x.x

I HAVE A REASON FOR NOT POSTING YESTERDAY x.x
oh my..
i should have posted yesterday,
cause i fell asleep on my bed at 6PM and i slept till todae morning 11AM T.T
and the good thing is,
i returned all my sleep debts :D
OMG,
i regretted for not posting yesterday T.T
sadded,
but nevermind,
todae's post shall be about yesterday,
cause todae,
i am so freakin pissed off with my brother,
=.=

here goes,
ON THE 7th OF AUGUST 2009,friday
please note that i am posting as if i am posting yesterday,the 7th of aug :D
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"todae is my birthday,"

what can you infer from the above sentence?
(:
if you need an explanation,
here it is;

my actual bdae is on 6 Aug,
but it seemed like my bdae is on the 7th of august 2009,
you get it now?
that was really lame actually,
but todae,
it really felt like my bdae,

and do i look emo todae?
o.O
maybe its cause i am tired ba,
as in,
i played "DONT FORGET THE LYRICS" until midnight yesterday T.T
so this explains why i look like sort of dead =.=

this morning,
took 97 with shuying again as usual lo o.O

when i reach class,
hmm..
yepps,
i saw zhengzhang's present :D
hee (:
nah,
i dont want to talk about it here :P
i'll just keep it inside there ^^
yes,
there :D
anyways,
thank you zhengzhang! xD
hehe,

and then,
"DONT FORGET THE LYRICS",
TERENCE!
WE DID IT :D
YAY!!! :D:D:D:D
"we can do it",
quoted from Terence,
AND WE REALLY DID IT,
we did it TOGETHER :D
omg,
hahahaha,
i really loved that man :D
hahaha,
we did quite a good job lor :D
hehe,
i dont know what the class think about the game ehh..
but,
from what i see todae,
i think quite fun leh :D
at least everyone have participate bah ^^
hehe,

then a whole lot of crap about national day,
SCHOOL OVER!
:D

haha,
then went out with my loves,
weely,geok and zhimin :D
hehe,
we went to lot 1 :D
then we go KFC eat ^^
go to the sky garden eat candy floss,
i think i 2 years never eat liao lor D;
BUT TODAE EAT WITH MY LOVES~
feel so damn sweet ^^
hehe,
after that went to geok's house play badminton and basketball :D
damn fun la :D
hehe,
and weely is seriously damn zai lor! ^^
haha,
after sports then we go slack at geok's house :D
and we almost finished her apple juice :X
oops,
but still thank you geok for the juice :D
^^

listen music :D
and david archuleta really rocks :D
the japanese song,
which weely loves like damn lots,
88,
ROCKS LA! :D
haha,

then later we all zao at around 4pm like that o.O
at around 5 i reach home,
then i go bathe,
then i wenta eat,
when i go on my computer right,
i lay on my bed,
and then i never woke up till the next day,
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okay,
that's about it,
actually,
if i write about yesterday,
todae right,
i cant really grasp the feeling le D;
sob sob sob
THAT'S WHY I SAID I REGRETTED NOT POSTING YESTERDAY,
i missed out such an important day on my blog D;
sob sob sob,

but i really really loved yesterday :D
because of many many reasons :D

it's the first official one,
from someone special :D
and it's a he xD
it's really cute and creative i say ^^
and,
it's really sweet too (:
really really sweet xD

oh my,
shant continue,
if not people will puke le lor x.x

and,
inner struggles?
just like internal conflict,
i had been thinking all day,
since yesterday,
it's not like what my loves had said,
it's not that case,
definitely not,
it's just in the place of a friend,
and just a friend :D
he'll hope that i understand,
(:
and i will :D

if it's the other way round,
as if it would happen :/
i say,
IF it's the other way,
then,
i dont know,
i will just get so sweetened up till i dont need to eat candies or lollies anymore,
but,
the thing is,
IF..
you know,
the word "if" is really scary,
it's just fantasy,
not reality,

i understand,
:)


David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah,

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh..



徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘著斑驳的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随着时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头
我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱



郭静 - 明白

你说了一万遍的你爱我
你说了什麽我都懂
因为爱很久
所以我都懂

可是我发现没人能永久
就算我们曾勾勾手
还是会寂寞
没有你之後
我才明白的更多

你看着我来
我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合
难免要承受的痛

你看着我来
我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵
我还能听见你呼吸的温柔

就算我会心痛
你的好永远都填满我心中



梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光
我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成
我们的梦想

你总说
时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天
就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上
张扬过哀伤
那是种多么
寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙
让我去流浪
在原地等我
把自己捆绑
你没说
你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动
自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

:)

哪里?
就在我心里,