lyrics ;D heehee~

飞轮海 - 默默

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了
谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了
简单的解开了
你走过来
带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道
你对我有多好
慢慢的这份爱悄悄地住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱
慢慢的这份爱
已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默地爱
未来的每一天
不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你
守护着你直到最后

and here's another one ;D


Tank - 如果我变成回忆

累了
交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中
不听话的
就停止了

听着
你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己
如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你
槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以
让他给你
我不怪你

快乐
什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气不整理行李
每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭承受失去
这样不公平
请你整理
把我忘记


and last but not least..


谢和弦 - 虽然很芭乐

芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭芭......

都是因为你
我现在可以
学会整理我
粗糙的个性
也开始相信爱情
原来真的有绮丽

都是因为你
我现在刻意
学习控制我
放肆的爱你
也开始更加努力
懂你说的大道理

脑袋里没有东西
怎麼能陪你谈心
怎麼能陪你夜长梦里追寻
追寻著什麼目的
得到什麼真理
都因为你
才变的有意义

喔
我好爱你
虽然听起来会有些芭乐
可是我想不到
别的水果
能代我表达

喔
我很贪心
贪小便宜
搜集浪漫片段
可是我
不能大方
没有你的烛光晚餐

试著唱唱
试著嚷嚷
甜在心头的步伐
"你让我的悲伤 笑的灿烂"
试著蕴藏
试著酝酿
想对你说的那句话
"素颜的爱 不需要上妆"

芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭
芭乐芭
芭芭芭......

-end-

the first set of lyrics,
i like some of the parts only,
and i just put for fun ;x
haha,
"原本这是一个没有答案的问题,却被你解开了,简单的解开了"
i love this sentence man,
have this contradiction,
like,
what i cannot do,
you can do it all,
what i find it tough,
you can do it so easily,
cool ;D
heehee~

the second set of lyrics,
is like before you die,
you write it for your loved ones de,
its like,
"如果我变成回忆,退出了这场生命,留下你坐挨哭泣"
one day,
if i turn into your memories,
if i aint living anymore,
if i left you crying,
or something like that,
veh veh touching de leh,
the coloured words in the lyrics,
really really can make your heart ~~~~,
some of you wont la,
only people like me right,
then have the effect one,
haha,
but i like the second set of lyrics veh veh much,
especially this sentence,
"我冰冷身体,拥抱不了你"
its like you die le right,
will turn cold,
then cannot hug that guy/girl you love le ma,
awww... D;
i listen le right,
i feel like my boyfren gonna die like that lor,
O.O
wahh sehh,
like that also can leh x.x

the last set of lyrics,
damn cute lor ;D
heehee~
you know what's 芭乐?
its another name for guava! ;D
heehee~
my my..
that set of lyrics veh veh hyper and just like some small boy boy,
who wrote it for his first love like that,
so sweet lor,
hahaha,
then also sound like a blur blur guy,
who love a girl veh veh much then dont know how to tell her,
hahaha,
veh veh cute leh this set of lyrics ;D
hahaha,
there's this sentence,
"可是我想不到,别的水果,能代我表达"
veh veh funny lor,
hahaha,
芭乐 is the fruit used in his song ma,
then in his lyrics he said cause he cant think of any other fruit,
that can like sort of express what he wanna say,
hahaha,
damn cute lor ;D

the MVs are below,
the guava MV cutest de ;D
hahaha,

zzz

wahhh!!!
EVERYONE SEEM OFF TRACK FOR MATHS PROJECT,
including me,
ARGH!
we dont even know which country we doing on la,
WTH LOR,
but according to my memory,
it's athletics japan,
RAWR!!
that's the consequence of not taking down notes,
RAWRRR,
=.=

neh mind,
tmr i going to school~
to help out at the humanities camp,
as a logistics member,
with quite a number of other peeps,
all from different classes de,
and i am the only one from 2e,
zzzzZzzZzz..
too bad lor,
and i only know sebas + morgan,
sorry if i spelt the 2b male chairperson's name wrongly,
LOL,
but apparently,
they dont know me,
=.=
zZzZzzZz
sob sob sob,
looks like this camp logistics member quite a number of girls leh,
SIANNNN,
ARGHHH,
so sad lor,
i think tmr i will kinda like screw up or sth =.=
but neh mind neh mind,
lols,
ahahahaha,
ITS A HUMANITIES CAMP!
and i LOVEEEE humanities,
partly cause i get A1s for both the humanities subjects x.x
LOL
aiya,
i know i veh lame la,
dont need tell me i also know x.x

okay,
lets discuss about yr 3 subj combi.

#1;
i have no interest in bicultural studies,
but i may take it if i have no other choice,
and die inside,
if there are history questions in CHINESE,
there's a high possibility i will take it,

#2;
i must take triple science,
it's a must,
not sure if i will die or not,
but it's a must to take triple science,

#3;
i dont know if i will be taking history,
it'll be much more tougher in yr 3 and 4,
so yeah,

#4;
i want to take a 9-subj combi,
the problem is,
can i do it?

#5;
i can either take bicultural and die,
or waste my time taking geography,

#6;
i want to be in your* class,

LOL!

* - especially YOU,

yepps,
so the below is the generated results,
excluding the core subjects,

geography- maybe,
history- maybe,
china studies- maybe,
bio- MUST
chem- MUST
physics- MUST

triple science plus either bicultural/humanities,

my my..
tough decision,
you always knew i have difficulty in making decisions,
and i came into rv cause my parents said so,
LOL!
but i neh regret,
CAUSE THEY DINT ASK ME TO GO CRESENT,
LOL!

will decide later bah,
so yeah,
i need to pack my info. and things for tmr's camp le,
byebye~

;D
hmm,
looking forward to 4th of june,
i am missing you alr ;\

rv open house

wahh,
TODAE OPEN HOUSE AHH,
LOL,
and then i ponned cca with weely todae D;
aww,
MY NUMBER 3~
i see bravo girls wear i neh wear,
i feel damn jealous lor,

but i never regretted ponning cca to go for open house geog booth,
todae gained lots of experience lor,
lols,
okay,
i shall start off ;D

perhaps,
next year,
i am going to run for veggie rings,
argh!
i want to do something,
it's like everything only people with veggie rings can do,
onion rings = limited ability,
lols,
so i shall consider that ;D

todae,
zhengzhang,
you look damn damn shuai,
serious,
zhengzhang wore the formal suit,
with long sleeves and long pants,
and the shoes,
it's like w0w,
omg lor,
damn shuai,
;D
heehee~
zhengzhang is ultra shuai todae,
and he's damn shuai everyday,
hahaha,
zhengzhang rocks! ;D

hmm,
i think i shant go in sequence about what happened todae,
i shall only tell the more interesting parts,

yepps,
open house ma,
alot of people lor todae,
those parents ah,
tsktsktsk,
no offence la,
some of them really veh kia su lor,

then right,
have performing arts concert,

CHOIR ROCKS!

omg lor,
I LOVED CHOIR'S PERFORMANCE~
wo0ts~
among all the performing arts cca which performed todae,
CHOIR OWNED THEM ALL,
i almost cried when i listen and saw choir perform the second song,
really,
their spirit is like so cool lor,
and the coordination of the stomps on the stage,
w0w,
damn cool lor,
i love choir ;D
RV CHORALE ROCKSSS xD

and i saw hubert,kaisong,hanee,
hubert was swaying and swaying o.O
normal,
cause the others were too,
but his the most obvious de,
haha,
hubert looked damn cute lor,
hahahaha,
^^

and hanee looked veh veh chio on the stage,
heehee~
and i can see pride in all the choir members,
man,
i love choir~~ ;D
oops,
kaisong looked veh normal leh O.O
lols,

I REGRETTED NOT GOING TO SPEECH DAY LAST YEAR!!!
ARGH!!!
can see hubert in tuxedo ;D
heehee~
MAN!!
I AM SO NOT GOING TO MISS ANY PERFORMANCE THIS YEAR AND FOLLOWING!!!

ARGH!
TODAE ELDDS NEH PERFORM!!!
WTH LOR,
I THOUGHT THEY GOING TO PERFORM DE LOR!!
RAWRRR,
i saw eldds de peeps in their costumes ma,
so i thought they going to perform de,
then i VEH VEH HAPPY DE LEH,
in the end no have,
sob sob sob D;
awww,
THEN I 100% GO FOR ELDDS PRODUCTIONS THIS YEAR,
just like last year,
and the following years too ;D
heehee~

yeah,
and that geog booth right,
veh crap leh,
keep repeating the same old sentences for like damn loads of times,
and then right,
you know my english suck de lor,
then my pronunciation also suck de lor,
AND U STILL WANT ME TO CONVERSE IN ENGLISH,
WTH LA,
GOT ONE PARENT SCOLD ME LEH,
ARGH!!!
WTHHHH,
that parent de child neh even say ONE word to me lor,
he just stood there,
and i explained,
he looked like a pampered child la,
everything parents do for him de,
yeah,
so i explained then ask him match the cards to the instruments,
match fnish le right,
that parent said,
"you quite okay,but go and teach geography,students sure fail one lor"
then he walked away,
WTH,
WHEN DID I SAY I WANNA GO AND TEACH LA,
AND SUMMORE I YEAR 2 RV STUDENT ONLY,
WHAT YOU EXPECT?
=.=
RAWRRR!!!
ARGH!!!
i know my presentation skills suck la,
but dont need like so mean de right,
=.=

and some of the students who came to the open house,
veh AP de leh,
talk nicely to them dont listen,
then some of them dont give a damn,
ask them match the cards anyhow match,
then got one guy right,
he got this china+american+singapore accent,
then he keep playing with our pocket meter,
and keep blowing into the device which measures wind speed,
then he keep asking,
"where did you get this?"
its like wth?
=.=
HOW DID WE GET THAT,
OBVIOUSLY IS TEACHER GIVE DE RIGHT,
we not that rich to go and buy those stuff lor,
AND WE BUY FOR WHAT =.=
LOL,
damn funny la,
LOL
got another 2 girls,
wah,
really cant stand them lor,
luan luan lai one,
tell them the description of the instruments,
and they gave me the face like,
"stop your crap and faster finish and give me my chop"
ZzZzZzz,
really lor,
and they keep like wanting me to finish whatever i wanna say,
kiddies,
so gan jiong,
want chop to redeem whatever they gonna get,
=.=
cant stand them lor,
then some kiddies veh veh shy de lor,
dont know what's wrong lor,
come to the booth neh even say one word,
LOL
weird people everywhere,

so todae i learnt that,
i should speak more english,
and i should improve my presentation skills,
so that next time when i got no choice need be a teacher,
my students wont fail,
BUT RIGHT,
IF I GO BE CHINESE TEACHER,
MY STUDENTS SURE WONT FAIL DE LOR!!!
RAWWRRR!!!!!

then todae i was with weely and yingjie,
and some 2k peeps,
kenneth and justin,
hahaha,
they all damn nice de lor,
heehee~
and then i saw hanyu,
he smiled to me leh,
wahahhaa,
hanyu rocks!
heehee~
then saw jiaqi too ;D
haha,
jiaqi's vocab and english damn zai one,
that time we met at the comp lab,
he was doing his flash project ma,
and i was peeking at his work,
then he talk talk talk talk some chim chim words i dont even know what it means lor,
hahaha,
and yeah,
benson,
he said hi to me todae,
hahaha,
and he called my name!
WAHAHHAHAHA!
so cool lor ;D
heehee~
brandon too,
my name has only 5 letters,
not 10 letters,
thank you~
hahahaa,
just kidding,
that 10 lettered name is an ultra nice name,
so i wont mind de,
heehee~
and yiming,
angyiming is damn cute when he smiles ;D
wahhh,
thank you to whoever who smiled to me todae ;D
heehee~

rv open house may be veh veh sian la,
but i kinda like it leh,
and i feel like doing things for the school,
cause its damn fun,
and have alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of friends ;D
awww,
from last time,
ParentsTeachersMeeting,
PTM to now,
open house,
i love doing things,
awwww,
and then monday have humanities camp,
i am part of the logistics de leh,
wo0ts~
doing things again~
wahahahaha,
I LOVE IT ;D

wo0ts~
i love interaction with people ;D
cause when you walk on the streets,
you have people to smile at or say hello to ;D
wahahahaha,
man man man,
hahahaha,

i shall end off todae la,
i veh veh tired,
haha,
lols,
really,
i damn tired,
so now i am gonna maple,
LOL!
i veh stupid la,
whatever~

boy,
you rock ;D
you really do,
man,
i am gonna miss you in that suit D;
thank you for that smile&wave,
they mean alot to me ;D
heehee~

i love you broccoli,
take care during the holidays okay?
seeya on the 4th of june ;D
haha,
lots of love,
orange,

lols

idk leh,
todae was like damn boring,
maybe is yesterday i slept damn late,
then todae no mood to do anything bah,
sobs,

wahh,
todae,
i neh sleep on bus leh,
cause i met laoma on bus 242,
so we crapped to school,
LOL!
then we were like talking and talking non-stop,
hahaha,
damn cool lor,
and then right,
some weird thing happened,

YIMING SMS-ed ME,
OMG,
it's YIMING LEH,
LOL!
how he get my number de lor,
and why would he even want my number =.=,
zZzzzz..
and he asked where was eesheng,
it's like eesheng always pangseh yiming de,
so bad lor,
and anyways,
i think i damn long neh see eesheng liao leh,
haiyo eesheng ah,
where you go man?

reach class and i dont know what i did la,
LOL,
todae go track assembly,
the teachers and principals so much to say,
talk talk talk,
stand there until my back ache like siao lor,
LOL

then first lesson was biology,
veh sian leh,
and i was half asleep le,
sob sob sob,

second lesson maths,
yeah,
we discussed about this statistics maths project,
AND MY GROUP ALL GUYS,
except me,
wo0ts~
i was like damn happy lor,
cause i dont wanna stick to the same old people,
i know they will do their job,
but too many times veh sian ma,
so my new team members,
ALVIN! ;D
ZHIHE! ;D
RUNZHONG! ;D
LOL,
runzhong,
you better do your job okay?
or else we strip you ah,
and alvin will sue you ;D

recess,
spent recess printing geog reports,
LOL,
and saw louis there too,
i also dont know what he doing la,
neh see me,
his eyes got problem lor,
i so big also neh see,
LOL!
hahaha,

after recess was geog,
WHAT THE?
=.=
I RAN UP AND DOWN LIKE SIAOOO,
i ran from the class to the staff room thrice to look for ms tan,
THEN SHE WASNT THERE,
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
OMG LOR
I WAS LIKE SWEATING LIKE HELL,
=.='''
ARGH!
then in the end ms tan was late for 20mins,
zzZzZzz..
and zhengzhang came up with ms tan,
ARGH!
WILD GOOSE CHASE AGAIN,
WTH LOR,
YESTERDAY MS TEO LATE,
TODAE MS TAN LATE,
ARGH!!
WILD GOOSE CHASEEE!!!
RAWRRR!!

after geog,
malay,
and zhengzhang was gone,
sobs,
D;
then alvin came to ask what can we write for chinese compo,
he got no chair to sit,
and i think he stood there for like the whole lesson O.O
man,
lols,

after malay,
was hcl,
did some shyt compo,
and i wrote one page in 1 hour,
cool right?
LOL!

lang arts was VEH boring,
lols,
but the drama put up by 2e damn funny,
HAHAHHA,
STEPHANIE ROCKS ;D
hahaha,
we did romeo and juliet,
and then have group discussion ma,
i dont even know what i doing,
all i know was,
RUNZHONG and ZHENGZHANG,
were talking,
and totally ignored me,
SOBS,
D;
LOL!
damn funny lah,
its like runzhong on my left,
zhengzhang on my right,
they talk to each other right,
its like,
either they will lean forward to talk,
or they will move behind my back to talk,
LOL!
i seem to be like an obstacle btw them leh,
awww D;
*heart shatters*

got back progress report,
all i could say was,
I WILL DO BETTER,
;D

okay,
here's what i've got,
below is the combined mark of ca1 and sa1

lang arts - 61 B4
HCL - 74 A2
geog - 86 A1
hist - 84 A1
maths - 73 A2
chem - 88 A1

gpa; 3.6
total score; 466/600

yepps,
the worst is LANG ARTS LOR,
PULL ME DOWN LIKE SIAO,
ARGH!
last term my lang arts A1,
this term C6,
in the end,
it's a B4,
MUST BUCK UP LE AH!
ARGH!

yalor,
this time,
only my lang arts pull me down,

AND MY HCL!
OMG LOR,
WAH SIAN,
ONE MORE MARK TO A1,
i've never had an A1 for HCL leh,
this time round only 1 mark,
SOB,
the next time sure no A1 le,
sighs,
since i got to RV,
my HCL never got an A1 before leh,
sob sob sob D;

aiya,
quite okay la,
and 2e like w0w lor,
alot of people get 3.6 and 3.7,
LOL
great improvement right,
LOL
grats everyone,
^^

after school,
chiong zuowen,
LOL
and weely came to 2e to help me cut the geog booth stuff,
hubert and zhengzhang were chatting beside there,
lols,
they damn cute de la,
hahaha,
zhengzhang,
take care of your head okay?
;D

and then jingfei came to crap with weely and me,
LOL
he damn funny de lor,
i realise jingfei learnt how to flirt with girls liao lor,
LOL
hahhaha
nice to talk to jingfei ;D
and he keep saying i veh biased,
argh!
i biased cannot meh?
LOL

during lang arts i help him push his table,
he said,
"your attitude will be better if you're helping ___ ___ right?"
and the answer is like,
duh?,
LOL

and then he keep saying i veh biased,
like he want me to be as nice as how i treat boy lor,
=.=
ZzZzZzZzz
haiyo,
jingfei ah,
i am just that bias de,
too bad lor,
LOL

weely jingfei and i crapped alot alot alot alot,
and we neh do zuo wen leh,
LOL
from 230 like that crap until 345 then start doing zuowen,
we crapped about ncc stuff and alot alot alot alot of stuff,
damn fun lor,
hahahhaha ;D

thanks weely for helping me cut the geog strips ;D
and thanks yingjie for helping out too! ;D
heehee~

bused to je with weely and yingjie on 51,
damn shuang lor,
sleep on bus,
HHAAAHAHHAHAA,
then i zao jp again,
walk walk,
then i tmr then go and buy whatever i want to buy,
after that,
i go buy mr bean set meal,

the set e with one circle pancake and a cup of soya milk,
i bought the cheese one and soya milk lor,
and i took a sip,
LOL!
WHAT THE HELL,
DAMN HOT LA THE SOYA MILK,
ALMOST BURNT MY GULLET LOR!
WTHHHH =.=
damn hot lor,
next time i not going to buy mr bean soya milk le,
cause the soya milk will burn my mouth and gullet de,
eeyeerrr,
LOL!
aiya,
is i no0b la,
LOL!
hahahahaha,

then i bused home lor,
like that bah,

todae last day of school le,
going to maple,
hahaahaha,

enjoy your holidays everyone,
i have so much to do,
so wont be mapling everyday la,
LOL!

hey boy,
take care of your head,
and dont smell any candles next time liao x.x
haha,
enjoy your holidays,
happy mapling if you're mapling! ;D
heehee~
take care and good luck with holiday homework ;D
haha,

and yepps,
TODAE'S HUIWEN'S BDAE~
wo0ts~
and my bro bdae too,
LOL,
SO,

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

HUIWEN!!!!

AND

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

BRO!!!!

LOL!!!
HAHAHHAAHA

i am sure i will miss you like siao boy,
aww mien,
D;
i really will miss you,
;\

i love you boy,

wo0ts~

woah,
todae's a happy happy day~

haha,
why i locked up my blog?
for fun,
actually,
i wanna see who actually reads my blog,
LOL

i think i going damn retard or something lor,
todae i did some damn stupid things =.=
weird,
when did my brain go haywire?
LOL

hahahaha,
sorry geok for dao-ing you when you asked why,
actually,
the answer is,
for no particular reason,
LOL

what the,
HAHAHAHAHA
LOL!

todae,
hmm,
yeah,
bused to school on 97 with shuying again~
wo0ts~
shuying damn nice de lor,
every single day wait for me at boon lay interchange,
for at least 10 mins everyday,
OMG LOR,
now i feel damn guilty for being late EVERYDAY,
awww,
shuying thank you damn loads man,
heehee~
;D

yepps,
reach class,
umm,
what did i do ah?
i forgot liao leh,
then right,
i really forgot what i did this morning lor,
O.O
did i go around the school or something?
i knew i was collecting consent forms and i think i went to some place,
i forgot where liao la,
LOL

then right,
damn pathetic lor,
only like 7 people hand in consent form to me,
=.=
but others with terence,
cause he sit nearer to the peeps,
LOL!
neh mind lor,

and yeah,
todae my place smelt damn good,
i think got somebody put perfume or what lor,
maybe it's shampoo that smell,
damn nice leh,
it's from zhengzhang de,
hahaha,
omg lor,
i miss that smell,
LOL
ehh,
i dont go around sniffing at guys okay?
LOL,
but,
actually depends on which guy,
LOL!
shh,
you read le dont tell anyone,
HAHAHAHA,

then morning assembly in class,
what did we do ah?
i also forget liao lor,
wah sian lor,
progress report tmr then get,
LOL,
dont know what the teachers doing lor,
this time who own the whole class,
veh obvious le lor ;D
heehee~
congrats~
hahaha ;DD

then right,
it was pe,
OMG,
the other team have HANYU and NICOLE,
omg lor,
zai people,
hahaha,
Steph. and JingFei also veh zai de lor ;DD
HAHAHAHA
just that i too no0b =.=
wth lor,
i got that GD thingie,
need defend goal,
AND HUBERT + HANYU ATTACKER @.@
i dont even stand a chance to block them,
especially hanyu,
runzhong was like damn pissed with me lor,
he was blocking hubert and he yelled,
"WANYI! BLOCK THAT ONE! BLOCK THAT ONE!"
then i said,
"CANNOT BLOCK LA =.="
it's like,
me,
wanyi blocking hanyu?
@.@
do you think i can?
LOL
but that is a nice game ;D
hahaha,
Good Game~
wo0ts~
;DD

it was more tiring than playing with zhengzhang's team,
so yeah,
one more team,
alvin's team,
maybe next time we can play with them,
hope we dont kenna own lor,
LOL

after pe was maths,
we slacked alot alot alot,
ms lee was doing dont know what,
LOL
i also dont know what she doing,
i only knew i was writing the reply for the HCL reflections,
LOL
hahaha,

after maths,
was science,
lame lor,
the schedule for the science lab de wasnt changed,
then i chiong there to see,
it was yesterday's schedule,
then before science i go see again,
still the same,
WTH =.=
then when i chiong back to class,
Mr See already outside 2e le,
so yeah,
bio lesson todae veh boring leh,
cause Mr See too nice le,
then not as fierce as Mdm Ong,
so veh easy to day-dream,
LOL
hahaha,

recess,
omg lor,
seowhwee and siumin were like trying veh hard to get jennshyang to eat,
it's like,
cannot dont eat de lor,
then we talk talk talk talk,
finally jenn shyang followed us down le,
eat and talk,
actually i dint la,
i was listening,
as in,
i was really really listening,
;\
yeah,
i felt damn guilty,
that's why,
sighs,
i've learnt my lesson,
;/
really,

and jenn shyang,
cheer up okay?
and must eat,
must sleep,
if not your body cant take it de,
must take care okay? ;D
no matter what happens right,
there will be people beside you,
^^

todae's recess was fruitful,
i think i havent been talking to my classmates for damn long le,
lost touch with everyone,
sighs,
but i loved todae's recess,
i should eat with different classmates everyday ^^
wo0ts~

yepps,
and todae,
i dont know lor,
it feels really bad to be late,
but it feels worse when mdm choo ask me to get out of class,
as in,
NOT get out of class la,
is to do something i really hate to do,
D;

when i got back to class right,
i couldnt find a veh good reason to explain why i was late,
and where were the other peeps,
inner struggles,
o.O
or i dont know what you call it,
but mdm choo veh nice de lor,
haha,

so,
todae's recess,
i learnt alot,
and i was thinking about it throughout the whole lesson,
hmm,

after lang arts was,
HCL,
i think i forgot what we did le leh,
LOL,
OH YEAH,
we went thru the worksheets,
omg lor,
zhengzhang and alvin damn cute ;D
heehee~
holy,
how come some guys are just so cute ^^
and i love to write the words on the board lor,
cause veh fun ma,
HAHAHAHHAA
so,
HCL was like that,
;D

and damn my stupid chinese electronic dictionary,
SCREW LIAO LA,
damn it,
cant even look for words now,
what the hell,
i not going to use that damn dictionary liao lor,
SIAN AH,
I DONT KNOW WHAT MADE IT SO SCREWED LOR,
ARGH!

hmm,
after HCL was history,
Ms Teo dont know go where le lor,
Bernice and I went around to look for her,
run like siao,
AND TODAE,
I STINK LIKE SOME SHYTZZ,
i wonder how my table partners can bear with it,
LOL,
but zhengzhang still smell as nice,
i dont know why,
aiya,
and runzhong no smell de lor,
my nose can only detect certain scents ^^
HAHAHAHA
dont call me a no0b please,
THANK YOU ;D
oh yeah,
Bernice went TFU,
then i chiong to staff room,
i saw Ms teo there,
then she was drinking coffee and talking to another teacher,
and she was like damn agitated leh,
O.O
dont know what happened,
so i chiong to TFU there,
look for bernice,
then we chiong to staff room look for ms teo,
but she already zao le,
so we chiong back to class,

LOL!
WILD GOOSE CHASE LOR,
i run until i sweat like hell lor,
LOL,
then right,
when bernice and i reach class,
everyone was like so guai lor,
hahaha,
cause Ms Teo ma,
AHHAHAHAHA,
so cool lor ;D
then zhengzhang was like,
hmm,
expressionless,
veh scary leh,
and he was taking down some notes,
his handwriting transform,
turn into damn big handwriting,
scare me lor,
o.O
i also dont know what happened leh,
O.O
it was like damn scary,
O.O
umm...
yeah,

after that was health checkup,
OMG LOR,
DAMN FUN LEH THE CHECK UP,
LOL,
i think everyone stripped,
LOL!
WTH,
HAHAHAHA,
idk the guys have strip or not la,
but we did,
O.O
LOL!!!

have that eye test,
then i dont know lor,
i just read,
cause i can see almost all the numbers ma,
LOL,
and i was like spamming and spamming the numbers,
LOL!
hahahaha,
but i think my right eye have some problem,
cause the board with the numbers on it,
became damn bright when i read with my right eye,
hmmm,
i dont have perfect eyesight,
its just that the way the nurse check eyesight not veh good,
i have astigmatism de lor,
but i dont know what the hell is that,
so i heck care,
LOL,
i look like some shytzz,
i stopped wearing my specs since p4,
and i started wearing specs in p4 also,
LOL,
damn stupid right,
LOL!!
HAHAHAHA

and right,
we have to strip for the next station lor,
LOL!
wth lor,
@.@
then we were like talking about bras,
LOL,
different types of them and alot alot more,
WAHHAHAHA,
it's like damn damn fun lor,
hahahhaha ;D
OMG,
HEALTH CHECK UP WAS LIKE DAMN DAMN FUNNN ;D
wo0ts~

after health check,
OH YEAH,
MR KEITH WAS LATE,
then the class was in CHAOS,
as in really,
CHAOS,
=.=
thank goodness my hyper level was quite high,
cause of that damn fun health checkup,
if not,
i think i would have blasted into everyone's ears,
Felicia and Alvin were like veh veh pissed O.O
awww,
THANK YOU ALVIN!
if u wanna shout,
just go ahead and shout ;D
THANK YOU FELICIA!
haha,
i dont know what to say,
thank you for everything you did ;D
;D
heehee~
and Cheryl was like damn damn cute lor ;D
heehee~

hmm,
it had been such a long time since i yelled at people,
to keep quiet,
cause i wanna train my tolerance level,
LOL,
KIDDING,
should try it soon,
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA ;D
and also can train for spec course next year,
omg,
spec course @.@

hmm,
yeah,
mr keith come in say no progress report,
so we all zao,

jiahui and i zao drink vitasoy in canteen,
LOL,
then saw ken there,
OMG LOR,
KEN NOMINATED FOR SC,
wo0ts~
I sure vote for you de ken,
JIAYOU!
;D
hahahaha,
ken is a damn nice guy,
so people,
please vote for lee ken chun ;D
THANK YOU THANK YOU ~ ;D
talk talk crap crap then go class le,

yeah,
WTH LOR,
STUPID COMPUTER LAB,
TODAE NEH OPEN,
then i walk around the whole school for 45 mins,
WTH =.=
i walk up and down see if have open or not,
then right,
dont know when la,
i happen to pass by then see have light,
i went in,
THEN I SAW MR LAI,
and some year 5 seniors,
i was like O.O,
WTH,
=.=
so i asked,
"are you all having lessons here?"
then got one senior replied,
"yeah,"
then i was like,
zzz..
"okay,sorry,"
damn that computer lab lor,
WHAT THE HELL,
=.=
THEN THE COMPUTER LAB ONE HAVE TEACHER BOOK,
AND THE COMPUTER I WAS USING SCREWED,
WTH,
THANK GOODNESS NEXT YEAR RV DUMPING ALL THE COMPUTERS AWAY,
LOL!
waste my time,
i think i walked past the canteen for like 10 over times lor,
i also dont know what i doing,
then i go library blow aircon,
LOL!
BLOW AIR CON,
aiya,
direct translation,
neh mind neh mind,
then i saw ZI XIAN ;D
wo0ts~
haha,
then when i say hi to him right,
he will give a veh veh cute smile de lor,
aww mien,
zixian is damn cute ;D
hahaha,

i dont know where i go lor,
i just know i loitered around the school for 45 mins then i zao,

i walked to the bus stop,
veh few people,
then no 97 come,
WTH,
so i walked to the previous bus stop,
again,
i waited for 20 mins,
NO BUS COME,
i was like damn damn pissed,
and i was cursing that damn 97,
NOT the driver ;D
hahahaha,
but it doesnt make a difference anyway O.O
oOps,
sorry,
LOL

veh pissed lor,
that bus so late neh come,
waste my time,
zzzz,
so i see 963 come,
and then i remember zhengzhang took it before,
and i know 963 have go to a stop have bus 198 de,
so,
i boarded the bus,

AND GUESS WHAT,
I GOT OFF AT THE WRONG STOP =.=
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
WTHHHH =.=
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!
i got off at the NUH stop there,
AND THEN THERE NO HAVE BUS 198,
I WAS LIKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!,
WTHHH LORRR,
SIAN,
so i WALKED from that NUH bus stop,
to the one OUTSIDE NUS,
OMG,
it's like veh veh veh long distance,
I TOOK 15 mins to WALK there,
OMG,
WASTE MY TIME!!
AND THEN RIGHT,
WHEN I WAS WALKING HALFWAY RIGHT,
HAVE ONE BUS 97 DRIVE PAST ME,
THEN HAVE ANOTHER 198 DRIVE PAST ME,
I WAS LIKE FREAKINN PISSED,
ARGHHH!!!
blame me for my noobness =.=
WTH,
how can i get off at the wrong stop lor,
ZZzZzzzZz..
but i neh take 963 before leh,

SO,
TODAE,
I LEARNT HOW TO GET OFF AT THE RIGHT STOP,
AND CHANGE BUS,
IF NOT,
I AM GOING TO SPAM WALK 15 MINS TO THE NEXT BUS STOP =.=
WTH LOR,
HOW COME THE DISTANCE BTW THE 2 BUS STOPS SO FAR ONE,
ARGHH!!!!
damn bus 97,

and RIGHT,
WHEN I REACH THE NEXT BUS STOP,
HAVE A BUS 97 COME,
JUST IN TIME,
and i chiong onto the bus,
AND THE BUS IS EMPTY,
OMG,
AND I WAS EVEN MORE PISSED,
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR,
STUPID BUS,
ARGHH!!!

then i slept on the bus,
too tired walking,
reach je,
i chiong to popular buy the hard paper for geog booth on open house,
wo0ts~
hahaha,
ms tan call me help out de,
heehee~

AND HOLIDAYS ALOT OF FUN THINGS TO DO LEH,
HAHAHHAA,

firstly,
it's open house,
have ncc showcase and the geog booth,
30th may,
and 30 is a veh veh veh nice number ;D

secondly,
1st june,
humanities camp,
ms teo ask me be facilitator,
LOL
but i dont know what i doing,
O.O
so neh mind,
i go there play play can le,
LOL!
got a whole lots of people i dont know from other classes going too @.@

thirdly,
creative writing on 4th june,
LOL,

fourthly,
8th june,
street sales with quite a number of 2e peeps,
wo0ts,
;D

AND YES,
after i reached boon lay,
i chiong into jurong point,
comic connections,
OR
comic collections or whatever -tions la,
LOL,
i dont care the shop name or whatever shyt la,
i chiong inside buy something for my dear friend,
heehee~
veh veh cute de wor,
tmr i going there buy again,
cuz veh veh cute,
then can make veh good birthday presents ma ;D
heehee~

so,
later i chiong out of jp,
chiong to bus stop,
WTH,
I DONT KNOW WHY SBS TODAE SO NOOB LOR,
I WAITED 10MINS FOR THAT STUPID BUS 242,
WTHHHHH,
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ,
forget it,
todae's a WEIRD DAY,

LOL,
but i damn happy lor todae,
despite all the retard thingies,

in conclusion,
I HATE SBS TRANSIT,
ARGH!!!

okay,
i shant lock up my blog liao la,
LOL,

TODAE'S A HAPPY DAY,
wo0ts~

TMR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL,
awww,
i am going to miss you hell loads boy,
;\
BUT,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
i know what to do,

ALVIN!
COME ON,
LET'S GO PARTY AGAIN,
HAHAHHAHAHAHA ;D
LOL!

aiyo,
who wanna party with me lor =.=
ZZZzZzZz

anyways,
tmr going vivo,
o.O
idk la,
i just wear uniform there lor,
just take off the evidence can le,
then nobdy will know anything ;D
BUT HAVE LOGO LEH,
HOW HOW HOW?
LOL!
wah,
i think tmr i really going pok kai le,
cause tmr i going SHOPPING,
HAHAHAHA

i wanna buy the below;
lollipops,one whole tub,at gek poh,
that cute cute little pooh bear series thingie,at jp,

so yeah,
AND I HAVENT BUY MR BEAN SET MEAL YET LEH,
NEH MIND,
i shall buy it when i feel like i have loads of $$,
LOL,

i got alot to do todae,
esp geog booth de stuff,
i must mail Ms Tan by 8.30 if not I GG,
SO NOW,
I AM GOING UNLOCK MY BLOG,
AND THEN GO BATHE,
HEY LEAVE A TAG OKAY?
heehee~

holy,
TODAE WANYI'S VEH VEH HAPPY ;D
wo0ts~

orange loves you broccoli,
dont be so scary okay? ^^

x-country

wo0ts~
cross country rocks,
;D
hahaha,

but right,
kenna screwed cuz we touched the bag,
=.=
argh!
i understand the teacher's point la,
but right,
dont need so fierce one right?
i'm sorry boy,
D;

todae rocks,
thank you everybody,

geok,
weely,
clement,
yingjie,
ken,

yups,
thats all,
i am so tired,

-case closed-
dont ask me anymore,
i dont know whose problem it is,

so,
i am going to do my homework,
byebye,

cross country rocks,
maybe,
next year i wont be in non-competitive anymore ;D

KFC for lunch,
lols,
veh fun lor,
saw 2B peeps and our dear Part As+SG David,
haha,

that's all la,
byebye,

there's nothing wrong with liking somebody okay?
there's absolutely nothing wrong,
even that person doesnt like you,
there's still nothing wrong with liking that person,

i am sure that it's not lust,
boy,
sorry for being so,
busybody,
shouldnt have asked you to get your bag,
;\
sorry for making you feel bad yeah,
D;
orange still loves broccoli <3

lyrics ;D haha,

BY2 - 我知道

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然
分开的理由
我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以
即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然
分开的理由
我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以
即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流


this lyrics just fully describes what's happening yeah?
do you agree?
o.O

veh cool right,
the power of song lyrics,

why jay chou dont pronounce his lyrics properly when he sings?

answer;
cause he wants people to look at his lyrics,

do you understand now?
^^
lols,

happy day ;D

todae's a really fantastic dayyy ;D
wo0ts~
i love todae,
for many many many reasons,

number one,
i got rid of my damn hair,
i know i look stupid,
and please be aware that i will continue to look stupid,
i dont care what u say,
i only want to see what is right before my eyes,
without any obstruction,
thank you,

in the morning,
was rvncc-part-b-girls-from-west-grove-primary gathering,
there were the 5 of us on the same bus 97,
wo0ts!~,
damn cool de lor ;D
wahaha,

shuying,
jamie,
zhenyun,
jasmine,
wanyi,

WE ROCK ;D
wahahaha,
so cool right?
rvncc part b girls have 5 cadets from west grove de ;D
hahaha,

i am sorry 2e that you have a stupid chairperson like me,
who can make the simplest of things so complicated,
i am sorry,

that stupid survey was screwed again,
i screwed up again,
aww crap,
just like the first time we tried to change seats,
argh!
its really hard to make decisions when everyone starts to suggest an idea,
awww,
made me feel so complicated,
and i dont know what to do,
so i screwed up again,

just that this time,
i didnt forget terence ;D

you are so gonna stand with me next time ;D

com'on,

we all know you can do it okay?

but i loved that damn stupid survey,

i really really loved it,

i see hanyu and alvin at the back of the class,

smiling and smiling,

;D

and then hanyu was showing me his cute puppy wave again,

awww,

and alvin was really damn damn cute ;D

wahahaha,

they damn cute lor ;D

then everyone starts to throw ideas at you,

shows that they want to make things better,

wo0ts~

i love that damn stupid survey ;D

wahahaha,

art was damn damn funny,
LOL!
alvin and zhenghan were like singing and singing,
and alvin's voice is really really nice,
it was the first time i listened to a guy sing infront of me,
cool,
can feel the impact of the lyrics,
really,
i aint kidding okay?
man,
alvin rocks ;D
zhenghan veh cute lor,
he was singing the Jay Chou's "Secret",
then suddenly alvin go cut into his song with the weird weird song,
that one on TV one,
"美酒加咖啡",
LOL!
damn funny lor,
and we were like bursting out laughing,
LOL!
cant stop laughing,
too funny liao,
hahahaha,
TODAE'S ART LESSON SIMPLY ROCKS ;D
thank you alvin and zhenghan ^^
美酒加咖啡~~
LOL!
hahahahaha,
it was really damn damn damn funny ;DD

recess was cool,
too ;D
wo0ts~
man,
i think i love todae like siao lor ;D
wahahaha,
ate with,
alvin and zhenghan! ;D
wahahaha,
thanks guys ^^

then have quite a number of guys joined us o.O
zhengzhang is veh cute ^^
and everyone is talking about maple story now,
LOL,

CID,
was quite okay,
for the last lesson,
we packed the robot parts back,
and then counted every single piece of the lose parts,
quite tedious,
after that we all emo-ed,
i learnt ting xie lor,
nothing to do ma,
LOL,

HCL,
was okay okay,
then i realised,
we didnt greet yang lao shi,
OMG @.@
argh!

that time,
i wished you could read my mind,
then you would have counted how many "jiayou" i said,
relax boy,
^^

we went thru compo and nothing else le bah,
lols,
hcl quite short todae,
dont know why o.O

maths,
omg,
havoc man,
sometimes i really want ms teo to chiong into 2e and start yelling at us,
i bet,
we wont be scared until one teacher,
preferrably ms teo,
comes in and screws us up,
^^
todae's maths lesson was complicated,
but i am sure i will get the hang of it after some practices,

lang arts,
MDM CHOO!
aww,
i wished she really gets angry one day,
and start yelling at us and screw us up,
mdm choo is just way too nice,
argh!
look at us when we're in ms teo's class,
it's like w0w~
perfect,
maths,malay,langarts,
@.@
i think i'd rather go and jump,
LOL!
kidding,

todae,
we formed groups to discuss stuff,
hmm,
still with zhengzhang,
;D
haha,
and runzhong plus huiwen,
veh boring leh,
D;

but,
i kinda loved it,
haha,

i love my 2 table partners ;D
wo0ts~
they rock okay?
runzhong and zhengzhang rocks ;D
hahahaaha,
jacob and edward~
LOL!
i am going crazy again ;x
MAN,
I LOVE MY TABLE PARTNERS!!!! ;D

and yeah,
there was this time when the left side of the classroom,
have one candle fly to my chair there,
hanyu threw that candle at runzhong then in the end miss ma,
LOL!
damn funny,
but veh lame,
cause it's not good to throw things around when the teacher is teaching,
lols,

jingfei todae veh veh ..
i dont know how to use a proper word to describe leh,
argh!
yeah right,
i serve my purpose as a chairperson by doing that,
and he asked me this,
"do u feel like seeing me tomorrow?"
"no,"
"HAHAHAHAHA! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE! TMR I COMING TO SCHOOL! HAHAHA"
then hanyu and runzhong were at the side laughing like siao lor,
LOL!
damn funny lah,
LOLS!

HANYU!!!!!
@.@
how could you do that to me,
awww D;
kidding kidding ;D
hahahaha,

LOL,
i think i damn stupid todae,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOL!

and yeah,
if you dont understand how i felt,
if you dont understand anything,
please keep quiet,
you'll just make things worse,

i aint a dog,

you know what kind of person i am,
you know my level of tolerance,

i have dignity too,
just like how much the guys want theirs,
the above sentences sound like direct translation from chinese,
but that's not the main point,

dignity,
i dont know if i've used the right word,
but as far as i know,
dignity,

perhaps,
he was right,
these things only happen to girls,
not guys,

and that's the reason why,
i admire the guys,
and i really really do,

they can fight,
they can screw each other up,
but the next second,
you see them walking together and patting each other again,

i know i am exaggerating a bit,
lols,

this just shows,
how weak i am at handling relationships,
how low my level of tolerance is,
how screwed a person i am,
how much i've changed,

but i am not a dog,
i am not a dog,
i dont need to please anybody,
i dont have an owner,
or rather,
i dont even want an owner,
i dont need to obey anyone's orders,

the above doesnt applies to my parents or my elders,
thank you,

i know i've changed,
alot alot alot,
maybe until you cant even find the wanyi you see in me last year,
maybe i really changed,
not for the better,
but for the worse,

but have you ever wondered,
what caused that change?

i know revolutions just happen,
but in this case,
it's not that way,

i know i am veh easily influenced,
if you want examples,
i can list them down for you,
just call 62 35 35 35,
LOL,
kidding,

i am not a dog,

we shouldnt take what others give us for granted,
we shouldnt take advantage of what others sacrificed for us,
notice the word we,
includes myself okay? ;D
doesnt mean that people being nice to you,
means that you can take advantage of them,
i've neglected alot of my duties,
i've neglected alot of things,
my duty,
i am not going to repeat them again,
i know who i am,
i know what i am,
i know what i should do,

everything's a burden,
if i could shake it all off,
wo0ts~
^^

thank you geok,
for going to je with me,
sorry if i've made you neglect your friends,
ah geok is a really imaginative buddy of mine,
and everything sounds damn damn cool,
wo0ts~
thank you ah geok! ;D
and yeah geok,
is this post the kind of post you dont like?
o.o

i am too much like my dad,
that sometimes i really hate what i do,
holy,
why cant i have all my mum's chromosomes?

the reason why i felt guilty is,
i still have that 23 chromosomes from my mom,
or else,
i wont even bother to do anything,

i am not heartless,
i am not cold blooded,

i am a human too,
i am not a dog,

why am i like that?

perhaps i should go for counselling or something,
i realised,
sometimes,
things doesnt get better when you try to convince yourself that,
everything is going to be alright,

i shouldnt think that everything's my fault,
i shouldnt think negatively of myself,

i shouldnt think that everything's not my fault,
i shouldnt think that positively,

conclusion,
let's think neutrally,
lols,

i think i am just being stupid or something,

on the surface,
everything seems to be my fault,
but deep down inside,
i know,
i dont bear 100% of the responsibility,

runzhong,
"it's all your fault",
yeah right,
thank you,

YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD GO FOR CCA,
RUNZHONG!!!
U PROMISED ME,
SO MUST GO OKAY?

i just dont want to see you get screwed by sir,
AND
MOST IMPORTANTLY,
i dont wanna see my part b guys,
the rest of them,
being screwed,

my heart aches,
whenever i see my part b guys pump,
really,

aww,
perhaps,
i should say,
OUR part b guys,

zixian,
zixuan,
yiming,
zhenghan,
bon,
yeeyang,
you guys are really veh cute ;D

i still remember,
one day,
when i went swimming,
i saw eesheng,
LOL!
cool,

i think i am getting the hang of talking,
;D
yeah,
if you could read my mind,
;D

good job for that readers' response boy,
^^
thank you for everything todae,
thank you,
ily<3

MAPLE

OH HOLY!
MAPLE ROCKS
ALOT OF NEW THING LEHHH
wAHAHHAHAHHAa

TODAE I AM SO GONNA SPAM MAPLE!
NO CASS.
THANK YOU VEH MUCH,
I LOVE MY COOKIE TOO MUCH LE ;D

it feels good when u have a lot of skills and dont need to worry about money,
so,
I LOVE COOKIE TOO MUCH,
when i get tired of cookie then i will go cass.
;D

okay!
now it's all settled!

I AM SO SO SO SO GONNA SPAM MAPLE!!!
ALOT OF EVENTS AND NEW STUFF!!
wo0ts~
CANT WAIT CaN WAIT!!

but let me finish my biology asg first yeah?

it feels so good to spam homework and play afterwards!
wo0ts~!

MAN!!!
I LOVE MAPLE~~

wo0ts~
;DD

;D

how it feels like to be alone?

todae's a fruitful day,
lol,
kidding,

wenta watch the korean drama,
boys over flowers,
lols,
people are getting crazy over it,
and i think i am too,

since after Princess' Hours,
this is the next so called,
korean-teenage-love-story drama i've ever watched,
i loved Princess Hours,
and i love Boys Over Flowers too,
aww man,
the story line ;D
I LOVE THE STORY LINE,
not the guys or the girls in the drama,
the guys dont look veh shuai ;\
lols,
but one guy looks like zhengzhang O.O
that guy with curly but not-so-curly hair,
haha,

aww man,
it's a nice story,
i am so gonna watch it every single saturday night,
woo000!
;D

i love romance you see,
;D
and i get so agitated,
when i watch them O.O
feel out of control,
wo0ts~

just like sitting beside you,

hmm,
my hormones are killing me,
argh!

i should ask myself,
what is my problem,
instead of blaming others first,
so,
i am sorry,

but that doesnt change anything,
not yet i can say,

perhaps,
after the june holidays,
perhaps,
never until the start of next year,

aw crap,
i wonder why my heart is going crazy since that thursday,
i bet it'll just pop out sooner or later,
argh,
why why why?

control,
control,
control,

but i wish,
i would go out of control sometimes,
a break through,
again,

control,
o.O

i will stay strong ;D
cause i am wanyi,

坚持不懈,

我知道,
就算我是一个人,
我也可以做我想做的事,

我不是一个懦弱的人,
就算是没有人在我身边,
我会相信自己,
我能做到我要做的事,

people say,
we all cant stand alone,
yes,
but,
if one cant even stand alone for a period of time,
well,
i dont know,

i've seen people stand alone,
for such a long period of time,
and they still survived,

so tell me,
what are friends for?

that thing about,
mapling in cass.

let me think about it,
maybe i'll go,

i just want one,
just one person,

i know i'm selfish,
i know i'm greedy,
to have one person to myself,

isnt it just like,
having a husband,
and he belongs to you,
and only you?

the wanyi i know,
aint one who gives up easily,
not so easily,

she do whatever she wants,
even though sometimes she doesnt care about the consequences,
she's happy,

why should i care so much?

just be yourself,
there's nothing to hide,
if you're happy,
show them you're happy,
if you're angry,
show them you're angry,
if you're sad,
show them you're sad,

what's there to hide?

isnt it tough to hide everything,
and pretend to be happy?

so in conclusion,
i've done blogging,

and i will consider if i am moving to cass.
i know he's there too,
just afraid of something,
i dont know what,

my hormones are killing me,
argh!

hey boy,
i'll just take it as a yes okay?
^^

^^

in conclusion,
todae,

JENN

SHYANG

YOU

ROCK ;D

todae's recess was the best recess,
ever since before the start of term 2,
argh!
i love it,
;D
THANK YOU JENN SHYANG FOR EATING WITH ME ;D

at least,
a break through,
i cant stand it anymore,

break free,
i aint anyone's dog,
cause i know i am not a dog,
who needs to obey people's orders,
appeasing them for humiliation,

that illegal gathering at je,
according to CSM QiaoWei,
was fantastic ;D

i must work hard,
for that kind of shyt i got,
2 more terms,

no games,
no distraction,
nothing,

perhaps,
no blogging,

dont pollute my mind with the definition of life,
i dont care if i have no life,

everything just gets worse when you think too much,

acting emo?
so be it,
i dont have time,
to care anymore,

lols

from what i've heard todae,
i'd wished they all shut up their mouths,
and just go and jump,
damn,

okay,
sorry for being mean,
lols,

do i even need to know how much you score?
=.=
do i need to know and do i even have the right to know?

everyone is going to shoot fireworks everywhere cause they did better,
so?

argh,
just shut up,

todae,
was really tired,
i was reading again last night,
and yeah,
i was damn tired todae,

smile boy,
smile,
smile,
smile,
i dont wanna see you frown,

argh,
i didnt know what i was doing this morning,
argh!

and i was talking to runzhong like how we did before,
;P
cool,
i love that,
wo0ts~
just like teasing and making fun of each other,
like we used to be ^^
runzhong is my best best best table partner ever!
;D
and runzhong,
I KNOW I AM NOOB AT USING CALCULATORS!
argh!
your evil laughter damn funny lor,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
LOL!
YOU PROMISED ME THAT U WONT PON CCA DE HOR!
;D

hey boy,
i'm afraid i might lose control,
;\
argh!

i have dirty thoughts,
lols,
kidding,
i just need to hug someone,
i really wanted to hug,
i just need to touch someone,
i really wanted to touch,
it's not yet time for kisses yeah,
hahaha,
kidding,

everyone is so weird,
they all seem so weird when i start to look into everyone's face,
into all their eyes,
what i see is just,
"i dont like you",
"just go away",
"eff off",
"what the hell is your problem",
"shut up you"

not yet the below,
but soon,
"i hate you"

sighs,
in conclusion,
i dont like what everyone's eyes say,
everyone's eyes,
argh!

except for alvin's,
your eyes are the most beautiful ever alvin,
^^

todae was absolutely boring,
tmr there's PT during ncc act,
i am so dead,
just hope it doesnt flood or something,
damn,

in the whole,
todae is a damn boring day,

it's all about what expression they give,
how their eyes convey the message,
how they look at you,
did they smile when they look into your eyes,
the eyes,

boy,
i dont know what to say,
it's just that,
i am feeling out of control,

i dont know what's happening,
what is everyone trying to do,
what is everyone talking about,

i dont need to know who you like,
just be there,
infront of me,
that's all i want from you,
i dont expect anything from you,
only for,
and from you,

i know i am too naive,
i know i am stupid,
i know i am foolish,
i know i am no0b,
i know i am childish,
does all the factors above add up to cute?
no,
they dont,

everything doesnt make sense at all,
time to talk some sense okay?

big science competition tests our common sense,
so,
i can tell you this,
i dont have common sense,
i dont have common sense,
so what's common sense?
so i am going to waste my 10 dollars and get a participation again?
well done,

i dont even know,
if the one i love,
hates me,
who knows?

nobody will be by your side forever,
nobody will be behind you,
they will just leave you behind their backs,
the only one you can trust is yourself,
you can only trust yourself,
it's only you,
and you,
and you,
nobody else,

LOL!

lol,
i was feeling damn weird,
no idea why,
argh!

just came back home,
from that BIG science competition,
it tests our general knowledge,
and it's damn difficult,
so yeah,
=.='''
last year only got a participation,
SO,
this year,
I WILL GO JUMP IF I NEH GET AT LEAST CREDIT,
KABOOM!
lols,

you dont know how happy i was yesterday,
^^
hahaha,
i love yesterday!
including cca ;D

i know we both rock!
;D
wo0ts~
good job to us again ^^

cca was really fun,
lols,
i love it,
especially when i got the hang of the insprak drill~
wo0ts~
I LOVE THAT DRILL~
it's damn damn cool~
just like yang tinggi~
wo0ts!~

todae,
was a veh weird day,
i feel like there's absolutely nobody around me,
excluding you boy,
LOL!

i feel like so alone,
sian,
what happened to me,
=.=

i guess there'll always be nobody beside anybody,
no matter how long they get together,
be it just a second or a few hundred years,
like i said,
there's no forever,
unless you are some immortal,
lols,

oh yeah,
todae's chinese,
got gong han back,
wasnt that good though,
lol,
neh mind,
i will do better!
;D

i want to say something,
and i mean it,
ERH HEM!

I LOVE LANG ARTS,
*pukes*

I LOVE LANG ARTS,
*pukes*

WANYI LOVESSSSSS LANG ARTS,
*pukes pukes pukes*

so boy,
say this,

I LOVE CHINESE~

I LOVE CHINESE~

I REALLY LOVE CHINESE LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!

it might help,
heehee~
aww,
i really want to help,
;\

awww,
todae's bio is veh boring D;

and todae assembly was totally,
sighs,
how come nobody do the cheer de,
WAH SIAN LOR,
i do alone look like some stupid person,
do finish the AYG cheer then i "wo0!!!"
yiming was infront of me,
he was like,
umm..
he was giggling and gave me that =.o look,
LOL!
what the?
=.=
ARGH!
COME ON PEOPLE!
lets get high~~
i feel so zzzzzz when i do alone,
and the SCs + PSLs do alot of times lor,
like what yang lao shi said,
and what weely and geok said,
they spent alot alot alot alot alot time doing it,
and then we all dont appreciate,
ARGH!
so bad,
D;

AND WHAT THE HELL LOR,
THE CROSS COUNTRY CUT SHORT UNTIL ONLY 2.8KM!
=.=
ZzZzzzZzzZz
2.8 is NOT a nice number!
ARGH!
zZzZzZZz..
ACTUALLY I CAN RUN 3.2KM de leh...
=.=....
ZZZzZzZzzzzZZzz

YEAH!
yesterday pe,
i ran 3.2km ^^
damn shuang,
did the first 6 rounds with zhihe and runzhong,
damn funny lor,
we were like talking and the guys were almost WALKING =.=
i was like jogging damn slowly lor,
argh!
they damn pro de then WALK with me,
LOL!
3.2km in 24.15mins is totally ZzZZzzZZZZzzZz..
i should train more,
for the sake of next years' NAPFA,
which is guaranteed a SILVER,
ARGH!
CAUSE OF THAT STUPID STANDING BROAD JUMP..
ARGH!
my gold D;
sobs,

todae i no time to crap liao,
so byebye,

I LOVE LANG ARTS~
*pukes*

i am afraid,
one day,
i might not be able to control myself and start doing stupid things,
awww,
you're irresistable,
argh!

awww,
your hair,
boy,
do u ever mind if i start messing up your hair when i am out of control?
;D
你的魅力无法挡!

zzz

i aint ur dog,
so can u please at least show me some respect?

=.=

sometimes i just dont realise that i aint talking,
cause i am thinking,
people cant think aloud,

this morning i didnt know what the hell is wrong with me,
i just wished that all i have now,
could reverse back to the starting of year 1,
when the peeps in 2e were just pure strangers,

is it that when people get together for long,
we start to see flaws in each other?
is it that when people just meet,
they just simply think that everything is just so great?

art was lame,
and the most interesting thing is,
playing the mud pool with alvin,zhenghan and laoma ;D
lols,
damn funny,
everything also dog dog dog,
LOL!
it's like damn damn funny la,
LOL!
hahaha,

but dont you ever call my boy that,

argh!

recess,

was lame,

and i was pissed off,

whatever,

i never got the thought of being in any clique or something,

i just dont like big group gatherings,

especially with a whole group of GIRLS @.@,

i would rather go jump and KABOOM!

kidding,

;P

CID was totally lame,

dont feel like elaborating,

i just dont know what she just think that i didnt do anything,

well crap,

i did the report and powerpoint okay?

i am not a free rider,

argh!

stupid robotics cid,

i hate it,

so i understand now,

must i do everything to show that i've done something?

havent it always been like that?

hcl,

aww,

this is where my heart started to ache,

really badly,

D;

we've got ting xie,

and it was quite alright,

just dont know who the hell is the person who wrote the poem ;\,

^^

heehee~

dont worry boy,

you wont die de yeah,

and your chinese dont suck,

okay,

LOOK here,

your chinese DONT suck,

we got back the papers,

i shant elaborate,

JIAYOU!

i believe u can do it boy,

maths,

not an A1,

but just one grade below,

i lost 20 marks beforehand and i could get an A2,

A2 is good enough,

boy,

cheer up,

you will do better de,

but i know u alr had ^^

later was some really crappie stuff,

LOL!

alvin was like crapping with jenn shyang and kaisong,

so i went over to kpo o.O

lols,

it was like damn damn funny,

kaisong was like giving his speech for the besta/pesta finals later on,

alvin was like crapping and crapping,

LOL!

damn funny,

hahahha,

what's our purpose of going to school?

then alvin did something,

LOL!

damn damn funny,

we were like laughing and laughing,

lols!

;D

then crapped home with lao ma ^^

so todae was like that,

at least,

it was better,

^^

tomorrow,

i am so dead,

D;

i am scared of history,

sighs,

dont remind me of how badly i've screwed my SEQ,

there's cca tmr,

...

boy,

i know u aint an emo person,

orange loves you,

@.@

tmr,
wanyi,
you're so dead,
lols,
stupid maths paper,

on tuesday,
wanyi will be even more dead,
oh crap,
history,
SEQ,
screwed up SEQ,
it's like damn easy to others,
but it's just so hard for me to answer,
what's wrong with my history genes =.=
if i ever flunk any of my questions or the paper,
i'd rather go and jump,
then KABOOM!
LOL!

argh,
i was like mapling yesterday and just now,
I HAVENT LEARNT TING XIE =.=
and
geog project,
forget it lor,
monday,wednesday,thursday,
3 days to stay back and do,
dont tell me 4 people doing a 3000 word report within 3 days is not possible,

now,
i shall do my zhou ji,
and yang lao shi like damn long neh collect my book liao,
@.@
it's like veh empty leh,
sighs,

and that system seriously failed,
like what i expected,
so shall we do something like what my dearest bravo girls always do?
i shall sms everybody and call kaisong ;D
then i must get everyones' replies back,
so to ensure that everyone got that message,
not a bad idea right?
just kidding,
my phone will KABOOM!
if i ever do that,
@.@
argh!
i got no idea what to do already,

please,
no veggie rings for me,
i got no characteristics to have them,
so yeah,

reply tags ;D

felicia;
thank you! ;D
haha,
i feel better now ^^
thank you,
;33

weely;
yea weely,
you should feel honoured lor ;D
heehee~
admit you're zai ^^
cause that report really like w0w!
i am serious ;D

geok;
haha,
cause u are ah geok mah,
heehee~
;D
ur english readers' response havent get back,
if u get back le sure will pull up the grade one,
^^
jiayou and good luck! ;DD

casey;
lol,
i think i remember you,
thanks for tagging anyway,
and junior is like so different from schoolmate... @.@


WANYI,

IS,

SO,

DEAD,

wish me to the best of luck people,
thank you ;D

if i could read your mind boy,
and if you could read mine too,
it would be great,
i'll try to play with you ^^
so seeya tomorrow ;D
orange loves you,

202?

thank you geraldine,
thank you weely,
thank you ah geok,

oops,
i still owe geok a birthday present,
man,
i will return it as soon as possible ;D
before the holidays,
hahahaha,
so happy waiting geok~ ^^

haha,
i wanna talk a lil bit about CID,
which is FINALLY OVER,
except for an oral presentation,
weely is just simply damn zai in doing reports la,
the font and design is like wo0ts~
zai zai zai,
i dont know how she do one leh,
but it's like the report damn damn cool can le ;D
man,
i think i was like slacking for the whole of cid robotics =.=

so,
todae was extremely normal,
i just spent an hour on my bed,
thinking about how to get them to shut up and sit down,

AND

how to play with guys,
Oops,
sounds wrong,
O.O
i mean,
"how to deal with hyperactive guys"
o.O
i know i am a boring person,
i need some training,
lols,
anyone can sort of like train me for 0.0000000001 cents per day?
^^

ah crap,
maths,
i am so dead,
i dont want another C,
my english is already so screwed already,
maths is one of my best subjects,
argh!

just damn worried about history and hcl,
i may end up with only two As in my result slip,
how sad,

argh!
todae i will do my computer work,
as in,
cid presentation,
geog project,

that stupid geog project is simply so screwed up,
if you wanna waste time talking about crap,
instead of discussing about it,
why are you sitting there?

201,

i dont care if you fall asleep reading this,
you chose to read it,

i am sorry if i am rude or ignored you,
i am sorry,
hope it didnt hurt your feelings,
;\

another damn screwed day,
dont feel like talking about it,

my lang arts = c6,
so do u expect me to even laugh or smile at my grade?
it's a c6,

unexpected?

i wanted to cry when i knew i didnt get an e8 instead,

the first C grade in my life,
oh eff,
i failed my compre,

no matter how well i score in the other subjects,
my gpa will forever never exceed 3.5,

my aim *POOF*
well done wanyi,
fantastic,
well done,
great job,

for geog,
well done to us again,boy ;D
when you're happy,
i will be happy too ^^

english has always been my 致命伤,
forget it if you dont know those 3 chinese words,

that doggie movie,
i tried so hard not to cry,
cause,
i've seen more tragic stuff than that,
and i cried for those more tragic ones,
obviously,
so that doggie movie was so called,
umm,
not so touching?
to me,
sorry if i've offended you,

after being yelled at such a short distant by a senior,
after crying for that 3D2N march camp,
we've really grown stronger,
emotionally,

i still remember this,
"if you think crying can solve all the problems,then you're wrong,IC,stop crying"
"wanyi,stop crying,i said stop crying! stop crying! wanyi,stop crying!"
so that shows that we wont cry that easily already,

i am not cold blooded,
i am not heartless,
i am not a robot,

i am just like you,
i am a human,
with flesh and blood,

so you think sms-ing a whole lot of people is veh fun,
yeah right,
why dont you try it,

when people just dont give a damn,

i feel so useless,

this screwed,

that screwed,

everything is so screwed with me around,

what felicia raised up last year is such an important factor,

i still remember it,

my memory is not veh bad,

charisma,

it seemed so chim to me,

cause you know,

my lang arts is a c6,

what more do you expect?

sarcasm,

i should train up on that,

perhaps,

to make sarcasm more humorous,

just like mamm janice's,

^^

okay,

back to charisma,

it's just such a big thing,

maybe you understand,

maybe you dont,

if you dont then forget it,

cca,

dont feel like elaborating,

so,

was that my..

first,

second,

third,

fourth,

fifth,

sixth,

seventh time falling out,

w0w,

since i stepped into ncc,

w0w,

thank you!

specially for felicia and kaisong,

and the two 2e peeps with onion rings,

^^

for listening to what i have to say,

for their contribution ;D

i love you peeps,

thank you lots and lots and lots,

mind a kiss?

haha,

i was kidding,

just shut up and sit down,

respect yourself,

have some discipline,

isnt that easy?

for goodness sake,

compared to wasting your energy to walk around,

compared to wasting your saliva to talk to your friend,

compared to wasting your voice to talk to loudly,
thank you for the encouragements boy,
they really helped,
thank you,
ily <3

screwed,

man,
i am feeling so screwed up todae,

why cant they just shut up and keep quiet?

if the above sentence offended you or sth,
i am sorry,

yeah right,
people just love to gossip and talk crap,
and they love to discuss who did it,

nobody gives a damn,
i feel like a no0b when nobody ever gives a damn,
damn it,

and i cant hack care or something,
cause its my duty,
i dont want teachers to screw us,

okay,
u may think i am stupid or just simply a no0b,
but can u just PLEASE at least give yourself some respect,
please,

i cant stand that noise,
how i wish every teacher is in class on time,
cause it's just simply out of my control,

todae is so screwed that i dont wanna talk about it,

we changed it,
gossips all around,
and i chose to keep quiet,
what's there to talk about?

i need time to adjust,
just not used to the new one,
i'm so sorry if i ignored you or something,
i just dont know how to react and i was feeling really screwed D;

i have jacob on my left,
i have edward on my right,
i love it,
but,
it just feels so weird,

i am really sorry boy,
i am sorry D;
i need time to adjust,
i promise i wont make you too bored okay? ;\

i tried to control myself,
cause i was feeling damn distracted,
i controlled myself so i dint talk,
i am afraid that my brain go haywire again or something,
just let me adjust okay?
it feels damn stupid to not talk and totally ignore your tablepartners,
i think people who sit beside me veh suay,
cause it's like,
they're just simply sitting beside nobody like that,
talk or say something also no reply,
argh!

i will try to talk,
more,
it's so bored,
and i know they're tired of the silence,
so yeah,
i will try okay?
i will try.. ;\

todae,
got back science paper,
my heart almost went KABOOM!
or something ;/
it's good,

haha,
a really good job to you,boy
good job to us! ;D

i dont want my lang arts paper back,
D;

hcl paper,
yang lao shi told us to prepare tissue paper,
so yeah,
should expect what is the result,

geog paper,
screw it man,

maths paper,
eff it,
i am so gonna eff that paper if i get less than a B4,

history paper will be next week,
dont expect good results too,

how screwed can my mid years be?
oh crap,
good luck to me,

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.
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nothing much to say,
just feel so screwed up,

kenneth from 2k is damn cute ;D
weely de male chairperson is ultra ultra cute lor,
hahaha,
he's really veh veh cute ^^

and zixian borrowed my hcl txtbk todae,
weird man,
dint expect him to even step into 2e o.O
and he neh return me the book personally leh,
;\
and thanks but sorry seowhwee ;x
THANK YOU!
but
sorry ;/

thats all for todae,
i will try to talk okay?

it's like so long since i sat beside runzhong,
my best table partner ever,
^^
so i need to find that feeling back and talk crap with him everyday,
like we used to be,
;D

i'm sorry if i've neglected you boy,
i am really sorry D;

brocolli,
orange's sorry,
orange loves brocolli,
<3

199 ;D

todae is a veh veh veh happy day ;D
and i love todae loads,

but soon after home econs,
everything was so,
lame,
and i got damn lethargic,

this morning was like damn damn nice lor ;D
haha,
thanks to terence ^^
it just felt so great to work together,
or did we? o.O
haha,
i love it ;D

jiahui was pei-ing me all the while ;D
heehee~
thanks loads,
and i miss ba-nana,
;D

home econs,
shant elaborate,
i just ate some shyt with greased paper,
and i ate the paper too =.=
and huiwen was damn pissed lor,
sighs,
too bad,
who ask we all screw up,
lols,
and todae she overturned the damn swissroll pancake on the floor,
but we still ate it =.=
lame lesson,
the kitchen 2 veh fun lor,
cook cook cook,
and still come and visit us summore,

blah blah blah dont wanna elaborate,

HCL,
we watched this doggie movie,
well,
i prefer romance,
that movie wasnt as interesting as romance movies ;\
and yang lao shi said our hcl mid year paper not veh good,
cause we veh 自负,
sighs,
perhaps its true,

just that word made such a great impact on me,
so,
all that crap i brought upon myself is cause of that word,
cause i trusted myself too much that i would do well,
cause i think too highly of myself,
;\

science was some pictionary with mdm ong,
boys VS girls ;D
was quite fun leh,
haha,

assembly,
wasted our time,
and i think i was being rude to kaisong D;
sorry,
does that exam concern us so much now?
sorry,
my sentence have fragment,

after school,
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laoma and zhangying were talking about la bi xiao xin ;D
LOL!
damn damn funny lor
hahahhaa,
damn funny ;D
i was having like damn loads of fun on the train,
but i was going to fall asleep or sth le,
lols ;x

alvin dont emo D;
i know emo-ness will spread like a virus,
sorry ;\

todae's is generally a nice nice day ;D

tomorrow,
this time,
i am sure i wont screw 2e up,
i am 100% sure that i wont forget terence ;D
like that incident not long ago,

thank you terence for that anyways ;D

i shall sleep a little bit earlier todae,
cause i am really damn damn tired,
from mapling the whole day,
and reading after midnight,

so yeah,
must sleep early so can concentrate on tomorrow,
cause,
it's a big day,
to me ;D
obviously ^^

broange <3

maths?

todae,
is my BEST day of the exam days,
and
it's my WORST day too,

let's talk about the WORST part,
MY BLOODY MATHS PAPER IS HOLY SHYTZZ,
oh eff that maths paper graph killer question,
WHICH IS WORTH my 20 MARKS =.=,
and i dint draw the graph plus all questions undone,
so yeah,
my 20 marks gone,
eff that paper,
i've never tried handing up a test paper,
like that,
with one page totally blank,

left 3 mins to do a 20 mark question,
how is that even possible,
okay,
eff that question,

lols,
i think i am just too weak to admit that i am going to get a B,
or even worse,
a C =.=
not ever in my whole 14 years of life,
schooling,
i've gotten a B for maths,
oh eff,
so that's the consequence of being so slow,
and dozing off in ms lee's class,

20 marks flew away from me just like that,
shant think about it anymore,
how i wish i were a genius,
that i can just lost 5 marks in all the questions i did previously,
so that i can get a 75 ;D
an A1,
lol,
just kidding,
i aint genius or maths pro,
5 marks for all that crap i wrote?
use my @$$ to think also not possible,
lol,

todae,
it's the best day of my exam days cause,
thanks to the people below ;D

jiahui,
novia,
alvin,
hanyu,
jingfei,
terence,

plus,
2 more most important de,

it's you boy ;D
^^

and lao ma ~~
;DD
hahaha,

thank you jiahui and novia again,
haha,
^^
shant elaborate too much,
but really,
thank you both ;D
i really appreciate what u guys are trying to do ;D
heehee~
and congrats that exams are over too! ;D
^^

thank you alvin ;D
thank you hanyu ;D
thank you jingfei ;D
for lunch at west mall ;D
for crapping on the bus ;D
for playing basketball ;D
for visiting hanyu's house ;D

todae's lunch was the best since after the swimming lessons ;D
we went KFC to eat ;D
and we crapped alot,
laughed alot,
and joked alot ;D
i love it ;D

visited hanyu's house and his torties ;D
aww,
damn cute de lor,
and alvin was freaking out ;D
haha,
damn cute ;D
saw some sexy guys too ~~
wo0ts~
haha,

went to the basketball court to play basketball,
lols,
hanyu and alvin were the ones actually playing.. O.O
as in the real play,
not shooting air balls into the air O.o
lols,
and hanyu damn sexy lor ~
wo0ts~
heng i neh nose bleed or sth ;D

todae jingfei damn funny,
lols,
at KFC he wanted to order cheezy meltz,
then he told the cashier,
something like,
"i want the first one,the one which look like pizza one,"
LOL!
damn funny and the rest of the 4 of us were like bursting out laughing ;D
ahahhaha,
damn funny ;D
LOL!
and he was locked inside hanyu's house ;x
cause we went down to play ball and he play com =.=

man,
todae was simply so fantastic other than that bloody maths paper,
;D
love it loads and loads,
;D
TODAE IS A HAPPY DAY~
lols,

and there was a prank call thingie,
O.o
i'm sorry boy,
D;
____________________________
wait ah,i go log into maple first,
later alvin get angry ;x
____________________________

and yeah,
terence ;D
thank you terence!
;D

for that piece of paper,
it's really well done,
^^
thank you loads,
i like it,
LOL!
as in i am looking at it with no bias views ;D
haha,
thank you loads,
^^

let's get to laoma ;D
heehee~
thank you loads and loads laoma ;D
heehee~
for not going home so early todae,
we had so much fun yeah ;D
hahaha,
i got lots to say,
but i dont know how to start it ;x
hmm,
i just wanna say that i love you,
and thank you for everything you've done for me ;D
love ya~ ;D
muacks ;3

hey there boy,
;D
thank you for that wave in the morning,
thank you for that good luck,
althou i wasnt pretty sure who you're actually wishing good luck to,
and i was totally stunned again,
o.O
thank you for that hand shake ;D
haha,
and i must thank novia and jiahui for that ;x
heehee~
just 2 words,
thank you ;D
thank you loads ;D
^^
and yeah,
that call,
i'm sorry D;

thanks loads everyone ;D

and i dont know why,
i've got a feeling that,
terence was the one who made my day or sth O.O
actually i wanted to ask that piece of paper from him todae de leh,
then in the end he came to look for me during break time,
aw mien~
i was like so shocked and touched,
love that loads and loads ;D
thank you!
^^

haha,
i shall go maple now ;D

^^
i am online yeah ;D
just appearing offline ;P

and i shall thank laoma ;D
for that picture ~
hee hee~
love ya loads~~ ;DD
heehee~~ xD

orange really loves brocolli <3

tmr

just let me get a stupid A1 for maths tomorrow,
argh!

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i wont cry over it,
i wont get heart attack,
i wont go crazy and jump off the building,
i wont blame anyone for it,
i wont complain to anyone about it,

that fact cant be changed,
and i brought all that shyt upon myself,

did i use a wrong phrase or something?

i wished all i could do was to smile,
and tell myself,
i must work harder,
and i want the best out of myself,
and i can do it,

i realised what i really wanted,
as in,
now,
the present,
was that,
and boy,
my love,
too,

so we say,
we're always greedy,

that has been done cant be undone,
so i have to face the music,
and the music aint as nice as Jay Chou's,
obviously,
utterly disappointed in myself D;
aww,
what have i done for the past term 2,
slacking,
dozing off in class,
sleeping after midnight,
doing homework in school,
not paying enough attention in class,
i forgot where i've left wanyi,
maybe she's tired from ca1 and ran away from me,
come back to me,

and yeah,
i started reading Breaking Dawn,
just the first chapter,
cause i finished reading Eclipse last midnight,

aww,
i am gonna miss this series of romance,

from Twilight till now,
i'vent witnessed Bella and Edward doing THAT thing,
cause Edward's afraid that he would hurt Bella when he's..
.. o.O
HIGH~ ;D
okay,
as in high,
;D
yeah,
high~~ ;D

all i read was kissing and kissing non-stop,
that Bella forgot to breathe,
haha ;D

"Edward's shirt was on the floor,"
quoted from Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer,

i read,
just last midnight ;D
^^

and i love it,
vivid description,
o.O

did i use the right word again?
i was just trying to test my shyt vocab in this post,
and i think i failed,

uh,
well,
too bad,

i am going swimming,
and my buddy said it's sick,
so i shall try not to drink pool water,
;D

buh bye,
goodbye my loves,

i dont know what i am afraid of,
just feel that,
things aint going that well,

if,
i ever flunk my history,
i cant promise that i would sit there and smile,
maybe you just see me dead on the road outside school,

lol,
i was kidding,
just worried,

I aint like Bella,
not that lucky,
to have an overly protective vampire veggie to love me forever,
she loves Jacob,
and she's damn afraid of hurting him,
but she cant live without Edward too,
and Edward's compromising,
so is that even fair?