=.=

i got no idea why,
i am having a shytie headache,
and i am so freaking moody now =.=

pms? o.O
no idea,

yeah,
todae was supposed to be a happy day,
cause..
i aint gonna tell you the reason,
but i got no idea why,
it turned out to be,
quite,
sad,

let me give a summary of the papers,
i have come to this conclusion that,
EOY papers are just pieces of shyt,
and what's the big deal about shytie papers?
ZzzZz..

lang arts compo - i wrote till i almost cried, but i dont know if the teacher who marks it will,
lang arts factual recount - i screwed it for some reason,
maths paper 1 - skipped 2+4+5+4=15 marks of questions, you think i care?
hcl compo - got no idea how i'll do,
hcl gong han - missed one point, not too bad though,

EOY is just a piece of shyt,
this is the first time,
i went to sit for an exam,
feeling so relaxed and so cool,

my first time,
believe it or not,

you can choose not to believe it,
doesnt matter anyway,

this is my blog =.=
and i aint doing anything wrong,

so what if i dont get triple science next year?
is that really what i wanted?
i dont even know what i want,
my dad says triple science,
then i said "okay",

i really suck at making decisions,
coming into RV aint my decision,
my mom said,
"RV",
okay,
here i am in RV,
and you know what kind of school RV is,
then now my dad says "triple science",
okay for this,
the results aint out yet,
so...
yeah,

wanyi,
is it so hard for you to make a decision?
you dont even know what you want to eat for lunch,
damn it,
=.=

influence?
perhaps,
but,
maybe not,

it's my own problem anyway,

i choose not to state my stand,
i choose not to make that decision,

when i stand outside of that circle,
i know what i want,
i try my best to get what i want,
cause i know what i really wanted deep down inside,

i feel so freaking,
freaking,
freaking,
confused now,

about why and why and why?
is there a problem with me?
or is it that my character just sucks?
=.=

okay,
i shant repeat the s-word in my blog,
it's bad,
=.=

okay,
just take it as my attitude and character have problems,
so i'll watch what i do and what i say kay?
is that enough?

by the way,
is there anything REALLY WRONG with me?

#1.
you can dislike me cause i really really really really really HAVE SERIOUS PROBLEMS,

#2.
you dislike me for a stupid reason cause i didnt smile at you when you see me =.=
note; WHEN YOU SEE ME =.= doesnt mean that i see you right?

please la,
i dont dao people who dont dao me okay?
you dao me,
then i dao you la,
ISNT IT FAIR?
YOU PRETEND THAT YOU DIDNT SEE ME,
YOU EXPECT ME TO SMILE AT YOU AND SAY HELLO?
FAT HOPE,
i aint a person with EXTREMELY GOOD TEMPER,

i've got temper,
you piss me off,
you're dead,

in conclusion,
dont mess with me,
and i wont mess with you,
that's simple,
right?

I'VE SAID HELLO TO GUYS WHO DAO ME,
and i've got enough of that shyt,
FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR,
which is last year,
i am really friendly la i know =.=
just kidding,
i said hi to people,
then they just simply dao me like i am a pest,
what?
think they what?
=.=

then now people PRETEND that they didnt see me when i am RIGHT SMACK INFRONT,
look at this,

RIGHT,
SMACK,
INFRONT,

of THAT PERSON,

well,
i dont need to waste my time here right?
it's just a total piece of shyt,

YOU'RE BEING NICE AND IN THE END THAT PERSON ROLLS HIS/HER EYES AT YOU,
tell me,
YOU WONT FEEL PISSED MEH?

if you wont feel angry,
then i really really admire you,

cause i already said,
I AINT A PERSON WITH GOOD TEMPER,

enough liao la,
i'll just be nice to people who are nice to me,
and stop wasting my time smiling to people who dont even give a damn about me,
even if we're friends,
or even classmates,
dont give a damn,
cool isnt it?
i am being sarcastic,

to think that,
..
okay,
shant be mean,

there're people who i talked to for only once or twice,
and there're people who i never even talked to,
smiled to me when they see me,
HA HA HA,
look at the difference,
cool isnt it?

shant talk about this anymore,
just feel more and more angry when i talk about it,

but,
the thing is,
IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM IF THEY DAO ME RIGHT?
OH,
SO WHY AM I COMPLAINING ABOUT IT?
=.=

cause i am a noob,
make myself angry for no particular reason,
NOT THE FIRST TIME BEING DAO-ED LE RIGHT?
SO WHY AM I MAKING A BIG FUSS OVER IT?
HAHAHAHA,
i am a noob =.=
no,
i aint a noob,
YOU are the noob,

aye,
no offence to my readers kay?
the you doesnt refer to you,
as in,
it refers to that PARTICULAR YOU,
you wont know who is it,

todae my hair is kenna thrown across my face,
CAUSE I DINT TUCK MY SIDEBURN BEHIND MY EARS,
DONT NEED LIKE THAT ONE RIGHT?
=.=
YA LA!
FROM TODAE ONWARDS I WILL TUCK MY HAIR BEHIND MY EARS LA,
HAPPY?
=.=
ALSO DONT NEED SO FIERCE DE RIGHT?
I ALSO NEH OFFEND YOU?
JUST TWO SIDE BURNS ONLY MA,
GOT PEOPLE EVEN WORSE NEH CATCH COME FIND ME,
THINK I VEH FREE ISIT?
=.=

forget it,
i love my hair =.=

this post is really offensive leh,
but i aint flaming anyone :D
this whole world have so many people,
hahahhahaha,
you wont know,

i am warning you,
DONT SPAM MY TAG BOX,
i know i didnt do anything wrong,
also,
even if i did,
you dont need to scold me vulgarities,
cause i didnt scold vulgarities in my post,
have is have la,
but they aint offensive,
(:

i know,
i didnt do anything wrong,

the person who is wrong,
aint me,
it's you,

i know what i am doing,

one more week,
one more day,

IT'S PARTY TIME!
(:

i dont give a damn about you anymore,
no matter how much you meant to me,
it shattered into pieces,
and they're blown away by the wind,

i am just a like a harbour,
ships come and go,
they come when they like to,
and they go as they wish,

well,
this is reality,
and i have to accept it,

i dont know who'll stay by my side forever,
cause i know,
one day,
you'll leave,

tell me,
friends,
best of friends?
best of buddies?
how much they mean to you?

you give in your everything,
and that person give in his/her everything,
that's called friends,
fair,

but how do you measure that amount of effort each of the party put in?
how do you know?
even if one of them put in their 100%,
the other party may not think that way,

friends,
they come and they go,
and you never know,
who will stay with you,

maybe,
one day,
you find a friend,
and that friend went thru thick and thin with you,
then one day,
that friend leaves you out of a sudden,
that's friends,

i didnt know that,

just like,
one day,
you find a guy,
then that guy went thru thick and thin with you,
then one day,
that guy says he doesnt love you anymore and leaves,
so that's love,

wow..

i didnt know that either,
i didnt know i could be so sarcastic too :D
haha,

i am just feeling moody,
cause i am feeling terrible inside,
just wanted to vent my anger and all that,

yeah,
thank you to those who stayed by my side,

i am just numb,
numb of everything,

if you're nice,
then i'll be nice,
fair,

and can you listen to what i have to say before you cut into my words?
i respect you and i listen you what you've got to say,
but can you listen to me and give me the same amount of respect too?

you cut in,
then i'll just shut up,
crap,
what's wrong with me?

i should go and visit a counsellor,
maybe i've got depression and i dont even know,
haha,

nah,
i just want a hug,
just a hug,
i've got one yesterday,
i've got one todae,
both from weely,
my love :D
hehe,

other than that,
i can only hug my pillow at home D;
sadded,

pathetic,
i am so screwed,
:/

i have problems,
there's something wrong with me,
but what's the problem and what's wrong?
someone please tell me?