tired

i am physically and mentally tired todae.
and i've got no time to blog.

shocked to see zhengzhang boarding 97 o.O
but i am happy thou =D
a happy day with a sleep on the bus + get to see zhengzhang :D
yaye~ xDD

school and lessons were okay..
2e has been damn nice to me and terence =D
thanks my darlings,love you all man :D

pe was 2.4km....
guess what.
my timing is 15.05..
that was simply fantastic..
last year my fastest timing was just 15.17..
w0w
shall continue to work hard..
maybe i could reach a 14 next year ehh =D
but still... my standing board jump is screwed
okay whatever.

science was very blur..
i dint understand anything man,but i think forget it.
science is just.. not one of my best subjects.. so com'on forget it okay ..

history .. i was dozing off.
i was seriously damn tired okay?
then i close my eyes sleep and my head was kinda dangling ..
suddenly my head dont know what happen,got a jerk then i woke up..
sighs

hcl,lang arts,maths..
as usual.
nth much

cca..
was simply emo at first..
cuz CSM QiaoWei talked to us.. about march camp..
those memories..
my throat was stuck and i cant bear to cry again.
staying strong as an individual..
staying bonded as a platoon,a company..
in the end.. you've got to do everything yourself,you must rely on yourself but nobody else
you can only trust yourself,self-independence...
you cant possibly always rely on others,what if they're gone?
bravo.. is a company..
is there a need to split ourselves up into bravo 1 and bravo 2?
i know bravo 2 is good..
doesnt mean that.. our platoons in march camp mean everything right?
yea,i know bravo 2 is good..
bravo 1 is good too..
what's one for all and all for one?
bravo 2 rocks..
what about the whole bravo company?
we live as a company.. we live as bravo.. didnt we?
i wasnt sad cuz of my boy eating with his cca mates ..
just some face i saw.. i wasnt relli pleased.
i am sorry my girls .. D;
i need think thru that,cuz i got not enuf sleep too..
=D
CLP QianHui talked to us too..
about not losing ourselves
we aint supposed to laugh.. or even smile in a file..
what are we doing now?
laughing and laughing when we're not given permission to..
it wasnt like that last year,where did our discipline go?
ncc isnt about laughing and giggling when its time to be serious i remembered ..
what our lovely seniors drilled in us..

ah,i am just too tired to think..

slept on the bus to je.
it was so "omg" when i reached the place outside popular..
it was zhengzhang and hubert with their bubble tea again..
so we decided to talk crap and yeah.. stay there =D
there was jamie,geok,jasmine and me :D
lols.
crapping non-stop and being sick..
haha.
i got no time so shant elaborate..

today..
it started with him and ended with him
it's a pleasure to me but it doesnt seem like one to him..
dint even bother..
well i guess it's just some sort of normal thing to do
to someone who you dont like ..
to someone..
who you stabbed twice in the heart
and it doesnt matter to me =D
as long as i see him..
i am high.
but too tired to even think about this.

staying strong as an individual
dont always beat ourselves down..
i am relli relli tired..

goodbye and i needa do my homework.
and i have no life today.


10.42
no time to blog