,
like,
he dont know timing he can learn,
he dont know which leg to bang he can learn,
he dont know how to fall out he can learn,
he dont know how to tie bootlace he can learn,
isnt it?
Part B cadet without Part A life,
that feels so evil..
cause in Part A life,
we learn all the basics,
we made all the mistakes we made,
and our dearest specialist would correct them one by one,
in Part A,
we learn how to shout,
we learn how to bang,
we learn how to time,
we learn how to take initiative,
we learn how to endure,
we learn how to command,
we learn how to tie bootlaces with specialists teaching us for many many acts,
we learn how to wear our uniform properly for ONE WHOLE YEAR,
we learnt all the basics,
for one whole year,
we made mistakes,
for one whole year,
we have people to correct our mistakes,
for one whole year,
but he dont have that one whole year,
he didnt,
you get what i mean ma?

jingfei,
is a freaking zai cadet,
and i was thinking..
if runzhong could give his Part A life to jingfei..
and jingfei could give his choir year 1 life to runzhong...
haha,
that would be really good yeah? (:
right? my dearest table partner? xD
haha,
(:

in other words,
specialists are still specialists,
we should respect them kay?
(:

man,
i will freaking miss staff qianying D:
cause we changing PC le..
sadded,
qianying rocks!!!! xD
haha,
its like last year i used to stick with her,
cause,
she's my PSL,
and she is my lance coporal also (:
hehe,
now,
she's my staff,
and i am her cadet,
waaaaa,
the difference so big hor? :X
hehe,
but i love her lor! xD
hehe,
will miss her damn damn loads and loads de...
D:
awww..
i dowan change PC ):
sad,

i feel so,
i dont know how to describe now,
yesterday was even worse lor,
stomachache at the heart,
cool description budd (:
and it really feels that way,
todae not so painful le,
which is,
a good thing (:

i dont know why,
is it because i changed too much?
till everything gets too awkward?
well,
i dont really know,
this sort of stuff right,
veh complicated de,
so shant talk about it,

you know why i wanted to sleep?
it's cause,
when i sleep,
the stomachache in the heart,
will be gone,
cause the pain will be gone,

todae when i woke up,
i pressed the button and scrolled down,
well,
i dont know,
i'd wish,
i could sleep for the whole day and not wake up anymore..

(:

tmr,
i dont know,
just feel like doing something,
but,
dont want to do it x.x
okay shyt,
tmr have cca,
and i havent pack my bag =.=
forget it man! :P
tmr PON CCA!
just kidding =.=...
i pon my platoon kill me ah..
byebye le hor,
i go sleep liao,
if not tmr veh tired,
drill no energy le,
bye my loves (:

sad

you know how it feels like to cry for just one minute?
when one drop of tear roll down your cheeks,
then to your lips,
):
then you tell yourself,
nobody is going to pity you,
and you have to be strong,
then you can support those who really needs you,

today,
my heart broke,
not because of the kind of girl-guy thing you think of,
it's because,

i freaking believed you,
when you lied to me,

you lied to me,
and i believed you,
and you act as if nothing happened,
if i didnt ask you for the truth,
i guess,
i'd never know what's happening,
but this time,
i know,
i am ready to give that damn,
even if you lied to me,
even if you broke my heart,

wont you feel hurt?
when someone you trusted so much,
lied to you?

i understand you did it for a reason,
and i understand,
i really do,
i just feel hurt that's all,

that apology is accepted,
i wish everything will be fine,
i wish everything will be back to normal,
if everything was alright...

it hurts alot inside,
that disappointment,
that feeling of being so stupid,
that feeling of being able to do nothing when your friends need you,

i was too naive,
too naive,

i cheer up le.

=.=

todae wasnt that good either,
but forget it,
i just know that,
i have 2 more days to do everything i can,

number one;
one word,
initiative,
i wanted to be a parade commander so much,
but why didnt i go up?
argh,
i dont care,
the next time i get this chance,
i aint gonna let anyone seize it,
but,
eesheng's command was like O.O..
"OMG! SO ZAI LA!",
he was freaking freaking LOUD,
OMG OMG,
this is the first time i see eesheng shout,
first time i see him so man wor..
hehe,
JUST KIDDING :P

number two;
stop being crazy,
and i want to change seats,
=.=
i miss that seat in between zee and runzhong,
i really miss it so so so so so so so much,
man,
i really miss that seat D;
infront left right everything was so perfect,
every angle i see right,
everything was perfect,
you get what i mean?
=.=

number three;
went camping in je library,
cause i feel veh veh veh sian,
and veh veh veh bad inside,
so i need to find a place to calm down and think about stuff,
i read while listening to my mp3,
and i smsed xD
had a good time there,
at least,
todae,
i found a great seat at the second floor,
i had the seat all to myself :P
hehe,
and then i read "Secret",
spammed 1/4 of the book there,
haha xD
thanks (:

i dont want to blog todae,
wasnt that good,
but,
i was so much better afterwards,
(:

now i feeling veh ;D,
so dont come and mess with me,

the last two days,
last two days,
thank you,
lots and lots (:

(:

yay,
from now onwards,
wanyi,
you shall be happy (:
there's NO POINT in being angry and sad,
COMPLETELY no point (:

dont you agree?
so i shall go and sleep now,
if not my dad is going to own me liao,
i feel like playing gunz with all the guys,
and i should stop ganging and bombing and KS-ing vin :P
(should gang and bomb and KS zee instead)
I NOT NUMBER ONE ZSQY HOR!!!
hahahahahaha,
not funny xD
BUT I WILL CONTINUE SPRAYING :P
hehe,
i want a gunz gathering again! T.T

i love vin and zh xD
thanks lots budds (:
hehe,

hey,
that aint random kay?
you see my heart glowing peoples?
muahahahahahha,
do i sound tired?
yes,
okay,
i shall go and sleep now (:
bye,
lots of love,
to those who give a damn about me xD

401

my number 401,
actually i dint want to blog todae,
cause todae's a freaking screwed up day,
both class and cca time,
everything was so =.=..

offensive post?
perhaps,
just dont get pissed off and start spamming my tagbox again =.=

forget it,
morning had some shyt stuff again,
whatever meeting and all that,
announcements so say many think we can remember,
need do this need do that,
T.T
and i realise that i am going to retire in a few days time,
so i think i'll just enjoy being a CP for the time being (:
well,
i think i will miss shouting qi li and xing li next year D;

had some halloween stuff,
revel fest,
eat with class,
parade,
dont forget the lyrics,

dont even want to talk about it,
i could have slept thru the 1.5hr break time,
=.=..
and yeah,
nobody cares if you're missing or something,
and i dont care too (:

after that need chiong for cca,
and that is like so so so =.=...

dont give me attitude,
you think i am a pest or YOUR maid,
think you big ah?
enough liao hor,
not the first time liao,

thank goodness todae is the last session,
....
you dont need to know what i am talking about,
i just feel so freaking banana-ed up cause someone AP-ed me,
FOR NO REASON,
and i didnt even do anything wrong,

YOU THINK I UR MAID AH?
damn =.=
banana,
GO EAT BANANAS!
blehhh :P

as for shooting training,
feel so pissed off again,
cause we started late =.=
cause the year 4s having some test T.T...
then there's something i really really see no point in,
just like what the male CSM said,
completely no point,
no point,
when they're not around,
crap crap crap like nobody's business,
when they're around,
act as if nothing happened,
i see absolutely no point in doing that,
no point,
why not just be yourself and party?

i know i am mean,
but i just feel that there's COMPLETELY no point,
(OMG~acting guai infront of the specialists arh?! =.=)
if we really gonna maintain our discipline,
do it with our 100%,
just like,
if you want to shut up,
just freaking shut up,

talk about this just makes me feel so =.=...
forget it,
it's just so stupid sometimes,
yesterday i was telling myself that cca will be fine todae,
but,
that wasnt the case,
and yes,
my platoon mates were pumping under the hot sun,
and we're sitting in that freaking slack AIR CON room and crapping away,
wow,
you see the difference?
i owe my platoon the pumpings and the time they had their palms on the ground,

dont want talk about cca liao,
as in seriously,
it's screwed up,

and i realised that cca acts,
aint as good like that time when we were Part As,
no combine with guys,
well,
i can say that reasonable hellish training is there (:
and that's what we call NCC,
yeah,
PTs are long gone,
sadded,

well,
let's talk about something happy (:
hehe,
actually todae aint a happy day,
but,
you made me feel better,
at least a lil bit,
yes,
there's such thing called watermelon flavour lollipop (:
and that might be the last lollie i am going to give you,
for this year..
yeah,
i like lollipops xD
haha,
i dont know what to say,
but,
that last face of yours,
pushed me thru cca,
if not i wont even have the energy to even run,
thanks,
(:

i dont want to blog liao,
feel so freaking tired and angry =.=

dont make your problem into my problem,
for what you're supposed to do,
you are supposed to do it,
if not you must bear the consequences,
and not doing last minute work and tell me that something went wrong,
i aint gonna help you,
even thou i may be mean,
but,
i aint gonna do it,

bu yao ba ni de wen ti bian cheng wo de wen ti,
its not my job to pick up your poop and clean the floor for you,

i should go and drink milk,
can sleep easier later,

i am number 1 zsqy (:
thanks for that budd,
sorry for KS-ing :X
hehe,

wonder how did i manage to act happy =.=..
blehhh

number 400

okay,
this is my 400th post :D
cool eh?
hahahaha,

i should use this post wisely,
by typing out what should be brought to school tmr,
and stuff for CCA T.T..


cca first,
cause easier ma,

number 4 uniform top/btm - ok
black tee + pe shorts + blue skirt - ok
boots + socks + gutters - ok
hairband - ok

okay cca stuff okay liao,

school stuff,
pe shirt + shorts - ok
black file + organiser - ok
storybook - ok
consent forms - ok
recycled items - ok
schedule for tmr - ok

almost all okay le la,
just that no food at home,
and i neh go buy,
so tmr,
LETS GO CANTEEN BUY RICE EAT! x.x...

omg i veh scared tmr need de stuff neh bring,
and i got a veh bad feeling that,
tmr will be a freaking sian day and i am gonna screw that shooting training up,

man,
shooting training for one shot one kill =.=
wanyi can meh?
marksman is fake de lor,
=.=
ZzzZzZzZzz..
one shot one kill leh,
YOU THINK SO EASY AH?
=.=
just kidding,
to people like jingfei hor~
haha,
i better shut up :P
hehe,
sometimes i feel so cool cause jingfei is in 2e! xD
cause it's like,
THE ONLY MARKSMAN IN BRAVO COMPANY FOR IMT IS IN 2E!!!
last year also,
THE ONLY MARKSMAN IN ALPHA COMPANY 08 FOR IMT IS IN 1E!!!
that's runzhong xD
SEE LA!
2E DE NCC CADETS SO ZAI DE xD
(hehe, i zi kua :P)
WAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA
too bad runzhong aint in NCC le...
if not,
THE ONLY TWO BRAVO MARKSMEN ARE FROM CLASS 2E!!!
OMG SO COOL SO COOL!
however,
in other words,
we're from bravo company,
:D
and the guys are from bravo guys D;
aww..
BUT NEH MIND!
i'm just so lucky to be in the same class with marksmen! xD
WOOHOO!!!!
xD
WAHHAHAHAHHAHA


SEE LA,
DONT EVER LOOK DOWN ON UG :D
we also veh zai de hor!
sports de people can jump can run can win,
clubs de can act can think can build can win,
performing arts de can play instruments can win,
UG DE HOR,
CAN AIM CAN SHOOT CAN RUN CAN WIN ALSO DE LOR!!
orienteering need running :P
hehe,
summore GG and scouts can build things lor,
like infocomm club build robots like that ma,
DONT LOOK DOWN ON UGs!
WE ROCK TOO :D
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
xD


i dont feel tired at all,
and it's almost 12am le,

com'on wanyi,
smile tmr =.=...
i just got that bad bad bad feeling that tmr will be a veh stupid and lame day T.T..
wednesday i going library camp,
if not thursday also cann!!
anyone want pei me? T.T
if SOME PEOPLE playing gunz then i chiong home play gunz le xD
hahahahaha,
oh,
my CID havent do yet =.=
banana CID mans,
sighs,


OHOHOHO!!
YOU KNOW I BORROWED A VEH COOL BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY? xD
MUAHAHHAHHAHA,
it's called,


"The Secret",

YES YES YES!
it's JAY CHOU'S "BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI" DE STORYLINE!!
IN A BOOK xD
OMG OMG OMG,
i neh watch the movie before,
then i happened to come across that book!
FEELS SO COOL xD
MUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

okay dont laugh at me =.=
i know i veh ~~~ cause i neh watch the movie before T.T...
sadded,

haha,
ohkays,
what else do i have to say..
hmm..


okay lets talk about gunz (:
SPRAYERS ARE NOT NOOBS =.=
you all kick US,
cause you think we are NOOBS =.=
what?
YOU ALL TOO ZAI LE AH?
TOO ZAI DAO TIO OWNED BY SPRAYERS THEN KICK US AH?
HA-HA-HA,
veh funny =.=..
sorry for being mean,
YOU ALL STARTED IT FIRST DE LOR,

for the last time,
i am saying this,
SPRAYERS AINT NOOB,
IF WE CAN SPRAY AND OWN YOU,
WE AINT NOOBS,
proves that OUR ACCURACY IS ALSO VEH GOOD DE LOR!
xD


we neh call you all noob,
so can you all JUST SHUDDUP?! =.=

noob is a highly offensive word,
and i realised that,
i neh scold noob in gunz before T.T

eheheh,
is not that i admit that i am a noob then i dont scold noob de lor!
:P
I AINT A NOOB!
boohooo T.T..

i sound so childish =.=
BUT IT DOESNT MATTER!
there's a child within every heart :P
hahahhahaa,
so funny :P

last week of school liao,
my last week to look at shuai ge-ssssss in 2E,
hehe,
i shall stare at the guys from tmr till friday xD
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA,
just kidding,
later my eyes pop out,
or kenna digged out by the guys' de ERHHEMM :P
hahahahhahaha,
just kidding la :P
hahahaha,

and it's not veh funny lor,
haha can just be used like,
randomly,
just like lol =.=
what?
you not happy isit?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :PPP
blehhhhh!!!

stop being crazy =.=
guys are crazy,
:P
admit it,
(:

OMG!! I CAUGHT A ZOMBIE MOUSE!
so farny =.=
sob sob sob,
now my mousehunt broke liao D;
awww...

sadded,
i go lab take potion de,
from afternoon till now also no have one potion =.=
DUMB MICE =.=
GIME POTIONS!!
i wan go mos T.T
but i no trap T.T
OMGGGG,
i am so sad D;
awww...
sob sob sob,

YOU!
nothing :P
hahaha,

bye bye la,
later my mom own me liao,
BYE BYE!

399

cool,
one more post to the 400th post :D
hehe,

bleh,
i woke up at 2pm todae,
and i left my computer on for 6 whole hours since last midnight,
T.T
i was playing mousehunt lor,
but fell asleep, =.=
earn $$ so can clear debt,
owe ldrudon 50k,
owe sm jie 200k,
yepps,
must return ASAP,
and i wanna buy new trap leh x.x
140k de,
T.T
now hunting rockstar mouse :D
hehe,
mousehunt..

later i playing gunz,
at night spam,

looks like..
i have to camp in library on wednesday le,
cause tmr have cca again =.=...
dont know why lor,
shooting training so sian de,
ZzZzzzZzz..
have to wear number 4 again and stay in air con room shoot cans =.=
so slack la,
cant even sweat and look at shuai ge on the track T.T
blehh..

later must iron number 4 liao,
got no idea why..
sometimes that passion for NCC just dies out x.x
like there's nothing to push me forward,
there's nothing i look forward to during acts.
combine with guys?
hellish training?
standard and discipline?
well,
these 3 things 100% can be found in march camp,
and the reason why i love march camp,
its because of this,

from what i remember,
since this year march,
bravo girls neh combine with the bravo guys before lor,
unlike alpha that time,
we got combine at least like once a month,
now its like..
7months once?
T.T
sadded,
soon will be one year once le =.=
sian..

dont ask me why i like to combine,
it's just like,
we're bravo,
bravo company,
NOT bravo guys and girls =.=
why must we always separate leh?
and make that gap btw bravo company so wide,
so we should combine more!!
and we can learn from each other :D
it just feels so shuang to combine with the guys,
cause i know,
with bravo guys and girls together,
we can do so much better :D
at least,
we have a bigger company,
a company with 39 people :D
it's so cool,
cause the company is big,
and when we cheer,
WE OWN THE REST OF THE CCAs!! xD
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA
the thought of being the loudest and the toughest and the BEST,
drives me on,
telling me that RVNCC is the BEST,
and will ALWAYS BE THE BEST! xD
cause one for all,all for one,
we work as a unit,
we work as one (:

man,
I LOVE NCC :D
hehe,
xD

T.T

i aint tired,
and i feel like,
DOING SOMETHING,
really badly,
and i have been thinking about it since,
um..
yesterday night?
=.=

OKAY,
it aint the first time,
in the place of a friend,
WANYI,
JIAYOU!
JUST DO IT :D
OMG,
i am so scared T.T
okay okay,
lax man,
JUST DO IT :D
if not you aint gonna have a chance like that le T.T...

neh mind,
LETS START OFF WITH MY BORING JOURNEY TO M'SIA yesterday =.=..
went back with my dad,
woke up at 7.15am,
and my dad woke up at around 8am,
left house at like.. 8.45am,
rode on motorcycle to woodlands checkpoint,
take bus 170 to larkin in johor,
took a 3 hour long bus journey to segamat,
then took a 1/2 hour long bus journey to my grandma's house,
reached at around 4pm =.=

i went back to malaysia for less than 24 hours and now i am back in SG T.T
i'd wish i could stay longer,
can get away from stressful life in SG =.=

hmm,
reach my grandma's house then later must chiong to my aunt's wedding le,
it's just a buffet and i ate till freaking full,
after that went my uncle's house watch "I am not stupid 2",
it's a freaking touching movie D;
aww..

okay at 11pm went back home and sleep,
but i read till 1am :P
hehe,
and i just finished that VEH VEH VEH VEH NICE BOOK ON THE TRAIN!! xD

todae woke up at 7am again,
go my aunt's house for tea ceremony all that,
then at 12 i was on train heading back to SG,

OMG,
veh boring hor? T.T

you know,
after the wedding thingie at my aunt's house right,

I FEEL LIKE GETTING MARRIED :D
hehe,
so xing fu la~
I ALSO WANTT xD
hehe

then on the way back i was like thinking about weddings and kiddies,
i know it's a bit early but,
I HOPE I WILL GET MARRIED ONE DAY,
AND HAVE KIDDIES :D

omg,
MY COUSINS ARE FREAKING CUTE SIA ;D
i havent seen them for like one whole year le,
dont even recognise them le lo!
hahhaha,
OMG SO CUTE SIA,
but they dont know me D;

during the tea ceremony right,
cause only senior people can go in ma,
then the kiddies like ME T.T...
have to stay outside,
then i watch my cousins keep stacking up and unstacking the chairs,
damn funny sia,
and i was laughing and laughing like siao xD
MUAHHAHAHAAHA
OMG SO CUTE LAA xD

SOME kiddies are cute :P
MOST kiddies aint :X
hehe

okay la,
i want play gunz le,
and mousehunt is so freaking screwed cause of ronza T.T..
I WANT MAGMA BASE!!!

bleh,
tmr i going library camp for fun =.=
anyone want pei me? T.T..

JUST DO IT T.T
com'on :D
ask ask ask! xD
hehe,
i feel so retarded T.T

ROD

okay!
todae's a veh HIGH day :D
but dont ask me why i look quite sad,
its just cause,
i am tired and scared and sian and angry =.=

tired you know the reason why,
this whole week is like freaking busy,
in school have so many activities,
terence and i have to chiong here chiong there,
collect this collect that,
do this do that,
wah so tiring lor :D
glad that everyone cooperates xD
hehe,

todae's games day was so freaking FUN!
cause 2E was like so so so high todae xD
OMG I ALSO VEH VEH HIGH :D
hahaha,
i too tired to talk about games le,

after that was cca,
i dont want to talk about shooting,
i practice with the laser gun = one shot one kill,
real thing with cans = all missed except one can T.T
wahseh,
so pro sia =.=...
i aimed off,
but i dont know why i still missed the can T.T..
dont talk about it le la,
i dont care,
next tuesday de practice must get one shot one kill,
I WANNA OWN JINGFEI!
MUAAHAHAHHAHAHA
just kidding :X

after that from afternoon till evening,
was ROD,
veh fun leh,
and veh high,

OMG
I LOVE MY PART As~~
xD
BOTH PART A GUYS AND GIRLS :D
THEY SO CUTE LA~~
omg i love my part As :P
hehe

i veh tired dont want blog liao,

tmr morning i going malaysia,
miss me peoples,
lols,
later someone get goosebumps :X
hehe,

kay,
i am just trying to seize every single chance to talk to you,
dont ignore me kay?
i am just left with one week D:
sad sad sad

突然好想你

五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜
那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯
那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

this song veh nice de,
actually is i got from zhihe de phone de :D
hehe,
thanks zhihe! xD
it's a freaking freaking nice song (:

and the last two lines really really mean alot to me :D

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

you know what it means ma?
okay,
i translate myself,
cause yahoo translator sucks,

it means something like,
the thing i feared most is knowing that i had already lost you,
however,
i heard of you suddenly,

makes sense right?
hehe,

okay,
hello peepos,
i was freaking sad and vexed todae,
BUT,
just now something and somebody cheered me up! xD
hehe,
guess that somebody :P
hehe,

the something is romance books,
LOL,
haha will tell you why later,

let's start off with todae's journey,
woke up at 445 =.=
shyt la,
normally i wake up at like 515 de lor,
then last night i cant sleep,
in the end slept at 12 =.=
todae still wake up so early,
tell me,
will have good mood meh?
T.T..

go school practice ROD dance,
was quite okay :D
but really vexed,
really stressed,
and really =.=,
TMR'S ROD,
=.=..
i was freaking freaking vexed for the whole day,
and somemore todae is a veh sian day,
T.T..

the first sian thing is,
our instructor was late =.=..
and i think the organiser veh bias lor,
dont care 2E de ... T.T
think they big ah?
lols,
just kidding,

shant elaborate on the games,
cause,
no mood talk about it,
though some games really veh veh veh fun,
like the first game we played xD
hehe,

oh,
and for the competition for the non-talking untangling of the hands right,
doesnt matter,
we knew we did it,
it doesnt matter if we get the points,
we knew we did it,
and that guy knew we did it,
in our hearts,
we get that points can le lo,
haha,
:D
this is called one for all and all for one,
understand it kay?
cause this is the positive impact of one for all and all for one,

okay,
imagine you made 33 other peeps pump right smack infront of you,
just cause of one mistake you made,
that's even worse kay?
so CHEER UP PEOPLE! :D
hehe,

i know that feeling of making people pump and take the punishment for my mistakes,
it totally..
sucks,
really,
it feels like,
you must go beg the people who pumped for your mistakes for forgiveness like that D:
sadded,
dont talk about it liao,
later i cry T.T

and i got no idea why,
i just cant seem to remember the dance steps,
and that made me freaking emo =.=
......

forget it,
the rest i dont want talk about it le,
was totally,
F5...
till i slept on bus 97,

then i went library,
borrow romance books again :P
hehe,
i was like thinking,
since i so moody,
might as well go library read books relax relax a lil bit (:
and somemore we neh stay back for dance cause veh veh veh sian liao, =.=
damn,
talk about dance,
straight away =.=..

NCC is like so manly,
then you call us DANCE sia,
on tuesday play gunz that time,
zee asked if we dance with guns T.T
omg,
faint liao,
SEE LA,
NCC DE DANCE WOR =.=...

it's like NCC gives the impression of being,
loud,
tough,
and manly,

and not dance like ~~~~ =.=...
gay..

okay,
then i was in the library,
i WALKED in the library for like 1 whole hour,
to find a place to sit down and read books,
and i felt so WEIRD,
cause i was alone =.=
then sit there so freaking weird sia,
i went children's section,
GUESS WHAT,
there FLOODED with kiddies,
then i was like O.='''...
after that i freaking angry liao,
so i borrow the books then go jurong west de library,
went into the reading room and read,
actually,
only read a few pages,
cause,
I WAS DOING SOMETHING ELSE ACTUALLY :X
hehe,
:P

I GO GUNZ LE :D
hehe,
xD

zee vin zh bert ter ken czh
so cool sia~
short form de names so cool :P
hehe,

lols

i am veh tired todae,
and gunz have patch,
so aint playing,
even if i play todae,
will be half dead and i think i will start going crazy,
T.T..
so i should just go and sleep,

regarding that question,
hmm..
answer;
cause i dislike bootlickers,
and i dislike people who are bias,

okay,
got back almost all the papers le..
yepps,
actually,
is all the papers get back le,
=.=
...

my just do it,
just see it for yourself,

LA P1/2 - CMI =.=... can go jump liao,i aint kidding

HCL P1 - FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF =.=...
HCL P2 - not that bad

maths P1 - FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
maths P2 - not that bad

bio - not as bad as physics =.=
physics - =.=... what? i hate physics =.=...

geog - not too bad
hist - not too bad (mr mezz. owed me 2 marks) T.T

FFFFFF languages,
especially lang arts =.=
hate lang arts man,
like todae aint the first day my english so suckish what,

my compo paper have this sentence,
"language is awkward"

feel so depressed sia,
people de english not good my fault la,
but dunnid like that one right?
like everyone de english so pro liddat, =.=

and HCL paper 1 really hor,
i dont know why la,
everytime exam write de compo so bad de T.T..

and i hate paper ones man,
all the paper one de marks so =.= de..
paper twos rock!! :D

todae get back history that time,
was freaking nervous,
then when mr mezz. gave me my paper,
i was like,
"Oh.. this is weird,"
cause the marks like so weird =.=
and then i count count count,
got error de,
LOL,
obviously it's calculation error,
if it's other errors i wont bother,
eh,
it rhymes right?

geog paper that time,
feel nothing inside,

HCL paper,
was like shyt shyt shyt shyt shyt =.=..
in the end is really shyt,
damn that HCL paper one =.=

LA paper that time i really wish i could just bang my head on the wall and die,
my english sucks,
my fault what,
=.=

forget bout it liao la,
feeling so tired now T.T
and quite,
pissed off,
whatever,
you dont need to care,

its cause i am just really really tired,

i should go and sleep soundly :D

guys are crazy.
i am crazy too.
everyone's crazy.

guys are the craziest.

OMGGGGG..
mousehunt need about 400k for magma base T.T
now i only have 70k nia,
x.x..
2 weeks to earn so much money..
impossible de,
can borrow from sm jie~
hehe,
she have 1m leh :X
hehe...
magma base T.T...

o.O

6 more posts to my 400th post,
in my blog,
it's just..
whatever i feel inside,
i type it out,
whatever i cant tell people,
i type it out,
in the end,
i thought nobody will read it,
then,
i get into trouble =.=

its like,
you want people to read it and just shut up,
and you want people to read it and understand you,
LOL,
this is lame,

you know,
i went swimming just now,
spammed,
as in i really spammed,
spam till,
veh hiong,
but not tired at all,
i thought i could relax de,
but,
cant do that,
i was thinking about physics =.=
damn it,
cause in water have bending of light ma,
banana man,
go swimming still can relate to physics de =.=
forget it,

tuesday is my doomsday,
friday i am going to die,
saturday i will be freaking tired,
shall tell you why at the end of my post,

and then,
i was thinking,
about many things,
i just wanted to swim and let everything out,
but,
just cant do it D:

oh ya,
came home from swimming watch tv,
eat,
neh play gunz,
sms-ed peoples,
now come online le,
i pissed my buddy off D:

and i got no idea why i did that.. =.=

not first time liao T.T
cause,
i seldom piss guys off,
okay,
seldom x.x...
so..
i should apologise,

FORGIVE ME T.T
i feel so sad now D:

i too free liao lor T.T
shant do that again,
sighs,

you know,
mr chew,
i finally found him man,
haha,
VINO CHEW YI REN!!
two years liao leh,
since we met,
haha,
yesterday was his birthday,
SO..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHEW YI REN!! xD

now added him on msn,
then play mafia,
LOL,
i dont know what's that and i dont play it,
SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO SEND ENERGY PACK =.=
i need send to my long lost tablepartner mr chew yi ren,
hahahaha,

talking about tablepartners..
OMG
RUN ZHONG~!!!
I MISS YOU MAN,
sadded,
cause majority dowan move back tables,
means,
i cant sit beside runzhong and zee le D:
I MISS RUNZHONG LIKE HELL CAN?
sad sad sad,
D:
my best tablepartner ever in secondary school,
i know nobody else can ever be a better tablepartner than runzhong!
MUAHAHHAHAH,
runzhong!
feel honoured kay?
i love you :D
my dearest table partner,
althou you get a shock whenever u see me,
but i dont mind :D
haha,
you just need to know that i neh talk to you i feel so weird,
:D
hehe,

you know,
i feel a great sense of security now,
but i feel so..
helpless,
and so..
weird,
like i am being scammed or something,

it's so near but yet so faraway,
it seems like fantasy to me,
like,
how did all these ever happen to me?
like,
alice in wonderland,
haha,
not that romantic though,
but something like that,

i never never never never thought of all these,
like,
the guys,
i'll never want to part with the guys,
thou they may not be extremely close to me,
but,
i just dont wanna change classes and get new guys in my class,

and the girls too,
i'll never want new girls in my class,

I DONT WANT NEW CLASSMATES D:
especially when you're in a class with weird people you dont know,
D:

I DONT WANNA CHANGE CLASS T.T
but it's inevitable though,

it's so weird,
like,
they're just by my side suddenly,
and saying hello to each other,
and texting each other,
and eating together,
so much more stuffs,
never happened before,
like in secondary one,
never never never happened before,

i feel so,
happy,
and i wish this aint a dream,
haha,
if its a dream,
i'll wish that i never never never wake up :D
haha,

i am tired,
AND I FREAKING HATE THAT DUMB SNOW MOUSE,
WHICH STOLE MY CHEESE AND RAN AWAY =.=

you,
yes you,
:X
thank you (:
for something,
:D
hehe,

you control my emotions,
and i shant let you do that,

i dont want to zhong se qing you D:
haha,
hey budd,
you see this eh? xD

ohya,
tell you about the next week de schedule,

okay,
lets start from todae,
which is monday,
we have no school and it's past 12 le,

monday
- NCC ROD dance rehearsal from 10am-2pm
- CID video making from 3pm-whatever time we finish it

tuesday
-get back bio papers,lang arts papers,hcl papers,and maybe more
-NCC first shooting training, need wear NUMBER FOUR T.T...

wednesday
-NCC ROD rehearsal after school

thursday
-I DONT KNOW LA,LET ME RELAX FOR ONE DAY CAN? =.=

friday
-geog papers =.=
-NCC ROD NIGHT,ROD DANCE PERFORMANCE T.T
-shooting training
-my grandma's birthday and i am in singapore,in SCHOOL! =.=
(omg, i feel so bad cause my grandma dotes on me so much D:,
and i neh return for her birthday dinner T.T
i feel so bu xiao D;
sad sad sad,
should i pon ROD and shooting training?
my grandma is so much important than ROD and shooting =.=)

saturday
-going back to malaysia for my aunt's wedding dinner at night

sunday
-coming back to singapore

monday
-GO AND DIE LA, I WANT TO SLEEP =.=
-GUNZ maybe?

tuesday
-CCA NCC SHOOTING TRAINING AGAIN T.T WEAR NUMBER 4

how stupid can this be?
you know what takes up most of the time right?
i cant even go for my grandma's birthday dinner,
i can,
i just need pon school and CCA,

let's flip a coin,
heads, i am going back to malaysia on friday and pon school,
tails, i am going for ROD and shooting training =.=

T.T

i am veh tired,
really veh veh veh tired,
for the past 3 days,
slept at 12 midnight cause played gunz,
lols :X
so tired sia,
go school also no mood do anything de,
thanks to gunz,
and then todae have CCA,
yesterday slept at 12 again,
so freaking tired sia,
=.=

todae's act was..
hot and slack,
and i realised that i forgot all the commands le,
during C&C,
i cant even recall the turn right de command =.=
cham sia,
tio owned,
but i will improve de (:

oh yea,
talking about exams,
i,
got no idea what can i do?
cry?
laugh?
HA HA HA HA =.=
BOO HOO =.=
both B3s..
maths paper 1 B3,
physics B3,
shyt lor,
=.=
maths de 40/60 was expected,
but alot of careless,
but careless aint an excuse i am giving for my B3 for maths,
i could have easily gotten an A1,
yeah,
thanks to myself,
here's my first B3 for maths since the start of primary school =.=
physics,
i said i wanted to get an A1,
now i can go jump le,
WTH MAN T.T
3.5 marks to A1,
banana,
i am so near but yet so far,
if i drew that section C diagram properly.. =.=
but no point complaining and crying over split milk,
i was actually quite surprised that i managed to do some of the physics questions,
haha,
but B3 for physics,
my second B3,
=.=
and i dont think bio will be anywhere better,
T.T
stupid sia,
my science and maths =.=

my maths so shyt,
my physics so shyt,
maths and physics have connection de lor,
i wonder how the hell i am going to pass maths and physics next year,

and i dont want take triple science le,
think take 1o subjects (including CID) for EOYs so easy like that,
GAD la x.x
i'll just take physics,chem and geog,
8.5 subjects :D
hehe,
you can say might as well take triple science,
pure bio, pure chem , pure physics x.x
die ah,
also dont know why people love triple science so much,
is my dad call me take then i say i going take de lor =.=
not i want de hor x.x
overestimated me =.=
think triple science so relax meh x.x

ahh,
i am so tired,

and school is so so so so so so freaking boring,
watch movie,
watch ppl play chess,
read book,
stone and spin pen,
look at shuai ge,
nothing else to do,
so sian lor,

next tuesday GG liao,
you know what,
the school FINALLY let NCC cadets have shooting training le,
todae sir kept emphasising that they paid the vendor TONNES of $$ for the training course,
lols..
like we eat up alot of the school's money like that,
NCC IS STILL A CCA WHAT?
other CCAs can have so much $$ to spend,
buy this buy that,
buy umbrella one for $100 le =.=
WHY CANT WE HAVE SHOOTING TRAINING?
dont care liao,

shooting competition coming,
ROD coming,
must chiong ROD dance,
and train up for shooting competition,
T.T..

oh,
next tuesday GG de reason is,
will get back alot of papers,
and,
there's CCA,
HA HA HA..
next tuesday de wanyi will sure be like todae de,
no passion at all,
depressed sia,
even BASIC COMMANDS like kekenan-pusang ALSO CAN FORGET LOR,
so zai =.=
shooting sia,
must wear number 4,

have LA papers,
have HCL papers,
have BIO papers,

i think these are the main papers we getting back ba,
wonder how i'll do,
maybe all B3 leh,
then this term GPA 3.0,
at most,
dont take triple science lor,
give myself so much stress for what,
like i superwoman like that =.=
LA.. D:
BIO.. D:
surprisingly,
i dont really worry about HCL,
it have been my strongest subject since primary school :D
and maths too,
but now de maths,
B3 nia =.=
what is wrong with my maths? D:

todae when i got back physics,
i was like..
._.
then,
D:
just never cry only,
i wont cry over bad grades,
just feel terrible,
at most only have tears in my eyes,
and then wont roll down my cheeks de,
surprisingly,
dramas can make me cry like siao,
like for example the male lead dies for the female lead,
so touching sia,
cry le,
LOL,
stupid right? =.=
it's just cause,
i said,
i wanted to get an A1 for that dumb physics paper,
and i tried my veh veh veh best for that paper,
in the end was a B3,
but it doesnt matter,
i knew i did my best,
:D

oh,
and i still havent catch till snow mouse leh D:
so sad,

i am really veh tired,
D:
___________________________

you,
yes you :X
just ignore people,
they're just joking,
i know you dont like it,
but,
i neh do anything wrong right? D:

i shant let you control my feelings,
thou it's almost impossible,
i am trying hard to tell myself that i should be the one who will go to sleep soundly,
and not you,
D:
i feel so sad,
and tired,

x.x
i am veh tired,
that i could just fall asleep on the floor,

todae LA lesson,
i fell asleep in the computer lab D:
i know i am bad but,
really veh tired,
the most dumb thing is,
freaking tired le still must go CCA D:
computer lesson,
got no idea why i just feel so terrible,
then started to type stuff with microsoft word,
but in the end deleted the file,
cause i find it veh veh useless,
lols =.=

i go le,
i am veh tired,
bye (:

maths and gunz!

WOOOHOOOOO!!!!

I GOT NO IDEA WHY MY COM IS LAGGING LIKE SHYT =.=
T.T
as in like,
seriously,
its LAGGING =.=
like SHYT
=.=

and i got no idea how the hell i am gonna blog like that =.=

todae's a happy day!! :D
cause,
ITS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS,
AND I DONT NEED TO GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!!!!

todae's maths paper 2,
wasnt much of a killer,
AT LEAST IT AINT THAT BAD,
COMPARED TO MYE MATHS PAPER =.=
OMG TODAE I FEEL SO HAPPY :D
CAUSE I FINISHED THE GRAPH QUESTION :D
have that great sense of satisfication within myself,
cause MYE that DUMB graph question,
I NEH EVEN DO LIL BIT =.=.

AND TODAE,
I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE GRAPH QUESTION!!!!
althou neh finish the whole paper =.=
cause i dont know how to do :P
then i just crap an answer there,

have one question ask about the values of a de right,
i just put,
"possible values of a = 8 or 7 or 6 or 5 or 4 or 3"
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA,
CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MA T.T
hehe,
-.-

LAG LIKE SHYT MAN =.=

JUST NOW WENT TO PLAY GUNZ FOR 4 HOURS :D
MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
with zhihe,
alvin,
zhenghan,
they veh zai eh :D
hehe,
spray de,
glad de,
backstab de :P,
ZAI LOR,
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
alvin de character new de,
so zai lor,
last time when i first played right,
damn noob de :X
hee..

OMG OMG OMG,
YOU KNOW WHAT,
TODAE I KILLED SOMEONE WITH A SWORD,
FIRST TIME SIA,
last time always use sword or play glad sure tio owned de,
then now can kill ppl le :D
hehe,
xD
AND I HATE RENARD =.=
i love Nico R6 :D
hehe,

VEH FUNN EHH!!!
BUT RIGHT,
FINGER WAN BREAK LIAO :X
hehe,
its like after the game,
everyone de hand want to break le T.T
BUT NEH MIND,
ITS WORTH THE FUN!!!!
:D
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ
MANNNNNNNN
I WANNA OWN PEOPLE!!!!!!!
todae is tio owned T.T
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGG
I WANT TO OWN PEOPLE!!!!!!
just now zhihe owned me like so many times,
PISSED OFF SIA x.x
RAWWRRRRRRRRR!!!

play alot of stuff leh,
BUT I LOVE QUEST THE MOST :D
hehe,
CAUSE I DONT GET OWNED!!
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
quest is like everyone work together towards the same goal ma :D
last time play gunz with zhengzhang is,
HIDE AND SEEK o.O
cause we dont dare kill each other :x
is it?
O.O
hide and seek is,
just a veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh creative and polite way of owning each other,
and we take turns to own each other :D
then got another time play with bert and zhengzhang again,
its like friendly match de,
hahahahaha,
that match veh ~~~~ de,
todae play de is those hardcore de,
its like,
"I AM GONNA OWN YOU!!!!",
that kind,
WAHAHHAHAHAHHA,
such a big difference :D
BUT I DONT KS :D
hehe,
althou sometimes have,
most of the time is ppl KS me lor,
KILL ME BEFORE I KILL THE OTHER GUY!
IS WHO AH?
haha,
JUST KIDDING :P
hehe,

OKAY LA!!
i feel so sian now,
after exams NOTHING TO DO,
SO FROM TODAE ONWARDS,
I AM GOING TO SPAM GUNZ,
AND I AM GOING TO SPAM READ BOOKS :D
romance de~
hehe,
think i'll be at the library for mondays :D
hehe,
CAUSE NO TV PROGRAMME TO WATCH ON MONDAYS =.=
tuesdays and fridays have CCA,
but dont care la,
wednesdays and thursdays have drama to watch,
althou next next week jiu end le,
cause the drama is a mini-drama lai de,
ONLY HAVE 7 EPISODES SIA x.x
LOL,
hahahahhaa,
OKAY,
BLAHH!!
I WISH WE DONT HAVE CCA =.=
BUT I MISS CCA,
i growing fatter liao T.T
MUST EXERCISE,
i was like thinking,
i should go swimming :D
SINCE I SO FREE AFTER EXAMS,
call god jie out,
go swimming :D
hehe,
morning go play monkey bars,
suicide window and run track :D
haha,

i got no idea why i hated sports in primary school :X
and I LOVE SPORTS NOW!!!
CAUSE IT MAKES PEOPLE FIT AND STRONG :D
and MOST IMPORTANTLY,
WE HAVE MUSCLES!!!
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAA
my my,
i wasted my primary school de 6 years,
WITHOUT ENJOYING SPORTS,
T.T
WTH,
look at me now you'll know how much i hated sports last time T.T
SAD!!
OMG OMG OMG I LOVE SPORTS :D
the feeling of sweating like nobody's business ROCKS :D
hahahhahahaha,

i feel so retarded suddenly,
T.T
this blog post veh crappish right?
BUT NEH MIND,
I HAPPY CAN LE,

YOU BU SHUANG ALSO NOT MY PROBLEM RIGHT?

okay,
tell me this,
wanyi,
i love you,
:D

MUAHHAHAHAH
THANK YOU :D
I LOVE YOU TOO! xD

i know i am lame,
but,
I HAPPY JIU CAN LE,
WHO CARES IF YOU HATE ME :P

MUAHAHAHHAHAHHA,
maybe i should just look at things at a different point of view,
and i should be more open-minded,
like that,
i'll be happier :D
and i wont get pissed off so easily :D
hehe,

I WANT TO BE HAPPY,
even thou,
i am still walking on that deserted path,
or do you even use deserted to describe a path,
i dont know..
but i just want to be happy,
even if people dont need me,
then they just come and go,

i am happy jiu enough le,
haha,
cause,
we live not to be pissed off with everything,
but to be happy with what we have,
and we live to smile,
not to frown and then get heart attack and die,

i got no idea why,
why i've became so crazy at home,
and my brothers have to call me to shut up :P
BUT WHO CARES,
AT HOME WHO CARES ABOUT WHO YOU ARE :D
who cares if you're the CP of some class or not,
who cares if you pick up poop in school?
at home,
I AM JUST WANYI :D
and i am just who i am :D
who cares if i sing like nobody's business at home,
who cares if i act retarded and yell and scream at home,
WHO CARES?

its not like in school have to act guai kia =.=
and TUCK MY HAIR BEHIND MY EARS AND LOOK LIKE A TOOT =.=
toot isnt in the dictionary,
BUT ITS IN MY DICTIONARY :P
hehe,

i happy jiu can le,
i live for myself,
not for anyone else,

its not wrong to think this way right?

the life i lead now,
is so much more happier than last time,
when i used to be so pessimistic and all that,
since when,
did i became so ..
umm..
dont know use what word to describe,
but i see a change in myself,
i never used to be so..
okay,
hyper?

not to the extent of hyper but,
around there ba :D
haha,

there're ups and downs in life,
since that day,
yes,
that day,
i realised that,
my ups are so much more than my downs,
since that day,
i knew i will never regret my decision,
and that was the first,
the veh veh veh veh veh veh first,
wise decision i've made in my life,
and i never regretted it,
:D
i never will (:

i know who needs me,
i know who wants me,
i know,

but do you know,
i need you too?
and i want you :D
haha,

sounds,
WEIRD,
but,
i mean it (:

its like,
no man is an island,
i will never never never never stand alone for long,
no matter how strong one person is,
he'll need a shoulder to lie on,
he'll need a pat on his back,
he'll need someone to rely on,
it's not like he's god-like okay?

if you need me,
i'll be there,
if you're bored,
i'll be there,
if you want to talk to me,
i'll listen,
if you want me to accompany you,
i can go with you,
if you want me to help you,
i can help you,

if you want me to do anything for you,
and it's within my ability,
i will try my best to do it,

provided that,
you dont piss me off with your request,
like,
asking me to jump off a building with you,
FAT HOPE LOR,
YOU JUMP I PULL YOU BACK AH,
SEE HOW YOU JUMP!
haha,
if cant pull you back,
no choice lo,
one for all,
all for one,
you jump,
i jump :D
haha,

you know why this post is so long?
CAUSE I AM BORED,
and i just want to type out,
what i feel,
right now (:

MY DUMB COM CANT PLAY GUNZ,
DAMN IT,
I WANT A LAPPIE!!!
but i love my computer :X
I LOVE MY KEYBOARD THE MOST :33
aww..

AND I NEED CUT MY NAILS,
cause they're freaking long,
but they're not that long compared to some other peeps de,
MUAHHHAHAHAHAH,
i cant stand it when nails get long,
that feeling is like you're so dirty x.x
and untidy,
like you dont even bother to cut your nails =.=
AND I HATE LONG NAILS,
oh,
if you nails are long,
i can help you cut,
then sure sure sure for a veh long time your nails wont be long de,
:D
hahahhahahahaha,
just kidding la,
i wont pluck out all your nails de :D
hehe,

OHOHHOHOHOHO!!!
TMR I GOING POPULAR WITH MY MOM :D
hehe,
then i going buy The Host by Stephenie Meyer,
cause ms angie gave me a $10 book voucher for Harris bookstore de,
so i going buy The Host :D
heard from ken it's nice,
so yeah :D
haha,
I GOT A COLLECTION OF STEPHENIE MEYER'S BOOKS :D
she's the FIRST english author i loved lor,
last time i only know enid blyton and the author who wrote harry potter,
i forget who le,
but i aint a lil bit interested in harry potter and i dont read the series of books :X
stephenie meyer's books were the FIRST thick thick and words small small books i read,
haha,
ALL CAUSE OF THE MOVIE,
TWILIGHT :D
muahahahha,
that movie made me love romance books,
whahahahhahaha,
actually,
is i love romance :D
last year when weely and i went to watch twilight right,
i didnt even know what kind of movie it was la,
it was the first movie i watched in singapore,
then after the movie we were like crazy about twilight,
LOL,
thinking of it right,
feels so funny :D
hehe,

nahh,
tmr still need chiong wayang kulit de stuff,
thanks to those who neh come rehearsal de,
T.T
those who are supposed to act the voices also ponned =.=
blehhhh,
NEH MIND,
at least i aint doing those things alone :D
hehe,

AND MOUSEHUNT!
i am using SWISS to catch mouse to MOUNTAIN =.=
omg,
waste sia,
one SWISS = 100 gold,
one white mouse = 100+ gold only,
ITS LIKE ALMOST NO PROFIT LOR!!!
T.T
sadded,
and i bought 300 plus SWISS T.T
OMG..
STUPID SNOW MOUSE,
KUAI DIAN COME EAT MY CHEESE LEH,
THEN I CAN GO CALM CLEARING EARN MORE $$ LE!!! T.T
stupid snow mouse,
=.=

AND I WANT MOLE MOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
T.T
sadded,
i want mole mouse!

blah blah blah,
i feel so sian le,
bye people,
i go le :D
haha

MOLE MOUSE!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

I

WANT

THIS

MOUSE!!!

OMG~~

SOME PEOPLE NOVICE HAVE MOLE MOUSE LE,

AND I DONT HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I WANT THAT FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING CUTE MOLE MOUSE!!!!

RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

com'on cute little mouse,

come to me :D

hehe,

:D

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
THIS IS CRAZY :D
MUAHAHHAHAHAHA

AFTER MATHS P2 TMR I SWEAR I AM GOING TO SPAM GUNZ!!!!!!!!! :D
MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

tell me this,
wanyi,
i love you,
LOL,
JUST KIDDING :P

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
SHOOTING COMPETITION COMING LIAO T.T
die die die die die die die die die die die die,
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG,
LAST YEAR I WAS THE RESERVE LEH x.x
THEN I GET TO SHOOT THE STIMULATION TARGETS FOR ALL THE PARTS,
HAVE NIGHT SHOOTING SUMMORE :D
if i be reserve again right,
can shoot so many trials again ma? :D
hehe,
CAUSE ITS REALLY VEH VEH VEH FUN!
okay,
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR PART B SHOOTING COMPETITION! :D
JIAYOU!!!
MUST GET MEDALS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

last year is we neh even get ONE SESSION OF TRAINING,
WE GOT MEDALS :D
so zai right?
ALL THANKS TO OUR DEAR SCHOOL,
WE CANT EVEN TRAIN FOR IMT,
SAFRA TRAINING ONE SESSION ALSO DONT HAVE,
LOOK DOWN ON UGs ISSIT?
PERFORMING ARTS BIG AH?
bias =.=
UGs dont even have training,
AND WE GOT MEDALS FOR THE SCHOOL,
in the end the school dont even do anything =.=

they only see which CCA have medals then bring the most glory,
then they bias towards them lor,
other CCAs dont even give a damn,
stupid sia,

its not like UG neh get gold unit before right?
ITS JUST LIKE PERFORMING ARTS GETTING GOLD/GWH RIGHT?
UGs ALSO GET GOLD UNIT AWARD RIGHT?
AND WHY THE SCHOOL DONT GIVE A DAMN? =.=

forget it,
NCC IS STILL THE BEST,
:D

OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RESULTS,
IS ANOTHER PIECE OF CRAP,
i dont want to care liao,
less than 3.5 jiu less than 3.5,
i'll never want to care about that anymore,

I JUST WANT TO PLAY,
:D
hee,

tell me,
wanyi,
it doesnt matter anymore,
just be happy :D,

THANK YOU!!!! xD
haha,

GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ GUNZ :3333
hehe,

later i doing maths,
TMR SHALL BE GUNZ TIME :D
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
:D

okay la,
i go liao,


NCC ROCKS :D

I LOVE NCC!!!!! :33

O.O

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
MY HANDS WANT BREAK LIAO T.T

just now played GUNZ AGAIN :D
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA
but todae tio owned T.T
total pwnage x.x
wahseh,
played with zhenghan,
then he owned me 7 times in a row O.O
ZAI RIGHT?
hahahahahaha,
:D:D:D:D
todae really tio owned dao..
veh cham T.T
sadded,
BUT NEH MIND! :D
still got quite alot of EXP o.O
hehe,
ohohoh,
we went play quest with 2 other peeps,
FGK :D
DAMN SHIOK,
owned the FGK for 4/5 times we went in :D
COOL SIA,
ALOT OF EXP FOR EACH GAME LEH,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
then now i lvl 31 le :D
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

NEXT TIME I SHALL OWN PEOPLE AGAIN :D
and i should continue spraying and stop using breakers T.T
my sword + breaker CMI x.x
sob sob sob,
see other people take breaker and sword so shuai la :D
I ALSO WANNA BE LIKE THEM BUT ..
CMI T.T
i take breaker always tio owned T.T
sob sob sob,
want to be shuai also cant T.T
sob sob sob,

OKAY TIME TO DO WAYANG KULIT :D
my hand really going break le,
own the FGK must chiong chiong chiong,
T.T
sob,
my hand!!! T.T

HAHAHAH,
TODAE'S A FUN DAY CAUSE PLAYED GUNZ WITH ZHENGHAN :D
hehe,

so cool la :D
NCC DE PEOPLE VEH ZAI DE OKAY? :D

=.=

cant stand it liao,
GUNZ IS PLAY FOR FUN DE MA,
you think i want be professional gamer meh?
think i so free isit =.=

anything also wanna compare =.=..
CAN DONT COMPARE WITH ME?
I AINT FREE,
THANK YOU =.=

oh,
talking about the chinese paper 2 right,
it aint as bad as i thought,
at least,
it aint a killer paper,
and there's this passage about being the first and being the last,
AND I LOVE THAT PASSAGE,
CAUSE I WANT TO SHOW IT TO ALOT OF PEOPLE =.=
not alot la,
just A FEW =.=

OKAY,
in life,
PEOPLE SAY THAT WE MUST FIGHT FOR THE BEST AND BE THE FIRST,
but i think that's bullshyt,
cause so what if you're the first?
so what if you're the best?
it's the process that counts,
cause i know,
that IF I REALLY PUT IN MY 100% AND DO THINGS,
AND EVEN IF I FAIL,
I WONT FEEL SO BAD INSIDE,
if you dont work hard and you're the best,
GOOD FOR YOU,
cause you're simply TOO LUCKY,
if you're the best,
and if you're the first,
you'll be so freaking scared that the next time,
people overtake you and you wont have that "FIRST" anymore,
then you'll have this extra stress,
CAUSE PEOPLE WILL FREAKING THINK THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST,
AND THAT'S REALLY STUPID,
TELL ME,
PEOPLE CAN IMPROVE,
AND WHY CANT PEOPLE DEPROVE,
i dont know if there's a word called DEPROVE,
AND I DONT HAVE TO TIME CHECK THE DICTIONARY NOW,
CAUSE I AM ANGRY =.=
IF YOU DONT GET FIRST THE NEXT TIME ROUND,
PEOPLE WILL LIKE,
"CHEY...",
THINK THAT PERSON WHAT?
GOD-LIKE AH?
YOU SO GOD-LIKE YOU TRY BEING THE FIRST LOR,
THINK THAT PERSON WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST AH?
crap lor,
some people just think that way,
MY FAULT ISIT?
=.=
TELL YOU LIAO,
i've got temper =.=

it's like a dynamite,
you dont light the spark,
it wont KABOOM!,

and dont come to me acting like you're so superior to us,
we're just kids,

:D

wahahahha,
OMG AFTER EOYs CAN SPAM GUNZ LE :D:D:D:D
MUHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
i dont care if sprayers are called NOOBS,
YOU VEH PRO MEH?
=.=
I DONT CARE AND I WILL SPRAY NO MATTER WHAT,
and i am gonna OWN UR a$$,
WHO CARES?
=.=
if i own you,
i aint a NOOB,
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
anyways,
its not the first time ppl say i am a noob liao lor =.=

OMGGGG,
MONDAY HAVE WAYANG KULIT REHEARSAL =.=
damn,
later must make props =.=...
BUT NEH MIND,
AFTER THE REHEARSAL CAN SPAM GUNZ LIAO :D

hee,
yesterday was freaking tired so went to sleep after dinner,
and i got a veh veh veh veh sweet dream :P
hee,
aint gonna tell you :X
hmm,
maybe you wont be interested either :D

hmm,
yesterday went to do flash again :D
haha,
veh fun lor,
but really really tiring,
stupid errors keep popping out and thinking of how to fix them can make ppl go mad de lor T.T
but right,
when the game works,
you'll feel veh veh veh veh veh HAPPY! :D
hahahahahahaha,
got that great sense of satisfication :D
especially when everybody is working together xD
SO SHIOK MAN! :33
first time do project do until so shiok :D
and the first time do project do until so hiong o.O
then right,
alvin and zhenghan veh cute lor,
hee,
guys are just guys (:
in short,
had alot of fun yesterday can le :D
hee,
but really veh veh tired,
T.T
until i go goong goong,
and i forgot where zhenghan stay leh,
stupid sia =.=
we were like on the train then reach gombak i said bye to zhenghan,
then zhenghan told me he's alighting at batok o.o,
LOL,
veh funny lor,
really goong le x.x
haha,

AND I LOVE OUR GAME :D
hahahaha,
so cool sia :D
hehe,
it's like,
"OMG!!! WE MADE THAT GAME!!!",
hahahaha,
it belongs to us,
and only us :D
so cool lor xD

after all that,
"CANT WORK =.=",
"HAVE ERRORS =.=",
"GOING SIAO LIAO T.T",
"WE DONT LIKE ZOMBIES T.T",
haha,
finally we got a,
"OMG!! CAN WORK LIAO!!",
feels so SHIOK :D
love it man :D

okay,
:D
i feel so happy now :D

so rare leh,
mornings are meant to be emo =.=
for me,
lols,
hahahaha,

OKAY LA,
i go le,
dont come piss me off,
and thinking that i am so free to listen to you,
to say that i am a noob =.=

:D LA P2

haha,
todae's exam was so fun lor,
cause mr tan came into class - to be invigilator :D
haha,
mdm ong de hubby~~ :P

he veh cute lor,
haha,
:D
i like him alot leh,
and he is like yang lao shi de,
anything also speak chinese,
LIKE ME!!!

maybe next time i can be a teacher like yang lao shi and mr tan :D
hahahahaha,

veh funny la,
especially after we finished the paper,
and yeah,
everything our fault again lor,
PEOPLE NEH DO DUTY OUR FAULT LOR =.=
okay la,
its true that its our fault T.T
sadded,

BUT IS IT OUR DUTY TO NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG AT PPL,
TO DO THEIR BANANA-ING DUTY?
yes =.=

initially its their problem,
but eventually its our problem T.T

too bad la,
it's our job ma :D

and todae ms ek said "good job chairpersons",
then everyone was like giggling x.x
wahseh,
i so sad man,
T.T
we take up this shyttie job for one whole year le,
collect all the shyt people poop for one whole year le,
principal say one "good job",
people giggle and stare at you and laugh T.T
sadded,
so demoralised lor,
haha,
just kidding la,
actually,
i also veh paiseh eh :P
hahahahaha,
but we deserve it lor,
AT LEAST GIVE US A LIL BIT OF CREDIT CAN?
like CP veh easy to be like that,
NEXT YEAR YOU TRY LA,
think so easy meh?
pick up poop de job =.=

i know we aint perfect chairpersons la,
but not everyone is perfect de ma,
i feel that the both of us already learnt alot during this process,
and i tio shocked when terry shouted "EH! 2E!",
cause,
it's hell louder than last time :D
haha,
so cool right?
i dont know about me,
but i know i can,
talk to the class normally without trembling le :D
it's the experience that counts,
maybe to you right,
we are really CMI chairpersons,
but i think that,
we improve can le,
at least we're a better person now,

and i totally regretted what i did for the first half of the year,
I AM JUST WASTING MY TIME,
talking about the flaws of others,
like i veh good like that =.=
stupid sia,
i really love everything now,
so cool and everything goes on so smoothly,

i gained so much compared to what i lost,
same for that,
people go,
and there are peeps who come,
at least i know it's worth it to let go,
:D
totally worth it,

at least i dont mind if i get dao-ed again,
like this morning :P

ohya,
kendrick told the Part As that he took up the CP position for 4 years le,
veh sian liao,
haha,

obviously sian lor,
T.T
but its true that staff kendrick veh zai eh :D
hehe,
my idol xD

OKAY OKAY!
enough of this CP crap le,
oh,

THANK YOU MISS EK :D
for your "good job",
every single CP in RV deserves it xD
hehe,

cant imagine,
it's one year le,
i wear that ring for one year le,
i got no idea why i hated that ring when i first got it,
maybe,
it's cause i hate picking up poop,
well,
i will miss it when i dont have it,
but,
I WILL NEVER WANT TO HAVE IT AGAIN T.T
i be subject rep. can le :D
i sweep floor,clean whiteboard,empty dustbin,arrange tables,
EVERYTHING ALSO CAN :D
hahahahhaa,
just dont pick up poop can le :D

leaders,
how do you define them?
they're servants,
they serve you and they pick up poop for you =.=

HAHAHAHHAHAHA
i went to play GUNZ AGAIN!!!!!!!!
WAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
but this time tio owned T.T
in one deathmatch game with pros,
over lvl 60 de T.T
wahseh,
tio owned,
only killed 5 peeps and i died 11 times T.T
got screenshot,
but lazy put up :X

oh,
i havent show you my physics paper with alot of zeros that one right?
haha,
i will post it one day,
cause it's really too zai le :D

todae is PSLE maths exam,
then my bro was revising yesterday night ma,
i saw my P6 MATHS worksheets,
and i felt so sad,
cause,
i look at the papers,
98,99,98,93...
T.T
WTH MAN,
so demoralised now,
I CANT EVEN GET A 75 NOW T.T
so sad man,
my maths used to be one of my best subjects,
now its like sama sama with my lang arts le T.T
SAD T.T

and i got a really bad feeling about this EOY,
dont think have 3.5 le...
but its okay,
at least i wont feel so stressed choosing subject combi,
dont feel like taking triple science,
9 subjects =.=
i can go jump le,
WTH I DONT CARE NOW LA,
WHEN RESULTS OUT LE THEN DECIDE =.=

AFTER EXAMS I GOING PARTY MAN,
i dont know where la,
but i just wanna party :D

tmr's HCL paper,
wahseh,
die,
tmr hands prepare to break liao T.T

ohya,
todae's LA paper,
PLEASE DONT LET ME FAIL AGAIN T.T
like MYE =.=
i failed my damn comprehension,
banana lor T.T
DONT LET ME FAILLLL!!!! T.T
gimme A1 :D
hehe,
just kidding,
my lang arts only get once A1 only,
which is this year term 1,
the explanation text de,
hehe,
AND I GOT A b4 FOR LA FOR MID YEARS =.=
WTH x.x
OKAY FORGET IT,
JUST GIMME A1 :D

bye peeps :D

SF & GUNZ!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

tmr's lang arts so you know why i am playing gunz right?

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS GUNZ SO MUCH!!!

AND I TOOK A SCREENSHOT OF MY KILLS!!

AND IT'S NOT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH =.=

I KILLED ALOT OF PEOPLE TODAE :D

MUAHAHHAHAHHA

OMG I MISS GUNZ MAN,

SO LONG NEH PLAY I AM THIRD IN PLACE IN DEATHMATCH :D

OMG~~~

29K EXP :D:D:D:D:D

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

NOW I REALISE HOW NOOB I AM AT SF =.=

just now went play SF before gunz,

and guess what,

the other team totally owned my team,

AND I KILLED 3 peeps in ONE GAME =.=

WTH,

it's so totally noob lor,

and i am dead for 10 times =.=

crap man,

SF SUCKS :X

okay la,

I LOVE SF :D

just that i too noob only ma :P

OMG GUNZ ROCKS!!!

I VEH LONG NEH PLAY LE LEH!!!!!!!!!!

:D:D:D

todae i logged in and changed my armour and weapons,

took Nico R6 rifle andWalcom S5 x2 sub-machine guns,

i dont use pistols :P

CAUSE I SPRAY!!!!

okay la,

sprayers noob jiu noob lor,

AT LEAST BETTER THAN PPL WHO USE BREAKERS AND MISS :P

hehe,

I GOT KILL ALOT OF PEOPLE LEH~~~

DAMN SHIOK :D

go in i owned the owner :P

and that guy typed,

"Co0kiezAngel, what a cute nick :D"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH,

LOL,

i didnt know my nick so cute de lor :P

thanks (:

see la,

MY ACCURACY NOT BAD DE LOR :D

(when it comes to spraying xD)

hehe,

OMG SO SHIOK :D

GUNZ ROCKS :D

and i veh veh veh veh long neh play quest le,

OMG AFTER EXAMS PLAY GUNZ WITH ME :D:D:D:D

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I MISS PALMPOW~~

THAT STUPID LITTLE HAMSTER,

ONE HIT K.O PPL DE T.T

WAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA,

ohohoh,

i remember my score le,

27 kills,

27 deaths,

29k exp,

WAHSEH SO ZAI RIGHT? :D

hahahaha,

SO SHIOK :D

like you aim and sprayyyyy...

THEN "FANTASTIC!" appears on your screen,

cause you OWNED THAT PERSON :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

SO COOL LA :D

OMG I LOVE GUNZ~~

:3

AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

OMG AFTER MATHS PAPER I AM SO GONNA SPAM GUNZ!!!!

AND I GOING PLAY SF BUNKERBUSTER MAP :D

WAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

OMG I THINK I AM GOING SIAO LE :D

hehe,

GUNZ ROCKS :D

wahahahha,

the feeling of owning people feels so shuang :P

even thou i got owned too :X

but it's just like,

you did it all by yourself,

YOU OWNED THOSE PEOPLE!

feels so freaking SHIOK! :D

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

384

its not like you neh stand beside a guy before right? =.=
stop being so banana,

todae's science,
T.T
OMG!!!
GIVE ME AN A1 FOR SCIENCE!!!!!!! D:

physics..
was OKAY i hope,
as in really really HOPE i could get at least a 38 T.T

bio...
was SHYT =.=
ask lame questions,
everything i revised and memorised like siao neh come out,
the questions all like so banana de =.=
especially for human reproduction,
T.T..

i need to find out what's gloss and matt finishing,
that stupid physics question screwed me upside down =.=
i was like laughing and giggling at the stupid answer i wrote down :X
hehe,
i love science papers cause,
i can anyhow write answers and laugh at it,
hehe,
you know,
i wished i could take my physics paper and jump up and down,
and then scream like shyt,
because of that dumb answer,
hahaha,
cause it's pretty funny xD
to me,
but maybe it's just crap to you,
but it doesnt matter to me at all,

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
MY A1 FOR SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
dumb B3 for the previous physics paper,
dumb dumb dumb,
T.T
bio and physics,
i do until so shuang la,
means something will go wrong le D:

okay neh mind le la,
over le,
no point crying over spilt milk T.T

tmr's lang arts,
cant screw it man,
fail GG le T.T

okay la,
i go do flash le,
:D
bye peeps,

-.-

you dont need to read this,
it's just lame stuff :P
no comments please,
thank you (:

this is the BEST but WORST history paper i've ever written,
it's the best cause,
i love the thrill of my hands shaking and freezing like shyt while chionging the paper,
like,
"OMG! it's so freaking cold and i MUST chiong finish that dumb paper!",
then write till my hands shaking like shyt,
this is even worse than chionging maths for MYE,
=.=
MYE maths that time my hands also neh shake until so violent lor T.T
but that feeling feels good cause,
i finished the paper,

but,
i missed out points,
T.T
crucial points,
like do i agree or disagree T.T
NEH EVEN STATE LEH,
so zai =.=
neh mind la,
it's over le,
PLEASE LET ME GET AT LEAST 38/50 T.T
i need safe my history T.T
74 marks ... T.T...
say please also no use eh,
sadded,

tmr's science,
BIO AND PHYSICS T.T
OMG I DONT WANT MISS A1 BY HALF A MARK AGAIN =.=
last year both my papers,
miss A1 by 1 mark and half a mark,
T.T
and this time,
I MUST GET AN A1 FOR PHYSICS,
cause i got a B3 for the previous test,
T.T
MUST GET A1!
wth my physics sucks la,
but dont care,
i still taking physics next year,
:D
OKAY!
JIAYOU MUST GET A1 FOR SCIENCE!
OMG BIO YOU BETTER GIVE ME AN A1 IF NOT I GO JUMP!
D:

SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE SECOND LAST PAPER which i can do something about,

cause thursday lang arts,
friday hcl,
these two papers no matter how i study also no use,
it's language,
that's why no use,
and my lang arts still sucks,
so,
bo bian lo :P
OMG I WANT GET A1 FOR HCL =.=
impossible,
from last year till now,
i only got one A1 for HCL,
which is like,
LAST YEAR =.=
HCL!!!!
my compo not really screwed,
AND I SHANT CARE SO MUCH ABOUT HCL,
last year is cause i care too much le,
then i keep writing alot of stuff,
in the end penalised NOT CAUSE MY ANSWER IS WRONG,
cause i wrote too much,
one question minus 0.5marks,
wasted eh,
ended up with a B3 T.T

in primary five even more zai,
cause P5 that time,
the teacher goong goong,
so i also dont care,
my class is learn higher mother tongue de,
ended up just pass only,
zai right?
even those who neh learn HCL score better than us T.T
see la,
when teacher care we all dont appreciate,
when they dont care le we blame them,
haiyo..
students nowadays ahh..
tsk tsk tsk,
haha,
i talking about myself la :P

IF I NEH GET A2 FOR HCL I GO JUMP AH =.=
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
i got NO IDEA WHY,
suddenly i want to get these grades,
x.x
its like I SERIOUSLY GOT NO IDEA WHY,
i said i didnt want to care de,
x.x
OKAY,
NOW I SHANT CARE AND GO REVISE MY DUMB PHYSICS T.T
omg physics is so tough,
:/

when people do well,
i score badly,
just a random thought,
just feel that way,

CHIONG AH!!!
PHYSICS ALL THE WAY!!!

i love physics so much that i want to get an A1 for it! xD

EOYs

like i said,
EOY is just a piece of shyt =.=

todae's geog aint that bad,
just let me get an A1 can le :X

tmr's history,
yepps,
from last year till now right,
term 3's history was the only A2,
74 marks =.=
all thanks to a stupid SBQ in the history workbook,
okay,
that doesnt matter,
mr mezzanotte boosted my confidence in history again,
cause i dont know la,
he veh kind lor,
like marks are free de o.O...
okay,
tmr's history,
i shant revise too much,
cause,
MYE i revised and memorised like shyt,
in the end,
what comes out is just shyt,
yeah,
makes sense right?
shyt produces shyt =.=

history;

russian revolution,
1917,
incompetent Tsar,
cruel Tsar,
useless Tsar who aint capable of taking care of his people,
make his people suffer and killed his people instead of taking care of them,
Bloody Sunday,
World War One,
Russo-Jap War,
autocratic Tsar,
did not give his people any rights or say,
people cannot express their views and sufferings,
people starving cause food sent to warfront,
poor people have to pay high taxes,
soldiers die cause no ammunitions,
they get disillusioned,
cause all the wars were defeats and defeats again and again,
Tsar is useless,
poor strategies,
workers suffering,
long working hours,
low wages,
poor living conditions,
no safety measures implemented for workers,
the humans aint treated like humans,
the people didnt deserve such shyt from the Tsar,
in conclusion,
i hate the Tsar.

haha,
just kidding la,
that's a bias point of view,
but i really hate the Tsar,
useless bum.

chinese revolution,
1911,
the chinese think that they are the most powerful empire,
think that other people cannot defeat them,
think that they dont need improvement,
think that they're the best,
think they very modernised,
think that they can look down on people forever,
think they big,
arrogant,
ignorant,
proud,
in the end,
military is way too modernisedoutdated,
their modernised outdated weapons,
coolold junks kenna bombed by western ships,
LOL,okay okay,i shant be mean x.x, later kenna smashed,
corrupted government,
extort money from poor,
ask them pay high taxes when they're poor,
this is simply asking the people to go and die,
dont pay,
harsh punishments,
oppression,
no money,
no food,
people starve to death,
resort to cannibalism,
sell children,
eat bark to trees,
commit suicide,
they didnt deserve this shyt right?
natural disasters,
people die,
government dont give a damn,
food shortage,
water shortage,
tax increased further,
if i were living in that period of time,
i'd rather just bang my head in the wall and die on spot,
think westerners veh noob,
in the end,
opium wars,
see who de junks kenna bombed,
see bullets or arrows more zai,
see who humiliated in the end,
say they veh pro de wor,
Opium Wars,
Sino-Jap War,
autocratic government,
people neh do anything also,
GEI WO TUO CHU QU ZHAN!
in conclusion,
i hate the chinese government,

just kidding,
this is a bias point of view,
but,
when i look at how the chinese suffer,
i really have that fury within myself,
like,
BANANA!
THOSE BANANAS DONT DESERVE TO LIVE!
they should just go and die,
poor chinese,
have to suffer so much just because of a freaking noob government,

world war one,
umm,
actually this is veh neutral,
yes,
there're sufferings and all that,
if it werent for Germany,
everything would be fine,
this is a bias point of view by the way,
if it werent for the assassination of the Austrian Archduke,
and if Serbia dont have people like that banana to assassinate the Archduke,
and if Austria aint angry,
and if Serbia didnt go ask Russia for help,
and if Germany didnt support Austria,
and if all the allies didnt come about,
world war one wouldnt break out,
it's all cause of one assassination,
it's all cause of the alliance system,
it's all cause of bananas,
who go to war without even thinking,
like,
"oh, you're friend, you're in trouble, OH LET'S GO TO WAR!!"
=.=
same goes to the opposing force,
in the end,
more and more countries get involved in this war,
increasing the damage done to all the countries involved,
JUST SIMPLY BECAUSE,
you want to help your FRIEND,
cause he's in trouble,
AND YOU ARE ALLIED,
you simply go to war without even thinking what's the impact,
what's achieved in this war?
i got no idea,
fight fight fight,
people die die die,
bang bang bang,
in the end leh?
it just brews the hatred in the people,
and then KABOOM!
comes world war 2,
what hitler did was all because of the hatred,
the hatred for the french,
the people who made his nation,
his country,
so weak,
from a great power to a weak country which cant have military,
who can combine with Austria,
no money,
the TOV,
it's all because of WW1,
cause bananas think that Germany is the cause of WW1,
IN A WAY,
YES,
cause of Germany's ambition to be a great power in Europe,
they wanted to attack France,
cause they scared France get too strong for them to eliminate later,
cause Germany is afraid that France get stronger than them as the days pass by,
afraid that France is growing faster than Germany,
scared that they'll lose out,
so they got the TEMPTATION TO ATTACK,
before the differential was too big,
then they had to cross over to Belgium then to France before Russia mobilise her military,
IT'S CAUSE,
Germany wanted to attack France,
AND RUSSIA CAME TO THE RESCUE!! :D
IF IT WERENT FOR THE ALLIANCE SYSTEM,
....
okay wait,
what has Belgium got to do with WW1? o.O
(quoted from alvin ;D
they have to
cos they want attack france from the ass
to do that
they need pass by belgium)
so,
belgium,
i pity you T.T
The Rape Of Belgium,
poor thing T.T
then here comes RUSSIA TO THE RESCUE!!!
this is another point of view,
biasness,
okay,
mr mezzanotte says;
"the countries acted out of obligation",
means the countries had no choice but to help and attack,
cause there's a treaty that binds the two countries together,
they're FORCED to attack the other opposing party cause they're SUPPOSED to do so,
okay..
i dont know if i am correct,
but,
read liao then forget can le,
if you want remember also aint my problem,
exam you write also aint my problem,
results come out le also aint my problem ma :D
SO DOESNT MATTER!!! xD
obligation?
in a way yes,
but they didnt know that if they join war,
how much the damage is,
look at russia,
with the people starving, suffering, dying, poor, sick,
THEY STILL GO TO WAR,
cause,
they wanted to aid France,
making the conditions in russia even worse,
is it worth it?
and some more you have to sacrifice soldiers,
YOU DIDNT GIVE THEM AMMUNITIONS,
AND YOU LET SOLDIERS GO TO WAR,
I'D RATHER GO AND COMMIT SUICIDE =.=

"tad, verbose",
chim words i dont even recognise,
mr mezzanotte wrote on my paper,
let's check out their meanings,

ver•bose - adj.expressed in or using many or too many words; wordy.
tad - n. Informal.1. a small child. 2. a small amount or degree.

(mr mezzanotte's vocab really rocks O.O')

JUST LIKE ME! :D
i am veh long-winded i know,
but i am always like that,
what you expect?
for chinese also like that,
for english also like that,
for geog also like that,
for english also like that,
for science also like that,
history also like that lor :X
maths dont need la :D

last time i write jianbao write freaking long,
CAUSE I HAVE ALOT OF THOUGHTS,
then some people say i act pro,
say i double A battery,
fyi,
AA = attract attention,
BANANA =.=
THINK I SO FREE ACT PRO MEH?
i'd rather go and sleep la please,
SUMMORE IT'S HOLIDAY HOMEWORK,
I DONT GO PLAY GO ACT PRO MEH?
THINK I SO LAME AH =.=
AND I WASTED MY INK AND PAPER TO WRITE THAT PIECE OF ..
not shyt,
HOMEWORK!
WASTE PAPER LEH,
LATER CAUSE AIR POLLUTION,
YOU THINK I SO FREE AH?
haha,
just kidding :P

I CANT EXPRESS MYSELF WITH LITTLE WORDS,
MY ENGLISH IS LIKE TOTALLY SHYT AND MY VOCAB SUCKS,
tell me la,
HOW TO SHORTEN MY SENTENCES? =.=

simplicity,
i may not have the same level of chim vocab you all use,
i may not be as good as you all in terms of usage in language,
but i can use my own way to do my best,
and i can do as well as you :D
it's just that simple,

my english sucks,
and my history not that bad,
normally people who are good in english are good in history eh?
(:
perhaps,
most of them are ba..

OKAY!
BACK TO WW1,
when is the Paris Peace Conference ah?
o.O
1919 ..
okay,
so it's from 1914 to 1919 ..

haha,
i dont memorise the years for history,
as in,
what's the point la,
to memorise things you dont need x.x
okay i aint saying that the years aint important,
but i dont find a need in memorising the years,
just understand the causes and effects of the historical events :D
you get the causes right,
you will get the effects right,
and then the links will naturally come about :D
that's how it's supposed to be :D

i scared tmr cant finish the paper,
history always chiong like siao,
even worse than geog,
x.x
disadvantage of being tad and verbose,
LOL,
neh mind,
tmr i shall cut short my sentences and stop beating around the bush,
that's all,

okay,
hope you have a good revision on history :D
now i can go sleep le,
REVISE FINISH LIAO!
HAHAHA
so cool eh?
:D

:D

HAHAHAHHAHA!
mousehunt rocks :D
and i love calm clearing (:
cause got alot of new mice xD
hehe,

I WANT MOLE MOUSE!!!!
AND I WANT SNOW MOUSE!!!!
:/
sadded,
i no mole mouse D;
and i going try to catch snow mouse when i get 50% for journeyman :D
hehe,
next level master hor? :X
CAN GO LABORATORY~~ :P
hahaha,
oh my,
this feels cool :D
but,
tmr's geog,
so yeah :D

MOUSEHUNT WILL STILL BE ON! :D
hahahahaha,
i feel so happy todae!

wednesday after science papers do flash can?
o.O
cause there's nothing to revise for lang arts x.x