=D

alot alot alot of things happened todae.
it started relli relli complicated.
but lots of thanks to laoma =D
cheered me up like so W00~~ xDD
I LOVE YOU LAOMA :X
lols.
why am i so different when i blog from what i relli am infront of all of you?
perhaps its cuz of the way i communicate with people face to face..
maybe its cuz i didnt have the courage to tell others what i relli think of them..
i love laoma ... =D
sometimes love.. doesnt need to be said out loud xD

now i shall start with todae's events =D

#1. ZHENGZHANG ROCKS xDD
#2. JINGFEI IS IN RVNCC!!! xDD
#3. home econs totally _ _ _ _ without mrs chew..
#4. recess was boring doing chem
#5. HCL was boring
#6. chem _ _ _ _ without mdm ong..
#7. assembly was totally .... =.='''
#8. i cant smell him anymore D; SOBS
#9. GEOK WENT SIAO WITH LAOMA @.@ HAHAHAHHAHAHA
#10. I AM SORRY SEOW HWEE D; I AM RELLI SORRYYYY D;
#11. BURGER KING WITH LAO MA :X
#12. REFLECTIONS .. on my everything..
#12.1. my class and i
#12.2. my wrongdoings
#12.3 eye candy
#12.4 others o.O
#13. LAOMA'S PINK POWERPOINT =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
#14. HANYU DA GE IS IN BASKETBALL !!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

morning was relli sleepy and i sleep on bus 97 until damn shuang :X hahahaha
and then it was relli funny and paiseh cuz umm.. it was like that.
i was with shuying as usual :DD <3<3<3 shuying~~ <3<3<3
there was ee sheng,yiming,peihao and zhiqun
but i said hi to all of them except for zhiqun cuz i dint know him :X
then when i go up to the second deck of the bus,i said this in chinese..
"later peihao going to sit there..."
then suddenly peihao appeared behind me and moved to the seat on the extreme right.
LOLS
and got a aunty always sit beside him one.. LOLS!! HAHHAHAHAHA
it was like lamee shytzz,so paiseh :X
hahhaahhaa
but damn funny.. =D
yiming was behind me and shuying..
and ee sheng was behind yiming..
haha =D
see bravo section gathering =D
okay,thats all about my bus trip :/

it was all blah blah blah until we all proceeded to LT4 for ELDDS SYF PREVIEW =D
WOAHHH ~~
ZHENG ZHANG ROCKSSS =DD
hahahahaahaa.
ELDDS ROCKKKKKSSSSSS =DDD
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~!!!!
the play was relli funny and kinda luan.. o.O
i still prefer animal farm =DD
lol,animal is the best play i've ever watched =D
i like the part about "抱来抱去 ， 摇来摇去"
LOL!!
the year 2 eldds guys go shake their butts :X
haha,damn cute lor :DDD
~~~ aww mien... ~~~ =DD
damn cute like siao okay?
then they keep doing the hugging and shaking ~~ :@
hahahhahaa
was watching the expressions of the eldds peeps ..
then i realise their expressions never changes even thou they aint featured..
cool...
and zhengzhang is damn cute .. hahahhahaha :X
zhengzhang as peter =D
he's relli like a schoolboy .. lols,damn cute .. ;D
then his expressions and actions damn damn big de O.O
sometimes veh sudden then will get a shock one,haha ;X
but he was like w000h000~! all the while in the play =D
relli relli hyper like ~~~~ xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
quite different from what he is nowadays D;
awww..
BUT STILL GOOD JOB ELDDS =D
AND JIAYOU FOR SYF COMPETITION =DD
ALL THE VERYYYYY BESTTTT =DDD
jiayou~! ;D

AND YEAH!! THIS IS DAMN GOOD NEWS~~~~
JINGFEI TELL ME HE REPORTING TO NCC ON FRIDAY DURING CCA!!!
OMGGGGG I GOT A NEW COMPANY MATE!!!
JING FEI GOING TO BE IN BRAVO!!!
JING FEI GOING TO BE MY LOVELIEST AND DEAREST COMPANY MATE!!!!
HE IS GOING TO JOIN BRAVO COMPANY!!!
I LOVE BRAVO!
=D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
JINGFEI IS IN RVNCC BRAVO!!!!!!
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OMG I LOVE YOU JINGFEI~
now runzhong is back in ncc ..
AND NOW THERE'S JINGFEI TOO!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D
WITH A NEW COMPANY MATE~~~
WAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA
w00h00~~~
DAMN HYPERRRR xDDDDDDDDDD
BRAVO HAS A NEW COMPANY MATE!!!!!!
=D
and an adorable one too :P
OKAY LA,HE IS ADORABLE TO ME OKAY?
:D:D:D:D:DD
althou jingfei doesnt have curly hair~~ :P
hahahhahaha
OKAY~~ WE'LL HAVE GOOD NEWS ON FRIDAYYY :DDD
HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAA
BRAVO WILL WELCOME YOU DE!!!
Although you joined us in our journey halfway..
WE WILL LOVE YOU LIKE WE LOVE EACH OTHER NOW!!!! :D:D:D:D
SO WE MUST COMBINE MORE @.@...=.='''
hahaha,WELCOME TO NCC JINGFEI~~
I AM DAMN HONOURED TO HAVE YOU AS MY COMPANY MATE~~~
BRAVO~!

home econs was BAD without mrs chew..
seriously..
i love mrs chew man :D
i miss mrs chew now D;
why she have to go to moe lor??
sobs..
recess was damn boring..
and sorry nicole for not having anything to gossip with you.. D;
HCL was boring.. with half the class gone at first ... LOLS
sian lesson anyway... doing gong han.. and tmr got gong han test..=.='''
surprisingly i dint screw up when i just did it without memorizing :X
chem... i just attended half the lesson cuz got class leaders investiture @.@
then i realised that ms foo doesnt want to answer our questions..
when we ask her questions,she dont relli feel like answering..
D;
mien... then how? what we going to do?
SOBS..
neh mind.
prepared to screw up my chemistry this term D;

then ZIXUAN came to find ME ;D
HAHAHAHHAHA
he ask me to go down for that class leaders investiture.
ZIXUAN ROCKSSS ;DD
then i told him about jing fei joining ncc...
he was like..
"jingfei??? O.O no discipline,no drills..."
BUT RIGHT WE MUST REMEMBER THAT WE WERE ONCE LIKE THAT!!!
jingfei can do it de!!!
HE CAN TRAIN UP DE !!!
AND THAT'S WHY HE NEEDS BRAVO'S HELP OKAY??? ;D
especially his own platoon mates..
if come find company mates like ME also can :P
HAHAHHAHAHAH
I WILL DEFINITELY HELP 100% as much as i can de :P
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
yeah,i thought i would be a coward if i gave up halfway ...
so that's why i am there.. ;D
AND I PONNED THE REHEARSAL ;DD that's the best thing about this investiture :P
cuz i dont dare to pon things and here i ponned that rehearsal ;DDD
hahahhahahaha,damn funny :X
i was like telling terence that it was damn sianzsx then he was like "yeah,gg to veh sian"
lols.
neh mind neh mind.
i could talk so nicely to him o.O and that's good..
and i think its the FIRST time lehh ;D see,i got improvement right?? ;DD
and i could talk damn nicely to zhihe as if he were runzhong.. O.O
AND YEAH RUNZHONG I MISS YOU LIKE BLOODY HELLL !!!! D;
COME BACK TO ME D;..
then i asked who he likes he dont want tell me ;X
neh mind neh mind..
then got the investiture or whatever.
dont wanna elaborate.
just that i was feeling damn nervous then my mind went blank.
i go shake mr chua's hand then he said "wah shake so hard ah,okay enuff liao lahh .."
LOLS!!!
damn funny..
then i was looking for 2e when i was on the stage.
CANT FIND THEM.
then i tot they lost or what lor..
in the end i ask terence then he tell me he saw 2e ..
then i phew~
:DD
aiya,that investiture crap de lor D;
sobs.
sit there do nth.. =.='''
blah.
then we went down the stage..
geok was sitting behind zhengzhang ..
then zhimin and her made space for me :P
HAHAHAHHAHA
Lols.
it had been such a damn long time since i looked at him at such a short distance away..
D;
ZHENGZHANG'S HAIR ROCKSSS
OMGGGG CURLY HAIR ROCKSSSSSS ;DDDD
w00h00~~~ xDDDDDDDDDD
i see his hair got symmetry lines de lehh..
SO DAMN COOL LORR!!! :X
hahahhahaa
but too bad.. that wasnt there anymore D;
is there anything wrong with my nose today?
D;
aww..
i miss that alot alot alot.
BUT STILL..
IT WAS SUCH A GREAT EXPERIENCE ;DD
long long long long long long time never see him le..
cuz i cant possibly turn my head and stare at him for the whole day right?
this explains why i am so bored and slept in class D;
AWWWWW..
AND I LOVE YOU GEOK AND ZHIMIN ;DDD
HAHAHHAHAHA =DD
THANKS LOTS~~ =DD

let's skip to geok with laoma.
LOLS.
THEY WENT MAD o.O
but it was damn funny lor..
hahhaha
laoma took my wallet since morning then i didnt realise that leh..
OMG =.='''
I AM A NOOB ~!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!
laoma took my wallet for the whole day liao then i realise =.=''
lols.
they two play with me cuz todae april's fool
@.@
but in the end still got my wallet back :P
hahahhahaha
then wenta take bus 97
AND OMG LOR
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM DAMN SORRY SEOWHWEE D;
SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg lor D;
i tot seowhwee went off bus 97 with the guys..
then i say 重色轻友 D;
then i realised seowhwee behind us D;
SOBS
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHYTZZ LOR
i feel damn guilty D;
D; D; D; D; D;
awww..
SORRY SEOWHWEE D:
D;
sobs..

then laoma and geok crapped all the way to je @.@
lols,geok ate tissue paper and i tried some too O.O
nth much de lor =.=''
hahhahaa,then others all crapp like siao.
laoma and geok pretended to be shu nv .. which was like diaozsx.
hahahhaha
but damn funny :X
HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
they damn cute de lor :D
but i dont wanna be like them :X
if one day i ever be a shu nv..
I WILL FEEL DAMN GAY AND PUKEEEE D;
LOLS
i aint a shu nv D;
hanyu says if you aint shu nv,look pretty also got guys want you de..
OMG LOR.
that means i whole life dont need to find a husband liao lor!!
D;
aww..
but come'on .. back to topic.
crapped to je..
then waved bye to geok and seowhwee..
sth else happened and later we went to burger king eat..
and lao ma and i had some very calm talk..
i kept telling myself this again.. "i cant expect every single one to like me"
like how i treat others too.
i dislike ppl too,how the heck can i get everyone to like me yeah ? =D
and yeah,if i did sth that etched it so deeply in my frens' heart..
that they couldnt forgive me..
i am wrong,i know,and that's the consequence i have to bear.
they'll always remember what i did.
let them be.
cuz the impression will change after time.
like what i experienced.
last year.. i used to dislike someone.. but this year,i realise that she's relli damn good..
as long as i know..
i have frens that will always support me ;D
that's all enuf for me ...
even if its just 1 or 2 of them..
its all enuf ;D
if they'd ever leave me,i think i'll just bang on my head on the wall and just die..

todae,i am invested.
WE are invested.
we're to unite the class.
and i felt damn uncomfortable while taking the pledge.
how am i going to unite my class?
number 1.
LOVE EVERYONE IN CLASS.
do i dare say i love 2e?
as a whole.. not yet.
and i tend to side with them.. whatever they say... i will get influenced
okay,i am naive.
is all that u can say alright?
and this act of mine can tear the class apart.. like i said,they dont understand me well enuf..
i am not as nice as you think.
and yea,i dont suck as much as you think okay?
LOLS
unite the class.
isnt it hard?
wonder how did jiahui and felicia managed to do it..
esp. last year when we werent that close..
cool.
i admire them ;D
so firstly i shall stop all my stupid thoughts.
and i shall stop hating anyone.
becuz of who i am.
lols.
but still.
i didnt give it up.
so i must bear the consequences of that decision i made..
yeah..
lols.
but there are people who trust me too much..
that made me feel so uncomfortable..
what if i make them do wrong things.. and dragged them down?
i will feel damn guilty.. D;

he.
is still there.
lols.
it's still there..
i wont let go.
like how i didnt gave it up.
my purpose is not to give up when i think i cant hold on any longer.
persevere.
like what hanyu said "persevere lor" yeah? ;D
love doesnt pop out in the middle of nowhere.
but i know this is not called love ;D

gg to end my post soon..
with these 2 DAMN BIG THINGS~~ ;D

THANKS TO LAO MA FOR HER DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE POWERPOINT ~~~!!! ;DD
LOVE YA DAMN LOADS LAO MA!!
AND I WILL NEVER GET PISSED WITH YOU LUHHSS
SO DONT WORRY OKAY???
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU DAMN LOADS LAO MA =DDDD
hahahhahaa
I LOVE YOU <3<3<3<3<3
MUACKS~~~ xDD
THANKSSS AND LOTS OF LOVE~~~~ <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
HAHAHAHAHA
=DD~~
singa lion loves old froggie ~ <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
hahahhahaha =D

AND GRATS TO HAN YU DA GE~~~
FOR GETTING INTO BASKETBALL!!!!
Woohoo~~~
YAYEEEEE!!!!!
I FEEL DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU HANYU DA GEEEE =DDDD
YAYEEE~~~!!!
HANYU JIAYOU FOR BASKETBALLL!!!
althou u have to chiong for 2 ccas D;
awww..
BUT MUST JIAYOU OKAY???? =DD
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA
JIAYOU HANYU DA GE!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU OKAY??? =DDDD
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
w00h00~~~

okay.
i shall zao now.

they aint that bad afterall.
guys who have balls to confront me.
nice.
i like it.
;D
maybe i should try to love the 2 guys too ;D
haha,but still there's always only one guy i will love the most ;X
"what's the problem?"
"just tell me"
yeah..
is it true that conflicts can build more stable relationships? o.O
lols.
seems like..
zhihe and i..
lol.. aint on bad terms .. not that bad.. ^^
;D
perhaps we could be like what runzhong and i make too..
BUT STILL RUNZHONG.
I TELL YOU AH.
RUNZHONG AHH,YOU AHH ..
WILL ALWAYS STILL STAY AS MY BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST TABLE PARTNER
=DDD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

7.46pm april's fool


AND SIUMIN'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP!!!! =DD
YAYEEE~~~ =DDDD