dead beat

now i realise why i was so damn tired for the whole week,
i guess it's not because of lack of sleep,
it's maybe cause of ovulation =.=
you get what i mean?
LOL,

stupid hormones,
banana la,
=.=
and you know what?
I DIDNT PMS :D
OMG LOR~
it's like since we changed seats,
when i have my current table partners,
I DONT HAVE PMS :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
this shows how pro my table partners are~
omg,
i love runzhong and zhengzhang xD
heehee~

WTH,
YOU KNOW HOW TIRED I AM?
=.=
i am so freakin tired,
that i can just lie down anywhere and close my eyes,
then sleep till tmr afternoon,
D;

todae's lessons,
quite okay~
but todae last bio lesson le,
SOB,
physics gonna own my @$$ man,
T.T

todae..
PE was first lesson,
then quite fun la,
but being on the defensive side,
i cant really do anything,
i like playing the attacking side de :D
it's quite okay lor,
at least todae have guys play with me~ :D
heehee~
hanyu is real shuai when he play sports la xD
zai kia like him~~

bio lesson just go thru asg,
then next wednesday stay back take papers,
dont ask me for my marks if not i will get freakin pissed off and give you one tight slap,
NO LA,
KIDDING LA~~
depends on who asks for it :P
if it's SOMEONE right,
then i'm so sorry :P

recess,
SADDED,
stayed in class do the reply for du hou gan,
then you know what?
i spent 5 mins to chiong down to canteen,
then buy 3 siew mai,
chiong eat,
chiong up to class,
WAHSEH~
SO ZAI RIGHT?
and the siew mai almost made me burn my tongue T.T
sob sob sob

geog lesson was a total crap,
T.T

HCL lesson,
not bad la,
just go thru about the olympics stuff,
AND YANG LAO SHI CAME BACK TODAE :D
hahahhahaha!

computer lesson,
dont even feel like talking about it lor,
veh sian la =.=
and nicole is damn chio~ :D
hee~

lang arts,
did short story and THANK YOU MDM CHOO :D
heehee,
mdm choo helped us to find the theme for that story,
and i was like,
OMG LOR,
WHY I DIDNT THINK OF THAT,
and summore i go underline the keywords le,
then never see the theme there T.T
banana,
my brain really go haywire liao lor x.x

after that need go for CP photoshoot,
wait wait wait wait wait,
LOL,
stupid la,
then finally take photo le :D
HAHHAHAHAHA!
AND STAFF KENDRICK,STAFF FEEI AND CPL QIANHUI SO ZAI LA!!! :D
OMG,
THEY WEAR NUMBER 3 AND NUMBER 4 TAKE CP PHOTO :D
SO ZAI!!!
ITS LIKE WHOLE PHOTO THEY STAND OUT THE MOST LOR!!! :D
SEE,
NCC DE LEH~
so damn proud lor :D
hahahahhaaa,
and i realise that most chairpersons are from sports CCA de,
o.O
hmmm..

later was CCA,
dont even feel like talking about it,
seriously i simply feel like fainting,
=.=
and thank you staff shereen for the letter :D
it means so much to me,
omg lor,
it's like i cried like 4 times this year cause of NCC T.T

"if staff can do so much,i can do better"

staff wants me to be stronger,
AND I WILL BE :D
sometimes i am just cry damn easily,
but for a reason,
yeah,
and crying is a form of releasing stress,
but it just shows how weak your heart is,
i'm training my heart :D
i will be stronger :D
thank you staff (:

that's all for todae,

AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST TABLE PARTNER EVER~!!!!


HAPPY

BELATED

BIRTHDAY

RUNZHONG :D

:D:D

30 is a nice number :D
HAHAHHAHAHA
i’ve been like saying that for months o.O
cause,
30 is really a nice number :D

sometimes,
i really love 2e like siao :D
hee,

todae was a real tiring but real funny day,
was like practically laughing for the whole day,
mostly at guys,
cause guys are jokers,
NOT ALL,
but MOST are :P

hmm..
this morning was half dead,
slept on the bus,
like some pig and i didnt wanna get up lor,
SIAN~~
x.x

then morning assembly in class was like BANANA LA,
WHAT THE HELL LOR,
the below may be really offensive,
EARLY IN THE MORNING,
NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG,
SO EVERYTHING MY FAULT LA?
BANANA..
nag nag nag nag nag,
NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG,
=.=
...
I KNOW I AM BEING VEH RUDE LA,
BUT EVEN MY OWN MOTHER DONT NAG AT ME LIKE THAT LOR,
BANANA..
every single piece of paper on the floor is mine,
whatever,
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?

WE ARE NOT THEIR SLAVES PLEASE,
BANANA..
=.=

and i wondered when did i start to roll my eyes...
=.=
okay,
i know i am being real childish and stupid T.T
but that freakin spoilt my whole mood in the morning,
ZzZzzZzZzZz..

after that crappish morning assembly in class,
and i didnt even recite any of the lines of that recollections =.=
dont feel like opening my mouth at all =.=..
OKAY,
AFTER THAT,
WE WENT FOR MUSIC,

and mrs tan wasnt in school,
so..
got this nice nice male teacher come,
quite shuai la,
but,
too skinny o.O
but he really damn nice de lo :D
hahahaha!

MUSIC WAS SO SCREWED,
and i really wanna thank kaisong :D
hee,
he taught me how to write the solfege notes :D
wahahhaha! :D
THANK YOU KAISONG~
I LOVE YOU :3
:D

cause the 5 of us dont know anything about music,
AND I SWEAR I AM SO GOING TO LEARN PIANO WHEN I GROW UP,
like when i am in university? o.O
or maybe after that,
:D
MAYBE IN JC I GO JOIN A PERFORMING ARTS CCA LA,
THEN CAN LEARN MUSIC FOR FREE :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!
BUT I WONT WANNA STAY IN AIR CON ROOM FOR THE WHOLE DAY =.=
so i rather join sports CCA o.o..
okay..
i was saying we dont know anything about music,
so we stoned there,
and i dont know what else we can do =.=
so we stoned and stoned,
and then after all the stoning,
the guys were gone,
T.T
kaisong came and then he said he could help us :D
YAY~~~ xD
then he teach me all those music stuff and blah blah blah,
OMG LA,
KAI SONG IS DAMN NICE LOR :D
hee~ :D
at least i can understand a bit now,
just dont know how to sing,
that's all T.T..

OMG I THINK WE NEED TO MEET UP DURING THE WEEKENDS LIAO LA =.=
and summore CID havent even finish the schedule,
BANANA LA,
WTH,
STILL HAVE FLASH,
SO DAMN SCREWED FLASH =.=
BANANA,
ASK THE BANANA GO JUMP LA =.=

AND YEAH! :D
THANK YOU TO JINGJING,FELICIA,NOVIA AND JIAHUI :D
they helped us too leh~ :D
hee,
thanks peeps! :D
hahahahaha,
LOVE YOU GIRLS :3

OMG :D:D:D:D
i was like so happy during music,
:D

you know when we first started to form groups right,
i was thinking,
how the hell can we like compose music..
then zhihe said we could learn,
although it looks like it's impossible right,
now all these proves that it's possible :D
but,
still..
umm..
really hard x.x

OKAY,
AFTER MUSIC WAS ..
BIO,
too bad dont have sexual reproduction theory anymore D;
AWWWW~~~
aiya,
bio veh boring,
just go thru asg only =.=

recess,
went to eat with 2e peeps,
yepps :D
quite fun la,
alvin was just being real disgusting T.T
then novia and felicia were like.. umm.. disgusted? o.O
i was watching a movie,
so i preferred to shut up and just watch + listen,

i wonder if i have a phobia of talking when alot of people are around =.=

after recess was..
um..
HCL :D
YANG LAO SHI NEH COME AGAIN D;
OMG LOR,
sian..
when yang lao shi doesnt come to school,
HCL lessons are so boring D;
awww,
YANG LAO SHI FASTER COME BACK TO SCHOOL AHHH :D
then did some crap li jie wen da =.=

after chinese was malay,
LOL!
WAS DAMN FUNNY LA,
HAHAHHAHAHA,
we got a new malay teacher,
she was like so damn fierce when she walked into the class,
cause she started yelling at people,
but when she started the lesson,
EVERYTHING WAS JUST FANTASTIC :D
WAHHAHAHAHHAHA!
cause she call 2e peeps to stand up to answer questions ma,
then jingfei's answer was the most funniest of all,
LOL!
and terence's answer was real zai la!
LOL!
OMG DAMN FUNNY :DHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA :D
i love todae's malay lesson lor :D
had so much fun xD
hahahhaahaha

later was lang arts T.T
fainted,
OMG LA,
i shout "qi li" until voice break @.@
the first time i shout,
no effect,
second time i shout voice break T.T
then the class burst into laughter,
OMG LOR :D
THE FIRST TIME I MADE SO MANY PEOPLE LAUGH :D
hahahhahaha!
i was like so retarded and stupid x.x
BUT DAMN FUNNY,
i cant imagine how did i voice break until like,
the "li" become so high pitched,
LOL!
DAMN FUNNY LA,
CANT STOP LAUGHING,
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :D
then mdm choo was like laughing too :D
OMG~
hahahhaahahha :D
i feel a great sense of satisfication :D
hee~
this was the first time,
cause you know i am like such a boring person de lor,
never make people laugh before de T.T
and i shout for like so many times,
in NCC or in class,
like so many times le,
first time voice break,
LOL!
DAMN FUNNY LA,
CANT IMAGINE IF ONE DAY NCC ACTIVITY I TIME UNTIL VOICE BREAK,
LOL!
i think the specs will laugh like siao lor T.T
hahahhahaha xD
it was a great experience :D
hee~

later in the lesson right,
we did about the short story,
yepps,
quite boring la,
but when i think about how stupid i was,
the lesson became like so,
interesting :D
hee~

after lang arts was maths,
OMG,
:D:D:D:D:D:D
OMG~~~
you know what,
i was feeling really damn happy,
as in,
REALLY VERY VERY HAPPY,
it's the great sense of happiness in my heart,
not for myself,
but for my classmates,
the ones i know who improved like siao :D
and i asked myself on my way home,
when did i start to feel happy for others? :D
OMG,
i see people improve like siao,
:D
and i felt damn happy,
so so so so so so happy that they did it :D
for example,
my table partner,
mr ostrich,
LOL!
i think i smacked him or something O.O..
LOL,
or did i not?
HAHAHHAHA,
OMG RUNZHONG DAMN ZAI LA :D
wo0ts~
GOOD JOB :D:D:D:D:D:D
WAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
OMG RUNZHONG ROCKS LA,
:D:D:D:D
AND YESH,
you know when ms choo asked us to call the people who improved to stand up,
i feel like shouting alvin's name ;D
OMG LOR,
OMG OMG OMG,
:D:D:D:D
RUNZHONG AND ALVIN ROCKS :D
jiayou guys! :D
CONGRATULATIONS xD
HAHAHHAHAHA,

anyways,
if you think the above is real crappish,
then,
I HAVE NO COMMENTS,
but i really feel real happy :D

it doesnt matter how much i score,
because,
exams are just an estimation of our knowledge,
we may make careless mistakes in our exam,
and the score gets lower,
but in fact,
we know how to do it,
and we have that knowledge,
so :D,
sounds like i've violated somebody's copyright law,
because i read it on someone's blog,
about something like that :D
hee,
it made an influence on me :D
hee,
DONT SUE ME FOR VIOLATING COPYRIGHT LAW PLEASE~~~ (:

after maths,
DISMISS!!!!!!
WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHHAA :D

kaisong came and give me this handphone strap or sth like that,
he said he got it from ngee ann yesterday de,
so he gimme one o.O
i was like O.O..
hahahaha,
it feels real cool,
cause,
in my 14 years of life..
kaisong was the first guy,
who gave me something T.T
omg,
i real pathetic la,
sob sob sob,
SO GUYS,
SEE HOW FORTUNATE YOU ARE?
so many girls give presents on ur bdae or on valentine's day,
I HAVE NOTHING =.=
THANK YOU KAISONG ANYWAYS :D
hahahaha :D

then the guys were like crapping and crapping,
and brandon from 2D de,
come into 2E,
and play with the guys,
LOL,
damn funny la,
they were like playing,
catching x.x...
LOL!
damn funny la,
LOL,
guys are just guys~
:D
and some guys are just so cute :D

after doing all those crap,
i zao home lo,
if not what can i do?O.O
when i got to the bus stop,
97 came :D
LOL,
i remember how stupid i was to call for the bus last time =.=
so i boarded the bus..
i was like staring aimlessly out of the window,
for the whole trip,
i feel like sleeping,
but cant,
thinking,
and i asked myself,
why dont i talk?
o.O
nothing to say then dont talk lo,
is there anything wrong?

and,
i am not your toy,
i am not for you to toy with,
so i dont need to make myself "playable",
and FUN,
i am a boring person,
and i aint fun,
i am just like that,
is there anything wrong with me?

i've seen things like that,
about "toys",
once people get tired of them,
they just throw them somewhere,
and wont even take a look at them after they throw them away,
i'd rather not be one,
like them,

maybe it's because,
the feeling of being hurt just sucks,
like who likes to be hurt right?

when i sense something wrong,
i would rather just walk away on my own,
who cares if i will be lonely or not,
at least,
i know what’s the best for myself,

do you call that MY principles or what?
o.O
i live with them :D

i feel real tired,
AND THERE'S CCA TMR,
wah die,
sure have C&C de,
i never even kenna once before,
so...
I AM REAL SORRY IF I SCREWED UP D;
WEELY DAMN ZAI FOR C&C LA,
all correct leg and command shout veh loud~
ZAI! :D
hahahhaha,
i love weely man :D
hehe,
i am so tired,

and i need so li jie wen da,
LA short story presentation stuff,
and music...
later then i discuss..
okay la,
that's all for todae,
:D

hahahhaa,
i zao le,
bye,

T.T

i want to have brains,
but not just brains,
and not only brains,

todae,
someone really special told me something,
it was really meaningful,
:D
thank you (:

i've found my reason for saying that it isnt everything,
(:
so what if we score a good grades now and cant do anything in the society?

lols,
i find myself so hopeless,
what else can i do other than doing what i am doing everyday?

i shall think about it more,
before i come to a conclusion,
and state my stand,

todae,
i drank coffee again,
for the sake of maths test,
and if it werent for that cup of coffee,
i can tell you that i am really going to faint this morning,
T.T


for the whole day my eyes were like closing,
but my mind was conscious,
really conscious,
and what's before my eyes,
were so blurr..
and the light which shone into the classroom was so damn bright,
LOL,
sounds like an essay o.O
but it's really real irritating,
i am so damn tired but the caffeine in my body keeps me awake,

history was the first lesson,
and..
it was quite okay,
if i pissed you off,
i'm sorry,
because,
i dont like to stick to one particular person,
because i am not some superglue wanyi,
it feels great to work with people whom you dont really work with,
and when you can help that person out,
you should help,
and not to just make fun of that person and despise him/her,
yes,
and it was really fun to work with hanyu,jingfei and jennshyang (:
then i realise that hanyu is really damn shuai~ :33
hee~

later was maths test,
my 5 marks POOF because i skipped that question 5 T.T
just hope that i can get my A1 back,
i got no idea what happened to my maths,
it used to be one of my strongest subjects,
:/

hcl,
talked about "nie nie zu",
LOL,
sounds damn sick @.@
then just crap lo,
nothing really much T.T

recess,
was real crappish,
cause in the middle of recess we have phototaking,
but everyone havent even eat,
banana la..
=.=...
and then stephanie go talk to the ..
umm..
photographer O.O..
then he gave us more time to eat,
ya..

then..
we had phototaking..
and i did something really stupid,
when the photos come le,
i dont know what will happen,
T.T


AND MRS TAN SAY MY HAIR MESSY =.=
BANANA LA,
i go stare into the mirror for 3 seconds,
I DONT FIND ANYTHING MESSY ABOUT MY HAIR LA =.=
BANANA..
and then mrs look said my hair was strange in the morning,
when terence and i went to check the phototaking schedule,
strange and messy,
well~
that's my style,
CANNOT MEH?
=.=
banana,
i think my hair not messy lor =.=...
and i love my hair :P

and yeah,
this is something really random,
yesterday have CCA,
then drill for the whole act,
i have sunburn at my neck there,
behind my neck,
for the first time it was burnt and red,
cause i tied my hair,
T.T
it was like so stupid la,
one big burnt and red circle around my neck @.@..

after phototaking,
was lang arts,
did haiku :D
HAHAHHAHA,
OMG LOR :D
ZHENGHAN AND I WROTE ABOUT NCC DE :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA!
zhenghan write about pumping and i wrote about drills :D
OMG WE LOVE NCC LIKE SIAO~~
:D:D:D:D:D

"beads of water rolling down,
standing tall, looking proud,
landed one solid bang,"

then mdm choo say i writing about the rain,
BANANA LA,
have water doesnt mean is rain can?
=.=...
ONE SOLID BANG~
hee~
my passion for ncc is FOREVER BURNING~ xD

i was freakin tired for champs,
then we learnt about money,
this was when that special person told me something,
(:
to tell the truth,
i didnt like the champs workshop,
and the stock market was the best part,
because,
it really made us use our brains and think,
and all these doesnt require things from our textbooks,
i admire felicia and alvin :D
really,
(:
from the bottom of my heart,
i really admire them,
can only use one word to describe them,
ZAI,

it's time i really look at the world,
how much others know and i dont know,
i shouldnt be reading what's in the textbooks anymore,
because,
when we grow up,
those textbooks can be used as toilet paper =.=
we dont need them anymore,
when we go out to work,
everything changes,

it doesnt mean that you'll possess everything you have now,
i want to find myself back,
the wanyi i used to be (:
i do things for the sake of doing,
i dont need to care how others think of me,
as long as i know i already did my best,
i know i've did it,

does the result matter so much?
does it?

how much i've screwed up,
how much i score in the end,
what's the decimal..
so what?

maybe life's like that,
we change with our surroundings,
with the people we meet,
with the kind of environment,

i've changed alot alot,
if confining myself would work,
why cant i try it?

the more we know that person,
the more we start to see flaws in them,
the problem is,
can we accept them?


people change,
people take things for granted,
human nature?

so is being self-centred..
human nature too?
if i'd always thought of only me and myself,
i guess i did,
i've never spared a thought for others,
must change it,

it's good be to selfish sometimes,
we give and take,
yes,
but,
what if,
you have already given your everything,
and in the end,
you take nothing back,
isnt that pathetic?
give and take,
some people just take and they dont give,

if you dont understand the situation,
can you please stop making assumptions?
and can you listen to us?
even though we can speak a little soft,
but can you please make an effort to listen to us,
it's your duty to do so,
i suppose,

i am not criticising anyone,
i am just typing out what i felt,
then..

we're the students,
listen to us,
could you?


what've i done wrong?
or i've been too sensitive,
your angry glare,
if you found a problem in me,
i dont know,
i wouldnt have the courage to ask you,
"is there anything wrong with me? did i do anything wrong? can you please tell me?",
i dont have the courage to ask you that,
i dont,
i really dont,
but why?
is it because of biasness?
is it?
i know my ___ ___ sucks,
but,
it doesnt mean that i dont have the heart to learn,
if i've utterly disappointed you,
what have i done wrong?

i'm sorry,
i just need to know the reason,

they always say,
"if you dont tell us,we cant help you",
so now,
i wanna say,
"if you dont tell us, we wont even know what's wrong",

if i could read people's mind like Edward,
if i have the ability to do so..
(:

well,
i am feeling real tired,

let's hope the english presentation goes well,
if we all do our part,
we'll do well,
i hope so,

it's like taking a risk,
to know them better,
or to screw myself up,


okay,
there's music tmr,
and i really hope we can come up with a nice piece of music,
3 ncc cadets,
1 track,
1 volleyball,
if the module wasnt music,
but drills,
we'll own :D

AND BANANA LA,
WTH,
NCC WHOLE UNIT DONT HAVE TAKE CCA PHOTO,
BANANA LA,
WTH,
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG LA,
OUR UNIT LIKE 160 CADETS,
CANNOT FIT INTO ONE PHOTOGRAPH MEH?
JUST MAKE LIKE 5 LAYERS FOR US TO STAND LA,
BANANA..
EVEN NPCC AND SJAB ALSO HAVE THEIR UNIT PICTURE,
WHY CANT NCC HAVE LA,
BANANA LA,
WTH,
BANANA..
IF NCC TAKE UNIT PHOTO,
IT'LL BE THE COOLEST AND BEST CCA PICTURE EVER!!!
YOU'LL SEE ALL THE NCC CADETS IN NUMBER 3 AND NUMBER 4,
OMG!!!!!!!!!
AND IT'S LIKE THE WHOLE RV NCC UNIT,
BOYS AND GIRLS UNITS COMBINE INTO RVNCC UNIT,
OMG OMG OMG~!!!!!
OH MY GOD...
WTH LA,
BANANA LA,
NO UNIT PHOTO..

160 is the estimated value of the number of cadets anyways,
cause,
there are 4 parts in rvncc unit,
alpha,bravo,charlie,delta,
then have split guys and girls,
so total is 8 parts,
and then each part have almost 20 cadets,
so 8x20 = 160,
:D
OMG LA,
OUR UNIT SO ZAI :D
NCC ROCKS LIKE NOTHING ELSE,

AND I CANT IMAGINE HOW COOL AND ZAI OUR UNIT PHOTO WILL BE,
IF WE EVER TAKE A WHOLE RVNCC UNIT PHOTO,
XD

=.=

WTH,
banana that stupid bio asg,

I AM REALLY DAMN TIRED,
BYEBYE =.=

my life feels so screwed up,
T.T

and i seriously hate lang arts to the core =.=..
ARGH,
just hate it,

all the above aint offensive,
thanks :D

presentation,
story,
bio,
essay,

coming up,
maths,
presentation,
blah blah blah,

JUST LET ME TAKE A REST CAN?
or rather,
US,

WTH,
this is the reason why students wanna go and jump la,
=.=
ZzZzZzzzZzz..

BYE BYE LA,
=.=

:D

hello everyone~
todae's post wont be long cause,
i got headache todae for the whole day,
and i cant rmb what i do le T.T

LOL!
todae quite happy la :D
although i am real tired x.x
lols,

morning as usual,
then..

hcl,
yang lao shi finally came back and we crapped about jian bao x.x

science~
OMG
sexual reproduction~
everyone was like so interested and we were like giggling la!
LOL!
damn funny xD
kids like us nowadays hor..
tsktsktsk :X
heehee~
but i dont know why leh,
the parts of the male and female reproductive organs right,
so much more easier to memorise than the plant parts leh~ :P
HAHAHHAHAHAA

recess,
ate with 2e peeps,
then.. i zao library,

CID..
quite boring todae,
and we need do alot of stuffs leh T.T

maths,
did spheres todae x.x

history,
talk about china again,
then ms teo nowadays veh veh veh happy de lor,
teach halfway will laugh laugh laugh de,
so cute :D
hee,

geog,
did india air pollution,
and my tablepartner was like "x.x",
LOL,
veh funny la xD

after school,
went library do maths ws 7c,
damn cold inside,
was like shivering T.T

then went to je with huiwen,
i zao library and in the end dint find the book i wanted,
T.T

and i need buy hairnet and then i realise i am left with like 50cents =.=
ZzZzZ..
so i went home lo,
=.=
sadded,
later going jp again,
lols,

i no mood blog todae la T.T
i going out now =.=

LOL

hmm,
something totally cheered my day up (:
hahaha,

i dont know why lor,
small little things can either make me emo totally or make me happy like siao :D
just small little things :D
HAHAHAHAHHAA

"if i became a guy,
it would be weely"

i like that statement :D
haha,

you know what,
todae i slept till 2.30pm,
and my mom was freakin pissed off,
she yelled "CHEN WAN YI NI QI LAI LIAO HOR! SAN DIAN LIAO HAI SHUI!"
then she go switch off the fan and chiong out of my room,
LOL
it's like 2.30 only she say 3 o'clock,
hahahhaha,
yalor i sleep until so late o.O
actually is real normal for a saturday,
cause of sleep debt,
thanks to our stupid school,
make me have sleep debt of like 3 hours a day,
SO ON SATURDAY I RETURN MY BODY THE DEBTS LA,
and i still owe my body 8 hours of sleep o.O
neh mind~
later i return can le :D
HAHAAHHAHAHA!
and my mom was really pissed off,
LOL
dont care lo~
tonight i pretend i go sleep and maple in my room with the lights off can le :P
heehee~
and i will DC halfway while mapling cause my dad will switch off wireless connection =.=
F7..

and todae,
i really no voice le,
D;
cant even sing,
and i was sneezing since yesterday,
so crap la,
my stupid nose,
THANKS TO AIR POLLUTION =.=
i have sensitive nose de lor,
and the bio lab air so dirty,
my nose was itching like siao yesterday in the lab,
=.=...
OMG I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING LIKE YESTERDAY!!
it feels ULTRA SHUANG MAN :D
no more troubles,
shouting is a damn good form of releasing stress (:
hahahhaa,
AND I LOVE NCC LIKE SIAO~~
and i am really damn damn damn proud to be in NCC :D

i wanna sing~
o.O
english songs i cant make it =.=
and composing songs,
100% CMI,
cant-make-it,
=.=
WL,
stupid lor the music project,
HOW?
tell me la,
3 NCC cadets,
1 volleyball,
1 track,
fainted,
HAHAHHAHAA
OUR GROUP ALL UG AND SPORTS DE,
LOL,
that was random,
for aesthetics need performing arts people =.=
WTH LA,
unless sports/UG peeps go learn music lo,
if not,
suka suka la :P
i hate that stupid project man,
and lang arts presentation =.=
sucks la,
WTH,

from todae onwards,
i am going to hate lang arts like shyt,
=.=

if A levels hav chinese paper and no english paper,
T.T

WTH LA,
I DELAY CID FOR ONE DAY LIAO,
xiao lao shi going kill me on monday,
so i better go do now x.x
bye,
and later i going maple :P

12

in 3 mins,
my mom is going to whack me like some dog,
lols,
kiddin,
my mom doesnt whack me,
lols,
just randoming,

i was just thinking,
if there were someone who will listen to me,
do i even need this blog?

i know i cant counter your words,
because whatever you say makes sense,
and you have that firm stand of yours,
so it's real hard to talk to you like a close friend,

i realise that i have like only,
a few close friends?
and one of them is a guy,
my best-table partner ever :D
you know who he is kay?
mr ostrich (:
the others,
maybe 2 of my platoon mates,

talking at the same level,
talking real easily and with no criticism,
maybe small bickers are allowed (:
:D
arent friends supposed to be like that?

what that was lost,
is lost,
and i'll never get it back again,

dont you forget me,
mr ostrich,

you know when i was in p4,
i had this real close tablepartner too,
vino chew yi ren,
still remember his name eh?
:D
it's just like the same thing,
now,
in secondary school,

tablepartner,
another nice guy,
(:

then there was this day,
when i saw vino outside west grove school gate,
he saw me,
and i saw him,
yes,
we still remember each other,
i am really glad he did (:
but we werent so close anymore,

so people gets separated,
and they drift away,
just so easily,

just a friend,
(:
a friend like you,
is real hard to find,

worst and best (:

todae,
i had my greatest downs and ups in the whole week,
both on the same day,
fantastic isnt it?

i dont know what did i do wrong,
people seem to be pissed with me,
but if the reason is that i am being anti-social,
then,
i have no comments,

todae,
was a real tiring day but an EXTREMELY FUN DAY!
AND I FOUND MY GREATEST PASSION FOR NCC BACK AGAIN!
I REALLY LOVE NCC LIKE HELL MAN :D

let's start with my long long day (:
morning i didnt drink coffee,
so i felt damn sleepy and i really slept on the bus,
i was like 100% hibernating then shuying hit my hand when she saw zhengzhang,
then i woke up,
i thought reach school liao leh,
then i look outside window,
its not school lor,
then i look at shuying,
she wasnt looking at me,
then i looked around,
and saw my table partner,
i was like so sleepy la,
cant even see zhengzhang clearly,
lols,
waved and then went back to sleep,

reach school,
a whole lot of crap,

pe,
veh fun thanks to veronica! ;D
it's always damn fun when i work with veron de lor~
love her man :3
hehe,
and i think veron veh veh sweet leh,
haha (:
then todae practiced netball,
fun is fun la,
lols,
alvin kenna attacked by balls during the lesson,
haha,

this is something random~
if i were a guy right,
I SAID IF..
i were a guy,
my girlfriend right,
SURE IS WEELY DE :D
omg lor,
i can imagine right,
i am a guy and i looking for girlfriend,
weely will be the one i will woo lor (:
hehe,

bio lesson,
mr see was really happy lor,
can see from his face,
i think mr see is just like me,
when we're unhappy,
people can see,
and if we're happy,
they will know that we are happy de,
LOL!
we're books that people can read easily :X

recess,
ate with jennshyang,
and i think i shouldnt talk so much,
although is considered little to other people,
so that jennshyang will talk to me,
lols,

geog,
real funny,
esp when jingfei stepped out to scold the bad CFCs,
CFC=Terence,
hahaha,
he very cute lor :D
not bad la the play,
veh funny (:

hcl,
yang lao shi sick neh come school again D;
sob,
i miss yang lao shi man :/
and then right,
have this teacher come into class,
what the hell la please,
ask us read books and i read until sleep,
i was like reading and reading,
cause the "zuo he de chao ji ah ma" book,
that whole second part of the book right,
hong lao shi told me the story before de la,
read le also sian,
so i read until i fell asleep,
and most of the class was asleep too,
when lesson over right,
that tch picked on me cause i never shout "qi li",
and she say i go see "zhou gong",
from what i know la,
"zhou gong" is someone who got to do with ghosts de,
=.=..
it's like so crap la =.=
ZzzZzZzZzz..
forget it,
it's like not the first time i kenna picked on liao,
kenna scolded in NCC for like almost 2 years,
already used to it,
this sort of things,
forget it lo,

computer lesson,
hmm..
was crapping with zhenghan :D
hehe,
then did some crap on the computer,
lesson over =.=

lang arts,
i dont wanna elaborate,
cause it's the short story test,
and it's really a disaster,
i think i am going to score badly,
but at least spare me a pass can?
T.T
and i dont know why,
mdm choo seemed to be really pissed with me :/

CCA!
after the test right,
i was damn demoralised la,
then i was freakin scared,
i'm sorry to give that face my dearest platoon mates :/
and i saw something which totally dampened my mood,
but when i think about it,
it's actually nothing,
it just simply shows what kind of character that person has,
what has that got to do with me?
sometimes i just feel that i am blind or something,

let's start with CCA then,
LET ME TELL YOU MAN!
TODAE CCA ACTIVITY ROCKS LIKE NOTHING ELSE~
it made me TOTALLY FORGET ABOUT THAT STUPID LANG ARTS TEST,
SHOO MAN!
DAMN TEST =.=

AND NOW I NO MORE VOICE LIAO!!!
TODAE SHOUT TOO MUCH LE!!
OMG OMG OMG!
THIS FEELS DAMN COOL LA,
I SO LONG NEVER SHOUT LIKE SO LOUD LIAO,
i think i practically shout until my blood vessels going to burst or something,

I LOVE NCC SO MUCH!

todae we did PT,
(:
DAMN FUN LA~
DO WITH PART As,
and Part As NOT BAD WOR,
GOT PEOPLE KEEP TAKING INITIATIVE :D
i remember last year when bravo still alpha that time right,
we always kenna scolded cause no initiative x.x
hee,
that was in the past~
now we all grow up alot alot le!
hehe,

PT was DAMN FUN!
:D
cause too long neh do PT le,
THE FEELING OF SWEATING INSIDE-OUT,
only one word can describe,
SHUANG,

we did the following sets if i remember correctly,
AND I WAS THE TIMER FOR THE EXERCISES~
WAHSEH~
DAMN COOL LA,
THE FEELING OF SHOUTING IS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN COOL!
WAHSEH~
I LOVE THE FEELING OF SHOUTING AND BEING LOUD!
LIKE A GUY~ :D
hehe,
i wish i could shout like Staff Kendrick (:
hehe,
last time Staff Feei said when Staff Kendrick is chair person right,
he shout "qi li" and "xing li" until the whole block can hear de leh!
I SHALL TRY THAT ON MONDAY!
although i already think i shout quite loud everyday le o.O
but not to my 100%,
todae i really gave all my energy to shout as loud as i can :D
i've already reached my maximum volume le! :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

OH YA!
BACK TO PT SETS! :D

1st BX;
warm up
80 jumping jacks
25 pumpings
25 crunches

2nd BX;
60 jumping jacks
20 pumpings
tabletops x2 singing NCC song

running;
4 rounds of track with cheers

FEEL SO SHUANG,
todae's PT veh slack x.x
BUT SWEAT LIKE HELL LOR!
last time right,
when we alpha that time right,
we used to do so much more lor!
we do until we wanna die like that,
but todae after the PT,
FEEL SO SHUANG! XD
the energy was like rushing through my body,
AND I RAN THE 4 ROUNDS WITHOUT STITCH!
OMG~
and cheering while running damn cool la!
:D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

then PT that time right,
NPCC was like right smack infront of us looking at us do PT x.x..
lols,
but i feel real shuang for some reason :P

CAUSE NCC ROCKS THE MOST,
AND NCC IS THE BEST BEST BEST BEST CCA EVER!
:D
I LOVE NCC!
I LOVE NCC!
I LOVE NCC!
:D:D:D:D:D

and yeah,
when we forming groups,
i think i real stupid,
sorry huigeok D;
cause i see wrongly have how many rows then i call geok form another row,
in the end need spilt everything D;
sob,
sorry geok :/

after PT right,
we PLAYED CAPTAIN'S BALL!
OMG LA,
SO COOL! :D
i used what i learnt in netball for the game,
real effective man O.O
LOL!
so cool la :D
hahahaha,
and todae i neh miss any balls :D
hehe,
i always be the captain for some reason,
O.o..
LOL!
hahaha,
i can catch the balls is actually the ones who threw the ball damn zai lor!
AND WHEN WE PLAYING ONE GAME RIGHT,
WEINI THREW THE BALL LIKE HALF A COURT AWAY,
and i was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!",
i reached out my hands infront and then i caught the ball!
LOL!
SO COOL LA,
OMG OMG OMG!! :D
IT'S LIKE HALF COURT AWAY!
WEINI DAMN ZAI LAA :D:D:D:D
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH!

after captain's ball is last parade le D;
AWWWW..

after last parade right,
Sir Alan Ho asked us to squeeze,
then he make announcement,
the delta going step down le D;
awww..
then we did cheers AS A WHOLE NCC COMPANY!!!
alpha+bravo+charlie+delta,
TOTAL OWNAGE MAN!
NCC IS LIKE THE LOUDEST OF ALL LOR,
SO DAMN COOL LA,
NCC ROCKS LIKE NOTHING ELSE!!! XD
cause the delta specs stepping down,
so sir want them do cheer,
LOL!
STAFF KENDRICK VEH FUNNY LA,
DO THE WATER PARADE CHEER!
HAHAHAHHAHHAHA!
NCC GUYS ALL LIKE THAT DE LOR XD
HAHAHHAHAHA!
AND IT'S REAL COOL LA!
HAHAHHAHA,
then after that right,
it's time for alpha+bravo+charlie do cheers for delta le :D
LOL!
DAMN FUNNY AGAIN!
THE PART C SERGEANT LED THE CHEER,
DAMN FUNNY!

the cheer is here! :D

"BOB THE BUILDER~"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"CAN WE FIX IT?"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"BOB THE BUILDER~"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"YES WE CAN!"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"TELETUBBIES~"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"TINKY WINKY"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"TIPSY"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"LALA"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"PO"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"TELETUBBIES"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"TELETUBBIES"
alpha+bravo+charlie*echo*
"SAY!~"
alpha+bravo+charlie: "HELLO!"

LOL!
DAMN FUNNY LOR!!!
SIR WAS LIKE LAUGHING ANG LAUGHING!!
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!
NCC GUYS ARE THAT ZAI~
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA!

OMG~
I LOVE NCC :D:D:D:D:D

then after the meeting is emo session le,
dont wanna repeat that D;
cause really very sad :/

i cry veh easily de lor,
you just let me see people cry then i will cry liao x.x
D;
then right,
really veh veh veh sad,
i will miss the delta specs de! (:

then after that was all crap crap crap crap..

until we got onto the bus,
and now i am really worried that the other passengers going complain to RV again,
saying "7 RV girls creating havoc in bus 97",
LOL!
vanessa was like crapping with all of us and make us laugh like mad,
i really admire her lor!
REALLY~
I THINK VANESSA IS DAMN ZAI LA :D
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
she can make people laugh so easily de :D
hehe,
love her man :D
hahahaha,

i am damn tired,
so i go le,

I LOVE NCC!
:D

bye,

lols

todae morning i asked my mom to make coffee for me (:
cause i was freakin tired so i need some caffeine to keep me alert,
lols,
and it really worked for the whole day leh,
SO COOL LOR!
I SHALL DRINK COFFEE EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
WAHHAHAHHAHAH,
kidding la,
if everyday drink then my whole body screw le lor,
LOL!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAHUI!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHUYING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE!

haha,
then next week hanee's bdae le (:

todae was really crappish,
only maths was not that boring lor,

it always sucks to enter the music room,
=.=
and somemore we need compose music this time round,
wahseh,
GG liao T.T

bio test,
i dont know la,
AT LEAST LET ME GET A 30/35 CAN?
T.T

recess,
what the hell did i do ah?
i was like learning ting xie,
go photocopy the short story,
and putting up the chinese article du hou gan by the guys,
i shant be mean,
so i left one more blank space for our dear number 23 (:
hee,

hcl,
ting xie,
all went quite smoothly la,
the teacher pissed lor,
and is it okay for the cp to tell white lies?
its cause we dont want to make things worse then like that de ba,
and when i look back right,
i did the same thing for last time lang arts lesson,
and i realise that i have no right to accuse people,

malay,
crap lesson,
lol,

lang arts,

was real crappish,

and i was pissed off,

cause mdm choo keep misinterpreting what my group is going to say,

CRAP LA,

=.=..

and she like dont want to listen to us one lor,

sadded...

T.T

i know we not very good la,

but can listen to us or not?

it's not like we all dont put in effort or whatever what,

and we have the heart to learn de lor,

triple sighs,

maths,

did area and volume for cones,

that's all,

after school i stayed till 5pm with huiwen,

lols,

she really cute la,

and she keep asking me accompany her go vivo,

but i die also dont want,

sorry ah huiwen,

but i really dont want,

:/

and the auntie come "chase" us outta classroom,

so we went study corner,

watch alvin and stephanie run with their track people,

DAMN COOL LA!

OMG~~

IT FEELS SO DAMN COOL TO WATCH THEM CHIONG LA :D

HAHHAHAHAAHAHHA!

and i dont know lor,

i feel so anti social nowadays,

and i feel inferior to people,

did i use the correct word or something?

inferior..

something like that la,

and i just dont want to get influenced anymore,

mostly by girls,

not all girls,

but some,

i dont like the way they look at things,

but i aint going to criticise them or whatever,

so i'd rather stand aside and stay neutral,

when i talk to some people,

i just feel a kind of virus entering my mind,

and my own brain can detect the virus or something,

or is it that my brain has spyware or whatever crap programme,

can detect virus de,

LOL,

i know it's crap la,

but i just feel like that,

maybe it's cause i am being real anti-social then like that ba,

but..

IT DEPENDS ON WHO IS THE ONE TALKING TO ME LA,

LOL!

if it's a guy,

then everything doesnt really matter bah,

cause guys are guys,

they dont hijack or hack your mind with weird weird stuff,

except for polluting your mind with sick stuff,

not referring to ALL guys but..

most right?

(:

haha,

now,

that's the end of all crap,

let's emo now,

:/

even hanyu says so,

i envy you too (:

some people are just so so so so so lucky,

but they just dont understand,

i've seen and i've felt it before,

if i were to put myself in their shoes,

i would have understood i guess,

(:

the one being loved,

is the luckiest person ever,

maybe love is being able to love and be loved,

like you give love,

and you take in love,

maybe i can say that it feels bitter to love someone sometimes..

but if you have the love that people give you,

you gain all the happiness which makes do for the bitterness,

hmm,

something like that la,

you see ah,

even a guy can envy a girl liao lor,

how lucky can she be? (:

haha,

and the below may be just total crap,

DID YOU KNOW?..

LOL,

lame la,

i realise that runzhong is like,

always being talked to by wanyi and zhengzhang O.O

WTH LOR,

SO POPULAR,

HAVE PEOPLE SNATCHING TO TALK TO YOU LEH RUNZHONG~

zai lor you,

ZAI LA,

so zai for what?

AND RUNZHONG VEH BAD LEH!!

bio test say jiayou to zhengzhang neh say to me D;

sob sob sob,

sometimes right,

my dearest TABLE PARTNERS just ignore me or something =.=

SIAN LOR,

sadded,

D;

ARGHHHH,

WE SHOULD SHARE EACH OTHER EQUALLY DE LOR!

ARGH!!!!!

F5F5F5F5F5

runzhong should give me and zhengzhang one third of himself each,

zhengzhang should give me and runzhong one third of himself each,

and i should give runzhong and zhengzhang one third of myself each,

LOL,

SOUNDS DAMN STUPID LA,

BUT RIGHT,

it feels REALLY COOL TO SIT IN BETWEEN TWO DAMN NICE GUYS,

but i shant forget that i am a girl,

ALTHOUGH I REALLY HATE TO BE ONE =.=

IF I WERE A GUY,

i can smack the guy on my left and the guy on my right too,

and i can say whatever ^&*%$*%$($ like the guys,

then can hit each other's -toot- for fun,

LOL!

IT JUST FEELS SO COOL TO BE A GUY!!!

being a guy is so much more interesting than being a girl,

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

GUYS ROCKS,

BUT NOT ALL GUYS ROCKS LA,

at least most of 2e guys rocks :D

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

DONT BE SEXIST CAN?

LET'S PARTY~~

GUYS ROCKS!

but not all :D

HAHAHHAHAHA

i go do homework le,

tmr still have cca,

fainted,

I WANT COMBINE WITH THE PART B GUYS LA PLEASE,

HOPE IT'S RECREATION TMR LIKE WHAT ZHENGHAN SAID!! :D

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

THEN I CAN COMBINE WITH PART B GUYS :D

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

IT'S LIKE SO LONG NEVER COMBINE LE LOR!

WTH LA,

=.=

I WANT COMBINE LA,

NEXT TIME WHEN BRAVO BECOME DELTA RIGHT,

MUST THREATEN ALL THE GUYS TO COMBINE AND DRILL,

WAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!

:D:D:D:D:D

but for us to become delta right,

must wait for another 2 years,

one more march camp to go (:

the march camp next year = sure hellish and 100% GG,

PART C LIAO LEH!

WHAT YOU EXPECT LA?

CHARLIE LEH?

SPEC COURSE AND BECOMING SPECIALISTS LEH!

SURE DAMN HIONG DE LOR!!
OMG OMG OMG~~!!!

x.x

IN CONCLUSION,

I

WANT

TO

COMBINE

WITH

MY

LOVELIEST

AND

DEAREST

BRAVO

GUYS :D

afraid

i am so scared,
and just so stressed,

i dont know why,
this is not the first time i felt this way,
just because of a dumb test,
i just feel so afraid,

where did my attitude for exams go?
like,
it's just a test,
and just do it,

what am i scared of?
people asking me about how i fared,

why cant i just be alone,
and i can just do it alone,
no distraction,
nothing,

i just feel so scared,

maybe i am just too used to see the consistent results i've gotten so far,
but i have to constantly remind myself that,
it will not last long,
for like how it used to be in primary school,
it's just the first 2 years,
once we change classes,
everything's gone,

maybe,
i should change my mindset,

but i am still left with a few hours,
so,
bye.

:D

TODAE I WAS DAMN TIRED D;
last night i was spamming "Super Junior - It's You",
damn nice la,
listen until dont wanna sleep le,
HAHAHAHHAHA! XD
then in the end i slept at like..
12++am,
T.T

todae morning i woke up and then damn tired,
sians,
and i dozed off on bus 97,
o.O

reach school,
saw zhengzhang's empty seat,
feel very sad lor,
dont know why he always pang seh me and runzhong de D:
sob sob sob,
BUT ZHENG ZHANG COMING BACK TO SCHOOL TMR!! XD
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!
YAY!!! XD

hmm,
todae's lessons was,
really,
=.=,
i feel like dozing off in class,
especially during biology class,
and that made me hate biology like some shyt,
AND THURSDAY HAVE THAT DAMN TEST!
BANANA LA =.=
if i dont get A1,
i go jump ah D;
A1 FOR BIOLOGY!!
just like last year (:
although last year my science was an A2 for whole year,
:/
triple sighs,

chinese,
yang lao shi sick,
then never come school,
aww..
then we did xuan ci tian kong + chang wen suo duan,
very stupid la,
i hate chang wen suo duan lor,
so crappish de,
AND I ALWAYS SCORE DAMN LOW =.=
BANANA LA,
=.=
I HATE CHANG WEN SUO DUAN!!

maths,
did some pyramid crap,
and ms choo todae damn sexy~
she wore a ChongSam,
BLACK colour de,
hanyu see le damn happy lor,
can tell from his expression,
DAMN SEXY LA,
OMG :D
the cut until ms choo de thigh there~
wo0ts~
sexy man~ xD
but she too skinny le,
if more ~~~~~ then will be sexier xD
HAHAHAHHAHA!

let's see,
PE..
for todae,
not bad la,
PT lor,
what you expect..
just PT la,
lols,
make it more hiong next time :D
cause i really miss the hellish PT when we go for NCC,
DO PT UNTIL YOU DIE AH!
:D

oh yeah,
computer lesson,
was crapping with zhenghan! :D
and kaisong also (:
hehe,
crap crap crap,
then mr wong was quite pissed off,
cause zhengzhang gone D;
nobody "SHHHHHHHHHHHH!" le,
awww :/
and then the worst thing is,
MR SEE CAME CHARGING TO THE COMPUTER LAB,
and he said,
"excuse me,your lesson is supposed to end now right?"
mr see was really angry lor,
SCARY MAN,
omg O.O..
then mr wong call us shut down and then we all chiong back classroom O.o..
scary man..

yeahs,
that's all for lessons,

CCA,
WE GOT NEW SPECIALISTS :D
WAHAHHAHAHA!
OMG OMG OMG!!

QIAN YING IS OUR PC!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!

I WAS LIKE SO HAPPY WHEN SHE SAID SHE WAS OUR PC LA!!
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
OMG OMG OMG!!!
QIAN YING WILL BE TAKING US FROM NOW TILL THE END OF THE YEAR!! :D
WAHAHHAHAHHAHA!
SO DAMN HAPPY LA!
:D
and todae,
drills not good at all =.=
my bangs are like shyt,
then keep cant co-ordinate with the others T.T
SIAN AH,
SHOULD IMPROVE MY DRILLS LIAO AH!!
(:

okay la,
THATS ALL FOR TODAE,

OH YA!
todae right,
RV NCC PART B GUYS HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE LEH!!
runzhong,zelin,ken all have go :D
hehe,
THEN THEY DAMN FUNNY LOR,
FALL IN POKE EACH OTHER'S -toot-,
then SGT was like veh veh pissed off,
the guys still laugh laugh laugh,
WTH LA,
DAMN COOL AND DAMN FUNNY,
but we're not supposed to be like that la,
LAUGHING IN A FILE IS WRONG!!!
so,
YEAH~
BUT I STILL LOVE MY PART B GUYS~
;33

okay la,
tmr staying back to do flash and music (:
bye peeps,
hehe xD

tired,

i was freakin tired todae,
and got headache for the whole day,
sucks la,

and summore 2e have 3 peeps absent le,
AND ZHENG ZHANG PANG SEH ME AND RUNZHONG AGAIN D:
sob sob sob,
MUST COME BACK TO SCHOOL ASAP AH ZHENG ZHANG~~ D;
MUST GET WELL VERY SOON!
(:

todae,
i was just so damn tired,
and i was damn hungry,
cause recess rush CID research,
pick out points then didnt eat,
lols,
dont really feel like eating though =.=
you know what,
i love the photocopy machine la,
so cool (:
i like to play with it,
but..
waste $$ D:
LOL,
it's damn fun lor,
hehe,

and then todae morning i was like damn damn happy,
CAUSE 2E GOT AN A FOR CLEANLINESS WHEN ONLY LIKE,
ONE PERSON DO DUTY :D
ZAI LOR! xD
then Terence was like "the person joker la,"
he referring to the guy who graded our class,
LOL!
DAMN JOKE LA,
like that also can get A,
that guy who graded our class i think his eyes got problem or what la =.=
BUT STILL,
WE GOT AN A!!! :D:D:D:D

AND THEN RIGHT,
OMG LA,
YOU STILL REMEMBER THAT DAMN SCREWED MATHS PRESENTATION?
OMG LOR,
WE GOT 14/15 AND MS CHOO WROTE VERY GOOD :D:D:D:D
OMG OMG OMG!!!
IT'S LIKE SO UNEXPECTED LA!!
I WAS LIKE DAMN HAPPY LOR :D
and runzhong was like =.=...
HE DONT CARE DE LOR,
DAMN HAPPY MAN :D

wahseh i damn tired,
dont want blog too much,
later still must do maths asg plus edit draft for final writing tmr :/

this afternoon was really damn meaningful,
yepps,
thanks to the damn cool 2e peeps who stayed till 4.30 in class,
waiting for that stupid chinese class to start,
wth lor,
damn that class la,
put until so late =.=
haha,
but really damn meaningful (:

sometimes when i look back right,
there's this sentence which damaged every single happy moment,
"it feels veh shuang to bully you",
triple sighs,

maybe things aint the way it used to be,
maybe i am just so self-centred,
sighs,

dont want to continue anymore,
cause,
i aint emo now,

cause right,
when i think of this morning and this afternoon,
i feel so happy and lucky,
:D
i just feel so so so so so :D,
hehe,
it had been like such a long time i really felt so happy,

DONT BLOG LIAO LA,
SO CRAP,
i hate maths man =.=

286

finally,
todae was a day,
which was really normal,

i think,
(:

not yours

i am not your toy,
thank you,

it all seemed so dramatic to me,
but,
it's sort of real,
like,
i dont know,
just feels like it,

hypocrites,

i never tried using that word before,
because,
you know my english aint that good,
and i dont really know what's the meaning of it,
so..
should go and find out,

todae went swimming,
glad that i can swim,
faster than before,
and i just swam without kicking the water,
so can train my arm muscles + back muscles (:
and i swim till my fingers are like numb or something =.=
triple sighs,

sometimes,
what we see is not what we get,
i dont know what you're thinking,

how fast do we change?
i dont know,

when i see you,
you're like that,
when i dont see you,
you're a totally different person,

just like me?
yes,
just like me,

or is it that,
everyone faces different people differently,
like,
for example,
i treat some guys just like my buddy,
but some just like my senior/merely a friend,
just an example,

the real person within oneself,
how do you even classify that?
how do you even know that which one is the real you?

i am so stressed up,
that's the excuse i can give for this,
but,
dont you find it extremely fascinating?
to sit down and think,
other than playing maple story and become a maple-tard?

i feel hurt,
for i dont know why?

something struck me again,
dont accuse me for anything i dont mean to do,
you dont know what i am thinking,
so,
stop making assumptions,
and stop thinking that you know me very well,
as if you can read me like a book,

the word happiness,
doesnt seem to come to me anymore,
"it's easy to be happy",
someone told me that before,
perhaps,
some people are born to be happy people,
just like that person who told me that,
and his brother,
(:
happy people,

it feels good to be childish sometimes,
it doesnt matter how old we are,
it's alright,
shows that you're cute,
(:

sometimes,
it's just like standing outside the circle,
and watch the people inside,
but you must know that,
there's a bigger circle,
and that there are so many others standing outside the bigger circle,
watching you,

things which arent meant for you,
you cant snatch them,

"what i dont give,
you're not supposed to take,"

things which are supposed to be yours,
then it's yours,
there's no point fighting for it,

just do it,
and then you know you've already done your part,

how did i do it?
just do it,
and then everything will be fine,

is it worth me to get so vexed?
for something,
which aint supposed to be mine?

what's mine and what's yours?
how do we know?
at the end of the story,
perhaps we will be able to get the answer,

i need time to think,

cause,
life's just so complicated,
it's just like a story,
with suspense,
with surprise,
with climax and downfall,
of course,
there're many of the above,

how much i mean to you?
does it even matter so much now?
so what if you matter so much to me,
and when you dont even give a damn,

life's unfair,
(:
that's it,

did i do anything wrong?
and what's your definition of wrong?

i realise i always ask questions in these type of posts,
doesnt give a firm stand of my point of view,
am i just that,
easily influenced?
and just that naive?

people can lie to me,
and i wont even know,
i shouldnt believe in the things i see,
and most importantly the things i hear,
everything might just be lies,
and,
in the end,
they will be the ones laughing,
when i am just crying alone,

life's just so unfair,

tired

i am really so damn tired like some shyt,
seriously i feel like fainting or just sleeping on my bed,
but later then do them =.=
lols,

tired like siao la,
then i dont know why lor,
yesterday and todae i tired like shyt then i so happy,
it's abnormal can?
last time when i tired i will just get so irritated x.x
zZZzZz..

LOL,
okay la,
todae's lessons were great,
(:

pe,
what the hell la,
SPLIT GUYS AND GIRLS FOR WHAT =.=
ZzzZzzzzzzzzZzzz..
SPLIT FOR WHAT LA,
SEXIST AH?
=.=
ZzzzZzZzz..
SIANNNN,
i want play with guys,
but,
some parts in my heart says playing with guys aint really good,
LOOK AT MY STANDARD LA,
my sports sucks,
but not as much as my english,
the guys so zai,
play with them = 100% lose,
lols,
when there's hanyu,jingfei,zhihe,runzhong,alvin...
@.@
seriously la,
their opponent sure lose liao lor,
haha,
forget about pe todae,
AND I NEED TO SWIM MORE!
cause mrs yeow says we needa train our back muscles to do pull ups,
BY THE END OF YEAR 6,
I MUST DO AT LEAST ONE STANDARD PULL UP =.=
4 years to train ..
T.T
and i think i need train my inclined pull-up le,
cause,
i dont know la,
i think i too heavy or what,
or my muscles are fake muscles... T.T
then veh veh hard to pull my chin fully above the metal rod,
I WANT TO DO PULL UPS,
PULL UPs,
you know people who can do pull ups are SO DAMN COOL?
xD
and if you're a female and you can do pull ups,
LIKE MRS YEOW,
OMG LA,
YOU ROCK LIKE NOBODY ELSE CAN?
OMG OMG OMG!!
I WANT TO DO PULL UPS!!!
ARGH!!!!
SHOULD TRAIN UP MY BACK MUSCLES,
so when i do pumpings i should open my hands wider (:
good thing that my boobs aint that big xD
LOL,
i know i'm lame :3

science,
BORING =.=
copy copy copy,
and i hate biology,
=.=

recess,
I WAS DAMN HUNGRY D;
and i needed to do readers' response,
i go library do halfway then i damn hungry,
so i went to buy something to eat,
yepps,
that's all bah,

todae for geog,
HENG MS TAN NEH COME LATE AGAIN AH!
then she teach us about LIGHT POLLUTION O.O
and she say if women are exposed to light for like bloody long,
then will have higher risk of getting breast cancer x.x
scary la,
lols,
light pollution,
so damn cool but real scary,

for hcl,
we just crapped alot todae lor,
nothing much de,
lols,
then todae we xing-li halfway,
yang lao shi say "deng yi xia",
then he crapped a whole lot of things,
crap crap crap crap,
in the end we neh xing-li,
i think is i neh shout leh,
WAH SHYT LA,
=.=
SIAN,
D;

computer lessons,
they pass so damn fast de lor,
and then alvin's button cant work i dont know why la,
IT'S THE SAME SCRIPT LA,
SCREW THAT BUTTON,
WTH LA,
=.=
cannot work T.T
ZZzZzZzzZzz...
and i should make sure the class line up before classes (:
zai peeps with experience are really zai peeps xD
love them like siao can?
hahahahaha! XD
thanks for advice,
the best CPs i've ever had (:

we were damn late for lang arts,
it's 15-20 mins late,
AND SERIOUSLY LA,
MDM CHOO DAMN NICE LOR,
if we're late for yang lao shi's lesson like that,
i dont know what will happen la,
x.x
and then we continued with lessons,
yepps,
lols,

next week have test,
LA short story tests,
Biology tests,
sucks la,
=.=
LA and bio...
ZzZzZzzZzzZz
then summore have what,
CID project la,
Music project la,
Flash project la,
WTH LA,
geog also have project coming up,
WL =.=
seriously school sucks,
term 3 damn stressed,
term 4 i think we all faint every single day cause of stress and dont need study le =.=
ZzZzZzzzzzZZzZz..

todae after school,
yepps,
everyone needs to like,
pack all their stuff and clear the tables right,
then we all use the cupboard lor,
IT FEELS DAMN COOL CAN?
like the whole class sharing one cupboard,
awww..
class spirit,
and running together as a class during PE promotes class spirit too,
OMG,
i remember last time Mr Nor call us move the tables in the hall,
I LOVE IT LIKE SIAO LA,
it's like everyone have a common goal and we all work towards it together,
(:
feels damn cool (:
haha,
and yesh,
back to the cupboard thing,
yeah,
we cleared the cupboard,
and thanks to those peeps who helped to clear the cupboard,
love you all like siao man xD
hahahahaha!
and yepps,
thanks to all peeps xD
hahahaha!
hmm..

after the peeps left,
then i go rearrange the notice board,
LOL,
alvin and huiwen damn cute la,
especially huiwen~
omg lor,
she damn cute can?
HAHAHAHA~! xD
love her man,
hahaha,
she let me listen to the band de song,
veh nice,
(:
thumbs up man! xD
alvin was like crapping and crapping and crapping away,
LOL,
damn funny,

AND YESH,
i laugh for no reason,
cause when i listen to the guys talk or look at their actions,
i always feel like laughing cause,
GUYS ARE FUNNY,
yesh,
that's my conclusion,
AND ALVIN DOESNT HAVE A SISTER x.x
what the hell lor,
todae i was like laughing like so weirdly during lessons,
SHYT LA,
i dont know why i laugh lor,
cause veh funny ma =.=
last time when i sat with zhihe,
i also laugh for no reason then zhihe was like,
"O.O, why are you laughing?",
LOL!

and now,
2e looks more like a classroom,
spick and span,
damn cool la,
cause right,
how say ah,
my image of the perfect classroom is what it looks like now (:
hee,
love it man xD
and loads of thanks to alvin for waiting for me xD
hee,
love you man xD
wahahahaha!
then it's like,
about an hour leh x.x
and plus i so sian de,
so alvin must be damn sian T.T

and yeah,
after leaving class right,
met this exco-senior T.T
her definition of girlfriend is really cool lor,

"a friend who is a girl is girlfriend right?"
"do you hate her?if you dont then means you like her la,"

LOL,
it's something like that la,
veh cool la,
but,
=.=...

please be reminded that it's a "NIL",
(:
nothing special,

yepps,
went canteen buy stuff,
and then alvin bought this weird weird SOFT JELLY DRINK,
then we were like crapping about it,
the auntie said "very interesting right?",
then i was like LOL,
veh interesting ma O.O
"this is the weird-est drink i've ever drank,"
LOL!
damn funny la,
on monday i buy and drink drink xD
hahahahhaa!
took 51 and played games O.O
LOL,
it's veh sian la,
but better than stoning and emo-ing la,
haha,
and i was damn damn tired,
play game until i feel like fainting and sleep for the whole day,
=.=
damn tired la,
seriously,
summore the bus so shuang have air con and bumpy de,
wah seh,
great place for sleeping,
if i had my pillow or my tortie there,
i would sleep on the bus for the whole night le,
and i was really damn tired,
and i am damn tired now too,
LATER I GOING SLEEP LE,
but i want go maple first,
LOL,

yepps,
and i went JurongPoint buy stuff,
bought sotong-on-stik at OldChangKee,
then i had 20cents off cause i student :D
HAHAHAHA!
saved 20cents cause i was in my school uniform xD
hehe,
then i go Chameleon,
or whatever shyt -loen shop,
sell hair accessories de la,
=.=
you may think like,
how the hell would people like wanyi go into these kind of shops right?
I JUST WENT IN LA,
cannot meh?
bought rubber bands,
and i told my mom,
she was like,
"wah,so ex ah?"
$1.50,
really veh ex leh,
but i buy the sotong-on-stik alr $1.30 le,
summore the rubber bands have like alot alot and can use for damn long O.O
LOL,
i think my mom will kill me if she knows i bought the sotong lor,
BUT I LIKE SOTONGS,
DAMN NICE LA,
and i am going swimming tomorrow to burn out the sotongs' fats i took in todae (:

AND YES,
I AM GOING TO SPAM SWIM LIKE HELL TMR TO BUILD MY BACK MUSCLES!!
WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
i am so in love with muscles xD
sometimes i feel like poking guys' muscles but i scared my finger break or something O.O
kidding la,
LOL,
my finger veh strong de leh! xD
HAHAHHAHA!
poke the muscles damn painful de lor,
i mean,
the person who kenna poked will feel damn pain,
x.x
hee,

I WANT MORE BACK MUSCLES,
WTH LA,
I WANT TO BE STRONG! xD
doesnt feel good to be weak,
argh,
if i were lighter,
and with my muscles,
i think i can do more inclined pull ups lor,
SIAN,
advantage of being skinny =.=..
but being skinny not good,
MUST BE SEXY~
then have hourglass shape,
hee,
if bamboo looks veh weird x.x

wahseh,
i blog so long,
NOW I GO MAPLE LE xD

thanks budd,
for everything (:

bye peeps,
(:

and i still owe alvin a post o.O
neh mind,
can ask me return anytime (:

T.T

i was so tired that i fell asleep even before doing homework,
i am so freakkin' tired,

and i hate biology,
=.=
and lang arts too,
and music =.=...
and maths =.=...
argh!

sometimes life just sucks,

BUT,
todae i am so happy,
(:

thanks alvin and ken(yoon),
^^

todae after school damn fun la,
(:
hee,
but i dont want elaborate,
cause i am too tired to do so D;
although i feel like typing them out ;/

but thanks guys,
i really love it (:
haha,

todae's most suckish lesson was music,
BECAUSE,
I DIDNT DO HOMEWORK,
WTH LOR,
i dont know is my ear got problem or what,
I NEH HEAR THE TEACHER SAY NEED FIND ALL THE MUSICALS LA =.=
BANANA LA,
=.=
call my index number then i dont even have the musical on my list =.=
banana..

and yeah,
THANKS GUYS! FOR THE ANSWERS :D
love you all man xD

later sucks lor,
only alvin have find information on the musicals,
sian,
i shall LISTEN MORE ATTENTIVELY IN CLASS NEXT TIME,
x.x
WTH,
I NEED GO DIG MY EARS LIAO LA,
and i felt so freakkin bad for todae's music lesson,
cause i didnt do anything =.=
WL,
WHY CANNOT COMPOSE CHINESE SONGS LA?
ENGLISH SONGS SO HARD TO COMPOSE,
WL ... F5F5F5 =.=..
wah sian,
i seriously hate these kind of music lessons,
=.=
WTH LA,
NEXT TIME HAVE HOMEWORK SAY CLEARLY CAN OR NOT?
LIKE WE ALL WILL LISTEN TO LOOSE PARTS LA =.=
ZzzZzzZzZzzz..
and why am i blaming the teacher for my own fault?
x.x
ARGH,
IS REALLY NOT CLEAR LOR,
=.=
ZZzzZzzzZzzZzz..
WHAT LA,
I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF NOT DOING THINGS WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO,
ZZzzZZzZZzzz,
ARGH!!!
I PROMISE I WILL LISTEN IN CLASS LA,
F5,
FORGET IT LA,
=.=...

and alvin was pissed off during music,
scary lor,
cause zhihe and runzhong talking about dota or something o.O
zhenghan is so cute la! xD
hee,

=.=..
no mood blog liao,
so tired,
and i hate music,
and really do,
=.=
especially when music concern english,
when we need to use CHIM ENGLISH WORDS TO WRITE LYRICS,
i seriously hate it,
=.=

i go do homework,
i am going to sleep early todae,
if i can..
lols,
left bio and maths and reader response,

i hate biology,
and i hate school,
=.=

and cca going start next week,
STRESSED.

=.=...

(:

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hee,
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hee,

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THANK YOU ;D

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hee,
leave a tag if you visited (:
THANK YOU~~

:)

lols,
i feel so tired,
and i havent finish my compo draft one,
whatever la,

i just wanna crap here :P
hee,
when i got back home like around 6.15pm like that right,
my mom told me a guy called,
then i was like thinking,
which guy would call a person like me,
then i think think think,
sure is kaisong le,

WHICH GUY SO FREE COME CALL ME LA PLEASE =.=

then i called him back and tell him all the homework and stuff,
and when i called right,
it was either his mom or sister picked up the phone ba,
hee,
her voice veh nice de leh,
haha,
then we talk talk talk for like 8 mins o.O
longest convo. ever i had with a guy (:
hee,

yepps,
i finished crapping,
i zao le,
bye (:

sympathetic?

todae,
i felt so proud of myself,
(:
you dont need to know the reason,
but i just feel proud of myself,
:D

doing things before others,
does that make you special?

todae,
i aint going to blog much,
i needa chiong music and that damn LA draft one,
and i seriously hate lang arts,

if being late for lessons is fun x.x..
i regretted for not insisting to get peeps back up last time,
D;
but todae,
mdm choo KABOOM!-ed,
and i am glad that she did,
(:
i am not being a sadist la,
but seriously,

NOW I REALISE THE IMPORTANCE OF TEACHERS LIKE MS TEO/MRS LOOK xD
LOVE THEM LIKE SIAO ~~~ ;33

if you aint fierce,
the students take you for granted,
they take advantage of you,
and give minimum respect for you,
they just think that "aiya,nevermind de la",

then when you're gone,
they start to regret,

dont we?

OMG LA,
I LOVE THE GUYS IN 2E CAN?
xD
love them like siao,
I LOVE 2E GUYS,
cause,
they're always punctual,
except for sometimes before school O.O..
hee,
BUT I STILL LOVE THEM LA! ;33

todae's CHAMPS was really meaningful,
i felt so sympathetic,
NOT PATHETIC,
IT'S SYMPATHETIC,
LOOK CAREFULLY,

i should continue what i was doing,
(:
because i know,
there're people who needs this,

it doesnt matter if i dont have a clique or whatever,
but is there even a need for one?
we're going to change classes soon,
it's just like half a year more?
i should spend this time wisely,
and stop all those crap,
it's a good learning experience though,
(:

sometimes,
it's good to break away from their world,
and enter other worlds,
sometimes,
being in a "developed country" is really tiring,
and being in a "developing country" feels better,
and being in a "third-world country" feels even better,
i may not be that "developed",
but i am still who i am,
i know what's my duty,

maybe you say i've got it wrong,
but i think what i am doing is right,
i know what i am doing,
what i think is right,
then it will be right,
because i trust myself,
(:
sentences quoted from felicia xD
hee,

i dont know how much i've learnt this year,
but compared to last year,
when i was just a dumb old cleaner,
i learnt so much more,
so much so much,
(:
from every single mistake i made,
i swear i wont make the same mistake again,
from every single event that happened,
from whatever crap that befalls me,

since draft one aint graded,
i can write whatever i want,
it may be veh lame,
but,
it's okay,

"you can be their only friend,"
(:
yang lao shi's sentence was etched in my heart,

when others dont do it,
you're supposed to do it,
however..
when you do it,
people will think that you're going to do it forever,
so...
when others dont do it when they're supposed to,
you aint supposed to do anything,
because it's not your job,
although it seems like it's yours,
but in fact it's not,
lastly...
you're not supposed to do anything,
(:

there are consequences for every decision,
i dont care if we get it first,

sometimes,
copying aint good at all,
because that's not your work,
it's bad because,
it's others' effort,
and you're the one who gain without putting in an ounce of effort,

this post i read le until damn weird leh,
sorry lor,
i dont know how to use chim words la =.=...

chiong hw time,
bye,

=.=

if being nice is helping others,
help till they start to take advantage of you,

nice people are bullied,
and i strongly agree to this statement,
WTH LA,
PLEASE LA,
JUST LOOK AROUND,
WHICH OF THOSE DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE PEEP NEH GET BULLIED,
or they kenna bullied then they dont even mind,
=.=

I AM NOT TRYING TO SAY THAT I AM NICE,
BUT PLEASE,
sometimes i just feel like,
SO PISSED OFF,
IT'S SO RARE FOR PEOPLE TO BE AS NICE AS THOSE PEEPS LA,
AND NOW PEOPLE JUST TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM,
THINK YOU WHAT?
F5

if one day they realise it's not worth it to be nice,
they wont be nice,
and there will be no DAMN NICE people around,

UNLESS that person is so bloody nice until he/she can be NICE FOREVER,

help others until you die yourself,
T.T

sometimes it's just not worth it la,
=.=
sobs,

i never realised how easy it is for people to just type out "thank you",
ZzZzzzzzzZz..

WHAT?
I DO HOMEWORK UNTIL PISSED OFF LA,
CANNOT MEH?
=.=

that was just merely an excuse,
seriously,
i am pissed off NOW,
=.=

lols

OH CRAP!
i was like so tired todae,
and zhengzhang is not in class D:
aww,
one table partner gone D;
sobs,

and todae i was pissed off,
I DONT KNOW LA,
and i shouted at runzhong again D:
sians,
i dont know why i always shout at him de la,
maybe he is veh veh shout-able,
then can shout at him O.O
alamak,
sorry ah runzhong x.x

aiya,
i dont want to blog anymore,

AND TODAE'S PE ROCKS,
that's all :D
good bye,

(:

i will find one day to tie my hair :D
hee,

TODAE'S A FANTASTIC DAY,
you know i wasnt even abit of tired this morning,
AND I SLEPT AT 2.30AM LAST DAWN LEARNING TING XIE,
wth lor,
i learn until so late then in the end todae no ting xie,
ALAMAK LA,

ehh please la,
you're the one who is doing it okay?
i dont ignore people can?

and yes,
TODAE'S CHINESE CID RAWK ASS MAN!
OUR GROUP PAWNED ALL THE OTHERS TODAE LA! XD
OMG I LOVE MY CHINESE CID GROUP LIKE HELL,
EVEN SO MUCH MORE THAN LAST YEAR MATHS CID DE GROUP!!
SERIOUSLY LA,

KEN,

EE SHENG,

ZHI HE,

WAN YI,

WE OWN MAN!!!
WAHAHHAHAHAH!
WE ROCK THE WHOLE UNIVERSE LA!
xD
wo0ts~
AND TODAE EE SHENG ROCKS LIKE WOW!! CAN?
he talk about the marriage stuff and then at night must do THAT THING de,
made everyone laugh like hell,
and then right,
our group was the only group which made xiao lao shi laugh!!
EE SHENG ROCKS LA XD
AND HIS HANDWRITING IS LIKE DAMN NICE,
OMG,
HIS HANDWRITING ROCKS ALSO LA,
OMG~
EVEN NICER THAN RUNZHONG'S HANDWRITING~
OMG~~~
I NEVER KNEW EE SHENG SO ZAI ONE LA,
HAHHAHAAHHAHA
NOW I KNOW!!!! XD

AND RIGHT,
YOU KNOW THE GUYS WERE LIKE CRACKING SICK JOKES x.x
WAHHAHAHAHAH!
KEN!!!
OMG~
KEN LOOKS LIKE ZHIHE!!!
OMG OMG OMG~~
THEY LOOK SO DAMN ALIKE CAN?
aww~
hee~~
WAHAHAHHAHAHA!
OUR GROUP ROCKS AND WE WILL RULE MAN!
I LOVE MY CHINESE CID GROUP,
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
xD
ROCKS LA!!!

other lessons were,
PURELY BORING,
for example,
maths,

okay,
let's talk about HCL!
todae we got back our "That Time,I Really Had The Courage" compo,
WTH LA,
I SCORE SO LOW =.=
fainted,
you know what,
since this year started,
I NEVER HIT A 50/70 FOR CHINESE COMPOSITION,
WHAT THE HELL LOR,
LAST YEAR I HAVE LIKE,
3 compos over 50 de T.T
THIS YEAR ONE ALSO NO HAVE!!
MUST WORK HARDER LE!!
FOR THE SAKE OF MY A1 FOR CHINESE!!!
I SWEAR I AM GOING TO GET AN A1 AT LEAST ONCE IN MY RV LIFE!!
and we were like laughing at people's compos again x.x
fainted,
aiya,
dont talk about that,
i wanna talk about the composition yang lao shi said was really special,
YOU KNOW WHAT,
I FEEL LIKE WRITING THAT COMPOSITION D;

有时候，没有勇气比有勇气来得更好

this is really true de lor,
BUT ONLY APPLIES TO SOMETIMES LA,
LOL!

and then,
recess i went to the library,
I HATE THE CANTEEN LA,
SO NOISY,
NOISE POLLUTION AH,
MAKE ME HAVE HEADACHE =.=

OMG I LOVE THE LIBRARY MAN xD
HAHAHHAHAHA!

oh yes,
todae's geography lesson was the WORST of all,
ms tan dont know go where like she always used to be =.=
and Terence went like around the whole school to look for her with Hubert,
they run until like siao la,
scare me when they come back,
i thought something really serious happened or what leh,
O.O
then right,
MS TAN DIDNT COME FOR LESSON TODAE =.=
cause she see wrong time for lesson x.x
WTH LOR,
WASTED ONE LESSON,
and Terence and Hubert had to run and sweat x.x
but neh mind,
can gain more leg muscles (:
hee~
anw,
thanks to the guys,
hehe,
^^
and yepps!
thanks nicole for down with me too!
xD
hee,

todae's HISTORY WAS~
wo0ts~
totally,
MS TEO TODAE SO HAPPY LA,
AND SHE HAPPY I ALSO DAMN HAPPY DE XD
WAHAHHAHAHAH!
runzhong told me that ms teo teach all in texts,
but her lessons are never boring,
:D
SEE,
HISTORY IS ALL ABOUT ENGLISH,
AND IT'S HELL BETTER THAN LANG ARTS x.x
Ooops,
I NOT SAYING LANG ARTS BORING LA,
BUT RIGHT,
HISTORY LESSONS JUST ROCK TOO MUCH LE!! XD
WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

AND YES!!!
TODAE STAYED BACK TO DO FLASH!!
AND GUESS WHAT,
MET GEOK AND ZHIMIN!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
LOVE THEM LIKE SIAO LA!! XD
WAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHA~
IT'S DAMN COOL TO MEET YOUR FRENS COINCIDENTALLY XD
WAHHAHAHAHAH!!!
OMG~
I LOVE YOU GEOK AND ZHIMIN~
and then we were like crapping in the computer lab for like 2++ hours :D
HAHAHHAHAHAH!
DAMN FUN LA!!
HAHAHAHAHHA,
THEN TODAE BUSED TO JE with GEOK~
hee,
;33
OMG LOR,
LIKE SO LONG NEH TALK TO GEOK LE~~
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAH!!
we crapped about teachers and dramas and drills ++,
HAHAHHAHAHAH!
FEELS DAMN COOL!
i think is i too long never talk to people liao ba,
BUT NEVER MIND I STILL LOVE GEOK :)

and tmr must do dance again =.=
sucks to be a girl,
seriously,

hey boy,
you owe me my 13 months,
LOL,
KIDDING LA =.=

WTH!!!
I AM NOT GOING CRAZY AGAIN LA PLEASE =.=
i was just~
TRYING TO RECALL WHAT IT FEELS LIKE,
to love somebody,
BYE BYE LA =.=

=.=

do i even look like a lost child to you? =.=

x.x

todae's the first day i ate till so full =.=
since term 3 started,
LOL x.x
i just ate like 2 table spoons of rice + 2 portions of frozen unagi,
and drank 2 bowls of tom yam soup,
x.x
ARGH!
now my mouth is like burning,
LOL x.x
i drank the soup for fun,

lols,
why am i telling you what i had for dinner?
=.=
and it's 4.11pm now,
we're having dinner,
x.x
my family has this weird timing for meals,
but,
who cares?
LOL!

yesterday night,
the guys were like quarrelling over some stuffs in maple,
=.=
argue until so agitated,
sighs,
guys are just guys,
T.T
triple sighs,
say girls veh ma fan,
guys also nowhere better,
:P

so in conclusion,
both genders are equal :)

but the one who tries to stop the arguement aint extra leh,
it may seem like he's extra but everything must come to a stop right?
T.T

but it's veh fun to see the chim guys' talk,
can see alot alot of points of view,
and the examples they give for their points,
can apply to daily life, x.x

this is so crappish,
i have alot of homework left,
and so,
i aint blogging anymore :)

bye peeps,

...

"you once gave me everything i wanted,
but the next second you took everything away from me,"

what am i afraid of?
sometimes,
life's just so complicated,

it had been so long since i felt this way,
i just feel that i am going to lose something,

sighs,
my dumb internet is down,
my computer cant even connect one tiny lil bit of the signal =.=
and now i am using my bro's com,
yes.

ARGH!
since friday,
i dont know why,
i just feel so weird,
and i am just scared of something,
T.T

maybe i am just too tired,
i slept at 9.15 last night,
and i woke up at 11.30 this morning,
if i sleep at 2am,
i will wake up at 2pm,
lols,

how fast can people change?
you once made me believe what you told me,
but the next time i see you,
you destroyed everything,

"i'm just kidding,"
so you're kidding me,
arent you?

how fast can we change?
how fast?
once i turn away,
you turn into a stranger who i cant even recognise,

i am afraid of losing what i have,
as if everyone dont,

as if,
like,

i hate those words,

"as if that will happen,"
"like we all dont,"

you want me to talk,
but i talk no sense,
so,
do you still want me to talk?
do you?

the best way for me to talk is to shut up,
thank you,

i did nothing wrong right?
i dint,
if i did something wrong,
i will know,
i will apologise,
but,
this time i didnt,
i know i didnt,

"thank you for everything,"
i should return this sentence,

thank you for everything,
i'm sorry,
this is for you budd,

so,
"thank you" and "sorry" do stick together,
dont they?

what is wrong with me?

life without cca sucks sometimes,
no shouting at the top of my lungs to vent every single unhappiness out,
i miss how we used to shout together,
i miss how we used to scream and cheer together,
one for all,
all for one,
this doesnt apply to the people twice the size of bravo girls,
but it still applies to us right?
just the 17 of us,
we're the bravo girls (:

one for all,
all for one,

that's what all UGs share,

shut up if you are sick and tired of those 6 words,
you think those words are said for fun,
then why dont you go and ___.

there're ups and downs in life,
without the downs,
there'll not be the ups,

if life is always like a positive linear graph,
we will sure go KABOOM!
because we've already reached the limit,

it's just the tension,
and now i am letting go,

well,
i told you i talk no sense,
if you dont understand anything,
then shut up,
:)

.... 10 july o.O

when a person is being nice,
when a person doesnt say anything when you bully him/her,
it doesnt mean that he/she doesnt mind,
can you just stop that please?


i dont wanna blog todae,
now,
tell me,
what did i do wrong?

我不知道我到底有多在乎你，

但我就是为你感到不值，

你是一个善良的人，

不值得他们那样对你。

after all these,

after all that happened,

i know,

i never regretted it,

我知道我没有看错人..

=.=

stop screwing up my tagbox can?
=.=
mrs yeow said we shall minimise the use of vulgarities,
but i aint a cute girl and you dont need to expect no vulgarities from me,
bloody hell,
stop it x.x

ZzzzZz..
last night i slept at 10+ and TODAE,
was the FIRST normal school day i've ever had,
since school reopened,
it's like todae's the first day i dont feel like sleeping in classes,
lols,

and i seriously hate music lessons,
singing infront of the class is a torture,
i'd rather go join my platoon mates and do those manly cheers :)
SHOUT UNTIL YOU ALL DEAF AH!
RAWR!!

bio was purely boring,
as in,
really the experiments really cannot-make-it,
last year's practicals were so much better leh,
SOBS D:
sighs,
and then Mr See quite pissed off these 2 days,
:/

recess,
spent recess in class,
lols,
actually nothing really much,
just arranged the files and look thru worksheets,
yepps,
and i bought a photocopy card le,
lols,

hcl,
listen to presentations,
i dont know why leh,
todae's presentation all quite interesting,
AND I AM GOING TO READ THE BOOK SEOWHWEE RECOMMENDED :D
hee,
you know the genre of book she recommended bah~
hee xD

malay and lang arts lessons,
MIXED UP,
and i lost that timetable Mr Ang gave to Terence and me =.=
YESTERDAY WAS ON THE RACK DE LOR!
THEN TODAE GONE LE,
=.=
SIAN AH,
but now we know that malay was before langarts le,
BUT RIGHT,
I CHECK BEFORE LEH,
IT'S LANG ARTS BEFORE MALAY =.=
i actually placed the 2 timetables side by side and see,
exactly the same,
UNLESS I SEE WRONGLY =.=
ARGH!

sians,
malay quite interesting,
THEN CIKGU SAY MUST SHOUT QI LI XING LI IN MALAY =.=
shout le people were like "huh?",
=.=
ZZzZZZzzzZZzzZZz
demoralised,
if i cant even do this properly,
HOW THE HECK I AM GOING TO COMMAND WHEN CCA STARTS LA?
=.=

maths was hell boring,
=.=
AND THANK YOU JINGFEI!!! :D
hee,
thanks for teaching me question 8,
LOL!
yepps,

bused to je with alvin and jennshyang,
lols,
it's always real sian cause,
i am veh sian =.=
I WANT ENJOY THE SERENITY MA :P

THATS ALL LA,
TODAE'S POST SO BORING,

STOP SCREWING MY TAGBOX LA =.=
ZZzZZzZZZz

and this weekend i am so gonna die,
=.=
SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!
SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =.=

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING,
=.=

and i realise that zhengzhang was the only one really doing duty :/
since the starting of this year,
thanks to those lovely peeps who helped out too :D
hee,
you know who you are,
^^

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTHHHHHH =.=

then right,

i realise how long i havent been sweeping the class le,

like about a month and a half?

x.x

if i sweep right,

VEH CLEAN DE LEH~

:D

hee,

shall find one day sweep the floor :D

and i feel like treating someone to mac vanilla cone,

cause right,

since term 3 started and since i practiced walking home from MRT stations,

i have the habit to go buy vanilla cone from mac :P

but i at most buy twice a week only x.x

hee,

that's my recess ma :D

ARGHH~~

WHO WANT VANILLA CONE??

LOL!

i go do homework le,

sighs,

i am so tired,

!!!

:/

:D

what happens if wanyi ties her hair? T.T
sian,
maple lag like siao just now la,
train until so pissed off,
=.=
BUT RIGHT,
I NEED 56k MORE TO BUY MY NEW ARMOUR!!
and i have been wearing my current armour for like..
42-18..
24 levels x.x

i understand now,
what's supposed to be mine,
it'll be mine :D
i understand,

sometimes everything just gets better,
when we're just friends :D

tired out

I AM SO FREAKKIN TIRED,
that i might just die of fatigue,
;/

ARGH!
yesterday cause i didnt use hot water to bathe =.=
i slept at 1++am,
=.=
SIAN,
then i slept like a pig on 97 this morning with shuying,
LOL!
hee,

todae can say it's the BEST day ever since term 3 started ba,
i just feel so happy today,
but i am just so tired,
T.T

todae's first lesson was history,
i was falling asleep le T.T

after that was MATHS,
OMG SCREW MATHS MAN,
THANKS TO THE PREVIOUS GROUPS LOR,
SAY CANNOT PRESENT,
=.=
in the end we kenna,
then no choice have to go,
we sort of screwed up la,
hee,
alvin and runzhong damn zai :D
hee,
runzhong's speech not bad wor,
i was like =.= at my speech,
LOL,
seriously la,
i have to repeat the IAAF thing for 5/6 times then right,
YOU KNOW MY PRONUNCIATION SUCKS DE RIGHT,
AND YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH SUCKS DE RIGHT?
i hate presenting in ENGLISH =.=
as in seriously i hate to present in english,
zzzZzZz..
then my hands were trembling like hell can?
SOB!
and i veh veh veh scared D;
but in the end ms choo say "very good",
LOL!
then i hope still okay bah,
DONT CARE ABOUT MATHS LE LA =.=

later was HCL,
actually i expected yang lao shi to KABOOM!,
but he didnt,
he just sort of like lost hope in us,
but right,
if he were to KABOOM! and scold us again,
that's NOT the first time of the year already,
we made him disappointed so many times le,
if i were yang lao shi,
i might just cry infront of the class or something,
cause i have a weak heart,
but i know my heart is strong enough to withstand certain things :D
sighs,
we went on with presentation,
AND GUESS WHAT,
TODAE I GOT BITTEN BY THAT STUPID CROCO!
ARGH!
DUMB CROCO!!!!
BITE ME!!!
RAWRR!!!
i was okay at first de,
then i dont know why,
the more i talk,
the more nervous i got,
then my hands shook like some shyt,
SERIOUSLY LA,
I NEVER SHAKE UNTIL I DROP MY SCRIPT ALR,
XIE TIAN XIE DI LIAO LOR!!
OMG!
i never knew my hands could tremble like shyt,
it really shook and shook,
AND I TALK FASTER AND FASTER,
and then FINALLY END LE,
WAH PHEW!
yang lao shi commented that my ppt veh nice,
then i talk too fast,
it's quite good la,
but i expected a higher score anyway,
maybe cause i too nervous then talk too fast or sth ;/
BUT NEH MIND!
I DID IT!
I FEEL SO CAREFREE NOW LA!
NO MORE STRESS LE :X

AND YES!
ZHI HE IS GOD-LIKE CAN?
OMG LA,
HE'S REALLY DAMN GOD-LIKE,
he talk withOUT the script,
he just took the script without even looking at it,
and PRESENT LIKE THAT,
and he memorise the script like dont know how many billion times la!
OMG!!!
ZHI HE ROCKS CAN?!
WAHAHHAHAHAHA!
after he finish presenting right,
i feel like having a standing ovation,
LOL!
then we all clapped damn loudly and WOOOO!!!~
WAH SEH~
ZHI HE DAMN ZAI LA!
xD

recess,
ate with alvin and zhenghan,
then our ncc specialists saw us then come talk to us,
i was like O.O,
scare me la,
suddenly so many specialists appear o.O
then i just did nothing =.=
lols,
but it feels great to see the specs leh,
hee,
sort of miss them :D

after recess was lang arts,
WAH SIAN AH,
lang arts =.=
i didnt even know the class ended la,
and it's runzhong tell me then i know de,
LOL!

CHAMPS,
lesson was okay la,
commenting on classmates again,
but seriously la,
there are some classmates who are really so damn nice until cannot say anything de can?
then i just write; dont get bullied,
LOL!
cause nice people always get bullied,
REALLY LOR,
DONT BELIEVE ME =.=
aiya,
just crap around,
LOL,

bio make up lesson was ULTRA CRAPPISH,
=.=
ARGH!!!
this was the first time i see Mr See so angry de..
and then i was really falling asleep le,
sobs,

todae was the first time so many ppl kenna T.T
runzhong said my job is to kill people,
=.=
WTH LA,
YOU THINK I WANT TO DO THAT MEH?
terence and i dont even bear to write in it la,
ARGH!
T.T
sadded,

and yesh,
todae after recess,
the class was like going to KABOOM!,
seriously,
ms foo teaching 2F teach until she damn pissed cause we damn noisy,
WTH LA,
DAMN,
SHOUT AND SHHHHHHHHHHHHH ALSO NO USE DE LOR,
SERIOUSLY NO USE DE,
WHAT TO DO?
I GO ASK MRS LOOK OR MS TEO COME SCREW THE CLASS EVERYTHING SETTLED,
=.=
and i walked outside the class right,
Ms Foo was coming into 2E,
and she was really damn pissed off,
then i saw Mdm Choo coming,
WTH LA,
MDM CHOO SAVED US TODAE CAN?
if not ms foo come in screw us i dont know what to do liao,
HOW CAN I NOT CONTROL LA?
YOU TELL ME,
YOU TELL ME?
TELL ME LA,
WTH,
PISSED,
maybe i shouldnt care and make mrs look or ms teo come screw us :D
hee~
IF THE CPs GET SCREWED FIRST ALSO DONT CARE,
AS LONG AS THE TWO VEH VEH ZAI TEACHERS COME SCREW US CAN LE,
ARGHHH!!!
KEEP QUIET CAN OR NOT?
=.=

if i have THIS chance again,
i going to smash tables liao,
ARGHH!!!
90% of the noise =.=..
ZZzZzZzzzzzZzzZ

ARGH!!!
I AM SO FREAKKIN TIRED TO BE PISSED,
I GO DO MY TING XIE CORRECTIONS LE LA,
WTH =.=
i think yang lao shi mark our ting xie mark until blur blur le,
he mark my ting xie right,
he gave me extra one mark,
LOL!
but i still going to do corrections for that la,
cause right,
is i write wrong ma,
so must do,
DIE ALSO MUST DO,
cause it's not for anyone else,
IT'S FOR MYSELF,

you wanna do it,
then you do it,
it's not for anybody,
it's not for the teacher,
it's not for your classmates,
it's for yourself,
it's your choice,

sighs,
TMR MUSIC,
CHAM LA!!!!
being in a group filled with guys ROCKS~
at least i aint in a grp with girls :P
GUYS ROCKS,
hee~~
but the problem is,
it'll be veh hard for us to do music,
when most/all of us dont know anything about music,
SOB D:
but CAN ASK AROUND RIGHT?
hee~
okay la,
at least i wont feel wierd to sing cause my voice is like a guy's =.=
WTH LA,
NCC TRAIN DE CANNOT MEH?
I SAY I DONT LIKE THOSE VOICE WITH DAMN HIGH PITCH DE CANNOT AH?
THIS IS NCC AND EVERYONE SHOULD ACT LIKE A MAN!
LOL!
kick my tortie's ass,
i think i going mad cause i am so tired,

HECK CARE LA,
I GO MAPLE LIAO LA,
=.=