sad

you know how it feels like to cry for just one minute?
when one drop of tear roll down your cheeks,
then to your lips,
):
then you tell yourself,
nobody is going to pity you,
and you have to be strong,
then you can support those who really needs you,

today,
my heart broke,
not because of the kind of girl-guy thing you think of,
it's because,

i freaking believed you,
when you lied to me,

you lied to me,
and i believed you,
and you act as if nothing happened,
if i didnt ask you for the truth,
i guess,
i'd never know what's happening,
but this time,
i know,
i am ready to give that damn,
even if you lied to me,
even if you broke my heart,

wont you feel hurt?
when someone you trusted so much,
lied to you?

i understand you did it for a reason,
and i understand,
i really do,
i just feel hurt that's all,

that apology is accepted,
i wish everything will be fine,
i wish everything will be back to normal,
if everything was alright...

it hurts alot inside,
that disappointment,
that feeling of being so stupid,
that feeling of being able to do nothing when your friends need you,

i was too naive,
too naive,

i cheer up le.