unwanted

i feel somehow...
damn-not-important to peepos
yup
that was the later part of the day anyway
so i shall start with HAPPY things FIRST :)
yaye!~
hahaha

this morning
i was early
go take 242
listen music and stone..
reach the boonlay station there then see laoma..
and i dint want to talk to her in the early morning...
cuz i need to adjust my heart and keep reminding myself that i must TRY to be happy...
morning is the best time for heart-adjustment or whatever..
Lols.
Then I go up train.
see shuying there alone,so I go talk to her
Lol.
ShuYing's voice is still like sibei sexy~
It's like damn damn long liao la..
her voice still so sexy~
w00h00~
Lol.
hahaha
our major topic was swimming.
She asked me alot about swimming and I kept emphasising on one thing.
looking at shuai ge with damn sexy body shape
Lols
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
I am not a sicko can?..
Lol.
yupyup..
then go JE take 97 go school.
talk about random random stuff..
talk talk talk talk...reach school

i went running
and i seriously suck at running for goodness sake
today...I did warm up and started to run
after the first 400m..I got stitch
after that I continued to run 2 more rounds..
sibei painful so I went to the side there and rest..
OMG LAHH
3 rounds cannot tahan liao
OMG OMG..
summore I spent 8mins24sec to run 3 rounds only..
OH MY GODDDDD..
=.=
its damn lame and stupid
zzZzZzZzz..
i dun wan run liao so I go play suicide window and monkey bar
at least I can like..."perfect" the 2 activities :)
heehee~~
monkey bar is still the best
HAHAHHAHAHA :)
not like last year,I cant even get to pass 3 of the bars..
which is like so =.=...
and my goal for last year was - get to pass monkey bars :)
and I did it.
another goal was - get gold for NAPFA :)
and I did it too..
This year..
my goal = 2.4km timing less than 14min30sec / NAPFA get GOLD
another thing is my inclined pullups and shuttle run sucks
=.=
i know i am in ncc and get alot of training..
we do pumpings on the floor and not pullups in mid air can?! =.=
i am too heavy for my arm muscles to pull me up..
If I were lighter...HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
I know I am macho xDD
Lolsssssss..
...
cool down,change then go back class..
talked to jennshyang and i talked about stupid stuff cuz I am bored and he was alone..
then i saw 2G chairperson walking to his class with newspapers...
shyt man,then i run down halfway saw chloe...
Lols.
distribute and whatever whatever..
then I talked to the girls about the notice board stuff and it's nice :)
we decided to stay back after school todae to discuss....yup

they came in
and WanYih wasnt in school
i took a damn long time to figure out who was sitting beside Veronn..
Yup.
Steph. wasnt in school too..I know that cuz her seat was beside beside me..
If any of the 2e guys not in school right,I guarantee plus chop I 100% know de
HAHHAHAHAHHA :)
I am very biased right?
Lol.
Ask me for what lah.
I tot he always give Terence the attendance book de loh :PPP
he never even gave that attendance book to me once...
NOT EVEN ONCE...since that day..
nevermind.
i guess he dont relli like me.
tats all I CAN INFER.
forget it.

and god damn it
no change in sitting arrangement.
=.=
stupid la
he said AFTER CNY..
like what ZhengZhang tagged.
maybe what he meant was AFTER THE 15 DAYS of CNY
=.=..
WHATEVER.
i guess he actualli didnt plan to change our seats de can? =.=
argh.
please notice the I GUESS..
I GUESS only hor.
I never say he MUST have thought like that or what

okay.
enuf of stupid and idoitic stuff this morning =.=
____________________

home econs
todae I did home econs - Queen CupCakes
with Veronn..
YUP
IT'S LIKE DAMN FUN CAN..
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
I think I do with Veronn much much more better than HuiWen and ZhangYing..
Cuz Veronn is damn damn damn nice xDD
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
OMGGGG
TODAE HOME ECONS ROCK THE MOST CAN?!!
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHA
then..

after eating and drinking all that stuff..
i went to kitchen 2 and waited.
for goodness sake.
what the hell is wrong with kitchen 2 ? =.=
Lols.
they sibei late lahh
Mrs Tan keep talk talk talk talk talk like siao
and I waited outside for like so long =.=
waste my time
and this shows I am nice too :)
hahahhaha.
then i keep peeping inside
Lol.
The only person I can see is zhengzhang.
cuz he is near the door there.
Lols.
I think he was the last person to wash up or what bah..O.O
everyone dont know do whatever...chatting with Mrs Tan or what..
he still washing those stuff..
and todae..
kitchen 2 did some edible stuff at last..
chocolate muffins which look like rock buns
Lol.
Quite nice :)
But I like my QueenCupCakes more
I damn nice one loh
I give half of the cupcake to laoma..
and she didnt relli like it...can see de.. =.=
nevermind.
i like can le
HAHAHAHHAHA :)
my parents also say very nice can?!!! xDD
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA :)

recess..
we kenna shoo outta classroom by mrs look..
=.=
ZzzzZzzZZ..
that was seriously damn damn damn lame lahh
Lol.
lao ma told me this
if I got that stupid thing on my shoulders
mrs look will give me shyt
erm.
okay wadever.
its true la
but can dont look at me in that perspective?..
=.=
but nevermind :)

HCL..
I was almost dozing off in class
ZzZzzZzZzZ
who was the one who wanted me to read?! =.=
arghhh
Lolsss..
I cant read de lahh
I got reading problems
I got probs with talking still want me to read
that's an insult man..nahhh I AM KIDDING
LOLSSS
I dozed off when Mr YCR talked about the XinQiJi thing thing..
Lol.
then whatever..

Science.
I found my contact list and geog ws..
at last..
as i guessed :)
my intuition is like always right de loh..
or u dont call that intuition or what..
O.O
i also dont know la
hack care loh.
Lol.
HAHHAHAHAHAA
science..
nothing much..
got a clearer view of the levels thing..
yup..

CHAMPS
was bloody hell shyt =.=
IT sucks
LOL.
I take back what I typed
IT sucks
if dont hav IT right.
I cant even blog le can?
=.=
it was a lame lesson
and I was hit on my head by Mr Keith cuz I was talking
bleh
actualli he ren me very very long liao de loh
he just dun wanna hit me only
:P
i was like keep talking like siao then he just hack care lah,wadever =.=
and i also did the same la,hack care lah,wadever
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
Lols.
was like sibei funny
the whole class is like damn damn bonded except for KaiSong
Lols
KIDDING KIDDING
We wana REBEL.
ARGH!!
We were like wanting to zao fan de can?
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
ITS DAMN DAMN COOL DE LOHH
me and lao ma were like talking and laugh laugh laugh
cuz its damn funny
that guy beside laoma ate yao tou wan
then keep shaking like hell can?
he's damn damn damn damn funny
LOL
and seowhwee was on my right
then she said IT can let us watch PORN
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
everyone laugh like siao
Lol
correct what
what's wrong with watching porn using IT
dont tell me teachers dont watch porn de loh
:P
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
very very very funny
then we crap like hell
and whatever
we played some finger game
then hubert was on my left
i think he was talking to himself or what.. O.o..
and he relli look like a small kid.
cute.
but...hmm...his fingers...not like some kiddie
and its nice that he cut his fingernails :)
blah blah blah..
lesson over

stayed back and discuss about notice board
4 welfare heads plus Hubert,ZhengZhang and Alvin..
yup..
Terence dont know go where.
=.=
whatever.
and I think I wasnt needed there also
and its damn damn obvious that i wasnt needed there..
=.=
okay whatever..
I feel like damn unwanted ...
awww..
and Hanee was very very...quiet..
Alvin told me that she was scary..
and yes she was..
aww..
maybe tmr will be okay le bah
I hope :)
cuz ppl must stay happy de mah

then Alvin forced me to go to the canteen to eat sumthing .. o.O
he is a chim guy who use complex english
i cant understand what the hell was he talking about
so i just ... kinda shut myself up
Lols.
and he forced to me eat..
yea,for my welfare O.O
I was like damn damn retarded..
=.=

eat liao go back to class.
everything settled.
and I seriously dont know what i was doing.
stay back for nothing.
stay back when i am not even needed there..
=.=
everyone zao.
then I just tagg behind Alvin like some doggie
Lol.
He said that me going home alone very lonely.
Lol.
I am a lonely person O.O
nah,I am not a lonely person..

I was sibei retarded.
waiting for 2 guys to finish their lunch and then tagging behind a guy like some weird stalker
=.=
i dint know what i was doing
i just wanna go to JE with Alvin..
hmm.. O.O
yup
that was what I wanted.
go on 97 and i just stone beside Alvin
and Hubert was like damn enthu
keep talking non-stop to Alvin about girls...chio bu
and how pro Alvin is at flirting
I told you Alvin is SIBEI SIBEI pro at flirting
Hubert said Alvin is like 3rd job flirter ... and he himself is like only 1st job
sumthing like that...then ZhengZhang is even worse than a begineer o.O
and I think I have to agree to that.
Alvin is a damn pro flirter.
Hubert I dont know ..
ZhengZhang dont flirt
Lol.
I was kinda listening to the guys.
I know I am bad..
Alvin's phone is full of SMS-es from a person he named "Dear"
LOLS
nah,I shant relli care.
I am a good listener.
Then they talked about testing girls with SMS-es or what..
umm..I shuldnt be blogging about what they said =.=
and I just did.
Lol.
If anyone gets offended pls tag and I will remove it.. O.o
hahahaha,a good way to get taggs O.O
Lol.
My blog dont relli have alot of tags de
cuz I am unwanted.
Geok,I know U want me xDD
HAAHAHHAHAHA

in my class,i dont think there's a need for a person like me to exist there.
if one day i am gone,i think no one in 2e will care or whatever.. sobs
sian
i feel very pathetic =.=
nevermind about me
my character makes me unwanted.
thats all :)
and i am used to it
nothing relli much to worry about

yup,back to on the bus and the guys..
they talked and chat ...
whatever..
ZhengZhang wasnt joining in the convo.
Only Hubert and Alvin were talking bah..
saw ZhangYing ...yup ...walked together..
then saw HuiLi..
umm..
yup.
the guys zao.
and I dont relli feel like saying bye..
Lol.
I didnt know why..
Zao go Boonlay loh..
and ZhangYing got flu for almost a week le also haven recover
how come peeps get viruses de arh?
I dont know leh..
I also dont know why I 1 whole year no fever or what de..
cough..last year got..and it lasted for a week
then i was like damn damn healthy for the rest of the year until now
waseh..
i think my body got problem liao can?
Lol.
HAHAHHAHAHA
nevermind..
todae was a normal day.

=.=
3 shuai ge
1 invisible stalker
I seriously dont know what the hell was I doing
I swear I dint know
Thinking just feel so ironic..
3 guys..
=.=
whatever.
hack care la.
dont think liao.
later i think too out and too much ..
kenna again.
so i shall forget it man :)

Thanks buddy.
Lol.
U wan me to type I love you too?
Lol.
Thank you Alvin :)
I love you.

Time Out : 5.37PM 28 Jan 2009 BloodyUnwanted AbandonedKiddie