:/

its a busy week ahead,
and i am feeling really,
really vexed,
for many reasons,

class chalet for 5 days,
4 days of cca,
subject combi selection,

well,
tell me,
tell me what else can i do?
after cca immediately chiong to pasir ris from commonwealth everyday?
and then travel from pasir ris to home at night,
then go for cca the next day?
haha,
not funny,
you think i wonderwoman?
no i aint,

i aint the one going for both cca and class chalet on the same day,
why should cca be on the days when we're supposed to have fun?
....

forget it,
the only solution to this,
a win-win solution,
go for class chalet after getting pumped and stink like shyt after cca (:

i know i sound really sarcastic,
but,
i am really really really vexed =.=
i'm sorry :/
_____________________________

sometimes,
i wonder if everything i had now,
and everything i am going thru now,
is a dream,

if its really a dream,
i'd wish i'll never never wake up,

the greater the expectation,
the greater the disappointment,
i never disagreed with this statement,
at least,
never once since i started learning english (:

i dont know what to say now,
it's just complicated and i dont know how to explain it,
perhaps,
it's cause i dont want to type it down here,
cause,
i know,
this blog,
aint private,
(:

i suddenly realised that,
we never made that effort to understand each other before this,

o.o aint weird,
it's my style :P
blehhhhh xP

i never knew i had this side of me too,
sometimes i wish,
i were smaller,
as in,
smaller..
physically and psychologically,
does it sound logical? o.O
you get what i mean?
haha,
dont laugh hor! :P