malaysia trip

OH YEAH!
i did what i should le,
i send runzhong the statistics i did,
and i think all that information only can last us for one slide,
so i aint going to wait for zhihe's research until week 4 le,
CAUSE IF WE WAIT WE SURE GG x.x

AND RUNZHONG DONT LET ME GO HIS HOUSE =.=
to do project,
sob sob sob,
SIAN..
hmm,
and now,
i dont know where alvin zao le,
sob sob sob,
zhihe in china x.x

OMG LOR,
WHEN I AM GONE FOR ONLY ONE WEEK,
EVERYTHING'S SO SCREWED UP,

cause i am out-of-touch,
with everything,
ARGH!
WHAT THE HELL LA,
=.=
damn it,

and that one week trip to malaysia was both,
nightmarish,
and,
heart-warming,

i aint going to elaborate on that trip,
really,
it's BORING,
i can say,
=.=
zzZzzzZz..

first 2 days,
i did homework,
and i only did maths holiday assignment,
and i read Breaking Dawn,

yes,
i brought that damn thick and heavy book back to my grandma's house,
AND I READ IT EVERY NIGHT until 2am,
okay,
it's not abnormal,
that's what i call,
normal reading time,

the next few days,
I SPENT ALL MY TIME WATCHING TV,
AND PLAYING NINTENDO DS =.=
i was playing pokemon pearl,
AND I CAUGHT ALOT OF PSYDUCKs x.x
WTH,
totally wasted my time,
ARGH!

AND I AM IN LOVE WITH BADMINTON,
oh my,
my bro,
the youngest one,
is now in badminton,
as a cca,
AND HE LOVES IT,
BUT I KNOW I LOVE NCC MORE THAN THAT!!!! xD
yeah,
so,
IT'S BORING BACK IN MALAYSIA,
cause,
all we have is just a television with only 5 channels,
AND I CAN ONLY UNDERSTAND 2 CHANNELS,
you know i dont study the malay language okay?
x.x
LOL!
hahahaha,
so,
i played badminton with my bro,
and i didnt know i can play well too,

OH MY!
last time i cant even hit the shuttlecock,
and i missed every single shot,
now i can hit,
and quite well,
and I OWNED MY BROTHER!
WAHHAHAHAHHAHA,
and now,
my wrist hurts,
x.x
AND I REALLY LOVE BADMINTON!
WAHHAHAHAAHHAHA!

yepps,
we had reunion dinner,
twice,
once the day we returned,
the other one just yesterday,
and i ate Asam Fish,
and i sweated like hell,
really,
well,
now my mom cant make fun of me anymore,
CAUSE MY P6 BROTHER CAN EAT SPICY STUFF,
ARGH!!!
NOW I CAN TOO! x.x
RAWRRR!!!

and,
I FINISHED BREAKING DAWN,
WAHSEH~
i damn cool right,
i spam every night,
WAHAHHAHA!
NOW I FINISH READING LE!
it's damn damn nice okay?

their forever,
Edward's,
Bella's,
Renesmee's,
Jacob's,

there's something i never even thought of,
it's about Jacob imprinting on Renesmee,
or did i use the right term?
"imprint",
O.O
it's like Jacob loved Bella,
and now he's Edward's and Bella's,
SON-IN-LAW,
COOL!
and now they're REAL family!
wahahhaha!

A mind-reader for a father,
A sheild for a mother,
That's ultra cool okay?
xD
and Renesmee can do the opposite of her mom and dad can do,
THAT'S EVEN COOLER!
wo0ts~

now,
my jacob left home and i know he'll go back to Billy,
my edward is just gone since the beginning of the story,
cause he'll regret saving Bella from Tyler's van,

hmm,
i am re-reading Twilight now,
CAUSE MY BROTHER SCREWED THAT BOOK,
TOTALLY,
AND I SCREWED HIM FOR THAT,
HE CANT EVEN PROTECT A BOOK PROPERLY,
damn it,
my beloved Twilight,
is now,
imperfect,
my New Moon,Eclipse and Breaking Dawn are all in good conditions,
but Twilight is SCREWED by my BROTHER,
damn it,
ARGH!

back to Twilight,
i just read the first five chapters in the train just now,
when i was travelling back to Singapore,
it's about Edward and Bella,
being table-partners,
actually,
lab-partners to be exact,
doesnt make much of a difference anyway,
it sort of like,
let me recall what happened before the holidays,
yes,
and i dont feel like elaborating,
anymore,

the eyes,
which had the word,
"confused",

inexplicable,
that's the word i learnt todae,

cause Bella has this shield,
that Edward cant even penetrate,
but,
when she forces the shield away,
he reads every single thing in her mind,
cool,

...................................................................................

i dont really have the mood to blog now,
really,
and i think this post is damn dead,
WAH SIAN AH,

yes,
i endured alot of childish-ness from my cousins,
i was the oldest of them all,
i was the oldest of all the kids in my mother's side of the 3rd generation,
and i was just stuck btw the matured,
and the childish,
damn it,

i am too childish to be an adult,
i am too matured to be a kid,
damn it,
what the hell,
that feeling sucks okay?

I CANT STAND CHILDLISH PEOPLE,
even my brothers joined in,
oh,
my,
-toot-,
complaining about every single little thing,
snatching and aruging whose turn is it to play nintendo,
yelling and screaming as if it's nobody's business,
hitting and smacking each other,
dots dots dots,
and lots more,
i just cant remember,
and being impolite to elders,
that's the worst thing i've witnessed,
that's totally bull shyt,
really,
and lying,
a kid,
6 year old,
lying to adults,
wow,
that's damn cool right?
damn cool,
dang it,

i wonder what happened to kids nowadays,
argh!
shant elaborate further,

people who score well in exams dont study all day long,
some do,
but some dont,
my aunt told me,
she envied me cause i can read english,
but she dont understand,
how much my english sucks,
how my english can score as low as barely a pass,
and she told me,
i was the motivation for my older cousin,
her daughter to study,
cause she wants her daughter to be like me,
so i have someone,
copying whatever i do,
sighs,
things doesnt work out that way,

this time,
i went back,
everyone was weird,
i didnt know what was the reason,
maybe it's cause i pinned up my hair,
maybe cause i looked different?
i dont know,
they look,
scared of me,
weird,
i dont like it,

i dont want to be like my dad,
for those traits i inherited from him,
i dont want most of them,
everyone's scared of him,
yeah,
he's scary,
really,

if i could inherit my mom's inner self,
and not just how much i look like my mom when she's a teen,
my mom said she looked exactly like me when she's young,
exactly like me,
just that she had long hair,
i wish i could become a chio bu like her,
when i grow older,
yes,
my mom's a beauty,
really,
all my life till now,
i never seen her put on makeup or whatever shyt powder,
she's beautiful,
^^
hahahaha,
.....................................................

argh!
whatever,
i know i cant stop that,
does that concern you anyway?
i'm sorry,
that i didnt know how weak your hearts are,

too-scary-to-befriend,
that's what you see in me,
so be it,
it's all that i can say,

easier said than done,
if you say it,
i might not do it,
you dont understand,
then just shut up,

it's just another half of a year,
yes,
i am going to enjoy that other half of the year,
and the other one will suffer,
tremedously,
cause i am monster,

is there anything wrong?
it's not a crime,

i am feeling so calm,
and relaxed,

i am going to be hyped up very soon,
i know i will cheer up,
thank you,

it's not as easy as you think,
things arent as complicated when you dont think so much,
really,

i miss Breaking Dawn,
and i am going to re-read it,
soon,

my books are all not-available-for-loan,
i'm selfish i know,
i just want to protect,
what i love,
i wont allow any single one to even touch it,
that's called,

being overly protective,

i should try to be as normal as i can,
when school reopens,
i know i will anyway,

i dont want to lie,
i know what i want,