sympathetic?

todae,
i felt so proud of myself,
(:
you dont need to know the reason,
but i just feel proud of myself,
:D

doing things before others,
does that make you special?

todae,
i aint going to blog much,
i needa chiong music and that damn LA draft one,
and i seriously hate lang arts,

if being late for lessons is fun x.x..
i regretted for not insisting to get peeps back up last time,
D;
but todae,
mdm choo KABOOM!-ed,
and i am glad that she did,
(:
i am not being a sadist la,
but seriously,

NOW I REALISE THE IMPORTANCE OF TEACHERS LIKE MS TEO/MRS LOOK xD
LOVE THEM LIKE SIAO ~~~ ;33

if you aint fierce,
the students take you for granted,
they take advantage of you,
and give minimum respect for you,
they just think that "aiya,nevermind de la",

then when you're gone,
they start to regret,

dont we?

OMG LA,
I LOVE THE GUYS IN 2E CAN?
xD
love them like siao,
I LOVE 2E GUYS,
cause,
they're always punctual,
except for sometimes before school O.O..
hee,
BUT I STILL LOVE THEM LA! ;33

todae's CHAMPS was really meaningful,
i felt so sympathetic,
NOT PATHETIC,
IT'S SYMPATHETIC,
LOOK CAREFULLY,

i should continue what i was doing,
(:
because i know,
there're people who needs this,

it doesnt matter if i dont have a clique or whatever,
but is there even a need for one?
we're going to change classes soon,
it's just like half a year more?
i should spend this time wisely,
and stop all those crap,
it's a good learning experience though,
(:

sometimes,
it's good to break away from their world,
and enter other worlds,
sometimes,
being in a "developed country" is really tiring,
and being in a "developing country" feels better,
and being in a "third-world country" feels even better,
i may not be that "developed",
but i am still who i am,
i know what's my duty,

maybe you say i've got it wrong,
but i think what i am doing is right,
i know what i am doing,
what i think is right,
then it will be right,
because i trust myself,
(:
sentences quoted from felicia xD
hee,

i dont know how much i've learnt this year,
but compared to last year,
when i was just a dumb old cleaner,
i learnt so much more,
so much so much,
(:
from every single mistake i made,
i swear i wont make the same mistake again,
from every single event that happened,
from whatever crap that befalls me,

since draft one aint graded,
i can write whatever i want,
it may be veh lame,
but,
it's okay,

"you can be their only friend,"
(:
yang lao shi's sentence was etched in my heart,

when others dont do it,
you're supposed to do it,
however..
when you do it,
people will think that you're going to do it forever,
so...
when others dont do it when they're supposed to,
you aint supposed to do anything,
because it's not your job,
although it seems like it's yours,
but in fact it's not,
lastly...
you're not supposed to do anything,
(:

there are consequences for every decision,
i dont care if we get it first,

sometimes,
copying aint good at all,
because that's not your work,
it's bad because,
it's others' effort,
and you're the one who gain without putting in an ounce of effort,

this post i read le until damn weird leh,
sorry lor,
i dont know how to use chim words la =.=...

chiong hw time,
bye,