Saturday, April 11, 2009

注定的?

如果不快乐,
如果没有结果,
一切都是上天注定的。

那是你说的。

我又发神经了。
我快生病了,
都是你的错。
为什么来读我的部落格!!!!!!!!!!!!
开玩笑啦。。。
是因为我的身体受感染了。

不可以这个时候生病,
我还有很多事要做的。

功课,我还没有做完。
原因是因为我不想做。

我也不想把他们俩给叫出来,
那是一个非常难的任务。
会让我更糟糕。
该怎么办呢?
明天就是死期了,
让我再考虑考虑吧。。。

2009年4月11日(星期六)8点33分

再见

^^






















lols
managed to find the naruto screenshots i took last year ;D
veh cute de.
plus my kirby adventure ;D
credits to alvin for the game xD
and some random pictures of torties and a yoshi.
Lols
;D
i am gone.
bye
;DD

=.=

TODAE IS OM COMPETITION
like what alvin said,it's a big day.
althou it ended..
and i still dont know the results.
BUT I RELLI HOPE U PEEPS DID WELL ;D

todae's a saturday
and i am still watching tv and blogging
and next week is week4 alr.
projects due date arriving.
exams are coming.
holidays are coming AGAIN.
oh hell man =.=
BORED to DEATH
and HOMEWORK FLOOD during holidays
damn damn DAMN~!

okay,i shall only blog in CHINESE when i have nothing better to do.
=.='''

OH MAN
I HATE SCHOOL.
school's seriously =.='''
i am gonna screw my mid years D;
sighs.
what do we study for?
do we even need to know what's with all those damn chemical formulas when we work?
;@
maybe some need
Lols.
whatever we learnt in school
will become general knowledge
next time can teach our kids.
if we forget then too bad lor.
D;
i almost forgot whatever crap i learnt in primary school =.='''
my bro asked me about adaptations for dipersal of seeds O.O
man,i only remember flame of the forest =.=
okay,whatever i learnt in primary 6,is memorized.
for the sake of psle.
and for the sake of going into a GOOD school like RVHS.
;@
blah,actually whatever we learnt in p6,i think can only remember maths bah ;X
cuz maths is something that we once learnt,and it's hard to forget.
cuz it's solid.
like what mr keith said.
maths and science are DEAD and solid subjects,based on facts.
but humanities aint.
humanities is called humanities cuz they want us to treat it like humans,with life.
Lols.
that's lame =.=''
oh crap.
why am i crapping here again..

i asked my mom to sew my rank <3<3<3<3<3
love ya damn loads my mama ;D
if go outside ask ppl sew = waste $$
lance coporal rank.
no idea why ppl get so happy over ranks ;@
no offence,just a passing comment actually.
maybe it's a form of satisfication or what.
but i dont feel anything.
cuz that rank is just a piece of cloth.
what's inside us,is the most important.
so what if we're lance coporals and we dont live up to our standard?
so what if we have the same rank as the part c seniors?
they're still better than us.
the rank is nothing,when we let ourselves down.
we can have the same rank as the part As
but the thing that differentiate us with them is ourselves.
the experiences we went thru.
everything we went thru together,as a platoon,as a company.
perhaps,they will experience it later.
but still,we're different ;D

and yeah,i cant waste $$
so i shant eat out anymore
and i shant buy anything anymore
total waste of $$.
okay,birthday presents shall be WANYI-MADE ;D
see,i very sincere right ;D
lols.
so buyaolian =.='''

monday,there's art again.
oh crap =.='''
there's cid again.
bloody =.='''
hcl .. write yi lun wen =.='''
maths and lang arts.. =.='''
oh shytzz,aint life in rv horrible?

thursdays and fridays are BAD.
cuz there're GEOG lessons.
oh crap,i DONT LIKE geog this year.
althou i loved it last year.
what ms tan said just doesnt go into me.
oh crap.

alvin,your song is relli relli damn nice.
love it man.
man,smiles ;DD

okay,i tell ya what.
later i'll blog again.
i'll show you my kirby screenshots again ;D
I LOVE KIRBY.
it's a veh nice game~
but my kirby is always dead.
no idea why.
=.='''
cuz i am not a pro kirby-player ;D
yeah.

so i am going now.
watch tv.
and i am using my bro's com.
so ez to type and his computer screen damn big.
my own computer screen small like some shytzz.
see ppl's blog need scroll left and right,up and down like siao
however,i still love it ;D
lols.
i just love my keyboard ;P

if everyone thinks we're in the worst condition ever.
sighs.
think about those without food and dying.

if everyone thinks we're in the worst situation ever.
sighs.
think about those peeps who are struggling to live.

there're so many people who are suffering every single day.
if everyone thinks that everything is GG to us.
if everyone thinks that everything is a BIG problem to us.
well,i suggest you go exchange your life with them.
althou it's quite impossible.
just remember,how blessed we are.

i got a screwed throat todae.
cuz i was yelling and screaming my head off in the middle of the night yesterday.
Lol.
was listening to "so crazy" by coco lee wen.
the lyrics veh ~~ .
lols.
that was the first time i relli listened to the lyrics ;X
i need start reading.
oh crap man.
i wondered how long i havent been reading.
it's like 3 months full liao.
damn those homework.
i dont even know what i read.
....
i shall reread the whole book during my june holidays ;D
yaye.
but still damn those homework coming up.
cant we live without homework?
=.='''

Friday, April 10, 2009

boo

=.=
i am bored
so i shall try chinese again =.='''

闷死了啦
俊杰的《格》的音乐非常悦耳
我又用了一个不常用得词语
太无聊了

明天不知道有没有心情跟肯全到图书馆做功课
看我的妈妈让不让吧
好闷啊。。。

有一个非常无聊的人一直发简讯给我
那个人就是我的同座,曹先生。
浪费我的电话的记忆力 (oh wth,direct translation =.=)

用华文来写-部落格婆思-非常难
打字打得很辛苦
又很费力
真的自讨苦吃
但是我没事做,所以无所谓

明天再看吧
好多功课都不想做。。。

为什么我不去睡觉呢?
因为我不想睡
我想今天把一些事做好

我一直想着
如果
我不再喜欢他
是否不会那么尴尬。。。
就顺其自然吧
到时再看
可能我太久没有机会在学校和课堂上欣赏他了
没那么念旧了吧
也许自己的幸福要自己争取
但是也要看情况吧
太固执只会害了彼此
对不对?
不明白为什么人与人会爱来爱去的
太奇妙了
可惜的是
我不曾体验过那种感觉
奇怪了
怎么听起来怪怪的
哈哈

我的头突然间很痒
好-然大门- 啊
然大门,太好笑了
=。=
觉得这个-婆思- 真的很奇怪

我想做一些功课了

-翰宇-
《不怕神一样的对手 ,只怕猪一样的队友》
每次他的 -怕身呢 马赛几- 都那么有启发行的
太厉害了

哎呀
我走了
再见

请您早日回信
谢谢

我会一直想着你的
不用担心

=.=

thanks yanyan :@
lols
i decided to reply my tags cuz of you.
and i dint do what u tagged okay =.=...

here we go..

alvin:
lols,thanks for tagging ;D
^^

hasee:
o.O
hmm,obession for him?
lols,havent reached the max. yet ;P

yanyan:
yeah,you go love YOUR kirby lah.
lols.
hahahahaha
and you dont come my blog anyhow say things can =.='''

batman:
lols,yeah.
thanks ^^

ken:
thanks ^^
hope i can do that.. one day.

seowhwee:
thanks ;D
i will be happy.
past tense is hard to write D;

novia:
thanks ;D
lols ;X

sam:
thanks for tagging ;D

jasmine:
haha,thanks jasmine~ <3
motivated ^^
lols,hahahaha.

geok:
lols yeah ;D

yixin:
w00ts~
thanks for tagging man.
come tag more,next time ur platoon wont suffer than much.
LOLS!!
KIDDING KIDDING.
i am a nice person ;P
hahahhahahahaha.


... =.=
yanyan ah,your blog no tagbox one ah :@
HOW PPL TAG?
dont know how to make can consult me de hor ;D

7.49
bye peeps

back =.='''

okay
i realise that my juniors like ncc ;D
w00ts
and the part a guys only 1 person have blog ;X
lols.
good good
haha.
and i realise i only know yixin and yenting from part a girls O.O
and only waiyuin from part a guys O.O
OMG
time to know my juniors better ..
hahaha,i know my bravo well enuf le ;P

then nothing else leh.
just rearranged my links and no more D;
=.=''
lamee day
time to read blogs.
lols.
later i come back.
with my last post of the day.

157...

oh todae was totally lame shytzz.
i woke up at 12 cuz my mom woke me up.
and i still owe my body 14 hours of sleep.
=.='''
todae wasnt a nice day at all.
spent 4 hours watching discovery channel.
and 3 hours watching dramas.
myth busters rocks.
dramas from singapore .. =.='''
i prefer more romantic stuff.
singapore drama i watch for years,everything is still the same.
nothing new ;@

and my body needs some exercise.
everywhere is aching like some shytzz man.
i feel like playing monkey bars and running again.
geok was right,running can make us happy ;D
NAPFA's next week.
or is it the week after next?
argh.
i want a gold
i wanna prove her wrong.
and i wanna prove him wrong.
to prove to him,i dont fail my NAPFA test.
sighs.
a 21 point target.
now i am left with 16.
jiayou man.

homework.
project.
all are just shytzz.
we go to school for the sake of doing homework.
fantastic man.

blah blah blah.
homework sucks.

my passion for ncc is gone again.
it's gone so easily.
is there a need to be so gan jiong over it?
why not just leave it and do whatever you can remember?
i dint give a damn about ifc,so i flunk my ifc test during march camp.
drills mutual =.='''
...
it's totally gone.
if ncc is all without theory stuff... it'll be much better.
how come part b has these theory things about ncc.. =.='''
blah blah blah whatever.

i've got a long list of tags.
and i am still waiting.
no idea when i gg reply them
sighs

bored to death
and i have nothing to talk about
another ...
okay,what the hell do u call the opposite of climax?
=.=''
downfall in my life.
well.
i just managed to recall that damn word

oh shytzz man
got loads of homework.
and geog project totally sucks.
i'd wished there're guys.
D;
cid project,all i could do is the report.
programming.. yishan called me just now and talked a little bout it..
it's quite okay actually.. if nothing goes wrong.

if there aint ups and downs in life.
what do u call it man.
argh.
we're just people of different worlds.
it's impossible for us to walk on the same track.
ne'er.

i am going to link my juniors
i am going to my lovely bravo blog.
i am going to read some guys' blogs.
i am going to read some girls' blogs.
i am going to do whatever i need to do.
and next i am going to start my lifeless life.
again.

chinese homework.
chinese ting xie/mo xie.
cheng yu and shi.
if i need to know all of them to get into bicultural.
then forget it =.='''
i dont know what to choose for subj. combi.
same situation like choosing my secondary school.
i dont have any say in my own education actually.
cuz i dont know what i should do.

blah blah blah.

later i'll be back ;/
still owe laoma a post.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

又来了。 。 。

我回来了

我知道那不是爱情
是否放手由我的心去决定
也许说做朋友会更好
但是我们不是朋友了吗?
把它放下就代表弃权
那不是重点
对不起 。

好无聊阿
烦恼那么多
人怎么能支撑那么久呢?
太厉害了

我好累阿
快睡着了

所以。。 。

时候不早了
就此搁笔
改日再谈
请你尽快给我回信
因为我会想你的

我还必须还老妈一个
布落格 婆思

;D

maybe i should make full use of my june holidays..
to stop doing things...

omg,i love zixian man <3<3<3<3<3
he's the only guy.
who auto smiled to me todae.
;D and that smile.
really cheered me up like w00ts~ ;D
and zhaoyuan too
;D always smile and say hi or bye to me ;DD
mien,i love the part b guys.



todae was kinda alright
cuz yesterday i slept while doing that bloody science asg halfway
and i cant believe i actually slept at 1030.
for the first time since school actually started.
morning i was chionging my history on bus 97.
and i was sitting at the back =.=''
lamee shytzz.
damn bumpy.
i do halfway do until i dozed off.
reached school and i forgot what i did.

morning assembly in class.
and i sing national anthem until voice almost *piang* ;/
i'd rather yell my lungs out than SING BEAUTIFULLY
i'd rather be loud and rough than be melodic and ~~~
i'd rather make people deaf than let them enjoy listening to my voice =.='''
oh well,who would care about my croaky voice ;@



pe was first lesson.
re-ran 2.4km.
and i got my A.
;D
2.20
4.40
6.23
9.01
12.27
14.03
i reached my target this year.
and it was better..
i failed my napfa in primary school.
this is cool.
so i am going to tell YOU.
that FAT ppl like me can run too.

later was maths test.
and we were sweating like hell.
i dint know how to do question 2b.
and question 3a & b was combined subst. and elim.
well,since its over then forget it.
yeah,i lent BENSON ~~~ ;DD
my calculator for his test ;DD
then he returned it to me when i returned from pe.
omg,benson is damn cute man <3
and he was kinda reminding me again and again that the maths paper was relli hard.
and he dint get to finish it and told me to becareful.
thanks benson ;D
hope u do well in your test xD


science.
i dozed off in class and kenna caught by ms foo
so she called me to go and write the answer for that alkali question.
chemistry is a killer.
mdm ong is with a baby again ;DD
hahahahahahaha.
grats mdm ong xD
then cheryl was like complaining to us about something o.O
maybe deo will help yeah ;D


recess
eat with class ;D
yaye
i aint being anti social okay? =.=
jennshyang was with us todae ;D
yaye
and when we went back to class.
hubert was trying to bond us again ;X
and yeah,he's kinda right ... ;D


lang arts.
macbeth again.
and that actress is seriously damn cool.
like staff kendrick
lol.
"part b watch your front,part b SEDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IiIIIIiIiiiIIiIiIIiIiiIIIIIIiiiiIIIIiiIIiIIiIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiYA!"
and that lady macbeth in the clip was like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHhHhHHhHHHhHHHHhhHhHhhhhHHHhhhHHHHHhhh~!"
Lol.
hilarious.
and we are going to do reading sense on monday ;@



later was hcl.
got back papers.
17 for gong han.
my si han was worse.
but still..
mid year still determines the results.
it's close.
and i dont feel like flunking it.
maths and science.
humanities.
languages.
maybe i am trying to care too much.
maybe when i shant care that much,it'll be better.
hcl was kinda boring.
and we have to learn some shytzz ting xie again.
20 cheng yu and must memorise the tang shi.
sighs.
waste my brain cells.


and yeah,i think zixian walked past 2e ;D
then i was staring at him ;DD
i always do that when part b guys walk past my class ^^
then he also looked into my class.
and HE SMILED ;D
aww mien~
<3<3<3<3<3
cool~ i love ya zixian.
lollol,dont tell me you aint smiling to me man ;X
zixian.. althou i dont relli know him as well as the other part b guys.
can tell that he's a reserved person who doesnt like to talk too much.
like me ;D
lols.
he's a nice guy ;D
you know how much that smile meant to me?
it just cheered me up like nobody's business.
cuz it's like the first genuine smile i saw todae.
^^
and zixian is damn cute ;D


let me elaborate more.
it's about runzhong.
dont know what happened to him lor.
his leg bleeding like siao.
scare me like omg lor.
siao.
i asked him what happened he say penknife slid down his leg.
O.O
omg lor,scary.
bloody.
how can a penknife slide down his leg man.
scaryyyyy D;
and last time hanyu also kenna artknife.
the whole blade poke thru hanyu's thigh.
miennnnn.. D;
scaryy guys.. i am scared man D;
and right..
i scared later runzhong tell the specialists he got leg injury cant go ncc =.='''
if he going to do that,i am so going to kill him man.
lollol ;X

i feel like sleeping for the whole day todae.
and now.
after i blog.
i am going to say bye bye and zao sleep.


after hcl was history.
and we went to the tfu studio.
without ms teo D;
lollol.
learnt about the new chap.
about the china 1911 revolution.
and i personally think that the emperor was damn proud and qian bian.
no offence to any peeps.
cuz right.
how can u like ask another king to obey your orders.
and you say you need NOTHING and you have EVERYTHING.
=.=''
i dont know why china history just makes me relli relli interested in it.
last year qin shi huang was simply,wo0ts to everyone.
and i think everyone was like hyper over qin shi huang ;D
maybe i should consider taking up bicultural.
provided that i go take up double nationality and get an A for lang arts this year.
and the eoy.. and more importantly,my friends.
everyone felt that todae's history lesson was like damn fast.
lols.
cuz we went down late you see.
we were late for 10mins man.
cuz of yang lao shi ;X


later was geog.
blah.
geog.
is just a subject.
sighs.



after school.
thank you zhengzhang for helping to do duty ;D
i love you man <3<3<3<3<3


went to eat with felicia and laoma.
cheryl came later
and yang lao shi came to kajiao us.
and call us join bicultural =.=
...
lols.
yang lao shi veh lame lor
and when felicia and cheryl left,i asked him this
"yang lao shi,you dont need to go for lessons meh?"
then i kinda implying that yang lao shi dont kajiao us.
:P
and he was like "you all pity me abit can or not?i veh tired de leh.."
then he said "since you say until like that then i zao liao lor"
hahahaha.
yang lao shi damn cute lor ;X
neh try talking to a teacher like that before.
and i realise yang lao shi keep finding 2e peeps to talk to O.o
lols.



went to jp with laoma and window shopped for presents.
4 more months to go.
but all damn ex.
and i have no more $$,my mom has no more $$.
so i dint buy anything
then me and lao ma went to value $$ to buy snickers for $1.05 ;D
it's damn nice
then we went comic collections
and i love their stuff.
kinda affordable and nice ;D
fun day thou i am sleepy.
thank goodness i aint going crazy again.

yeah.
and it's like that.
for todae.

my hyper level was ultra high.
then it dropped.
no idea why.
my hormones are crazy.
creating a roller coaster graph on my emotions D;



i am sure the reason about me being sad is definitely not about him.
small matter ;P
there are many other chances anyway ;D
i am just too bored D;
nothing to do in my life.
i wanna have something to do
with guys obviously ;P
;D



lollol.
i smsed runzhong to ask about his leg =.=
and he said "small cut only -.- and i dont feel like going for cca next tuesday."
oh my god.
if he dont go for cca next tuesday i going to kick his @$$.
lols,kidding,i aint tat bad yeah ;X
eeyerrr
so bad one.
neh say thank you still suan me D;
lols.
damn funny ;P


i am damn tired.
and i wanna drink water.
i lost damn loads of water todae.
10% lost due to crying in class.
crying as in tears from yawning.
lol.
long time since i cried.
and i dont feel like crying anyway.
i just feel like yelling and yelling and yelling.
about who i love.
about what i love.
about what i seriously hated.
yelling is a form of distress.
crying is,but another form,it's being soft.
like ice cream.


being hard.
being tough.
being strong.
i like it the hard way.
i'd rather you yell into my ears,cuz i know i'll listen.
than.
you spending loads of time counselling me,and nothing goes in.
i wanna try it again
perhaps i wont cry if that happens again.
we're not to laugh.
and go mad.
when it's time to be serious.
CLP QianHui told us to find ourselves.
i dont wanna forget who i am,what i am,where i am.
i remember what i am supposed to do.



OM peeps.
good luck and jiayou again ;D
endure ;D
you all sure can make it.



blah blah blah
alot to do.
and i dont feel like doing anything
.i always dont feel like doing anything.cuz i dont like them.if i do things i love.

.then i will put my heart and soul into it.i am tired of doing everything.

.when nobody actually gives a damn about it.asking you "relli must do arhh?"

.and i always ask myself.why must i do it first?why am i the one who is going to do it?

.maybe that's what i am for.to be in anyone of your teams.it's about how others treated you.

.and how much you really cared.if you're always the one doing it.then might well solo it

8.48 ;D
i am tired todae.
i am sleepy todae.

thanks for the tags.
and i will reply veh soon..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

我不想

不想做功课,太闷了吧
我会开心的
我不知道我在干什么
所以再见了

数学,我死定了 。
谢谢

时候不早了
就此停笔
改日再谈
再见
请你赶快回信给我
不要让我等太久
因为我会想你的

神经病
疯了
无聊死了