Friday, May 15, 2009

201,

i dont care if you fall asleep reading this,
you chose to read it,

i am sorry if i am rude or ignored you,
i am sorry,
hope it didnt hurt your feelings,
;\

another damn screwed day,
dont feel like talking about it,

my lang arts = c6,
so do u expect me to even laugh or smile at my grade?
it's a c6,

unexpected?

i wanted to cry when i knew i didnt get an e8 instead,

the first C grade in my life,
oh eff,
i failed my compre,

no matter how well i score in the other subjects,
my gpa will forever never exceed 3.5,

my aim *POOF*
well done wanyi,
fantastic,
well done,
great job,

for geog,
well done to us again,boy ;D
when you're happy,
i will be happy too ^^

english has always been my 致命伤,
forget it if you dont know those 3 chinese words,

that doggie movie,
i tried so hard not to cry,
cause,
i've seen more tragic stuff than that,
and i cried for those more tragic ones,
obviously,
so that doggie movie was so called,
umm,
not so touching?
to me,
sorry if i've offended you,

after being yelled at such a short distant by a senior,
after crying for that 3D2N march camp,
we've really grown stronger,
emotionally,

i still remember this,
"if you think crying can solve all the problems,then you're wrong,IC,stop crying"
"wanyi,stop crying,i said stop crying! stop crying! wanyi,stop crying!"
so that shows that we wont cry that easily already,

i am not cold blooded,
i am not heartless,
i am not a robot,

i am just like you,
i am a human,
with flesh and blood,

so you think sms-ing a whole lot of people is veh fun,
yeah right,
why dont you try it,

when people just dont give a damn,

i feel so useless,
this screwed,
that screwed,
everything is so screwed with me around,
what felicia raised up last year is such an important factor,
i still remember it,
my memory is not veh bad,
charisma,
it seemed so chim to me,
cause you know,
my lang arts is a c6,
what more do you expect?
sarcasm,
i should train up on that,
perhaps,
to make sarcasm more humorous,
just like mamm janice's,
^^
okay,
back to charisma,
it's just such a big thing,
maybe you understand,
maybe you dont,
if you dont then forget it,
cca,
dont feel like elaborating,
so,
was that my..
first,
second,
third,
fourth,
fifth,
sixth,
seventh time falling out,
w0w,
since i stepped into ncc,
w0w,
thank you!
specially for felicia and kaisong,
and the two 2e peeps with onion rings,
^^
for listening to what i have to say,
for their contribution ;D
i love you peeps,
thank you lots and lots and lots,
mind a kiss?
haha,
i was kidding,
just shut up and sit down,
respect yourself,
have some discipline,
isnt that easy?
for goodness sake,
compared to wasting your energy to walk around,
compared to wasting your saliva to talk to your friend,
compared to wasting your voice to talk to loudly,
thank you for the encouragements boy,
they really helped,
thank you,
ily <3

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