wo0ts~
i love todae,
for many many many reasons,
number one,
i got rid of my damn hair,
i know i look stupid,
and please be aware that i will continue to look stupid,
i dont care what u say,
i only want to see what is right before my eyes,
without any obstruction,
thank you,
in the morning,
was rvncc-part-b-girls-from-west-grove-primary gathering,
there were the 5 of us on the same bus 97,
wo0ts!~,
damn cool de lor ;D
wahaha,
shuying,
jamie,
zhenyun,
jasmine,
wanyi,
WE ROCK ;D
wahahaha,
so cool right?
rvncc part b girls have 5 cadets from west grove de ;D
hahaha,
i am sorry 2e that you have a stupid chairperson like me,
who can make the simplest of things so complicated,
i am sorry,
that stupid survey was screwed again,
i screwed up again,
aww crap,
just like the first time we tried to change seats,
argh!
its really hard to make decisions when everyone starts to suggest an idea,
awww,
made me feel so complicated,
and i dont know what to do,
so i screwed up again,
just that this time,
i didnt forget terence ;D
you are so gonna stand with me next time ;D
com'on,
we all know you can do it okay?
but i loved that damn stupid survey,
i really really loved it,
i see hanyu and alvin at the back of the class,
smiling and smiling,
;D
and then hanyu was showing me his cute puppy wave again,
awww,
and alvin was really damn damn cute ;D
wahahaha,
they damn cute lor ;D
then everyone starts to throw ideas at you,
shows that they want to make things better,
wo0ts~
i love that damn stupid survey ;D
wahahaha,
art was damn damn funny,
LOL!
alvin and zhenghan were like singing and singing,
and alvin's voice is really really nice,
it was the first time i listened to a guy sing infront of me,
cool,
can feel the impact of the lyrics,
really,
i aint kidding okay?
man,
alvin rocks ;D
zhenghan veh cute lor,
he was singing the Jay Chou's "Secret",
then suddenly alvin go cut into his song with the weird weird song,
that one on TV one,
"美酒加咖啡",
LOL!
damn funny lor,
and we were like bursting out laughing,
LOL!
cant stop laughing,
too funny liao,
hahahaha,
TODAE'S ART LESSON SIMPLY ROCKS ;D
thank you alvin and zhenghan ^^
美酒加咖啡~~
LOL!
hahahahaha,
it was really damn damn damn funny ;DD
recess was cool,
too ;D
wo0ts~
man,
i think i love todae like siao lor ;D
wahahaha,
ate with,
alvin and zhenghan! ;D
wahahaha,
thanks guys ^^
then have quite a number of guys joined us o.O
zhengzhang is veh cute ^^
and everyone is talking about maple story now,
LOL,
CID,
was quite okay,
for the last lesson,
we packed the robot parts back,
and then counted every single piece of the lose parts,
quite tedious,
after that we all emo-ed,
i learnt ting xie lor,
nothing to do ma,
LOL,
HCL,
was okay okay,
then i realised,
we didnt greet yang lao shi,
OMG @.@
argh!
that time,
i wished you could read my mind,
then you would have counted how many "jiayou" i said,
relax boy,
^^
we went thru compo and nothing else le bah,
lols,
hcl quite short todae,
dont know why o.O
maths,
omg,
havoc man,
sometimes i really want ms teo to chiong into 2e and start yelling at us,
i bet,
we wont be scared until one teacher,
preferrably ms teo,
comes in and screws us up,
^^
todae's maths lesson was complicated,
but i am sure i will get the hang of it after some practices,
lang arts,
MDM CHOO!
aww,
i wished she really gets angry one day,
and start yelling at us and screw us up,
mdm choo is just way too nice,
argh!
look at us when we're in ms teo's class,
it's like w0w~
perfect,
maths,malay,langarts,
@.@
i think i'd rather go and jump,
LOL!
kidding,
todae,
we formed groups to discuss stuff,
hmm,
still with zhengzhang,
;D
haha,
and runzhong plus huiwen,
veh boring leh,
D;
but,
i kinda loved it,
haha,
i love my 2 table partners ;D
wo0ts~
they rock okay?
runzhong and zhengzhang rocks ;D
hahahaaha,
jacob and edward~
LOL!
i am going crazy again ;x
MAN,
I LOVE MY TABLE PARTNERS!!!! ;D
and yeah,
there was this time when the left side of the classroom,
have one candle fly to my chair there,
hanyu threw that candle at runzhong then in the end miss ma,
LOL!
damn funny,
but veh lame,
cause it's not good to throw things around when the teacher is teaching,
lols,
jingfei todae veh veh ..
i dont know how to use a proper word to describe leh,
argh!
yeah right,
i serve my purpose as a chairperson by doing that,
and he asked me this,
"do u feel like seeing me tomorrow?"
"no,"
"HAHAHAHAHA! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE! TMR I COMING TO SCHOOL! HAHAHA"
then hanyu and runzhong were at the side laughing like siao lor,
LOL!
damn funny lah,
LOLS!
HANYU!!!!!
@.@
how could you do that to me,
awww D;
kidding kidding ;D
hahahaha,
LOL,
i think i damn stupid todae,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOL!
and yeah,
if you dont understand how i felt,
if you dont understand anything,
please keep quiet,
you'll just make things worse,
i aint a dog,
you know what kind of person i am,
you know my level of tolerance,
i have dignity too,
just like how much the guys want theirs,
the above sentences sound like direct translation from chinese,
but that's not the main point,
dignity,
i dont know if i've used the right word,
but as far as i know,
dignity,
perhaps,
he was right,
these things only happen to girls,
not guys,
and that's the reason why,
i admire the guys,
and i really really do,
they can fight,
they can screw each other up,
but the next second,
you see them walking together and patting each other again,
i know i am exaggerating a bit,
lols,
this just shows,
how weak i am at handling relationships,
how low my level of tolerance is,
how screwed a person i am,
how much i've changed,
but i am not a dog,
i am not a dog,
i dont need to please anybody,
i dont have an owner,
or rather,
i dont even want an owner,
i dont need to obey anyone's orders,
the above doesnt applies to my parents or my elders,
thank you,
i know i've changed,
alot alot alot,
maybe until you cant even find the wanyi you see in me last year,
maybe i really changed,
not for the better,
but for the worse,
but have you ever wondered,
what caused that change?
i know revolutions just happen,
but in this case,
it's not that way,
i know i am veh easily influenced,
if you want examples,
i can list them down for you,
just call 62 35 35 35,
LOL,
kidding,
i am not a dog,
we shouldnt take what others give us for granted,
we shouldnt take advantage of what others sacrificed for us,
notice the word we,
includes myself okay? ;D
doesnt mean that people being nice to you,
means that you can take advantage of them,
i've neglected alot of my duties,
i've neglected alot of things,
my duty,
i am not going to repeat them again,
i know who i am,
i know what i am,
i know what i should do,
everything's a burden,
if i could shake it all off,
wo0ts~
^^
thank you geok,
for going to je with me,
sorry if i've made you neglect your friends,
ah geok is a really imaginative buddy of mine,
and everything sounds damn damn cool,
wo0ts~
thank you ah geok! ;D
and yeah geok,
is this post the kind of post you dont like?
o.o
i am too much like my dad,
that sometimes i really hate what i do,
holy,
why cant i have all my mum's chromosomes?
the reason why i felt guilty is,
i still have that 23 chromosomes from my mom,
or else,
i wont even bother to do anything,
i am not heartless,
i am not cold blooded,
i am a human too,
i am not a dog,
why am i like that?
perhaps i should go for counselling or something,
i realised,
sometimes,
things doesnt get better when you try to convince yourself that,
everything is going to be alright,
i shouldnt think that everything's my fault,
i shouldnt think negatively of myself,
i shouldnt think that everything's not my fault,
i shouldnt think that positively,
conclusion,
let's think neutrally,
lols,
i think i am just being stupid or something,
on the surface,
everything seems to be my fault,
but deep down inside,
i know,
i dont bear 100% of the responsibility,
runzhong,
"it's all your fault",
yeah right,
thank you,
YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD GO FOR CCA,
RUNZHONG!!!
U PROMISED ME,
SO MUST GO OKAY?
i just dont want to see you get screwed by sir,
AND
MOST IMPORTANTLY,
i dont wanna see my part b guys,
the rest of them,
being screwed,
my heart aches,
whenever i see my part b guys pump,
really,
aww,
perhaps,
i should say,
OUR part b guys,
zixian,
zixuan,
yiming,
zhenghan,
bon,
yeeyang,
you guys are really veh cute ;D
i still remember,
one day,
when i went swimming,
i saw eesheng,
LOL!
cool,
i think i am getting the hang of talking,
;D
yeah,
if you could read my mind,
;D
good job for that readers' response boy,
^^
thank you for everything todae,
thank you,
ily<3
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