o.O

6 more posts to my 400th post,
in my blog,
it's just..
whatever i feel inside,
i type it out,
whatever i cant tell people,
i type it out,
in the end,
i thought nobody will read it,
then,
i get into trouble =.=

its like,
you want people to read it and just shut up,
and you want people to read it and understand you,
LOL,
this is lame,

you know,
i went swimming just now,
spammed,
as in i really spammed,
spam till,
veh hiong,
but not tired at all,
i thought i could relax de,
but,
cant do that,
i was thinking about physics =.=
damn it,
cause in water have bending of light ma,
banana man,
go swimming still can relate to physics de =.=
forget it,

tuesday is my doomsday,
friday i am going to die,
saturday i will be freaking tired,
shall tell you why at the end of my post,

and then,
i was thinking,
about many things,
i just wanted to swim and let everything out,
but,
just cant do it D:

oh ya,
came home from swimming watch tv,
eat,
neh play gunz,
sms-ed peoples,
now come online le,
i pissed my buddy off D:

and i got no idea why i did that.. =.=

not first time liao T.T
cause,
i seldom piss guys off,
okay,
seldom x.x...
so..
i should apologise,

FORGIVE ME T.T
i feel so sad now D:

i too free liao lor T.T
shant do that again,
sighs,

you know,
mr chew,
i finally found him man,
haha,
VINO CHEW YI REN!!
two years liao leh,
since we met,
haha,
yesterday was his birthday,
SO..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHEW YI REN!! xD

now added him on msn,
then play mafia,
LOL,
i dont know what's that and i dont play it,
SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO SEND ENERGY PACK =.=
i need send to my long lost tablepartner mr chew yi ren,
hahahaha,

talking about tablepartners..
OMG
RUN ZHONG~!!!
I MISS YOU MAN,
sadded,
cause majority dowan move back tables,
means,
i cant sit beside runzhong and zee le D:
I MISS RUNZHONG LIKE HELL CAN?
sad sad sad,
D:
my best tablepartner ever in secondary school,
i know nobody else can ever be a better tablepartner than runzhong!
MUAHAHHAHAH,
runzhong!
feel honoured kay?
i love you :D
my dearest table partner,
althou you get a shock whenever u see me,
but i dont mind :D
haha,
you just need to know that i neh talk to you i feel so weird,
:D
hehe,

you know,
i feel a great sense of security now,
but i feel so..
helpless,
and so..
weird,
like i am being scammed or something,

it's so near but yet so faraway,
it seems like fantasy to me,
like,
how did all these ever happen to me?
like,
alice in wonderland,
haha,
not that romantic though,
but something like that,

i never never never never thought of all these,
like,
the guys,
i'll never want to part with the guys,
thou they may not be extremely close to me,
but,
i just dont wanna change classes and get new guys in my class,

and the girls too,
i'll never want new girls in my class,

I DONT WANT NEW CLASSMATES D:
especially when you're in a class with weird people you dont know,
D:

I DONT WANNA CHANGE CLASS T.T
but it's inevitable though,

it's so weird,
like,
they're just by my side suddenly,
and saying hello to each other,
and texting each other,
and eating together,
so much more stuffs,
never happened before,
like in secondary one,
never never never happened before,

i feel so,
happy,
and i wish this aint a dream,
haha,
if its a dream,
i'll wish that i never never never wake up :D
haha,

i am tired,
AND I FREAKING HATE THAT DUMB SNOW MOUSE,
WHICH STOLE MY CHEESE AND RAN AWAY =.=

you,
yes you,
:X
thank you (:
for something,
:D
hehe,

you control my emotions,
and i shant let you do that,

i dont want to zhong se qing you D:
haha,
hey budd,
you see this eh? xD

ohya,
tell you about the next week de schedule,

okay,
lets start from todae,
which is monday,
we have no school and it's past 12 le,

monday
- NCC ROD dance rehearsal from 10am-2pm
- CID video making from 3pm-whatever time we finish it

tuesday
-get back bio papers,lang arts papers,hcl papers,and maybe more
-NCC first shooting training, need wear NUMBER FOUR T.T...

wednesday
-NCC ROD rehearsal after school

thursday
-I DONT KNOW LA,LET ME RELAX FOR ONE DAY CAN? =.=

friday
-geog papers =.=
-NCC ROD NIGHT,ROD DANCE PERFORMANCE T.T
-shooting training
-my grandma's birthday and i am in singapore,in SCHOOL! =.=
(omg, i feel so bad cause my grandma dotes on me so much D:,
and i neh return for her birthday dinner T.T
i feel so bu xiao D;
sad sad sad,
should i pon ROD and shooting training?
my grandma is so much important than ROD and shooting =.=)

saturday
-going back to malaysia for my aunt's wedding dinner at night

sunday
-coming back to singapore

monday
-GO AND DIE LA, I WANT TO SLEEP =.=
-GUNZ maybe?

tuesday
-CCA NCC SHOOTING TRAINING AGAIN T.T WEAR NUMBER 4

how stupid can this be?
you know what takes up most of the time right?
i cant even go for my grandma's birthday dinner,
i can,
i just need pon school and CCA,

let's flip a coin,
heads, i am going back to malaysia on friday and pon school,
tails, i am going for ROD and shooting training =.=