;D

how it feels like to be alone?

todae's a fruitful day,
lol,
kidding,

wenta watch the korean drama,
boys over flowers,
lols,
people are getting crazy over it,
and i think i am too,

since after Princess' Hours,
this is the next so called,
korean-teenage-love-story drama i've ever watched,
i loved Princess Hours,
and i love Boys Over Flowers too,
aww man,
the story line ;D
I LOVE THE STORY LINE,
not the guys or the girls in the drama,
the guys dont look veh shuai ;\
lols,
but one guy looks like zhengzhang O.O
that guy with curly but not-so-curly hair,
haha,

aww man,
it's a nice story,
i am so gonna watch it every single saturday night,
woo000!
;D

i love romance you see,
;D
and i get so agitated,
when i watch them O.O
feel out of control,
wo0ts~

just like sitting beside you,

hmm,
my hormones are killing me,
argh!

i should ask myself,
what is my problem,
instead of blaming others first,
so,
i am sorry,

but that doesnt change anything,
not yet i can say,

perhaps,
after the june holidays,
perhaps,
never until the start of next year,

aw crap,
i wonder why my heart is going crazy since that thursday,
i bet it'll just pop out sooner or later,
argh,
why why why?

control,
control,
control,

but i wish,
i would go out of control sometimes,
a break through,
again,

control,
o.O

i will stay strong ;D
cause i am wanyi,

坚持不懈,

我知道,
就算我是一个人,
我也可以做我想做的事,

我不是一个懦弱的人,
就算是没有人在我身边,
我会相信自己,
我能做到我要做的事,

people say,
we all cant stand alone,
yes,
but,
if one cant even stand alone for a period of time,
well,
i dont know,

i've seen people stand alone,
for such a long period of time,
and they still survived,

so tell me,
what are friends for?

that thing about,
mapling in cass.

let me think about it,
maybe i'll go,

i just want one,
just one person,

i know i'm selfish,
i know i'm greedy,
to have one person to myself,

isnt it just like,
having a husband,
and he belongs to you,
and only you?

the wanyi i know,
aint one who gives up easily,
not so easily,

she do whatever she wants,
even though sometimes she doesnt care about the consequences,
she's happy,

why should i care so much?

just be yourself,
there's nothing to hide,
if you're happy,
show them you're happy,
if you're angry,
show them you're angry,
if you're sad,
show them you're sad,

what's there to hide?

isnt it tough to hide everything,
and pretend to be happy?

so in conclusion,
i've done blogging,

and i will consider if i am moving to cass.
i know he's there too,
just afraid of something,
i dont know what,

my hormones are killing me,
argh!

hey boy,
i'll just take it as a yes okay?
^^