lame,

actually todae was really hyper,
althou i was really damn tired,
but something just screwed my whole day up,
and it ended like some WOW! shytzz,
crap,

todae morning,
i slept on the bus alone,
and i felt so calm,
no stress,
nothing,
i just blasted music into my ears,
it felt so light,
as if i could fly,
that was the first time,
lols,
i want to be alone,
it's like such a long time since i've been really alone,
that sleep was fantastic,
and i didnt want to get up again,
sighs,

i walked past study corner again,
and i met louis =.=,
and i thought he didnt wanna meet todae,
oh crap,
neh mind,
had a small chat then we zao le,

okay,
morning assembly was totally,
CRAPPISH,
singing the national anthem and laughing and giggling,
cant blame everyone for moving in sediya position,
but it's the national anthem,
and i think we should treat it with respect,
okay,
i think everyone will think that i am crazy,
but i follow my own principles,
cuz i am part of ncc and i am already used to what we believe,
especially,
one for all,
all for one,

first lesson was pe,
lameee,
and i cant even hit that damn ball,
so forget it,
i know i am a noob,
but i just know how to play tennis,
althou i am still begineer or whatever u call it,

next was maths,
and i fell somehow asleep,
and thanks kaisong ;D

science,
was quite okay,
cuz i have nicole around ;D
yaye~ ;DD

recess,
ACTUALLY TODAE IS EAT WITH CLASS DAY,
and i wanted to eat with 2e like bloody hell,
but too bad,later i kenna scold mei liang xin,
so had recess with alvin,zhenghan and laoma,
alvin wore contact lens,
oh cool,
and he look damn shuai lor,
alvin's eyes are beautiful,
alvin look better without specs,
but still as cute ;D
haha,
later was with geok and zhimin,
crapped quite alot,
vanessa and geraldine also came ;D
wahahaha,
i love bravo~ <3

lang arts was horrible,
i think i fell asleep,
veh tired,

chinese was the same,
sighs,
there's zuowen tmr,

history,
was confusing,
what i wrote doesnt make sense,
but i will try to make sense out of it,
and,
i hate it,
when everything is just on me,
i am not a genius,
and i am not a dog too,

geography,
was quite okay,
and ms tan called me to collect my maths worksheet,
cuz i handed it up with my geog asg,
i was like omg,
did i?
then in the end it was the other 2e peep,wanyih,
oh crap,
wasted my time running up and down the stairs,
but i exercised,

did chang wen suo duan in class,
was hell crappish,
sighs,

napfa,
all i could say was,
i should have done my best,
cuz i shouldnt listen to whatever crap,
i shouldnt have gave up,
when i knew i could have done better,
i should learn from geok ;D
aim high,
and we can do it,
i want a 28 next year,
standing broad jump was =.=,
shuttle run =.=,
rest was okay,
situps,
i did 30 and i had 10 secs left,
30 is a nice number,
but,
i wasted that 10 secs,
if i did one more,
just one more,
;/
since it's over,
i shall forget about it,
and i will never do that again,
giving up a chance,
is a stupid and foolish thing to do,
inclined was like that too,

so what if it's a gold,
when i didnt do my best,

and yeah,
dont he look down on me again,
and fat people like me,
can do it too,

later was,
.
.
.
.

not in the mood,
so,
bye,
and,
todae,
aint,
a,
nice,
day,

i should do things MY way,
and not follow blindly to what others want me to do,
because,
i am not their dog,

i believe in what i believe in,
i may be too straight and wooden,
but that's what i believe in and you cant change it,

i dont want to give up,
the chance,
it'll just slide by my hands when i dont give a damn,

zixuan said he wanted to change cca,
and,
i feel so,
sad,
i dont want a new bravo coming in,
and another going out,
bravo,
will always be my bravo,
but no matter where you are,
zixuan will always be zixuan,
it's his choice and we cant interfere,
but i hope he dont leave us,
you're tired todae,
so am i,
so we shall take care,
rest well,
i realised i've never said sweet dreams to you,
so sweet dreams boy,
i love you,