T.T

i am veh tired,
really veh veh veh tired,
for the past 3 days,
slept at 12 midnight cause played gunz,
lols :X
so tired sia,
go school also no mood do anything de,
thanks to gunz,
and then todae have CCA,
yesterday slept at 12 again,
so freaking tired sia,
=.=

todae's act was..
hot and slack,
and i realised that i forgot all the commands le,
during C&C,
i cant even recall the turn right de command =.=
cham sia,
tio owned,
but i will improve de (:

oh yea,
talking about exams,
i,
got no idea what can i do?
cry?
laugh?
HA HA HA HA =.=
BOO HOO =.=
both B3s..
maths paper 1 B3,
physics B3,
shyt lor,
=.=
maths de 40/60 was expected,
but alot of careless,
but careless aint an excuse i am giving for my B3 for maths,
i could have easily gotten an A1,
yeah,
thanks to myself,
here's my first B3 for maths since the start of primary school =.=
physics,
i said i wanted to get an A1,
now i can go jump le,
WTH MAN T.T
3.5 marks to A1,
banana,
i am so near but yet so far,
if i drew that section C diagram properly.. =.=
but no point complaining and crying over split milk,
i was actually quite surprised that i managed to do some of the physics questions,
haha,
but B3 for physics,
my second B3,
=.=
and i dont think bio will be anywhere better,
T.T
stupid sia,
my science and maths =.=

my maths so shyt,
my physics so shyt,
maths and physics have connection de lor,
i wonder how the hell i am going to pass maths and physics next year,

and i dont want take triple science le,
think take 1o subjects (including CID) for EOYs so easy like that,
GAD la x.x
i'll just take physics,chem and geog,
8.5 subjects :D
hehe,
you can say might as well take triple science,
pure bio, pure chem , pure physics x.x
die ah,
also dont know why people love triple science so much,
is my dad call me take then i say i going take de lor =.=
not i want de hor x.x
overestimated me =.=
think triple science so relax meh x.x

ahh,
i am so tired,

and school is so so so so so so freaking boring,
watch movie,
watch ppl play chess,
read book,
stone and spin pen,
look at shuai ge,
nothing else to do,
so sian lor,

next tuesday GG liao,
you know what,
the school FINALLY let NCC cadets have shooting training le,
todae sir kept emphasising that they paid the vendor TONNES of $$ for the training course,
lols..
like we eat up alot of the school's money like that,
NCC IS STILL A CCA WHAT?
other CCAs can have so much $$ to spend,
buy this buy that,
buy umbrella one for $100 le =.=
WHY CANT WE HAVE SHOOTING TRAINING?
dont care liao,

shooting competition coming,
ROD coming,
must chiong ROD dance,
and train up for shooting competition,
T.T..

oh,
next tuesday GG de reason is,
will get back alot of papers,
and,
there's CCA,
HA HA HA..
next tuesday de wanyi will sure be like todae de,
no passion at all,
depressed sia,
even BASIC COMMANDS like kekenan-pusang ALSO CAN FORGET LOR,
so zai =.=
shooting sia,
must wear number 4,

have LA papers,
have HCL papers,
have BIO papers,

i think these are the main papers we getting back ba,
wonder how i'll do,
maybe all B3 leh,
then this term GPA 3.0,
at most,
dont take triple science lor,
give myself so much stress for what,
like i superwoman like that =.=
LA.. D:
BIO.. D:
surprisingly,
i dont really worry about HCL,
it have been my strongest subject since primary school :D
and maths too,
but now de maths,
B3 nia =.=
what is wrong with my maths? D:

todae when i got back physics,
i was like..
._.
then,
D:
just never cry only,
i wont cry over bad grades,
just feel terrible,
at most only have tears in my eyes,
and then wont roll down my cheeks de,
surprisingly,
dramas can make me cry like siao,
like for example the male lead dies for the female lead,
so touching sia,
cry le,
LOL,
stupid right? =.=
it's just cause,
i said,
i wanted to get an A1 for that dumb physics paper,
and i tried my veh veh veh best for that paper,
in the end was a B3,
but it doesnt matter,
i knew i did my best,
:D

oh,
and i still havent catch till snow mouse leh D:
so sad,

i am really veh tired,
D:
___________________________

you,
yes you :X
just ignore people,
they're just joking,
i know you dont like it,
but,
i neh do anything wrong right? D:

i shant let you control my feelings,
thou it's almost impossible,
i am trying hard to tell myself that i should be the one who will go to sleep soundly,
and not you,
D:
i feel so sad,
and tired,

x.x
i am veh tired,
that i could just fall asleep on the floor,

todae LA lesson,
i fell asleep in the computer lab D:
i know i am bad but,
really veh tired,
the most dumb thing is,
freaking tired le still must go CCA D:
computer lesson,
got no idea why i just feel so terrible,
then started to type stuff with microsoft word,
but in the end deleted the file,
cause i find it veh veh useless,
lols =.=

i go le,
i am veh tired,
bye (: