267 :D

todae's a happy day,
EXCEPT FOR MATHS,
man,
i am really gonna hate maths already,
sighs,
shall try harder,
:)
i can ask if i dont know :D
hee,
runzhong is damn zai la,
use the formula so fast get answer,
but i just like the way we used to do the sums in primary 6,
T.T

PE WAS FANTASTIC,
played ball with alvin,zhenghan and jennshyang :D
hee,
damn fun la,
THIS WAS THE MOST FUN PE LESSON SINCE SCHOOL STARTED,
hee xD
we played monkey by the way,
OH YEAH!
WE TOOK HEIGHT AND WEIGHT BEFORE THAT :D
GUESS WHAT?
I DINT SHRINK FURTHER!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
AT LEAST I GREW BACK 5CM!!!
OMG~
WAHAHHAHAHA!

THIS YEAR I AM 165CM!
and i used to be 167.. O.O
BUT NEH MIND NEH MIND!
165CM IS A NICE NUMBER!
HEE~
and i lost 0.4kg since the start of this year :D
wahseh,
after holidays still can lose some weight,
LOL,
SURE IS NEH EXERCISE ALL THE MUSCLE WEIGHT GONE DE LOR!
WAH SIAN AH!!
IT'S SOMETIMES GOOD TO BE OVER WEIGHT DE YOU KNOW!
sighs,
I NEED MORE MUSCLES!!
MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!
:D

and yes,
todae's hcl lesson was quite alright,
but i guessed that yang lao shi will KABOOM! once he sees our spelling results,
it's like surely can guess de,
and yang lao shi really KABOOM!!!!,
first time ting xie of the term,
alot ppl neh do well ;/
i bet yang lao shi was really veh veh pissed off todae,
REALLY PISSED OFF,
and i think tmr we gonna get screwed up,
like what 2H experienced todae,
they got detained for like 20mins or more,
sitting in the classroom and all was damn quiet,
when i look into the class,
i 100% sure it's yang lao shi le,
seriously leh,
only yang lao shi can make us like that de ;/
aww..
it's so hard to be a teacher,
;\

i am damn tired todae,
really,
and i slept like a pig on 97 this morning,
and todae afternoon after practicing dance,
=.=
omg i never knew i could be so GAY =.=
yepps,
should change myself to act more gay :D
hee,
oh yeah,
after practicing dance,
i slept like a pig on 51 FOR THE FIRST TIME :D
hee,
maybe cause shuying beside me then i veh secured then can sleep well :)
hee,

OMG LA,
the dance thing,
i wanna @.@..
LOL!
it's real gay,
and i aint one of the "guy",
then have to do gay action,
NEH MIND LA,
FOR THE SAKE OF ROD,
I DO ANYTHING WEELY SAY :D
AND WEELY ROCKS LA,
seriously weely is DAMN ZAI CAN?
:D:D:D:D
omg,
i love you weely ;33
she can like make everyone so hyper de,
hee,
and she sort of like choreograph the whole dance,
hee,
WEELY IS DAMN ZAI :D
WAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!

okay,
i going to maple for a while,
and then i going to sleep,
BEFORE 12AM todae,
IF NOT TMR I GOING BE DAMN SIAN,
AND I WILL SCREW CHINESE PRESENTATION IF I KENNA =.=

WAH ~~
i quite lucky leh,
the croco neh bite me,
hee,
todae alvin kenna le :D
good wor the presentation :D
GOOD JOB! xD

and i feel like reading hanee's book,
the one she recommend de :D
The Prince and The Beggar,
direct translation from the chinese one,
LOL!
aiya,
see how it goes lor,
hope the croco dont bite me so soon ;x
hee,

okay la,
i go maple now :D
hee,

random

number 1;
like what yang lao shi said,
it's your responsibility to do it,
and it's your problem,
why make it into ours?
is it even our responsibility to do it?

i know it's mean to say that but,
ISNT IT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO DO THINGS YOU SHOULD?
=.=

argh!
that was just random,

alvin went to sleep,
;/

i am learning my ting xie now,
and i going to chiong RR during recess tmr,

i think i should just shut up and listen,
because when guys talk to you,
you just need to listen and not give comments,
yes,
i should practice that,
(:

maybe,
i am just a chairperson,
and i shouldnt give myself extra stress,
because,
DO I EVEN NEED TO CARE SO MUCH?
=.=
and get myself so screwed up?
=.=
NO I DONT NEED TO,

stay happy when i can :)
thank you jennshyang xD

wo0ts~
time to learn ting xie,
AND TING XIE -toot-,
it's the S-word,
LOL!

i swear i wont get full marks tmr,
=.=
CHAM LA,
IF THIS TIME DONT DO WELL,
YANG LAO SHI SURE MAKE US DO ALOT OF CORRECTIONS DE =.=
ARGH!

i should try not to blame anyone for anything,
because everything's my fault,
for what that happened,
everything just starts with me,
(:

chill guys,
<< my tagbox over there is getting real hot,
LOL!
it's nice to see alvin's tag O.O
LOL,

hee,
okay la,
i go learn ting xie now (:

=.=

wah sians,
NOW IT'S 3.07PM AND I HAVENT EAT BREAKFAST!
my whole family went dont know where then left me at home =.=
but i veh shuang la,
hee :D

last night mapled with alvin till 2am,
then we were playing hide-and-seek at aqua road,
hee,
veh fun leh :D
haha,
oh yeah,
and we went to ludi dungeon,
SCARY LA,
i lvl 39 only leh..
O.O
then i go in,
of course i died :P
hee,
i died thrice yesterday,
O.o
and twice is in a quest with trixter de,
cause my hp damn low i go in,
trixter touch me,
one grave immediately drop down,
then after that i went in again with my 50hp,
AND ANOTHER GRAVE DROP DOWN =.=
LOL!
damn stupid la,
lols,
poor cookie,
:P
but so low level veh fast train back de,
hee,
xD

AND WHY FLAME WIZARD NO MP RECOVERY?
ARGH!
THEN I NEED TO SPAM MP POTS LIKE SIAO =.=
wah sians,
now i am earning $$ for my lvl 38 armour,
and i going to trade maple coins for my weapon le,
will take me hell long to earn 400k for that fairy wand,
although it's better la,
i dont want to carry a lvl 28 weapon until i lvl 60 =.=

todae i dont think i mapling,
cause need do hw le,
i left all the homework havent do,
AND TMR HAVE SPELLING =.=
YESH YESH YESH!
HOPE SPELLING FOR WHOLE LESSON THEN NO PRESENTATION!!
HAHAHAHAAHA!
but almost impossible,
SIAN AH!
i veh veh scared leh,
o.O

wahseh,
got alot to do todae,
AND I AM HUNGRY!!

sighs,
tmr must stay back choreograph ROD dance =.=
ARGH!
then i going straight home after that,
=.=
i got phobia of girls or sth T.T
ARGH!
tmr after school i going to be real weird,
cause retro dance.. T.T
...
neh try before,
hope it goes well,
hee,
if have guys better lor,
AND OUR BRAVO GUYS WILL SURE OWN THE ROD NIGHT AGAIN!
WITH GIN TENG RIGHT,
EVERYTHING WILL BE LIKE WOW!!~~
hee,
OMG I LOVE THE PART B GUYS ~
hee,
:DDD

bye bye,
i going do hw liao,

Just Take A Look At Me Now,
It's Just An Empty Space,

I feel so empty T.T
sighs,
there's nothing for me to care about anymore,
everything is like none-of-my-business,
ARGH!
i realise how fun is it to love someone,
:D

maple =.=

ARGH!
MAPLE GM SCAMMED ME!!
F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5F5!!!
ARGH!!!
RAWRR!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!

GM SCAMMED MEEE!!!
RAWRRR!!!

THEIR QUESTS HAVE BUG LA =.=
WTH!!
THEN I GO DO!!!
IN THE END I KENNA SCAMMED;
ONE LVL 30 MAGICIAN SHOE
and
ONE 100% SCROLL FOR INT FOR STAFF
OMG LA,
I CANT EVEN BUY WEAPON AND ARMOUR LE STILL SCAM MY SHOE =.=
SCROLL I CAN SELL FOR $$ DE LEHHH,
SO PISSED OFF LAAAA!!!
ARGHH!!!
SIANNN!!!

I HATE MAPLEE!!!
SCAM ME SCAM ME SCAM MEE!!!
MY SHOE!!!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!
MY SHOE!!!! =.=
F5 F5 F5!!!

wah sians,
now i know earning money is so hard de lor,
if i could bring all my fortune in bootes to cassiopeia T.T
sob,sob,sob,
;/
i shall stop MC-ing UNTIL I GET 600k !!!
ARGH!
now i am only with 200k,
ALL THANKS TO BEING A FLAME WIZ AND I HAVE TO SPAM POTS,
ARGH!!!
WTH WTH WTH!!!
I FEEL SO PISSED OFF!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!

DAMN!
GM SCAMMED ME AND I HATE LUDI,
CAUSE ITS LUDI DE NPC SCAM ME DEE!!!
=.=

ARGHHH~~
sians,

i love my guild,
hee,
the guys are damn cool,
and the girls are damn nice,
hee :D

Tinky Winky,
Dipsy,
Lala,
Po,
TELE TUBBIES,
TELE TUBBIES,
SAY HELLO!

LOL!
I AM MAD NOW CAUSE THE GM SCAMMED ME,
AND I AINT GOING TO MAIL THEM CAUSE,
I WILL GET EVEN MORE PISSED OFF,
ARGH!

SIANN!!!
I WILL FORGET IT THIS TIME AND EARN MONEYYY =.=

aiya,
i think i need to do homework le,
D;
sian,
i havent done anything yet,
D;
SADDED,

D:
):
:C

SADDED,
ARGH!!!

now i have to mood to do homework le,
finally,
THANKS TO THE GM FOR SCAMMING ME =.=
ARGH!

omg,
i am so in love with korean songs :D
hee,
:D:D:D
but i dont know what the lyrics mean la,
O.O
when i free then i go find the meaning ba,
i go watch TV now :D

byebye,
F5

(:

hey peeps,
i havent done my homework,
none,
i just got a feeling that my grades will poof again,
=.=
no motivation AT ALL,
sighs,
if this time round i do badly,
then my parents will cry la D;

no motivation,
my life is so boring,
although i can concentrate better in class now,
but i dont think those stuff gets into my head,
i rather not concentrate so much and get stuff into my head,
cause there's motivation,
=.=
sighs sighs sighs,

now,
i am going to listen to music and maple,
lols,


郭静 - 知道

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

this is the first set of lyrics i practically highlighted the whole song,
lols,
this set of lyrics rocks like nothing else la,
(:

the whole song is like expressing what i wanted,
;D
cool,
veh veh cool ;D

sometimes i wanted to not know so much,
but i have to know,
the truth is always painful,

yeah,
yesterday midnight i was reading,
and i finished one whole story within 5 hours (:
hee,
that story quite short la,
but not that short also o.o
it's a love story,
but i cried in the end,
it's a tragic story,
;/
cant take it,
it's really painful la,
when i read the last 3 pages right,
it's like i kenna stabbed in the heart,
painful,
this story about love,life and death,
a chinese one,
named,

朋友恋人 2 in 1

there're 2 stories in this book,
yesterday i finished the second one,
and obviously the second story nicer,
there're alot alot alot of emotions inside,
and jealousy is one major emotion,
and love is the most major de,
lols,
most major =.=

sad la,
when you first started to feel so happy like nobody else in the world,
the next second everything just poof like a dream,
;/
read it if you interested,
lols,

SUPER JUNIOR ROCKS LA XD
it's a group of dancers + singers of 11 PEOPLE,
and their dance is like totally WOW,
OMG LA xDD
damn damn cool,
every one of them can dance so damn well,
zai man,
i love their dance steps,
(:

i am analysing songs from different countries nowadays,
lols,

chinese;
- lyrics 4.5 stars,
- song 4 stars,
- dance 3 stars,
- mv 3 stars,
- makes me sleep on buses

english;
- lyrics 4 stars,
- song 4.5 stars,
- dance 4 stars,
- mv 4 stars,
- doesnt make me sleep on buses

korean;
- lyrics dont know how to grade cause dont understand at all x.x
- song 4.5 stars,
- dance 5 stars,
- mv 4.5 stars,
- MAKES ME FEEL LIKE DANCING AND GOING HIGH PLUS ULTRA HYPERR!!!! xD

wahseh,
i should create 3 playlists in my mp3,
when i on bus play the chinese one,
when i get really bored i play the korean one,
when i need to concentrate on stuff then i play the english one,
WAHAHHAHAHHA!

i want nobody nobody but you,
LOL!
"Nobody" by Wonder Girls,
this is the song for ROD,
lols,
it's a korean song too :D
LOL!
then i listen listen more and more like thai song,
LOL!
damn joke la,
hee,
this time ROD,
retro dance @.@
faints,
i neh try that before leh,
THIS MEANS I HAVE TO GET REAL HYPER!!
but i feel veh reluctant now =.=

i like zhengzhang's post,
that's all,
bye people,

(:

todae i spent my day watching tv all day,
and i was watching the AYG (:
wahseh,
damn cool la,
i love the athletics and swimming de games,
table tennis games = boring,
china own la,
lols,
and hongkong swimming(boys) own like siao,
singapore not bad wor,
hee,
the female swimmers zai ;D

haha,
good that singapore at least got a few medals right?
and sometimes i quite pissed off,
CAUSE SINGAPORE LOST BY JUST 0.0++ seconds!
OMG!
SUCH A WASTE LA,
GOT BRONZE MEDAL LEH!!
heehee,
xD

i feel so hyper,
FOR ONCE IN THE WHOLE WEEK,
cause i am not tired xD
hee,

later i going to look for songs,
Super Junior ROCKS LA!
ahahahaha! xD

i feel so happy todae,
but this afternoon,
when i woke up,
i thought of yang lao shi for no reason,
EH,
DONT THINK SO FAR CAN?
=.=
yeah,
i recalled the first chairperson meeting for yr 1 and 2 chairpersons,
then he said this in chinese (:,

"for them,
you can be their one and only friend,"

one and only friend,
you dont need to know so much,

i know what i am doing,
and i do things for a reason,
like who dont right?

so everyone do things for a reason,
(:

number one;
you can say why i even bother to care,

i just want to care,
so what?

bleh,
i dont want to be mean,
AGAIN,

i feel so happy todae and i dont wanna spoil the mood,
:P

when one day you are one,
you'll know how it feels like,
you will understand them better,
you will think what the hell is wrong with this world,

that the problem doesnt lies with the minority,
the problem lies with the majority,

hee,

left outs will never always left outs,

i want to change myself,

(:

i should learn to grow up,

it's high time,

my life is so boring without you,

i want nobody,nobody but you,

:D

friends,

love,

who has the definitions for these words?

here i come maple,

MAPLE MONSTER CARNIVAL ROCKS,

it's always better to be just friends (:

i should try to love ROD =.=

3rd july

todae,
i am veh happy,
(;


because i read the book yang lao shi borrowed me,
i just read merely 5 sentences from that book,
it cheered me up for the whole day,
THAT'S COOL RIGHT?
HAHAHAHHAHA!

but i am so damn tired todae,
but not as worse as that day,
lols,
okay la,

todae's lesson was quite okay de,
except for pe,
i love pe lessons,
CAUSE THERE'RE FUN,
xD

"why the girls so ma fan de?"

how i know?
i veh sui bian one can?
x.x
seriously la,
who short of people i can join that's not sui bian call what la,
LOL!
i am correct okay?
^^

i dont know why i like sports,
AND MY SPORTS DONT SUCK AS MUCH AS MY ENGLISH OKAY?
at least i got a gold for NAPFA ;P
although dumb people wouldnt believe it,
cause i USED TO fail my NAPFA in primary school,
it's just the damn cool feeling of sweating i think,
O.O
feels nice,
and the taste of teamwork,
although i 100% cant feel it now,
sucks la,
but i dont care anymore,

bio was quite fun la,
i love my lab partner la,
hee,
nicole rocks xD
we're always having fun during pracs de ;D


recess,
i saw louis at the library,
i saw kaisong at the library,
and i was at the library,
i fell in love with libraries la,
AT LEAST I CAN ENJOY THE SERENITY RIGHT?
if not go upstairs have noise pollution la,
=.=
libraries rocks,
xD
reading compared to talking during recess is so much more happier,
i smile when i read books,
cause some of the parts really really sweet and happy ma,
hee,
(;

geog was lameeee,
=.=
we did some shyt presentation,
haha,
and alvin dug his bag for our worksheet,
in the end neh kenna,
hee,
good ;D

hcl,
HAHAHAHAH!
TODAE I NEH KENNA AGAIN!
so lucky right~
and runzhong keep saying people "die die die",
in the end he kenna,
i got a shock when he pressed that teeth la,
SCARE ME LA,
then i was like damn nervous,
when i am nervous right,
i always feel how fast my heart is beating,
rocks la,
my heart still beating i veh happy alr ;D
todae's presentation,
actually,
i got no comments leh,
i am looking forward to other peeps de presentation,
(;


after hcl was what,
idk la,
computer lesson?
o.O
should be la,
heck care if i missed one lesson,
doesnt matter anyways,
computer lesson sucked,
some -toot- peep keep kicking my chair from behind,
it's one of the 4 heavenly kings la,
what the hell,
made me so pissed off,
and i dont understand what the hell mr wong was teaching todae,
all the codes are like alien stuff la,
but i going to get used to it i hope,
html was so much easier ;/
thanks alvin for the explanations,
(;

lang arts was up next,
and i dont know why,
people just LAG like siao when mdm choo step into the class,
SHOW SOME RESPECT CAN?
mdm choo is a damn nice teacher,
and we're always taking advantage of nice teachers,
ms lee zao le,
now we're complaining again,
what if mdm choo zao again?
what if?
but touch wood la,
i like mdm choo alot alot alot and i dont want her to go D;
AND I MISS MRS CHAK LIKE HELL T-T
sighs,
todae we did reading sense,

and i talked alot of crap with runzhong,
heehee,

i dont know why la,
runzhong is the only guy i can really talk alot alot alot to face to face,
just like he's my older brother who can listen to me and crap with me,
either face-to-face or on msn,
we got alot to crap de ;D

hee,
nice nice,
it doesnt happens to the other guys,
that's why i say runzhong is my BEST TABLE PARTNER ever!! xD
hee,
i like crapping with runzhong,
and i dont know how i came up with so many lame topics to crap with him,
it doesnt happen for 100% to the other guys though,
i am always thinking of some weird topic to crap about,
but doesnt succeed anyway,
in the end everyone just get damn sian,

oh yeah,
i opened up a free class for everyone who is interested,
i am going to teach you all this,
"How To Shut Up and Stay Calm",
interested?
(;
FOC de,
you just have to go home with me then you've learnt the skill le,
LOL!
damn lame la,

todae went to je with alvin,zhenghan,weely,yingjie and jiahui,
things aint like what you see okay?
if it's that way,
we werent act that way,
and alvin talked alot about this damn zai boss - pink bean,
i neh hear before de,
and it's like damn scary la,
i was like O.O-ing all the way,
and alvin was spamming english into my ears,
although not as fast as zhengzhang,
still can catch most of the words,
hee,
proud of myself la~
hee,
xD
thanks alvin (;


you know i am a boring person,
i only make you sian D;
i am like that de,
and i dont emo,

todae i am happy,
i aint emo-ing,
x.x

when i dont talk doesnt mean i am unhappy yeah,
like what hanyu said,


"沉默是金",

it's rare to 沉默,
you see the class,
see who really practices this la =.=
what the hell,

and i hate reading sense cause i always fail it T-T
sobs,
sian la,
i need to go for the booster class but,
my english sucks,
and i aint being self-centred okay?
jumping over this hurdle of learning good english is veh veh hard,
it's just like the opposite of learning good chinese,
why there are so little people who can master both english and chinese at the same time?
;/

sighs,
i am so tired and i going to maple,


bleh,
i shall stop listening to english songs,
cause they dont make me sleep,
and i need to sleep on buses,
=.=


seriously,
i still prefer 97,
i sleep like some pig on 97 in the morning,
but in the afternoon on 51,
cant sleep,
argh!

bye,

hopeless,

i feel so depressed today,
i hate what i did todae,
there is just so much inside of me,
and i feel like exploding,

pain,
fear,
guiltiness,
stress,
hopelessness,
reluctance,
sadness,

i just feel like exploding and crying,
because i dont know what else can i do?
what else can i do?
what's within my ability?

i listened to every single word mr keith said today,
although i am really tired of that,
i listened,
and all that mr keith said made sense,

what we did was,
we sms-ed every single person,
sent emails,
reminded and reminded,
we still cant achieve a perfect score,
that was 5,

yesterday,
i thought of reminding the class,
but i didnt,
and that was a huge mistake,
so todae was 12,

i regretted it,
i really do,
if i did that,
maybe everything wont be so screwed todae,

the class relay system bloody doesnt work AT ALL,
what do you expect?
i have to remind myself again and again,
that THIS AINT NCC,
where EVERYONE is so DISCIPLINED,

one for all and all for one,
this DOESNT apply to this kind of things,
not anymore,

16 each,
sometimes more,
why are we doing that?
why are we doing that?
why?

sometimes i just dont understand why is it so hard,
is it really so hard?
is it?

I KNOW EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES,
I KNOW NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT,
BUT IF THAT HAPPENS AGAIN AND AGAIN,
ISNT THAT JUST A LAME EXCUSE?

is it very hard to keep quiet?
i remember people telling me this,
"i will die if i dont talk,"
yes,
if you dont talk how can you communicate?
how can you right?
but talk at the right time,

the first time i called,
nothing happened,
i felt damn depressed,
and i shouldnt have given up so easily this morning,
i shouldnt have,
i wanna look for my co-chair,
but,
i dont know how to tell him,
i dont know how,
sometimes i just feel so lost,
but why?
what is so hard about controlling them?
i dont want to admit that i am a failure,

i felt like crying,
and i just dont understand why,
i just dont,

maybe,
i shouldnt have given up so easily,
if i didnt,
everything may be better,

i should have been more courageous,
why am i so scared of making mistakes?

it's my fault,

because everything starts with us,
because of who we are,
because of what our responsibilities are,

when everything gets screwed,
the first ones who get it,
it's none other than us,

it's just an incident,
it's just A FEW pieces of crappish papers,

why am i feeling so upset over them?
and i asked myself,
why,
why i just cant try to not give a damn at all,

it hurts alot,
alot alot alot,
it's painful,

and why every single bit of thing is,
me,
and him,
me and him,

we're responsible for everything,
arent we?
arent we?

sometimes i just feel like giving it up,
i shouldnt have endured,
there's a compre yang lao shi gave us,
i remember that answer,

the tch assigned you that job because he trusts you,
because he thinks that you can do it,
so you shouldnt let the tch down and should not give up so easily,

he just thinks that i can do it,
they just think that i can,
you just think,
yes,
you stay at home and think whatever you want,

i want to persevere on,
but i know i dont have the capability to do those things,

"or is it because you just dont give a damn,"
this was the first time i heard this,

i hate this,

i am sorry alvin,
for making you so sian,
sorry,

sorry shuying for not replying your msg,
i promise i wont do it again,
and i promise i wont worry you again,

i will remember this day,
for the first time i really felt like stabbing myself,
i never knew i was so weak,

i am not the type for this kind of job,
absolutely not me,

i dont wanna give up,
i know i wont,

if i let my hair down a bit,
everything may be better,
but if i do that,
will everything really be better?

this nightmare ends only at the end of this year,

why?
is it wrong to go to a interchange with a friend?
what's wrong with that?
why are people just so,
i dont know how to describe them,
that feeling sucks,
dont i have my own freedom?

naive,
yes,
that's the word,
i remember it,

that was the word my buddy taught me too,
naive,

sometimes,
life just sucks,

sleeping on 51,
feels painful,
my neck aches la,
i prefer 97,
lols,

thank you buddy,

todae,
i never really fell asleep,
something was just distracting me,
and i dont know why,

now that i've finished my story,
it's time to go,

good luck to myself,
i will be stronger,
i will be,

1st july

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
CHERYL! XD

yeah!
haha,
todae's NCC DAY TOO!
but no photo taking session =.=
and mr tan run zhong didnt wear his number 4,
=.=
whatever,
i no mood to blog now,
i am just freakking tired,

i experienced physical pain todae,
and the whole morning right,
my stomach aches like some shyt,
and my arm muscles hurt like hell,
sucks la,

todae had morning assembly in class cause of h1n1,
damn h1n1 la,
stole our parade =.=
then todae SJAB and NCC day ma,
so have speech,
then everyone was like heck care,
=.=
its okay lor,
at least i care XD
last time npcc day have speech everyone also dont care de,

LET ME TELL YOU THIS,
IF I WERENT IN CLASS RIGHT,
I WOULD HAVE YELLED AND SCREAMED,
and not only clap my hands and let everyone think that i am an idiot,

I LOVE NCC,
IS THAT WRONG?
argh,

shyt la,
todae's freakking sad,
but PDP had loads of fun,
even though the other team cheated cause mr keith asked them to,
and we cheated also la,
LOL!
and i think i was being too loud when mr keith asked how i felt for the game,
;/
sorry,
shouldnt have done that,

todae,
if it werent for ncc day,
if it werent for me in my number 3 uniform,
i would have been dead and moody,
like how i am feeling now,
i feel so tired,
and i slept for about 2 hours on the floor in my number 3 shirt and pe shorts,
LOL,
aiya,
that's random,

yeah,
todae went to je with alvin and hubert,
they damn cute la,
it's like watching them talk talk talk,
like watching movie like that,
and i like hubert's "bye",
LOL,
alvin's damn cute la,
xD
some guys are just so cute ^^

that's all for todae le ba,
anw,
todae's HCL lesson rocks too,
cause we had chinese presentation,
yang lao shi had this croco thing,
with alot of teeth for us to press,
the unlucky one will press one RANDOM hotkey,
then "SNAP!",
there you go,
presentation,
so it's our fault for pressing the hotkey,
this is veh fair la,
and veh veh scary too,
hahaha,
we were like having lots and lots of fun,
among all the presentations right,
i loved hanyu's and zhengzhang's presentation,
hanyu's book is really meaningful,
he once introduced me to read it online de,
but i no time read,
so when i clear all my romance books i borrowed right,
i will read it,
and not forgetting,
The Host,
LOL!
and yeah,
zhengzhang's presentation skills rocks like they always did,
and his book is damn cute la,
the doggie de book,
i borrowed it from him for awhile,
the pictures inside really damn cute,
and zhengzhang's damn zai at choosing the selling points of the book ^^
really,
haha,
and the way he answered the classmates' questions right,
damn zai,
i admire him like siao la,
LOL!

i never knew zhengzhang's taste of such books almost same as mine o.O
my book also veh cute de okay?
but the message it conveys is different,
both of the books just like makes us recall our past times,
when we started reading ^^
haha,
by the way,
yang lao shi was kinda shocked when he knew i wasnt presenting the book he borrowed me,
and i will ask yang lao shi to borrow me that book for like a week or two,
so that i can finish it,
sorry yang lao shi,
i really no time to finish it ;/
but i swear i will finish it if yang lao shi can borrow me for a longer time ^^
haha,

okay la,
i need make some ammendments to my powerpoint,
cause i realise that everyone did the summary of the story,
but i didnt,
LOL,
so i need to cut short my presentation again,
you know what,
i veh scared i no time present leh,
you know i got no time management skills de lor,
wah sians ah,
i hope tmr i dont kenna leh,
damn scared ;/

that's all for todae le la,
i will sleep early todae,
tmr i go school then do reading sense,
when i finish editing my powerpoint then i go sleep le,
i cant stand it anymore,
i am real tired,
and i miss the times when i am really hyper,

thank you runzhong for crapping with me again todae,

why dont i hang out with girls?
cause i dont like girls,
but i love certain kind of girls,
LIKE MY DEAREST PLATOON MATES XD
wahahahha!

i feel happier when i am with guys,
cause guys are so different from girls,
the way they think,
the way they act,
it's all different,
;)

i feel happier now,
even though i am walking alone,
there's no stress,
there's just freedom,
i can do whatever i want,
i can do it anytime i like,
there's no burden at all,
and i love it,

yes,
lack of communication with the world,
but why dont you say it this way,
i just dont want to get my mind polluted,
with those suckie thoughts,
that will bring so much trouble to me,
and make me make mistakes that i will regret forever,
i just want to stay neutral,
just like a neutron,
lack of communication can reduce the rate my mind gets polluted,
now i'm neutral,
and i will manage my impulsiveness better,
cause i dont want to make mistakes again,
i dont need to know who sucks,
i dont need to know who you dont like,

in this world,
nobody is perfect,
and i will also have to understand that,

even teachers are so,
i'm wrong to think that way,
maybe i should try to see the bigger picture,
and stop thinking in my own stupid way,
and complaining about stuff people tell me,
which doesnt harm me in anyway,
it's just words that makes me improve myself,
cause i will remember that that day,
i have had a lesson,
and i will definitely remember it forever,

cause i am just that kind of person,
once i make mistakes,
once i get scolded,
once i learnt a lesson,
i swear i wont make the same mistake again,
unless it's way beyond my limits,
okay,
i will not be so impulsive anymore,
(;

bye,
i am so tired,

hey alvin,
SLEEP EARLY LA,
LOL!

if there're things you wanna hide from me,
i wont force you to say it,
because i respect you,
cause i am just a friend,
i am a friend,
i hope i am just your friend,

at least i am just a friend,

=.=

todae's a freakking dumb day,

i feel damn sick to blog now,
sucks,
i am too tired,
todae i was damn lethargic,
and TOO BAD,
i am a cp,
so i MUST NOT be lethargic,
even for todae,
when i really felt like dying,

i'm sorry,
it's my fault for reading a book in class and not aware of my surroundings,
i swear we will improve and we will make sure that we greet every teacher,
when they step in,
even for one second,
look,
i typed,
"we",

todae totally sucks,
and i dont wanna blog anymore,
cause i am too tired,

thank you runzhong for crapping so much with me todae,
^^
AND WEAR YOUR NUMBER FOUR TMR LA x.x

TMR'S NCC DAY!
WOOTS~
I LOVE IT MAN XD
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA,
NCC ROCKS,
BUT DAMN THAT H1N1 LA,
NO PARADE,
ARGH!!!!
but we'll be damn cool in our uniform xD
hehe,

i no mood to blog anymore,
cause todae was too crappish,
and i am tired,
like shyt,

and i wonder how i am going to keep myself hyper for tmr,
and the worst thing is,
giving a CHINESE presentation ALONE,
what the hell =.=
but wearing number 3 and presenting sure gives me more confidence,
xD
hehe,
i want to be damn loud tmr,
CAUSE I FROM NCC DE LEH,
CANNOT DUI LIAN RIGHT?
hehe,
xD

no mood to blog anymore,
todae's pure crappish,
and i am damn tired,
bye,

let's get kicking,
and the 2 cp are requested start first,
please do your duty,
please clear all your homework,
let's stay hyper,
but not too hyper until we go mad,

it all depends on what kind of leader you have,
i didnt know i could make such a big impact on everyone,
it's so much of a difference compared to being a dumb old cleaner,

i aint gonna give up,
it's just another half a year,
endure,
after another half of a year,
the pain and shyt will be gone,
and i swear i will never wanna have any rings again,

if you think being a leader is so easy,
if you think you're being in charge of 34 peeps is so easy,
i tell you it aint,