=.=

if being nice is helping others,
help till they start to take advantage of you,

nice people are bullied,
and i strongly agree to this statement,
WTH LA,
PLEASE LA,
JUST LOOK AROUND,
WHICH OF THOSE DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE PEEP NEH GET BULLIED,
or they kenna bullied then they dont even mind,
=.=

I AM NOT TRYING TO SAY THAT I AM NICE,
BUT PLEASE,
sometimes i just feel like,
SO PISSED OFF,
IT'S SO RARE FOR PEOPLE TO BE AS NICE AS THOSE PEEPS LA,
AND NOW PEOPLE JUST TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM,
THINK YOU WHAT?
F5

if one day they realise it's not worth it to be nice,
they wont be nice,
and there will be no DAMN NICE people around,

UNLESS that person is so bloody nice until he/she can be NICE FOREVER,

help others until you die yourself,
T.T

sometimes it's just not worth it la,
=.=
sobs,

i never realised how easy it is for people to just type out "thank you",
ZzZzzzzzzZz..

WHAT?
I DO HOMEWORK UNTIL PISSED OFF LA,
CANNOT MEH?
=.=

that was just merely an excuse,
seriously,
i am pissed off NOW,
=.=

lols

OH CRAP!
i was like so tired todae,
and zhengzhang is not in class D:
aww,
one table partner gone D;
sobs,

and todae i was pissed off,
I DONT KNOW LA,
and i shouted at runzhong again D:
sians,
i dont know why i always shout at him de la,
maybe he is veh veh shout-able,
then can shout at him O.O
alamak,
sorry ah runzhong x.x

aiya,
i dont want to blog anymore,

AND TODAE'S PE ROCKS,
that's all :D
good bye,

(:

i will find one day to tie my hair :D
hee,

TODAE'S A FANTASTIC DAY,
you know i wasnt even abit of tired this morning,
AND I SLEPT AT 2.30AM LAST DAWN LEARNING TING XIE,
wth lor,
i learn until so late then in the end todae no ting xie,
ALAMAK LA,

ehh please la,
you're the one who is doing it okay?
i dont ignore people can?

and yes,
TODAE'S CHINESE CID RAWK ASS MAN!
OUR GROUP PAWNED ALL THE OTHERS TODAE LA! XD
OMG I LOVE MY CHINESE CID GROUP LIKE HELL,
EVEN SO MUCH MORE THAN LAST YEAR MATHS CID DE GROUP!!
SERIOUSLY LA,

KEN,

EE SHENG,

ZHI HE,

WAN YI,

WE OWN MAN!!!
WAHAHHAHAHAH!
WE ROCK THE WHOLE UNIVERSE LA!
xD
wo0ts~
AND TODAE EE SHENG ROCKS LIKE WOW!! CAN?
he talk about the marriage stuff and then at night must do THAT THING de,
made everyone laugh like hell,
and then right,
our group was the only group which made xiao lao shi laugh!!
EE SHENG ROCKS LA XD
AND HIS HANDWRITING IS LIKE DAMN NICE,
OMG,
HIS HANDWRITING ROCKS ALSO LA,
OMG~
EVEN NICER THAN RUNZHONG'S HANDWRITING~
OMG~~~
I NEVER KNEW EE SHENG SO ZAI ONE LA,
HAHHAHAAHHAHA
NOW I KNOW!!!! XD

AND RIGHT,
YOU KNOW THE GUYS WERE LIKE CRACKING SICK JOKES x.x
WAHHAHAHAHAH!
KEN!!!
OMG~
KEN LOOKS LIKE ZHIHE!!!
OMG OMG OMG~~
THEY LOOK SO DAMN ALIKE CAN?
aww~
hee~~
WAHAHAHHAHAHA!
OUR GROUP ROCKS AND WE WILL RULE MAN!
I LOVE MY CHINESE CID GROUP,
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
xD
ROCKS LA!!!

other lessons were,
PURELY BORING,
for example,
maths,

okay,
let's talk about HCL!
todae we got back our "That Time,I Really Had The Courage" compo,
WTH LA,
I SCORE SO LOW =.=
fainted,
you know what,
since this year started,
I NEVER HIT A 50/70 FOR CHINESE COMPOSITION,
WHAT THE HELL LOR,
LAST YEAR I HAVE LIKE,
3 compos over 50 de T.T
THIS YEAR ONE ALSO NO HAVE!!
MUST WORK HARDER LE!!
FOR THE SAKE OF MY A1 FOR CHINESE!!!
I SWEAR I AM GOING TO GET AN A1 AT LEAST ONCE IN MY RV LIFE!!
and we were like laughing at people's compos again x.x
fainted,
aiya,
dont talk about that,
i wanna talk about the composition yang lao shi said was really special,
YOU KNOW WHAT,
I FEEL LIKE WRITING THAT COMPOSITION D;

有时候，没有勇气比有勇气来得更好

this is really true de lor,
BUT ONLY APPLIES TO SOMETIMES LA,
LOL!

and then,
recess i went to the library,
I HATE THE CANTEEN LA,
SO NOISY,
NOISE POLLUTION AH,
MAKE ME HAVE HEADACHE =.=

OMG I LOVE THE LIBRARY MAN xD
HAHAHHAHAHA!

oh yes,
todae's geography lesson was the WORST of all,
ms tan dont know go where like she always used to be =.=
and Terence went like around the whole school to look for her with Hubert,
they run until like siao la,
scare me when they come back,
i thought something really serious happened or what leh,
O.O
then right,
MS TAN DIDNT COME FOR LESSON TODAE =.=
cause she see wrong time for lesson x.x
WTH LOR,
WASTED ONE LESSON,
and Terence and Hubert had to run and sweat x.x
but neh mind,
can gain more leg muscles (:
hee~
anw,
thanks to the guys,
hehe,
^^
and yepps!
thanks nicole for down with me too!
xD
hee,

todae's HISTORY WAS~
wo0ts~
totally,
MS TEO TODAE SO HAPPY LA,
AND SHE HAPPY I ALSO DAMN HAPPY DE XD
WAHAHHAHAHAH!
runzhong told me that ms teo teach all in texts,
but her lessons are never boring,
:D
SEE,
HISTORY IS ALL ABOUT ENGLISH,
AND IT'S HELL BETTER THAN LANG ARTS x.x
Ooops,
I NOT SAYING LANG ARTS BORING LA,
BUT RIGHT,
HISTORY LESSONS JUST ROCK TOO MUCH LE!! XD
WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

AND YES!!!
TODAE STAYED BACK TO DO FLASH!!
AND GUESS WHAT,
MET GEOK AND ZHIMIN!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
LOVE THEM LIKE SIAO LA!! XD
WAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHA~
IT'S DAMN COOL TO MEET YOUR FRENS COINCIDENTALLY XD
WAHHAHAHAHAH!!!
OMG~
I LOVE YOU GEOK AND ZHIMIN~
and then we were like crapping in the computer lab for like 2++ hours :D
HAHAHHAHAHAH!
DAMN FUN LA!!
HAHAHAHAHHA,
THEN TODAE BUSED TO JE with GEOK~
hee,
;33
OMG LOR,
LIKE SO LONG NEH TALK TO GEOK LE~~
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAH!!
we crapped about teachers and dramas and drills ++,
HAHAHHAHAHAH!
FEELS DAMN COOL!
i think is i too long never talk to people liao ba,
BUT NEVER MIND I STILL LOVE GEOK :)

and tmr must do dance again =.=
sucks to be a girl,
seriously,

hey boy,
you owe me my 13 months,
LOL,
KIDDING LA =.=

WTH!!!
I AM NOT GOING CRAZY AGAIN LA PLEASE =.=
i was just~
TRYING TO RECALL WHAT IT FEELS LIKE,
to love somebody,
BYE BYE LA =.=

=.=

do i even look like a lost child to you? =.=

x.x

todae's the first day i ate till so full =.=
since term 3 started,
LOL x.x
i just ate like 2 table spoons of rice + 2 portions of frozen unagi,
and drank 2 bowls of tom yam soup,
x.x
ARGH!
now my mouth is like burning,
LOL x.x
i drank the soup for fun,

lols,
why am i telling you what i had for dinner?
=.=
and it's 4.11pm now,
we're having dinner,
x.x
my family has this weird timing for meals,
but,
who cares?
LOL!

yesterday night,
the guys were like quarrelling over some stuffs in maple,
=.=
argue until so agitated,
sighs,
guys are just guys,
T.T
triple sighs,
say girls veh ma fan,
guys also nowhere better,
:P

so in conclusion,
both genders are equal :)

but the one who tries to stop the arguement aint extra leh,
it may seem like he's extra but everything must come to a stop right?
T.T

but it's veh fun to see the chim guys' talk,
can see alot alot of points of view,
and the examples they give for their points,
can apply to daily life, x.x

this is so crappish,
i have alot of homework left,
and so,
i aint blogging anymore :)

bye peeps,

...

"you once gave me everything i wanted,
but the next second you took everything away from me,"

what am i afraid of?
sometimes,
life's just so complicated,

it had been so long since i felt this way,
i just feel that i am going to lose something,

sighs,
my dumb internet is down,
my computer cant even connect one tiny lil bit of the signal =.=
and now i am using my bro's com,
yes.

ARGH!
since friday,
i dont know why,
i just feel so weird,
and i am just scared of something,
T.T

maybe i am just too tired,
i slept at 9.15 last night,
and i woke up at 11.30 this morning,
if i sleep at 2am,
i will wake up at 2pm,
lols,

how fast can people change?
you once made me believe what you told me,
but the next time i see you,
you destroyed everything,

"i'm just kidding,"
so you're kidding me,
arent you?

how fast can we change?
how fast?
once i turn away,
you turn into a stranger who i cant even recognise,

i am afraid of losing what i have,
as if everyone dont,

as if,
like,

i hate those words,

"as if that will happen,"
"like we all dont,"

you want me to talk,
but i talk no sense,
so,
do you still want me to talk?
do you?

the best way for me to talk is to shut up,
thank you,

i did nothing wrong right?
i dint,
if i did something wrong,
i will know,
i will apologise,
but,
this time i didnt,
i know i didnt,

"thank you for everything,"
i should return this sentence,

thank you for everything,
i'm sorry,
this is for you budd,

so,
"thank you" and "sorry" do stick together,
dont they?

what is wrong with me?

life without cca sucks sometimes,
no shouting at the top of my lungs to vent every single unhappiness out,
i miss how we used to shout together,
i miss how we used to scream and cheer together,
one for all,
all for one,
this doesnt apply to the people twice the size of bravo girls,
but it still applies to us right?
just the 17 of us,
we're the bravo girls (:

one for all,
all for one,

that's what all UGs share,

shut up if you are sick and tired of those 6 words,
you think those words are said for fun,
then why dont you go and ___.

there're ups and downs in life,
without the downs,
there'll not be the ups,

if life is always like a positive linear graph,
we will sure go KABOOM!
because we've already reached the limit,

it's just the tension,
and now i am letting go,

well,
i told you i talk no sense,
if you dont understand anything,
then shut up,
:)

.... 10 july o.O

when a person is being nice,
when a person doesnt say anything when you bully him/her,
it doesnt mean that he/she doesnt mind,
can you just stop that please?


i dont wanna blog todae,
now,
tell me,
what did i do wrong?

我不知道我到底有多在乎你，

但我就是为你感到不值，

你是一个善良的人，

不值得他们那样对你。

after all these,

after all that happened,

i know,

i never regretted it,

我知道我没有看错人..

=.=

stop screwing up my tagbox can?
=.=
mrs yeow said we shall minimise the use of vulgarities,
but i aint a cute girl and you dont need to expect no vulgarities from me,
bloody hell,
stop it x.x

ZzzzZz..
last night i slept at 10+ and TODAE,
was the FIRST normal school day i've ever had,
since school reopened,
it's like todae's the first day i dont feel like sleeping in classes,
lols,

and i seriously hate music lessons,
singing infront of the class is a torture,
i'd rather go join my platoon mates and do those manly cheers :)
SHOUT UNTIL YOU ALL DEAF AH!
RAWR!!

bio was purely boring,
as in,
really the experiments really cannot-make-it,
last year's practicals were so much better leh,
SOBS D:
sighs,
and then Mr See quite pissed off these 2 days,
:/

recess,
spent recess in class,
lols,
actually nothing really much,
just arranged the files and look thru worksheets,
yepps,
and i bought a photocopy card le,
lols,

hcl,
listen to presentations,
i dont know why leh,
todae's presentation all quite interesting,
AND I AM GOING TO READ THE BOOK SEOWHWEE RECOMMENDED :D
hee,
you know the genre of book she recommended bah~
hee xD

malay and lang arts lessons,
MIXED UP,
and i lost that timetable Mr Ang gave to Terence and me =.=
YESTERDAY WAS ON THE RACK DE LOR!
THEN TODAE GONE LE,
=.=
SIAN AH,
but now we know that malay was before langarts le,
BUT RIGHT,
I CHECK BEFORE LEH,
IT'S LANG ARTS BEFORE MALAY =.=
i actually placed the 2 timetables side by side and see,
exactly the same,
UNLESS I SEE WRONGLY =.=
ARGH!

sians,
malay quite interesting,
THEN CIKGU SAY MUST SHOUT QI LI XING LI IN MALAY =.=
shout le people were like "huh?",
=.=
ZZzZZZzzzZZzzZZz
demoralised,
if i cant even do this properly,
HOW THE HECK I AM GOING TO COMMAND WHEN CCA STARTS LA?
=.=

maths was hell boring,
=.=
AND THANK YOU JINGFEI!!! :D
hee,
thanks for teaching me question 8,
LOL!
yepps,

bused to je with alvin and jennshyang,
lols,
it's always real sian cause,
i am veh sian =.=
I WANT ENJOY THE SERENITY MA :P

THATS ALL LA,
TODAE'S POST SO BORING,

STOP SCREWING MY TAGBOX LA =.=
ZZzZZzZZZz

and this weekend i am so gonna die,
=.=
SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!
SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =.=

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING,
=.=

and i realise that zhengzhang was the only one really doing duty :/
since the starting of this year,
thanks to those lovely peeps who helped out too :D
hee,
you know who you are,
^^

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTHHHHHH =.=

then right,

i realise how long i havent been sweeping the class le,

like about a month and a half?

x.x

if i sweep right,

VEH CLEAN DE LEH~

:D

hee,

shall find one day sweep the floor :D

and i feel like treating someone to mac vanilla cone,

cause right,

since term 3 started and since i practiced walking home from MRT stations,

i have the habit to go buy vanilla cone from mac :P

but i at most buy twice a week only x.x

hee,

that's my recess ma :D

ARGHH~~

WHO WANT VANILLA CONE??

LOL!

i go do homework le,

sighs,

i am so tired,

!!!

:/

:D

what happens if wanyi ties her hair? T.T
sian,
maple lag like siao just now la,
train until so pissed off,
=.=
BUT RIGHT,
I NEED 56k MORE TO BUY MY NEW ARMOUR!!
and i have been wearing my current armour for like..
42-18..
24 levels x.x

i understand now,
what's supposed to be mine,
it'll be mine :D
i understand,

sometimes everything just gets better,
when we're just friends :D

tired out

I AM SO FREAKKIN TIRED,
that i might just die of fatigue,
;/

ARGH!
yesterday cause i didnt use hot water to bathe =.=
i slept at 1++am,
=.=
SIAN,
then i slept like a pig on 97 this morning with shuying,
LOL!
hee,

todae can say it's the BEST day ever since term 3 started ba,
i just feel so happy today,
but i am just so tired,
T.T

todae's first lesson was history,
i was falling asleep le T.T

after that was MATHS,
OMG SCREW MATHS MAN,
THANKS TO THE PREVIOUS GROUPS LOR,
SAY CANNOT PRESENT,
=.=
in the end we kenna,
then no choice have to go,
we sort of screwed up la,
hee,
alvin and runzhong damn zai :D
hee,
runzhong's speech not bad wor,
i was like =.= at my speech,
LOL,
seriously la,
i have to repeat the IAAF thing for 5/6 times then right,
YOU KNOW MY PRONUNCIATION SUCKS DE RIGHT,
AND YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH SUCKS DE RIGHT?
i hate presenting in ENGLISH =.=
as in seriously i hate to present in english,
zzzZzZz..
then my hands were trembling like hell can?
SOB!
and i veh veh veh scared D;
but in the end ms choo say "very good",
LOL!
then i hope still okay bah,
DONT CARE ABOUT MATHS LE LA =.=

later was HCL,
actually i expected yang lao shi to KABOOM!,
but he didnt,
he just sort of like lost hope in us,
but right,
if he were to KABOOM! and scold us again,
that's NOT the first time of the year already,
we made him disappointed so many times le,
if i were yang lao shi,
i might just cry infront of the class or something,
cause i have a weak heart,
but i know my heart is strong enough to withstand certain things :D
sighs,
we went on with presentation,
AND GUESS WHAT,
TODAE I GOT BITTEN BY THAT STUPID CROCO!
ARGH!
DUMB CROCO!!!!
BITE ME!!!
RAWRR!!!
i was okay at first de,
then i dont know why,
the more i talk,
the more nervous i got,
then my hands shook like some shyt,
SERIOUSLY LA,
I NEVER SHAKE UNTIL I DROP MY SCRIPT ALR,
XIE TIAN XIE DI LIAO LOR!!
OMG!
i never knew my hands could tremble like shyt,
it really shook and shook,
AND I TALK FASTER AND FASTER,
and then FINALLY END LE,
WAH PHEW!
yang lao shi commented that my ppt veh nice,
then i talk too fast,
it's quite good la,
but i expected a higher score anyway,
maybe cause i too nervous then talk too fast or sth ;/
BUT NEH MIND!
I DID IT!
I FEEL SO CAREFREE NOW LA!
NO MORE STRESS LE :X

AND YES!
ZHI HE IS GOD-LIKE CAN?
OMG LA,
HE'S REALLY DAMN GOD-LIKE,
he talk withOUT the script,
he just took the script without even looking at it,
and PRESENT LIKE THAT,
and he memorise the script like dont know how many billion times la!
OMG!!!
ZHI HE ROCKS CAN?!
WAHAHHAHAHAHA!
after he finish presenting right,
i feel like having a standing ovation,
LOL!
then we all clapped damn loudly and WOOOO!!!~
WAH SEH~
ZHI HE DAMN ZAI LA!
xD

recess,
ate with alvin and zhenghan,
then our ncc specialists saw us then come talk to us,
i was like O.O,
scare me la,
suddenly so many specialists appear o.O
then i just did nothing =.=
lols,
but it feels great to see the specs leh,
hee,
sort of miss them :D

after recess was lang arts,
WAH SIAN AH,
lang arts =.=
i didnt even know the class ended la,
and it's runzhong tell me then i know de,
LOL!

CHAMPS,
lesson was okay la,
commenting on classmates again,
but seriously la,
there are some classmates who are really so damn nice until cannot say anything de can?
then i just write; dont get bullied,
LOL!
cause nice people always get bullied,
REALLY LOR,
DONT BELIEVE ME =.=
aiya,
just crap around,
LOL,

bio make up lesson was ULTRA CRAPPISH,
=.=
ARGH!!!
this was the first time i see Mr See so angry de..
and then i was really falling asleep le,
sobs,

todae was the first time so many ppl kenna T.T
runzhong said my job is to kill people,
=.=
WTH LA,
YOU THINK I WANT TO DO THAT MEH?
terence and i dont even bear to write in it la,
ARGH!
T.T
sadded,

and yesh,
todae after recess,
the class was like going to KABOOM!,
seriously,
ms foo teaching 2F teach until she damn pissed cause we damn noisy,
WTH LA,
DAMN,
SHOUT AND SHHHHHHHHHHHHH ALSO NO USE DE LOR,
SERIOUSLY NO USE DE,
WHAT TO DO?
I GO ASK MRS LOOK OR MS TEO COME SCREW THE CLASS EVERYTHING SETTLED,
=.=
and i walked outside the class right,
Ms Foo was coming into 2E,
and she was really damn pissed off,
then i saw Mdm Choo coming,
WTH LA,
MDM CHOO SAVED US TODAE CAN?
if not ms foo come in screw us i dont know what to do liao,
HOW CAN I NOT CONTROL LA?
YOU TELL ME,
YOU TELL ME?
TELL ME LA,
WTH,
PISSED,
maybe i shouldnt care and make mrs look or ms teo come screw us :D
hee~
IF THE CPs GET SCREWED FIRST ALSO DONT CARE,
AS LONG AS THE TWO VEH VEH ZAI TEACHERS COME SCREW US CAN LE,
ARGHHH!!!
KEEP QUIET CAN OR NOT?
=.=

if i have THIS chance again,
i going to smash tables liao,
ARGHH!!!
90% of the noise =.=..
ZZzZzZzzzzzZzzZ

ARGH!!!
I AM SO FREAKKIN TIRED TO BE PISSED,
I GO DO MY TING XIE CORRECTIONS LE LA,
WTH =.=
i think yang lao shi mark our ting xie mark until blur blur le,
he mark my ting xie right,
he gave me extra one mark,
LOL!
but i still going to do corrections for that la,
cause right,
is i write wrong ma,
so must do,
DIE ALSO MUST DO,
cause it's not for anyone else,
IT'S FOR MYSELF,

you wanna do it,
then you do it,
it's not for anybody,
it's not for the teacher,
it's not for your classmates,
it's for yourself,
it's your choice,

sighs,
TMR MUSIC,
CHAM LA!!!!
being in a group filled with guys ROCKS~
at least i aint in a grp with girls :P
GUYS ROCKS,
hee~~
but the problem is,
it'll be veh hard for us to do music,
when most/all of us dont know anything about music,
SOB D:
but CAN ASK AROUND RIGHT?
hee~
okay la,
at least i wont feel wierd to sing cause my voice is like a guy's =.=
WTH LA,
NCC TRAIN DE CANNOT MEH?
I SAY I DONT LIKE THOSE VOICE WITH DAMN HIGH PITCH DE CANNOT AH?
THIS IS NCC AND EVERYONE SHOULD ACT LIKE A MAN!
LOL!
kick my tortie's ass,
i think i going mad cause i am so tired,

HECK CARE LA,
I GO MAPLE LIAO LA,
=.=